[Gintama] Three Thousand Worlds Killed by Crows

Chapter 078 | Bear children also need comfort

The beautiful handwriting on the white paper came into view clearly, and Yoshida Saura sighed and put the handwriting aside, and sat in a daze at the prescription written by himself.This prescription is about a prescription for curing the disease of Okita Mitsuba.Although Yoshida Sara knew in his heart that this prescription was actually useless because of Okita Mitsuha's poor physical condition that could not last until the end of the treatment.But when he picked up the pen, Yoshida Sara still deliberately wrote down the prescription that kept appearing in his mind.Always thinking, always thinking that if a miracle can happen one day, the smiling image of Okita Mitsuha lingers in my mind.For so many years, there are only a handful of female friends around Yoshida Sara, and the only close friends who can be said to be close friends are Tsukihime Shimizu and Mitsuha Okita.

The departure of those around you will always leave scars in the hearts of the living.During the exile, Yoshida Saura watched her companions pass away one by one, leaving only a handful of loess in the end, how could she ever bear it in her heart?After so many years, even though he knew that Shimizu Tsukihime was fine, before seeing the current Shimizu Tsukihime, even now, Yoshida Sara could not forget how Shimizu Tsukihime was covered in blood and silent at that time.

Unconsciously clenched the white paper in his hand, Yoshida Sara leaned lightly on the back of the chair behind him, feeling powerless.How could she watch Okita Mitsuha step by step towards death as if nothing had happened, approaching that extremely dark road that could never be found?Even though he knew that he was only hanging on Okita Mitsuha's life, Yoshida Sara was reluctant to give up such useless efforts, even if it would keep drawing deeper scars in his heart.

But what could be more reassuring than seeing you alive and well?

It's almost time, it's time to see Mitsuba.Yoshida Sara got up, but unexpectedly saw an unexpected person in the courtyard of the house.The chestnut-haired boy folded his arms and knees, sitting in the pavilion in the courtyard, the sun fell on his face with a faint twilight, like an angel falling into the room.However, the boy's brows were always furrowed, and even in his sleep, he couldn't smooth out the wrinkles on his brows.Yoshida Sara looked up at the sun in the sky and frowned slightly. Didn't the child just stay like this all night?When I met Yueji some time ago, I heard her say that Souwu often didn't go back to the village and didn't know where he was staying.

Turning around, Yoshida Sara went back to the room and took a blanket to cover the boy's body, adjusting a more comfortable posture for him.Okita Sougo seemed to be in a deep sleep, not aware of Yoshida Sara's series of movements.It is said that tucking knees is a sign of insecurity, and Zong Wu felt uncomfortable during this period of time.Although Shimizu Tsukihime told Yoshida Sara that Sougo Okita was often not in the camp, but as a person who often went to take care of Mitsuha Okita, Sara Yoshida knew very well that Sougo Okita didn't spend a lot of time going to the hospital.This emotion is like being close to home.

Sighing, Yoshida Sara stretched out his hand to test the temperature on Okita Sougo's forehead, turned and walked towards the house.When Yoshida Sara walked into the pavilion again, he was holding a bowl of steaming ginger soup in his hand.She placed the bowl in her hand on the stone table in the gazebo, and gently pushed the boy in front of her.Although seeing the young man sleeping so deeply, Yoshida Sara couldn't bear to disturb him.But firstly, it was not comfortable to sleep like this in this gazebo, and secondly, she was really worried that the boy would catch a cold. "Zouwu, get up first and drink the ginger soup, if you are still sleepy, you can go to sleep in the room."

The boy who just opened his eyes seemed not fully awake yet, his pupils were hazy, and he drank the bowl of moderately warm ginger soup with Yoshida Sara's hand very cooperatively.Curving the corner of his mouth, Yoshida Sara stretched out his hand to rub Okita Sougo's hair, watching the other's eyes gradually clear up.Yoshida Sara said slowly: "Sou Wu, although the scenery in this pavilion is nice, but you are really easy to catch cold like this. I don't think I don't need a room for you here. Are you still being polite to me?"

