After confessing to the old iron

The days before and after coming out of the closet didn't seem to have changed much for Lu Luo. He still struggled to get up every morning, had breakfast with Su Jingxi and Ling Xi, and then sent the two to the school and the company.After he came back, he slept in the cage, and after waking up, he warmed up the meal that Su Jingxi left for him the day before, and went to pick up Lingxi after playing games.

The only thing that has changed is that Su Jingxi often works overtime recently, or takes work home to do, and has no time to play games with him.

Lu Luo has long been used to this situation.This was often the case when the two of them were in school. He played games and Su Jingxi read and studied beside him.

So at the beginning, he was quite nostalgic, thinking that the two hadn't graduated yet, and they were still living in the house they rented together.

But after a few days, Lu Luo became a little unhappy: "Ah Jing, you haven't been close to me for a long time."

The word close makes people think too much, Su Jingxi moved his eyes from the computer screen to Lu Luo, a little embarrassed.

Lu Luo pretended to be aggrieved and pitiful: "I thought Ah Jing would like me more after coming out of the closet, but you only have to work all day, and you ignored me for a long time."

Su Jingxi thought it was true.He remembered that he had said "I can" to Lu's father without shame, but he started to snub Lu Luo when he got home that day.If things go on like this, Dad Lu doesn't have to do anything at all, and Lu Luo will break up with him sooner or later.

"Sorry, I've been a little busy recently, and I'll be busy for a while later. It won't be better until after New Year's Day." He wanted to work hard, and Lu's father said that he would cut off Lu Luo's financial resources, but he didn't want Lu Luo to live with him. Living with less clothing and less food, so I can only work hard.

Lu Luo turned the phone with two fingers to play: "The old man hasn't called me these days, is he just like you, he is very busy at the end of the year?"

Su Jingxi was stunned for a moment, and asked carefully: "Do you miss Uncle Lu?"

"Why did you call back Uncle again?" Lu Lu said indifferently, "Don't be afraid, Ah Jing, since the old man didn't beat me, he definitely won't let us break up, so you continue to call Dad."

He moved the chair to Su Jingxi's side, wrapped his arms around Su Jingxi's neck and said, "This time, he is really Dad."

"If..." Su Jingxi looked at him sideways and asked, "If you had to choose between me and Dad, who would you choose?"

"As an adult, of course I choose both." Lu Luo smiled: "Ah Jing, don't worry, the old man may be angry for a while, but he will compromise after a while. trust me."

Su Jingxi lowered his eyes and gave a vague "hmm".

Although Lu Luo has a rough heart, but his relationship with Su Jingxi has been there for many years, and he knows that he still has worries.He didn't continue to force Su Jingxi to insist on his letter, but glanced at his computer: "Are you going to work late again?"

"Well, it's almost ready, and tomorrow is Saturday, you can do it tomorrow." Su Jingxi also glanced at the computer, and then looked at Lu Luo: "That day, why did you come out of the closet suddenly? Didn't you say it was so slow?" Slow down?"

"I don't want to take my time." Lu Luo said a little depressed: "Otherwise he will let me go on a blind date, and you will be unhappy."

"I'm not unhappy." Su Jingxi said subconsciously, "I know you won't fall in love with them."

But Lu Luo shook his head: "But you will still be unhappy. Ah Jing, you don't have to wrong yourself, just show it if you are unhappy in your heart. I am your boyfriend now, and I won't beat you like your uncle, scold you You, I will only pamper you, love you, love you, so you don't have to restrain your emotions."

Su Jingxi was stunned: "I... I actually saw Xiaoxi's message the other day, and he said you were on a blind date. I'm not really unhappy, but I'm very scared."

"So you pretended to be working and didn't reply to my messages." Lu Luo pretended to be angry and said, "You don't trust your husband, you should be punished, hehe." Then without Su Jingxi's consent, he kissed him on the cheek a mouthful.

Su Jingxi didn't speak, just smiled.

"Ah Jing, what are you afraid of?" Lu Luo felt better after kissing him, but he put away his playful smile and looked at Su Jingxi seriously: "I guess Ah, you are afraid that I like you only for a while, and you are afraid that I will still like girls in the future, right?"

