blue shard

When I got home, the house was still silent. I walked upstairs listlessly, turned on the computer, and read the news, and somehow my mind was always replaying the picture just now, "I always wonder what people are doing? Are you sick? "

Click on Kugou Music, click on the playlist as usual, the first song is Zhang Xinzhe's "White Moonlight", a very sad song!But it is very suitable for the occasion, it is suitable for the mood at the moment, and there is an inexplicable feeling of loss!

I smoked a cigarette, closed my eyes, and sat quietly on the chair, feeling the impact of the music; every note was like a sharp sword, pricking my depressed nerves, and I couldn't help but feel more guilty about my expectations of my mother , regretting not listening to my mother's advice, investing blindly...

The ringing of the phone woke me up from my dream like an alarm bell.

"Where is it, Yin?"

"Are you at home, what's the matter?"

"At home? Then why don't I knock on the door and open it?"

"I'm upstairs, I didn't hear you! I just drank some wine and fell asleep!"

"Come down and open the door!"

Only then did I regain my senses, and hurried downstairs to open the door for Xiao Gu.

"Sleeping today, buddy?"

"Just now I saw you downstairs as if you lost your soul, and I told you that you didn't agree. Why, buddy, the girl's ticket was torn up? Lovelorn?" Every time Xiao Gu saw me, he always joked a few words first.

"What kind of love is lost? Who wants me to be like a bear? Return the female ticket!"

"Why, buddy, are you secretly hiding in the house to watch pornography?" He Gu joked as he walked upstairs.

"Oh, I'm going! Look at this building, it looks like a pigsty! I said buddy, can you cheer up? Can we look a little young?"

"That's the way it is now, buddy. How awesome are you, a national civil servant, who wears clean clothes every day and gets paid every month. Dude, it's windy and rainy, what else can you do? Just stay at home and listen to music, watch videos and so on!" While speaking, I handed Xiao Gu a cigarette, "Come on, buddy, hard stick 'Changbaishan', deal with smoking."

"Look at the song you're listening to. If you don't fall in love, you have to listen to it. Can you change it to something lighter? Damn! And the single song loop? Who the hell, make it like this for my buddy?" Xiao Gu smoked while Flip through the playlist. "Ayin, my buddies will take you out to play at night, and I will find you something spicy and wild, to change your mood. There is no one as stubborn as you in this year and month. If you should dump it, you must dump it, and if you should forget it, you will forget it." Forget it!"

"Stop messing around, okay? I'm not in the mood to think about those shitty things now, and besides, when have you ever seen me looking for a woman?"

"Brother, it's okay to find a man instead of a woman, follow the fashion!"

"Are you kidding me? My brother's sexual orientation is normal, man!" For some reason, as soon as the words came out, the shadow of that beautiful boy reappeared in his brain, and his face suddenly felt slightly hot.

"Okay, okay, stop making trouble! Don't blush, my classmate's sister opened a cold noodle barbecue restaurant in front of our community, and you will come with me in the evening. together."

"Well, okay!" I didn't realize for a moment that what Xiao Gu was talking about was the cold noodle restaurant I went to just now.

"Huh? That cold noodle restaurant at the door? Your friend? What's his name?" After a pause of two seconds, I came back to my senses. I suddenly remembered that beautiful boy, and instantly regained my energy.

"Yes, that's the one, Jin Chen's sister opened it! It's the Chao Clan, we used to drink together!"

My heart wrinkled instantly, "Isn't the boss's surname Li?"

"How do you know?" Xiao Gu looked puzzled.

"What, the cold noodles I ate there just now."

"The female boss is not Jin Chen's own sister, but his aunt's cousin. She used to do business in South Korea. Didn't she recently oppose THAAD? The business was affected, so she withdrew. He also has a cousin named Li Tianyi, He's an internet celebrity, he's awesome, and I'm still his fan! Every time he broadcasts live, I watch..."

For some reason, as soon as I heard Li Tianyi's name, I became full of energy and let He Gu spit all over the sky...

