[Gintama] Three Thousand Worlds Killed by Crows

The girl knelt beside the boy, and slowly and gently replaced the bandage wrapped around the boy's left eye.Occasionally, she would look at the boy's bandage-wrapped left eye and be slightly distracted. At this time, the boy would always hold the girl's hand and place it on his chest, but his eyes were straight ahead, and the corners of his mouth curved slightly.

At that time, they cooked tea and discussed poetry, played the piano and sang, it was as beautiful as a dream.It was as if the ruthless look on Takasugi Shinsuke's face that Yoshida Sara saw that day was just an illusion of her mind.But that's not an illusion.

At the end of that year's life, there was a young man's passionate kiss, as if to burn up all the lovesickness, as if to bid farewell, the pathetic and decisive one made Yoshida Sara almost cry, and even flinched.It seems that as long as they step back, these things can be regarded as never happened, and they can still live that peaceful and warm life.However, Takasugi Shinsuke held Yoshida Sara's hand tightly but did not give her the slightest chance to retreat.The kiss was passionate, sad, and reluctant, mixed with many complicated emotions, it seemed that just one touch could feel the deep sadness in my heart.

That year was like a time stolen from the years, but in the end it became a broken dream, and pieces fell to the ground in this kiss.Yoshida Sara knew Takasugi Shinsuke, and under his ruthless eyes that year was his full of resentment.Yoshida Sara has long known clearly that he cannot live a peaceful life with himself like this.The stubbornness and paranoia in Takasugi Shinsuke's character make it harder for him to let go of the grief and anger in his heart than anyone else. Even if the road is full of thorns and every step is full of sadness and determination, he will never turn back.

"Jinsuke." Seeing Takasugi Shinsuke standing up, Yoshida Sara subconsciously reached out and grabbed the other's sleeve, she didn't even know what to say, what to say.

Takasugi Shinsuke looked down at the girl kneeling in front of him. Her originally clear eyes were now stained with mist, revealing a hazy sadness.Takasugi Shinsuke sighed, squatted down, looked at Yoshida Sara at the same level, and said every word with great difficulty: "Sara, you can't go this way."

Yoshida Sara was taken aback, "Sara, don't hate. ' Yoshida Shoyo's words suddenly sounded in his mind, Yoshida Sara sat on the ground, the strength in his hand was not loose, but he could only watch Takasugi Shinsuke's sleeve slipping from his hand bit by bit in vain. Pulled away, and let his hands drop to the ground.So helpless, so powerless.If you go this way, your hatred will burst.Her father was gone, at least she had to keep her father's last words, but crystal tears kept falling on her face, dripping to the ground, just like she was suppressing her sad mood.

For the next four years, Yoshida Sara seemed to be watching Takasugi Shinsuke's back, neither approaching nor staying away.There will always be that distance between the two people, looking at each other from afar.Yoshida Shoyo's words bound the two of them.

"Actually, I am most worried about Jinzhu. He is sensible and sensible, but if there is a major change, he is the one who is the most difficult to let go. Sara, you have to help me take good care of Jinzhu." It turned out that the father I saw the inevitable consequences early on.Yoshida Sara smiled wryly, and she could only look at Takasugi Shinsuke's back again and again in vain, letting her outstretched hand stay in mid-air with such a sad and powerless mood.

Then one day, Shinsuke Takasugi brought Wanqi Kawasami.Since then, Yoshida Sara has seen Takasugi Shinsuke more and more times.

What you think, what I think.The fuse of Takasugi Shinsuke and Yoshida Sara's scruples comes from Yoshida Shoyo's words - "Don't hate." Takasugi Shinsuke doesn't want to pull Yoshida Sara into the swamp of hatred, let her stay away from a peaceful life forever like him, Also because of the last words of his teacher Yoshida Matsuyo.Gao Shan Jinzhu selfishly hopes that the gentle, quiet, smiling woman in his memory will never change, that is the only remaining and only sunshine in his life, in the darkness.

But Yoshida Sharo couldn't get out of the cage made by Yoshida Shoyo's words.Takasugi Shinsuke and Yoshida Sara are each other's prison, standing at the two ends of the other shore and the other shore, looking at each other from a distance.

This is the fourth year of such days, and it has been five years since the end of the fight against barbarians.

Yoshida Sara sat up from the bed, stretched out her hand and rubbed her brows, this was the first time she had dreamed of the past.Pain can make people rise up and resist, but happiness can easily make people sink, even if it is poison coated with sugar.Ever since Yoshida Sara separated from Takasugi Shinsuke, she kept dreaming about the days when the two of them were like a fairy couple in a dream, as well as the fire that soared into the sky, her father's lifeless head, and Tsukihime's ice-cold head. The blood-stained corpses, as well as the blood-soaked bright red, the screams and mournful cries of wild beasts that kept echoing.After the former wakes up, he feels the melancholy and loss of being alone. After the latter wakes up, he can only embrace himself with trembling hands, suppress the raging killing intent, and use the cage woven by his father's words to enclose the bird named hatred. The beast forcibly imprisoned back to the bottom of my heart.