This is indeed Su Jingxi's worry.Although he and Lu Luo have been together for over two months, he still doesn't quite believe that Lu Luo's liking for him is the kind of love.He was afraid that Lu Luo had mistook friendship for love because he had never been in a relationship.

After waiting for a while, Lu Luo saw that Su Jingxi was silent and refused to speak, so he knew that even if he didn't guess completely right, he was at least half right.He took Su Jingxi's hand and passed it through his fingers in a gesture of interlocking fingers: "Ah Jing, you just like to think too much. Although I am careless, I don't look as smart as you. I haven't talked about it, but I can still distinguish between friendship and love."

Su Jingxi lowered his head, looked at the clasped hands of the two, and finally said, "But, I always feel that it's not real. You transitioned from friendship to love too quickly."

"It's too fast, what's unreal?" Lu Luo said, "That song doesn't always sing 'love comes too fast like a tornado', we have been friends for almost 10 years, how fast is this?"

Su Jingxi muttered: "Then you also said that you have been friends for 10 years, and it has not been 10 years."

Lu Luo said: "It's not allowed to round up. And even though we were friends before, you have seen that pair of friends who ate, lived and slept together, even after graduating from university. I just suffered the loss of not having a relationship. , I don’t know if I like you, but I thought there was a pure socialist brotherhood between us.”

"Uh, the socialist brotherhood doesn't seem pure?"

"Pfft." Lu Luo didn't know where Su Jingxi was poking the joke, and suddenly buried his head in Su Jingxi's neck and laughed.He didn't leave after laughing enough, hugged Su Jingxi, put his chin on Su Jingxi's shoulder and said, "Actually, in the two months after you moved away, I doubted whether I liked you."

He suddenly became serious: "How should I put it, although I rejected you when you confessed to me, I was actually very happy in my heart. At that time, I thought I was narcissistic. I thought I was handsome, and I liked me even sexually. I feel like I'm awesome."

"But then you weren't here. Apart from being particularly uncomfortable, I remembered one thing." He suddenly twitched: "Just, before you confessed to me, you were called over by some friends to play, and they ended up watching that night together at night." Seeds, and then I had that dream that night. Just that kind of dream, you know."

Su Jingxi understood him like this, but he didn't respond to Lu Luo.

Lu Luo didn't intend to ask him to answer, and quickly continued: "Fuck, that was the first time I had that kind of dream. We obviously saw men and women, but I dreamed of you that night. I At that time, I thought it was me who wanted to fall in love, and Yaoxi just appeared, and I got along with her for a while, and I thought this girl was pretty good, so I fell in love with her."

"I haven't had that kind of dream since falling in love with Yaoxi. But the night you confessed to me, I had it again, and it was you in the dream. After that... I had it twice, and sometimes I will dream of the day you confess to me. I can't lie to myself that our relationship is too tight."

"So I want to have a try with you. In fact, I want to prove whether I have liked you for a long time, but I was deceived by friendship."

"So," Su Jingxi asked softly, "Have you actually liked me for a long time?"

"That's right." Lu Luo raised his chin and looked at him face to face. The distance between the two was very close, and Lu Luo was smiling again.He said: "Brother Jingxi, I have been very happy with you for a long time, so don't let him down."

Su Jingxi's face darkened: "Can you show some face?"

"Ah Jing, you are so easy to be shy. If I want face, when will I be able to love you, so I don't want it." He put his arms around Su Jingxi's neck: "Ah Jing, Ah Jing, we haven't seen each other for several days. Help each other, I want."

Su Jingxi blushed immediately: "You..."

Lu Luo kissed him on the lips: "Don't worry that I will break up with you. Before I proposed to try with you, I had already thought it through. Besides, if I didn't like you, how could I be so close to you ? No matter how strong the relationship is, friends will not be close enough to kiss, hug, and fit together."

Su Jingxi clarified: "There is no fit."

Lu Luo took the opportunity to say, "Then why don't we implement the step of fitting together?"

Su Jingxi was silent for a long time before he nodded slightly, and then was hugged by Lu Luo who had been waiting for him.