At around 5:[-] in the evening, Jin Chen arrived as scheduled. We sat down in a quiet corner, ordered something casually, and served two dozen beers. They talked and laughed happily, but I was completely out of shape. Why is the handsome boy not in the store?

Seeing that I was always looking at the door absent-mindedly, Xiao Gu couldn't bear it anymore, "I said buddy, hey! What are you looking for? The wine is here! What's the matter with you? I saw you this afternoon , Why haven’t you slowed down yet? Well, if you want to have sex, just say it, don’t be boring there, they are all buddies, who doesn’t know who? Why don’t buddies call you now to shake one ?”

"Don't, don't, don't scare me, buddy is not good at that! I just didn't sleep well, I feel a little uncomfortable!"

"That's not good? Are you fooling around? Ever since I saw you this afternoon, you've been in a trance and lost your mind. Brothers and I finally got together, so don't let the woman put you off! Come on! Come on! Come on!"

"Don't be a woman, I'm not interested in that thing! I'm so uncomfortable, Xiao Gu!" I frown slightly and wave my hands at Xiao Gu.

"Xunyin, you felt uncomfortable losing some money a while ago. My buddy understands, but you can't keep turning the page, right? Isn't it normal to lose some money if you have no experience? Our buddies are still young and both graduated from college, so I'm afraid No money to make in the future?"

Jin Chen took advantage of the situation and stood up, "Today, one is to cheer for my sister, and the other is that we buddies haven't been together for a long time, come and go!" I didn't want to refute Jin Chen's face, so I forced a drink.

"Although we two brothers met through Xiao Gu, it's not the first time we've had a drink. Xiao Gu's friend is my friend. There are no outsiders today, just the three of us. Let's talk freely. If there is anything unpleasant, just say it. My brother will share your worries for you, if you don’t get drunk, you won’t return home!" Jin Chen filled me up again...

"Xiaochen, come here! My sister asked the back kitchen to prepare you the barbecue in the hanging oven. It is our specialty. Let your friends try it too." At this time, Li Tianji held the tray in her left hand and a dozen ice cold ( Glacier) beer, with a smile on his face, he came to the wine table enthusiastically.

"This wine is from the Wuli (Korean language) Korean Autonomous Region. You guys have a taste. Just tell me what you want to eat. You are welcome in your own store." Li Tianji greeted us politely in substandard Mandarin. .

The dipping sauce, perilla leaves, and small pickles all covered the table in an instant!

"Tianyi sent off his friends, and I'll be back soon. If you chat, I won't accompany you!" Li Tianji turned around and left after being polite, her smile was very similar to Li Tianyi's.

As soon as the words fell, a voice that made me think about it all afternoon entered my ears very penetratingly, "Nu Na! (Sister Chao Yu) Chen Chen is here, why didn't you call me?"

Li Tianyi has returned in a hurry!

"Chenchen! Why didn't you say hello in advance when you came, I just sent a friend off, and there are so many things to do every day!"

"Brother! (transliteration of 'brother' in male Korean) It's really not easy for us brothers to meet each other. What? Are you busy recently? Nuna opened the store, and I didn't help much. No, how many brothers are there today? Take some time to come and see brother and Nuna." Jin Chen excitedly hugged Li Tianyi while opening the chatterbox.

The sudden appearance of Li Tianyi inexplicably boosted my energy, I subconsciously puffed up my chest, quickly adjusted my emotions, mustered up the courage to look at that extremely handsome face naturally!

"Come on! Brother! Let me introduce you, He Gu—my college classmate, Zhao Xunyin—Xiao Gu's younger brother, and my brother—Li Tianyi."

The scene instantly became active.

I stood up immediately, blushing, and held his hand for the first time with a racing heart, "Nice to meet you."

"Why are you blushing, brother Zhao? Did my brother shock you?" Jin Chen joked.

"Us?" Li Tianyi looked at me suspiciously.

"Ah, I came to the store at noon."