After a pause, Yoshida Sara's words were tinged with worry, "It's not that I don't understand your mood, it's just that this will only make people who care about you more worried. You care about Sanye, Why doesn't Sanye care about you? If you feel uncomfortable, even if you don't want to tell me, you can come here and take it with you. At least by my side, I feel at ease. The behavior of disappearing in the sun is also worrying after all."

Okita Sougo pursed his lips and remained silent.Yoshida Sara was not annoyed, and straightened the blanket for the young man beside him with gentle eyes. She knew that this was just the young man's awkward appearance of sticking his neck to protect his self-esteem. In fact, he might not have listened to these words in his heart.Really, why do I feel that I am more and more comfortable dealing with these troubled teenagers.Yoshida Sara shook his head, thinking of those friends who were not worry-free since childhood, he couldn't help but smile a little in his black eyes.

"So, Sougo, why don't you take a rest in the house? You don't look good right now."

"I... I don't want to sleep." Sougo Okita pulled the blanket on his body, his scarlet eyes were not as energetic as before, and he looked a bit angry.

"Well, why don't we walk along the street and look at Sanye." Yoshida Sara put his fingers to his lips, his voice was gentle and gentle, and his words were gentle, but there was a hint of strength: "Souwu , you can’t keep hiding like this. Avoiding will not solve the problem, and it will not be a problem because of your arrangement. Isn’t it natural for a younger brother to visit his sister? Sanye is very worried about you. " Okita Mitsuha is irreplaceable to Okita Sougo, that's why the faint tiredness and inability to smudge sadness appear in the expression of the normally flamboyant young man.

The word death, life and death are separated, the distance between this shore and the other shore cannot be reached.Okita Sougo, as a member of the Shinsengumi, has faced countless wars, but after all, they in the Shinsengumi are not as good as the rest of the Matsushita Private School who walked off the battlefield against barbarians.If I really want to say, the biggest difference between the two people is that Yoshida Sara and the others have experienced a more brutal fight, and not only the enemy but also the partner will sleep forever beside them.After all, the battlefield that the Shinsengumi faced was not as tragic as it was.But even so, Yoshida Sara couldn't say that he could face death. Such a thing was indeed too harsh for the young boy in front of him.

Sighing uncontrollably in his heart, Yoshida Sara stretched out his hand towards the boy in front of him. She was standing against the sun, and Sougo Okita couldn't see the expression on her face clearly, but it didn't prevent him from hearing the emotion in her words: "Then, let's go for a walk. Be happy. If you continue to frown like this, you will scare away the good luck. Zou Wu, at least Sanye is still alive, at least we look forward to the miracle that day. We have all given up hope, who can look forward to instead of us? We will not talk about life until the end.”

"Yo, that's true." Okita Sougo held Yoshida Sara's hand and stood up, with a smile on his delicate face: "Mr. Hijikata hasn't died yet, and I haven't taken the throne of deputy chief yet, why? Can you fall down? At least you have to see Mr. Hijikata choking to death on dog food." Sougo Okita reappeared with a shaking S smile.

"It can be regarded as cheering up." Yoshida Sara chuckled and raised his finger to lightly tap Okita Sougo's forehead, then pointed out the door, and the two walked slowly along the street.When Yoshida Sara and Okita Sougo saw Hijikata Toshiro and Shimizu Tsukihime patrolling together from a distance, it happened that Okita Sougo talked about the 250th way to kill Hijikata Toshiro.

(Voice-over: Sara, is your focus slightly wrong? How could you accept Okita Sougo’s remarks so calmly? Yoshida Sara smiled: It’s not the first time we talked about it. What’s the surprise? Anyway, the president and I Satoru will say something every time we meet. Well, Mr. Hijikata is a good test subject, resistant to fights and falls, and almost all the newly made human medicines in my place have been tried by him. No harm in any way body.)

