【Hui Shimazaki】Guide to domestication of wild cats

You care about me, said his cat.

The power of language surpasses everything in this world, and the speaker uses it as a blade to gouge out the listener's heart.Exposing the red and dirty black, exposing the unknown self in front of his eyes.

Care, Shimazaki didn't like that word.

Having something you care about means having a weakness that can be hurt by others.Shimazaki didn't care about anyone when he was a child, he lived like a tree growing out of a thorn bush, only caring about growing towards the sky, he didn't care who tried to squeeze him away or hurt him.As long as he grows big enough, those who cannot reach him will become wild dogs barking at the stars.So the only thing he needs to think about is how to let himself leave them far behind and never be able to catch up.

Then he had his first friend, a boy a few years his senior who lived with him in a dank, dark dormitory.After training to exhaustion, the two supported each other and lay on the hard bed, and the boy would talk to him about his ideals.

He said, Liang, I want to save a lot of money, and then go to my family.

He sold himself because his family was suffering from a serious disease and needed a lot of money.While he was desperately trying to make money in the underground children's fighting arena, he happened to meet a person who promised to give him a lot of money.So he followed this person and left his hometown.

He was different from everyone Shimazaki had met in the orphanage, and he was so kind that his young Shimazaki thought he was stupid.

After Shimazaki came here, half of the time was with him, and the other half was waiting for him to come out of the confinement room.Shimazaki's reason for his confinement is also very stupid, either because the young witnesses were spared, or because the goal of the mission is that girls can't do it.

If you want to be a gentleman, don't do this job. No one forced you back then.Shimazaki felt a little annoyed when he heard that he was panting because of the pain from the welts all over his body.

hey-hey.The man smiled and said, "You don't know. That child is so young, just like you. How can I do it?"

Occasionally, Shimazaki felt that it was okay to open up to this person.Because he is a fool, he would not hurt others even if he hurt himself.He is safe.

But when he touched his body, Shimazaki felt that it would be good if he didn't think that way at the beginning.Otherwise, my chest would not be stuffy and painful like it was stuffed with cotton, and I was about to die.

This is what it feels like to care, right?

It was the first time he had someone he cared about, but he didn't even give him time to savor this feeling carefully, and took him away again.

If the relationship is destined to be painful, then stay away from it.

"You love me, don't you?" Hua Ze asked him softly.

Shimazaki said nothing.

He is very good at weaving lies with his lips and tongue, and then marinating them into sweet and delicious looks, feeding them to those who are charmed by him, so that they will not have the slightest doubt in their intoxication.But now, he can't lie to Hua Ze.

He can easily say he likes it.He likes many things, like the feeling of waking up every day to find that he is still alive, likes delicious food that can satisfy his taste buds, and also likes the stubborn and hardworking appearance of the cat boy.

But he couldn't say love, and he couldn't say he didn't love, so he could only keep silent.

Hanazawa was not annoyed at all, he looked at Shimazaki's appearance and made sure that he was indeed in love with him.He finally understood where the emotions that tormented him came from and why they were born.He suddenly breathed a sigh of relief and no longer hesitated.

Once you have something you want to grab, just grab it.

"It doesn't matter if you don't admit it, I can't do without you anyway." Hua Ze kissed his neck, licking it all the way to the ear: "You said, if you dare to escape, you will kill me. I don't allow you to end the game without authorization. "

The cat's tongue was as hot as his body, and he licked and kissed unskillfully, biting Shimazaki's earlobe.He smelled the scent left by himself on Shimazaki, and his heart was slowly filled with satisfaction.

"I love you." The boy's breath blew past his ears.

When you're in love with someone, the skin is hungry.You can't resist the desire to touch him, especially when he's close at hand.

"Look, does this mean that you don't love me?" the cat boy whispered.Shimazaki's hand was unbuttoning his pants, his movements were messy, not calm at all.So he took off his shirt and went to pick Shimazaki again.

What a little bastard, Shimazaki thought.

He didn't want to be weak, but this little bastard insisted on cutting open his chest and getting in, turning into a rheumatic bone that ached when it rained.

