My deskmate is a little flirtatious

After Di Si said that, he became a lump, and then just caught up with the train to enter the station. Di Si had no time to wait for Jiang Liao's reaction, and the two hurried on the train.

The tickets were bought together this time, and the seats happened to be adjacent to each other. Jiang Liao sat inside, leaning against the window with his head tilted, looking out the window in silence, with a heavy heart.

Sitting next to him, Di Si opened his schoolbag, took out a pile of food and put it on the table, pushed it to Jiang Liao, and said to him, "You haven't eaten for a day, even if you are in a bad mood, You can't starve yourself, you can eat a little bit."

Jiang Liao still looked like he was not interested in oil and salt, and put on a shell of indifference, shutting out Di Si's greetings.

It seemed that everything had returned to the way it was before, but Di Shi clearly remembered that after he said that sentence, Jiang Liao's eyes moved a little, and he heard it, but why didn't he respond?

Di Si plucked up his courage, and stopped talking for a long time before making up his mind to say that sentence to Jiang Liao again.

Now that everything has returned to the past tense, he can do it all over again.

"Jiang Liao, I..."

"Di Si."

In the end, Di Si was still discouraged and paused for a while. At the same time, he felt that he seemed to have heard Jiang Liao's voice just now, which made him a little surprised. What he was most afraid of was that Jiang Liao was used to being alone. Keep everything in your heart and digest it slowly.

But once it can't be digested, all the negative emotions will accumulate together, which will completely destroy a person. How can Di Si have the heart to watch Jiang Liao suffocate himself, so even if he exposes his dirty thoughts, he may die. The danger of being completely hated by Jiang Liao, Di Shi also resolutely chose to say that sentence.

Not for the sake of regret, but Di Si just wanted to use at least one thing to attract Jiang Liao's attention, so that he would not be unilaterally controlled by negative emotions.

Jiang Liao was still able to speak, and Di Si felt that he had made breakthrough progress.

Di Si desperately suppressed the joy in his heart, and pretended to ask him calmly, "What do you want to tell me?"

Di Si looked at Jiang Liao's profile, and couldn't help but said again, "You must have heard what I said before getting in the car, right?"

"Ah."

Jiang Liao only uttered this one syllable, and Di Shi was so excited that he felt his eyes were sour, and he was not at all up to date.

"Do you know?" Jiang Liao said calmly, "When I was young, I had no friends, and I always played alone. After being alone for a long time, I don't feel lonely anymore. At least there is nothing around me. , I will find fun for myself."

Jiang Liao said while shedding tears silently, "I used to like to look up at the sky and look at the clouds in the sky. At that time, I didn't know what the clouds were made of. I only knew that if I kept staring at the clouds in one place, It just goes away, and I was so happy when I first found out, I thought I had superpowers, I thought I was special and that's why I was different from other people."

Jiang Liao's voice gradually choked, "I don't have what others have, because I have superpowers, so I can't expect too much. I carefully control my greed and don't let myself think too much. I try my best to keep everything They all imagined it to be fair, but what happened?"

Jiang Liao lowered her head, covered her eyes with her hands, and couldn't control her emotional breakdown, "But the result is that I don't have superpowers. The reason why I have a lot less than others is because I was born to be the one who was abandoned and abandoned. people!"

Di Si felt as if his heart was tightly squeezed into a ball by something, and with the throbbing pain of breathing, he stretched out his hand to grab Jiang Liao and hugged him in his arms, wishing to rub his whole body into his body, so that His own flesh and blood cast a layer of protection for him, never letting anyone have a chance to hurt him again.

"No one is qualified to abandon you, and no one can abandon you. You still have me, and there is another me who runs towards you wholeheartedly. Even if I give up everything, I will choose your me."

Jiang Liao buried her head on Di Si's chest, her voice sounded muffled, "Are you serious?"

Di Shi pressed Jiang Liao's back of the head and brought him closer to his chest, "Did you hear my heartbeat? If you knew how hot it was beating before I said that sentence, how much it wanted to break through my chest Chest, jump out to show you the love I have endured for a long time, if you know how much courage I have used, you will not ask this sentence again."