"Hey, isn't this the Oni's deputy chief of the Shinsengumi? Hijikata-kun, you're here to patrol hard again today." Sougo Okita smiled, walked forward with his hands in his pockets, his familiar attitude was nothing like yesterday There was an unpleasant look between a few people.Yoshida Sara walked forward helplessly, Souwu, you really don't look like you are here to say hello, but rather to provoke.Didn't you see Yue Ji's complexion was unkind, and she looked like she wanted to beat someone up?Speaking of which, Yue Ji's gaze just now was really subtle.The girl was probably calling in her heart: "What is the relationship between these two people? What is the relationship?" Poof, this is really interesting.Yoshida Sara glanced at Tsukihime Shimizu with an unpredictable expression.After all, Tsukihime Shimizu's temperament is destined that she can't see anything from Shinsuke Takasugi and Sara Yoshida, and she can bully Katsura Kotaro.

Here Shimizu Tsukihime and Yoshida Sara just exchanged eye contact, and Toshiro Hijikata smiled and took Okita Sougo's words: "It's really unpleasant to be complimented by the guy who skipped work." In all fairness, Yoshida Sato Luo admitted that Toshiro Hijikata was indeed a nice man.Faced with Okita Sougo's various provocations and finding faults, although he is often irritable, he never really annoys the other party from the heart. It is more like a kind of tolerance for ignorant children.It's just that such a man is really not good or bad for a woman.He decides the so-called best way of life for the woman he likes based on what he thinks, and never asks whether the other party really needs and is willing. He is honey, and I am arsenic.

After all, men still don't understand women's minds so well.Yoshida Sara was grievance for Okita Mitsuha, so why not feel pity for himself.Unlike Okita Mitsuha and Hijikata Shiro, there are more than that between Yoshida Sara and Takasugi Shinsuke. The first thing that bears the brunt is the knot between the two, but the knot is hard to solve.Even though Yoshida Sara was striding forward, every step was still difficult.Feelings and emotions can be changed and reversed, and there is still a long way to go between the two.So Yoshida Sara is especially not used to the kind of thinking of Toshiro Hijikata, which is not a problem at all compared with the things between Takasugi Shinsuke and Yoshida Sara.

The years in my heart are turning back and forth, but the time has only passed by for a moment.Okita Sougo, who was standing beside Yoshida Sara, didn't die because of Hijikata Toshiro's non-hostile words. He naturally knew exactly what Hijikata Toshiro's weakness was, and he pinched him hard without hesitation. Go up: "Hey, who made my sister lie still in the hospital, I can't do it if I don't go and see."

"It's strange to have such a younger brother and sister who don't worry about it." Tsukihime Shimizu saw Hijikata Toshiro's face change, and she opened her mouth to sneer at Sougo Okita, the irony in her words was extremely strong.

"A child without an older brother can't understand the hardships of having two children in the family." Sougo Okita raised his eyebrows and looked at Tsukihime, like a child who is dissatisfied and provokes others.However, as soon as Okita Sougo said this, Shimizu Tsukihime's face turned pale for a moment, and Yoshida Sara yelled badly in his heart.

The word "brother" can almost be said to be a minefield for Shimizu Tsukihime. Unlike Yoshida Sara who has no memory of his previous identity, Shimizu Tsukihime clearly remembers the past.In the private school era, not long after the two recognized each other, Tsukihime Shimizu talked about her past to Sara Yoshida. Remember.Although Shimizu Tsukihime complained a lot about her elder brother who was so helpless and worrying about the Holy Mother, Yoshida Sara could still feel that Tsukihime liked her brother very much, and the relationship between the two must be extremely OK

"Sougo, stop talking." Yoshida Sara reached out and tugged on Okita Sougo's sleeve, shaking his head slightly towards him.