Cats are such creatures, they look fluffy and doll-like.But when will he bite you out of the blue, and when will he get angry and scratch you in the face.The most hateful thing is that they will depend on you without knowing when, and act like a baby to you, making you almost feel that they can't live without you.

You think you've caught the cat, but you don't know it's you.

"What are you going to do, how do you explain to your original master?" Shimazaki patted the buttocks of the boy who was lying under him with the quilt in his arms. Cracked.Shimazaki frowned: "Relax, it's like this for the first time, if you don't relax, it will hurt me too."

"It's what you deserve, I'm relieved knowing you're in pain." Hanazawa gritted her teeth, staring at Shimazaki's hand propped on the bed, and wanted to bite down with sharp canine teeth.Or bite something else, at least it can make him less painful.

"You haven't answered my question yet." Shimazaki lowered his head, sweat dripping from his chin to his temples and then into his hair.

"If you don't explain it, just treat it as if I missed and got killed." Hua Ze thought about it, but still bit her own tail, her voice muffled, and her mouth was covered with wet hair.

It's a pity that his passbook is still in the room. If he is found dead, the money will definitely be taken away by "that person" who is his guardian.But it doesn't matter, the life of cheating food and drinking here in Shimazaki is quite comfortable, the worst is to be coquettish and beg him to take me to see the sea.Domestic ones are fine too.

"Then I'm doomed, and they'll send more scavengers to avenge you." Shimazaki laughed.

"Are you afraid? Don't tease me." Hua Ze swallowed and groaned, closed his eyes, physiological tears flowed out, making his tail even more wet with his saliva.

"Are you afraid?" Shimazaki stopped and asked.

Huaze managed to get used to the pain of being stretched, and felt numb and comfortable.When the other party stopped, he wanted to curse again.He tilted his head to look at Shimazaki, who was very close to him with his head buried.

"There's nothing to be afraid of," he said.

It would be better to say that.

Sometimes when Hua Ze dreamed of the eyes that looked at his companions during the torture, he would be afraid that he had seen the sea, and he would no longer know what direction his life could drift.

Now he feels that he has finally seen the lighthouse on the vast sea level, and he can go to the shore.

"You are really fearless." Shimazaki's tone seemed to be teasing, but he was envious in his heart.The life of a teenager is really tense, he will be afraid, sad, strong, proud, and pursue what he believes wholeheartedly.This is what life should look like, right?

It hurts to lose what you care about, so don't care about anything.When this conclusion was reached, Shimazaki was already dead.Day after day, he repeats the safe self he constructed, without realizing that this "shell" that allows him to curl up with peace of mind is gradually melting him.

The boy with sunny hair shattered the shell, and even if he didn't want to admit it, something had already begun to change.

But if one day, this body with the smell that confuses his mind becomes cold and stiff, this mouth that says I love you can no longer be opened, and when this painful rib is completely broken, he will what can we do about it?

"What are you thinking again, your face is so ugly."

Ending the first time Hanazawa took the initiative, he suddenly felt a little ashamed when he was lying with Shimazaki who was also naked.Originally, he never thought that he would want to have sex with a human being.Even when he was in heat, he felt pathetic for those guys who indulged in lust and indulged themselves.But now, he slept with a human being, and it was still on his own initiative.

And it feels damn good.

So, looking for something to say, he poked Shimazaki.After the latter relaxed towards him, the smile that disgusted him before was no longer always on his face.

Shimazaki, who was expressionless, felt a little melancholy between his brows, and he seemed to be not that far away from Hanazawa.

Shimazaki held him in his arms, and both of them were wet and sticky.He didn't answer Huaze's question, just hugged him like that.

A small ball, as if it would disappear at any moment.

"Let go of me, it's so hot and disgusting." Hanazawa pushed him, he didn't like Shimazaki always keeping silent to him like this.In the past, Huaze thought that people were greedy, but unexpectedly, he himself was also greedy.Once you get a little, you want more, and the desire seems to never stop.