"Then do you know what this sentence means?" Jiang Liao raised his head from Di Si's chest and looked at him, "You and I are both men, you know what you want after you say this sentence to me. How heavy is the burden?"

"But I think I love you very much, enough to break everything." Di Shi sniffed, "I feel that without you, living is the biggest burden for me."

Jiang Liao broke free from Di Si's embrace, stretched out a hand, and slowly raised his fingers while saying, "How long will your love last? One year? Two years? Three..."

Before Jiang Liao counted to the third year, Di Shi grabbed Jiang Liao's hand, "If I say forever, will you agree to be my boyfriend?"

Jiang Liao looked up at Di Si, and heard him say another sentence, "Even if you disagree, it will be a lifetime. I will never forget the burning heart at this moment, and the throbbing in my chest at this moment. I will never forget your face in my life."

Jiang Liao held Di Si's hand with his other hand, and said to him seriously, "Once you confirm, there will be no chance to go back on your word. After all, I am a stubborn person who believes that Once you lose someone, you won’t let go.”

Di Si's eyes showed surprise, "So you are, agree?"

Jiang Liao nodded, "From now on, you will be my boyfriend."

Di Si laughed twice, then hugged Jiang Liao into his arms, and ordered him, "Since it is already your boyfriend, I order you not to think about those bad things anymore, please give your boyfriend to me." Eat what you have and don’t leave it.”

Jiang Liao nestled in Di Si's arms, nodded, raised his hand to wipe away the tears in his eyes, it seemed that after confirming the relationship, the whole person became more fragile, the grievance in his heart was infinitely magnified, he even wanted to put his whole heart Take them all out, let Di Si see the scars on it, and then carefully hold it in his palm, he wants to be cared for.

As a result, when Jiang Liao looked up and saw Di Si's reddish eyes, his heart froze suddenly, and he didn't even dare to shed tears. He hoped for the love and affection from Di Si, but also feared that his appearance would make him feel bad.

Jiang Liao has also been aware of his feelings for a long time, but he is not sure about Di Si's intentions, so he doesn't even express his own consciousness, just pretending that he wants to be friends with Di Si.

From the bottom of his heart, Jiang Liao has an attitude of not even daring to think about love. He has always been used to deceiving himself and others. After a long time, he can even control his own thoughts, and never think about what he dare not think about.

It's just that he didn't expect that Di Shi would have the same feelings as himself. Apart from being surprised at that moment, Jiang Liao couldn't help digging out the feelings that he had buried for a long time. The above camouflage really felt the feeling of heartbeat.

Afterwards, Jiang Liao confirmed to Di Shi again and again that both of them were in the same hot mood. Jiang Liao's heart, which had been neglected for many years, finally felt the warmth that swept his whole body, especially his heart. With every beating, more heat burst out, making him unable to help but want to hold on to the person in front of him tightly.

The two boys who were equally awkward, with the same intention, were silent for too long, and they both waited for too long.

Jiang Liao took the bread that Di Si handed to him, and while eating, he carefully covered his heart with his hands, trying to hold on to the hard-won warmth.

The two got off the train and held hands until they got back to the school gate. Jiang Liao said to Di Si, "Let go, be careful when your Director Liang appears suddenly."

Di Si smiled and shook his head, "It's not mine. I dare not want Director Liang like this, unless I don't want to live anymore."

The two walked into the school one after the other. There was no evening study tonight, so the two went back to the dormitory directly.

It was pitch black in the dormitory, Jiang Liao turned on the light and found that the dormitory was empty and Liu Yutong was not there.

Di Si followed behind Jiang Liao and squeezed in. When he found out that Liu Yutong was not there, he closed the door calmly with his hands behind his back. After Jiang Liao threw his schoolbag on the table, Di Si quickly grabbed it. Zhu Jiang Liao, fished him into his arms, turned around and pressed against the door.