"Who told you that I don't have an older brother?" Qing Shuiyueji clenched her fists tightly, and then let go after a while, "It's just that my older brother is more worry-free. One or two, It’s not the Holy Mother that makes people want to cry, or the one that shakes S makes people want to die, it breaks the hearts of younger brothers and sisters, but you are completely incomparable with Okita-kun.”

"And Sister Sanye is still alive, living well, but my brother is dead." Shimizu Tsukihime's voice became a little low, and she smiled at Okita Sougo after the words, but this smile always carried Feeling pale and powerless.

"Tsukihime..." Yoshida Sara worriedly put his hand on Shimizu Tsukihime's shoulder, and patted it comfortingly.There is probably no one in this world who is more aware of Shimizu Tsukihime's emotions than Yoshida Sara.There is nothing to do, and there is no way to go back. From then on, the two worlds will never meet again.

"I'm fine, I'm just a little annoyed... Before the tragedy happened, people who didn't cherish the things that should be cherished are fools. Because when things happen, it's useless to regret! Either understand from the beginning, Either you never understand, and you understand it too late, that's the real tragedy." Tsukihime Shimizu raised her eyes to look at Sougo Okita, whose expression had obviously become serious, and raised her eyebrows.

"Yeah, you're right." Yoshida Sara smiled, and his eyes slowly fell on Toshiro Hijikata, and the light in his eyes became deep.In his heart, he felt a little sad. Yoshida Sara was actually very envious of Shimizu Tsukihime and Sakata Gintoki. Their world was simple and happy, and they didn't think about too many complicated things. The only thing that needed to be adjusted was their personalities. Seven years ago, Yoshida Sara would still be extremely worried about these two people, but now he can safely believe that these two people can be happy.

Sakata Gintoki once commented on Yoshida Saura and Takasugi Shinsuke as "eat enough to support themselves and have nothing to do, looking for troubles." A long time ago, Yoshida Shoyo once commented very worriedly on the personality of Yoshida Saura and Takasugi Shinsuke Huiji will be hurt.But, the personalities of Takasugi Shinsuke and Yoshida Sara determine that they have a lot to consider, and also determine that they will never be able to learn the freedom and ease of Sakata Gintoki and Shimizu Tsukihime.Yoshida Sara even envied Hijikata Toshiro and Okita Mitsuha. There is actually no problem between the two of them, but Hijikata Toshiro never figured it out.It's just a pity that the two of them have wasted too much time now, and Mitsuha Okita's body might not be able to last for too long.Every time he thinks about this, Yoshida Sara will inevitably feel a little bit angry towards Toshiro Hijikata in his heart.

"Ah, is there any fun for you to gather people in the street? How about Jiayinsang?" Qian Bian's incomparable voice came from a distance suddenly.On the faces of Shimizu Tsukihime and Hijikata Toshiro, it was written that they were extremely dissatisfied with this person's arrival.

Yoshida Sara and Okita Sougo looked at each other, and they took a few steps to the side tacitly, giving way to Sakata Gintoki, so that Sakata Gintoki could walk straight to Shimizu Tsukihime from the corner of the street.It's a pity that Shimizu Tsukihime's complexion was not very good, and she didn't realize that the two people who were standing in front of her had moved aside, and they still looked at Sakata Gintoki with a little dissatisfaction.Sakata Gintoki walked over from the corner of the street slowly, stretched out his hand and accurately grabbed Shimizu Tsukihime by the collar, lifted him up vigorously, hugged him into his arms before Shimizu Tsukihime could react, and quickly Exit.The whole process took less than five seconds, so fast that Hijikata Toshiro and Shimizu Tsukihime couldn't react. Although Yoshida Sara and Okita Sougo were able to react, they didn't plan to intervene from the beginning. Did the person step aside when Sakata Gintoki appeared?