He wants to know about Shimazaki, and wants to see more different places.

Only I know Shimazaki like this, and when he thinks about it, he feels very happy.

"You think I'm disgusting? Who was the one who took the initiative to hug him just now?" Shimazaki hugged him even tighter, thinking that he would never let go like this for the rest of his life.

"Who took the initiative to hug you, you must be hallucinating!" Hua Ze struggled angrily for a few times, but couldn't break free, so he bit down on it, sweated after biting his mouth, raised his head again, and peeped.

The ADHD-like cat was picked up by Shimazaki and kicked in mid-air.Shimazaki smirked: "You think I'm dirty, don't you? Well, let's go take a shower."

"No! No! I will wash myself, I don't want to take a bath!" Hua Ze grabbed the door frame and begged pitifully.

"Okay, I won't take a bath, I promise." Shimazaki took him off like a child, carried him into the bathroom with great difficulty, then turned on the shower, and pressed the cat on the small stool to rinse.

I can wash it myself.Huaze whispered it again in his heart, but still sat obediently, with his hands twisted on his lap.Shimazaki lathered his hands and rubbed his hair.Foam slipped into his ear, and he couldn't help shaking his head and shaking it out.

Shimazaki had a foamy face, helpless and funny.

"Look, I said I can do it by myself." The boy turned his head and saw Shimazaki who was wiping the foam on his face, he groaned.

Having said that, he still had no intention of doing anything, and sat upright, enjoying Shimazaki's gentle rubbing of his hair.

One killer was washing another killer's hair, and instead of blood on his hands, there were bubbles that glowed in the light.He was humming a song, accompanied by the sound of rushing water, the feline boy squinted his eyes, and his tail swung to his tune.

What a picture.

"I want to take you to meet someone." After washing, Shimazaki said suddenly.

"Who? Your boss?" Huaze raised his head, the water from the shower suddenly sprayed down, and then quickly lowered his head.

"That's right, I have to tell my family if I have a cat." Shimazaki thought for a while and said, "He will like you very much."

"Is that okay? After all, my purpose was to bring you all together."

"You are quite confident, so you are not afraid that my purpose is to hand you over to ask for credit?"

Huaze pouted: "You are reluctant. Besides, I don't think you are a man who is interested in these superficial things. It's almost like deceiving children."

"Aren't you just a child?" Shimazaki tugged at his ears.

"I'm not young anymore." Hua Ze muttered, "I'm 15 years old, and a feline human being is considered an adult at 16."

Feline humans develop more slowly than humans and take a long time to physically mature.The reason why the age of adulthood is set at 16 years old is just a "bottom line" established by those in power who use feline humans as props for profit to perfunctory those who call for the human rights of feline humans.

No matter what method is used, as long as feline humans claim to be voluntary, the contract that their parents are forced to print their fingerprints at birth has the effect of restricting their freedom.And once they are of age, no matter what treatment they receive, it will be regarded as a mutual agreement between you and me.

At the age of 16, at an age when I don't understand anything, I am forced to take on actions that are not of my own will.Feline humans have never had a choice, yet their suffering is called legitimate.

The establishment of rules has always been for the benefit of those who set the rules.Shimazaki doesn't like rules.

"You are a child, and you are a child at the age of 16." Shimazaki rinsed off the bubbles on his head, and began to wash his body again.He pinched Huaze's arm, his muscles were strong, but they were far inferior to real adults: "Look, you are so thin and short, you get angry every time, you don't look like an adult."

The boy was in a hurry and wanted to stare at him, regardless of whether Shimazaki could see it or not, and he was afraid that he would feel that he was insecure and naive.So he took a deep breath, pretended to be mature and said indifferently: "I will definitely grow taller in the future, taller than you."

"Oh, that's really exciting." Shimazaki said blandly, which annoyed Hanazawa even more.Teenagers always want to be treated as adults, but when they grow up, they realize how good it is to be a child.

You don’t have to grow up so fast, Shimazaki thought, and he said, “You’re fine as you are now.”

TBC