Woke up and couldn't sleep.Yoshida Sara looked out the window at the still gray sky and sighed.This has been the case all these years.She got up, lit up the lamp by the table, picked up the paintbrush and drew the familiar eyebrows and eyes of that person on the white paper stroke by stroke.Looking around, there is a stack of papers on the foot of the table. If you look closely, you can find that the paintings are all the same person, the "radical" who is wanted all over the street. — Shinsuke Takasugi.When he was young, when he was a teenager, and when he was young, these were precisely the three periods when Yoshida Sara was with him.The cute bun face when he was young, the resolute eyebrows and eyes when he was a teenager, and now the left eye is wrapped in a bandage when he is young, and his image is more lazy, gorgeous and dangerous.All the changes of Takasugi Shinsuke are engraved in Yoshida Sara's heart.

One stroke after another jumps off the paper.

Every time I woke up at midnight in these years, Yoshida Sara would outline Shinsuke Takasugi's brows and eyes stroke by stroke, or occasionally play the piano against the moonlight.At the beginning, the paintings are always not like, but day by day, those paintings are getting closer to the person, even the temperament is exactly the same.Yoshida Sara seemed to understand a little bit how his mother felt when he drew his father stroke by stroke on the white paper. It was an unresolvable longing, and he could only express it with the pen and ink in his hand.

Yoshida Sara even thought that she and Takasugi Shinsuke were just like that, she stuck to a corner, he didn't take a step, and the two of them looked at each other, and one day, they might turn away.

The turning point between Takasugi Shinsuke and Yoshida Sara began with Kawagami Wanqi's words.

When we first met, Kawagami Wanqi once said that the music in Yoshida Sara's soul is also crazy.This seems to be extremely inconsistent with Yoshida Sara's external image, but ah, how could it not be crazy?Those companions who went to the battlefield together from the private school, now only Takasugi Shinsuke and Yoshida Sara are together.

Sakamoto Tatsuma flies into the universe, Katsura Kotaro... At the ceremony two years ago, Yoshida Sara once met Katsura Kotaro here, and now Katsura Kotaro, like Takasugi Shinsuke, has become the leader of a party of people with lofty ideals.I still remember Gui Xiaotaro asking her, how are you doing these years?Yoshida Sara was silent for a while, then curled up his mouth and replied, "I'm fine." Compared to the separation between Tsukihime and Gintoki, she and Jinsuke are already fine, so it's really good.At least Jinsuke is still alive, that's good.

I don't know where Sakata Gintoki is, but that guy must be doing well.And the other people, one by one, with handfuls of loess, so many people, Yoshida Sara has buried them with his own hands, how can he forget all that?Remember, suppressed, so there is a crazy music in my bones.

"I don't understand, since I can't bear it, why doesn't Ms. Sara stand by Jinzhu's side? Ms. Sara has the ability, doesn't she?"

"I don't think Ms. Sara's father wants you to be like this. Does Miss Sara know what she wants?"

Yoshida Sara was stunned by Kawagami Wanqi's words that day. Most of the people Yoshida Sara has come into contact with over the years are simple people living in this place. They don't know the past of Yoshida Sara and Takasugi Shinsuke.No one has ever asked Yoshida Sara so bluntly, even in the past when Yoshida Sara was alone, he would subconsciously avoid this question.For so many years, because those memories were constantly recalled, they always seemed to be fresh in Yoshida Sara's memory.She and Takasugi Shinsuke have been together for more than ten years. If she really asked herself this question, how could Yoshida Sara be willing?

Yoshida Sara asked herself, is she really willing to just settle down in such a corner and go further and further away with Takasugi Shinsuke?Is she really willing to stay here like this for the rest of her life, looking at the sky above her head, and spend it like this?She seems to have been thinking about it all the time, there are so many ways not to let hatred dominate her, why did she choose the stupidest one?

Yoshida Sara is not willing to do this, she wants to see the world that her father Yoshida Shoyo has been thinking about.

Between her and Takasugi Shinsuke, there must always be someone who takes the first step. 'You are so lonely, how can I let you be alone, so cold in the heights? '

"Jin Zhu, recently I have been thinking about what I want. The more I think about it, the more I feel that I have been in such a daze for five years, and I can't go on like this. I want to see the world. This father once thought about it Take a step forward, or stay in this corner, I always have to make a decision. Don’t look for me, I always believe that we will meet again when we meet.” Yoshida Sara slowly put down the pen in his hand , looking at the gradually whitening sky outside the window, bent the corners of his mouth.

They each have their own knots in their hearts, and one day they will find a solution.In any case, Yoshida Sara chose to take this step first.

One day, when she stood by his side, those scruples didn't need to be worried.They were able to cuddle up to each other, and the haze cleared away.