"Hey! Put me down! If you don't let me go, I'll sue you for assaulting the police, bastard!" Yueji's angry roar came from afar, accompanied by her angry cry for help, "Deputy chief, help me ah ah ah ah ah--"

Toshiro Hijikata watched silently with a cigarette in his mouth as Tsukihime Shimizu was being struggled to no avail and was carried away by Gintoki Sakata, obviously looking reticent to intervene.But when Hijikata Toshirō came back to his senses, he saw the woman in front of him with a classical and delicate face, smiling gently with crooked brows and eyes, and the young man standing beside the woman with his hands folded on his chest, staring at him expressionlessly. Seeing this, Hijikata Toshiro immediately regretted it in his heart.A Shaking S Sougo Okita's fighting power is beyond the charts, plus a black-bellied queen Yoshida Sara, my God, I don't want to face two black-bellies alone.The bastard, natural volume, quickly return Yue Ji, even if he gets kicked by a donkey, it doesn't matter, a donkey is nothing compared to a black belly.

"Deputy Chief, you work so hard every day, you should take a good rest." Okita Sougo said calmly with his hands in his pockets, "Practicing kendo is the best way to relax, right? Why don't we find someone How about a good discussion? I will risk my life to accompany Hijikata-kun."

"Cut." Hijikata Shiro cut off the cigarette in his hand angrily, opened the car door and sat in as if to vent his anger.Okita Sougo turned his head and looked at Yoshida Sara, Yoshida Sara nodded at him: "Do what you want to do, I will take good care of Sanye." After getting Yoshida Sara's affirmative answer, Okita Sougo He waved at Yoshida Sara, turned to the other side, opened the car door and sat in the passenger seat.

The police car roared away in the street.

Yoshida Sara stood there for a while and watched the direction of the police car leaving, then turned and walked towards the hospital.Obviously there are so many methods mentioned before, but when it comes to the end, Souwu still chooses the most direct method.Boys really like to fight as a way to solve things. Those brats used to fight a lot when they were in private schools...

"Sara." Okita Mitsuha leaned on the hospital bed, looked at the woman who heard the words and raised her eyes to look at her, and said hesitantly: "Shishiro and Sougo..." He hesitated to speak, as if he didn't know what to say Following this question, Okita Mitsuha sighed and stopped the topic, and slowly drank the soup brought by Yoshida Sara.

"Don't worry, boys always have a boy's solution, and nothing will happen. On the contrary, you, since you are sleepy, don't hold on, lie down and rest." Yoshida Sara supported Okita Mitsuha to lie down Next, he carefully tucked up the corner of the quilt, sat on the side and gave Okita Mitsuha a few needles, and only received the needles after confirming that they were all asleep.

Closing the door of the ward, Yoshida Sara walked in the direction where the police car had left.To be honest, she was really worried about the fight between the two.Souwu's mind was not quiet enough at the beginning, so he lost his advantage. Souwu might lose this time.

Hijikata Shiro opened the door and walked out with a face full of silence. Through the door, Yoshida Sara could vaguely see the sound of Okita Sougo lying on the ground in embarrassment inside the door. The boy lowered his head and Yoshida Sara couldn't see him. Even though there is no expression on his face, he can still imagine the helplessness and weakness in the young man's heart.

"Mr. Hijikata." Toshiro Hijikata walked in the direction of Yoshida Sara, and the moment he was about to pass by, Yoshida Sara stopped her.Hijikata Shirō looked sideways at the woman beside him. In his impression, Yoshida Sara was wearing light-colored clothes and always had a warm smile on his face, although most of the time he was joined by the woman in front of him with a smile. Mr. Okita realizes the evil.But Toshiro Hijikata also has to admit that Yoshida Sara is a woman who is easy to be liked by people. You can see her good popularity in Kabukicho and even the Zhensengumi village.Today's Yoshida Sara is wearing a lavender kimono, but there is a rare smile on her beautiful face.