"Oh, I remembered, I remembered!" Li Tianyi patted his head violently, "I served you the wine! I didn't expect you to be Chenchen's friend, hello, hello!"

"Brother Tian, ​​I'm a die-hard fan of yours, and I always watch your live broadcast! You are much more handsome in person than on the screen!"

"You still watch my live broadcast? What a coincidence! What a coincidence!"

"Order again, waiter, two dozen glacier beers!" Li Tianyi looked extraordinarily enthusiastic!

I stood up and poured a glass of wine for Li Tianyi, "I didn't expect you to be Jin Chen's brother, fate! Fate!"

"Brother, it's rare to see you, I'll do it first as a respect!" Jin Chen got up, and turned his back on Li Tianyi when drinking, which should be Korean etiquette.

"Brother Tian, ​​although we two brothers met for the first time today, I am quite familiar with you. I am a die-hard fan of yours and watch your live broadcast every day. To be honest, I have long wanted to get to know you. Today Son, it's a great honor to see your true face!" He Gu stood up and poured wine for Li Tianyi to show his respect.

"Oh, you're welcome, you're welcome, you're my brother, sit down, sit down, I'm not a celebrity, don't you see, I'm just an ordinary person, come on, eat food, don't be polite! Xiaochen's friend is me friend."

"My brother is a very busy person. He has to deal with the company's affairs, and he has to do live broadcasts. This is a new store, which is really enough for him to be busy."

"It's not a big deal. I'm so busy that I have a headache. Annoyed that the new store opened, my brother-in-law is not in good health, and my company can't let go. No, I haven't been to the company all day today. I can't stand it anymore. I really want to find an assistant to help me." Let me give you a hand, I am very glad that you can come, and if you need my help in the future, no matter how much you say, I will do my best." After a polite exchange, everyone became familiar.

"Alcohol! I can't drink too much today, there will be a live broadcast later, you all have fun, I will chat with you."

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Ever since Li Tianyi came in, my eyes have never left him, as if there was something hooking my soul in him. Coincidentally, he also pays attention to me, never avoids my eyes, and warmly gives me Pour wine with vegetables.

"Come on, Xunyin, eat more, you're welcome, we'll be friends from now on, if you need help, just come to the store and find me."

But I found that the way he looked at me was a bit special.

"Is there something on my face?" I took out my phone and took a picture on the screen, "It's pretty clean, so why is he looking at me like that? Is it out of enthusiasm?"

I responded extremely cautiously, "You're welcome, you're welcome, I can do it myself."

Those extremely charming peach blossom eyes made me panic when I saw them.

"Come on, Xunyin, this is a specialty of the store, try it." He took another piece of meat and put it in my bowl, "We seem to be..." Li Tianyi looked at me, and then wanted to speak He stopped, and began to change the subject, "Chenchen, how is your office doing? Is there any major case or something, let's hear it."

"A small office can have any major cases. It's just some trivial matters such as divorce and fights. It's going on every day, and my head is getting bigger!"

"It's the same for me. No matter how the court divorces, it must account for 60%. The big and important cases are not up to us who do odd jobs. They can't participate at all. It's lucky to be able to follow the hearing!"

"Is the divorce rate so high now?" Tian Yi looked at them seriously.

"Oh, brother Tian, ​​you don't know, they were all bloody beaten, like a fucking enemy! Now there is a popular word on the Internet, 'fraudulent marriage'. No matter what the reason is for the divorce, they are all under the banner of "fraudulent marriage". I don't know if these people understand the law? A few days ago, I took a small case. The boy got the mistress pregnant, and they also said that they cheated Marriage, what kind of marriage is cheating if you are not married? I think that kid is just a scumbag! If he does not admit it, he wants to play for nothing! The case is still there, no one wants to talk to him! If the woman Tell him, but I'm still a little interested." Xiao Gu said while pouring wine for Jin Chen and me.

"In our line of work, I have been in contact with many things in this area, and I dare not get married. Many colleagues immediately change their expressions when they talk about marriage. Brother, you don't know, it's so fucking messy! We've been together for less than two months Just get married, and then get divorced after two and a half days, not to mention the marriage as a joke, and we will be messed up along the way, making this group of people wander around the divorce case all day long, acting like the parties concerned!

Who owns what house, who spends on the decoration, how much is the pre-wedding gift, how much is the divorce compensation, and some women are so fucking good!If you spend two and a half days with someone, you will need half of their property, and the dowry will not be refunded. If it was you, wouldn't you sue?How much does it cost to replace one a day?This marriage-divorce, light skinning, serious, bankrupt, it is indeed unfair to some people!Some scheming women also follow other people's transfer of property, this woman..."

"Damn it, if you have someone, you can still fuck it! Once you cheat and lay two eggs, the money will come! It doesn't matter whether the eggs are pure or not!"

"Damn it, it's okay if I know it later when I wear a cuckold, but I can't tell if I laid the egg by myself? The two black-haired ones gave birth to a white mouse, and they are still a fucking treasure? I don't know what species it is. ? Things between men and women are too cumbersome, and I will save it in my life." Li Tianyi glanced at me subconsciously when he said this.

"What's the matter, Brother Tian? It sounds like you're not going to get married?"

"That's not true. If you meet the right one, the marriage must be concluded, and it must be done in a grand way. For me, this shitty thing is a bit of fucking nonsense!"

"That's how bullshit and bullshit come, Brother Tian?" Haha, haha, everyone burst into laughter.

"Except for not getting married, if I get married, I will definitely not get a divorce!" Seeing everyone's rise, I also participated in it.

"Ayin, if you get married, buddies really have to back up a big gift! By the way, didn't you just say that you don't like women? Why do you marry if you don't like women? But I think your idea is quite avant-garde, what are you doing with that stuff? What? It's just looking for trouble, the whole woman is talking to you two all day long, it hurts to think about it."

After saying this, Li Tianyi looked at me more intensely, "Xunyin, are you celibate? Or..."

He seemed particularly interested in the subject.

"Should some measures be taken to improve the quality of marriage when the divorce rate is so high?"

"Brother, you're so talented to be an anchor. You should go to the marriage department to be the leader, and also be a public welfare endorsement, and set a benchmark for them, so that everyone can look for you like you. Wouldn't the quality of marriage be improved? The cheating rate is natural. It will be lowered!" Jin Chen said while looking at Li Tianyi with a smirk.

"Damn it, then, the cheating rate has decreased, but I think the suicide rate will fucking increase immediately." Xiao Gu couldn't help laughing, "We all look for beautiful ones, so what about the ugly ones? Are you fucking at home?"

"Chenchen, did you see those three characters floating in the sky?" Li Tianyi pointed to the ceiling.

My mother didn't realize it at that time, and kept looking up. Now I think it's funny when I think about it. At that time, I didn't know that it was a joke between his brothers!

"I shut up, can't I shut up? I'm xbt!"

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Everyone joked wildly, sometimes laughed, and sometimes listened carefully. In the past three months, they have never been so relaxed and happy.

"Ayin, I haven't seen you so happy for a long time! Ever since Brother Tian came into the house, you have been alive, drinking and joking, it seems that you and Brother Tian really hit it off, and get along well with Brother Tian in the future, buddy is happy, I'm happy! Xiao Gu stood up and poured the wine, "If you don't agree with the water and soil, you can obey Brother Tian!Come do one! "

Everyone stood up and clinked glasses, and Tianyi was the first to do it.

"It's 07:30 bros, I have to go! There is still a live broadcast at 08:30, you can continue, I will arrange it another day." After speaking, he actually patted my shoulder and smiled at me.

This smile is so provocative, it can't help but make my heart beat faster, and I can't help thinking, "No, he is a fucking man! What the hell is my heart beating?"

After this kid left, my heart felt as if it had been hollowed out. It was an indescribable feeling, as if my soul had floated out with him...