"Sougo's words are inside." Hijikata Toshirō paused, and pointed to the yard behind him.

Yoshida Sara nodded, looking at Toshiro Hijikata with peaceful eyes: "The happiness you give you is not necessarily what she wants. Our women's thoughts are different from your men's after all. Before you think about the problem, Why don't you ask her what she thinks? No one is obliged to wait for someone all the time. Time goes by, and some things are irreversible even if you regret it. If I say it, Mr. Hijikata, why don't you think about it yourself?" Yoshida Sara lowered his eyes, Giving a salute to Toshiro Hijikata, he walked quickly but gracefully to the yard in front of him.

That conversation was in Toshiro Hijikata's impression, and it was rare for Sara Yoshida to have such a peaceful conversation with him, but the information revealed in those words made Toshiro Hijikata unavoidably startled.He clenched his fists, and after solving the matter of going to the sea house, he should have a good talk with Sanye and face up to his heart.Shirō Hijikata made up his mind and walked forward firmly, with a murderous look in his eyes...

"Sogo." Yoshida Sara knelt down beside Okita Sougo, not caring that the environment here would stain her neat kimono.She stretched out her hand to gently rub the hair of the young man in front of her, and gently comforted the young man in front of her.The chestnut-haired boy didn't speak, but raised his arms and hugged the waist of the woman in front of him, resting his head on the woman's knee, lying sideways and leaning into the woman's arms, covering his expression.

"That person is not a good match for Sanye." Yoshida Sharo paused, as if she was considering her words, and she continued after a while: "You may not know, but since I have been taking care of Sanye in the hospital these days, I have never seen Kuraba go to visit Mitsuha on horseback, do you really think such a person will be a good match for Mitsuha?" Okita Sougo didn't say a word, but tightened his arms around Yoshida Sara's waist , like a lost and confused child, anxiously wanting to hold the hand of the relative who came to find him.

Yoshida Sara lowered his eyes, gently patted the boy on the back, and comforted the boy in front of him: "Girls think differently from men. The happiness we think comes from the person we love deeply, and other people cannot give us that happiness." A sense of happiness. I know you want Sanye to enjoy happiness, but that person can’t give Sanye such a feeling. Sanye will agree to that person’s marriage proposal, and I’m afraid part of the reason is to come to Edo " Yoshida Sara didn't say why he came to Edo, but Okita Sougo knew very well that Okita Mitsuha was only for Hijikata Toshiro.

"Actually, I know very well that the person my sister falls in love with cannot be a bad person. But I just can't be reconciled. I'm not happy why it is such a person. Why did that person reject my sister? Why did Boss Kondo, since that person appeared, my sister never All eyes on that person? It's really annoying..." Sougo Okita rambled a lot.Okita Sougo was just a little envious of Hijikata Toshiro at first and a child's little jealousy, until later this emotion turned into strong anger because of Okita Mitsuha's relationship.Okita Sougo said a lot, and Yoshida Sara listened quietly, without expressing her opinion, she knew that what the boy in front of her at this moment needed was just a listener.

After talking about it, the boy in front of him hugged Yoshida Sara's waist and whimpered, like a young child, screaming without any scruples.Yoshida Sara lowered his eyebrows, put his hand behind the boy's head, and gently hugged the boy into his arms.She thought, the boy's pride must not want her to see him crying now.

After a long time, realizing that Okita Sougo's emotions had calmed down, Yoshida Sara patted the boy's back lightly, and didn't mention the incident of the boy losing his composure and crying just now, with a normal tone as if that incident never happened: "Mr. Enlightenment, it's time for you to visit Sanye and talk to her. The company we give her is never you. For Sanye, you are irreplaceable." Okita Sougo nodded slightly.

At night, it began to rain lightly...

The author has something to say: Dear friends, I came back from the early sales, shouldn't you come out and make a fuss?

The end of the next chapter, Sanye

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