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The wind and rain outside the window are getting bigger and bigger, accompanied by lightning and thunder.Shen Bing had already returned to her room, and Lin Fangyi was the only one left in the living room.When people are in a foreign land, it is easy to look at themselves and feel sorry for themselves.Especially someone like Lin Fangyi who has something on his mind is more and more likely to feel sad on such a night.

Her chewing movements became slower and slower, and her expression became a little depressed.Her eyes stared out of the window, the city in the wind and rain seemed so cold and unfamiliar, even though there was another Shen Bing living in the same room, Lin Fangyi still felt so isolated and helpless.

She walked to the window and looked at the dark night outside the house.Suddenly, a bolt of lightning as thick as a bowl slashed across the sky, making her face pale.Lin Fangyi is actually a person who is used to living a comfortable life, and now she is going north alone because of a failed relationship. In fact, she has always been insecure in her heart.And this kind of night just hit her heart that was not strong in the first place.

She felt a little lonely and homesick.She remembered her unreserved devotion back then, even knowing that the woman had been pushed out by the leader, she couldn't bear to see her isolated from the crowd.Lin Fangyi smiled self-deprecatingly, the smile was very tragic - because of this unbearable feeling, he was also regarded as her party member, and was even pushed out from the core department to the grassroots front line, and that person, that person was just not there Confidently said: "This is your own choice.".

Yes, it's all your own choice, so what can you complain about?Lin Fangyi felt a chill in his heart when he thought of the attitude that that person knew that he wanted to avoid her. "We can't go on like this!", that's what the man said to her: "If we go on like this, we're going to get into big trouble, you know!"

"If that's the case, then I'll go." Only at that time did Lin Fangyi know that liking someone really can really use up all his energy.She desperately wanted to leave that place. Even at that time, Lin Fangyi had already returned to the leader's sight through her own efforts and management, but what's the point of all this?

Within a few days, she submitted her resignation.This decision caused an uproar both at home and at work.Everyone thought she was crazy.

"Xiao Lin, are you thinking about it? Among the young people in the hall right now, you are quite promising. It's a pity that you left like this!" Her old director comforted her.

"Lin Fangyi! Are you confused! Don't leave such a good job, are you going to die?" Mother Lin slapped the table and scolded: "Go to Beijing, what are you going to do in Beijing? How old are you? You're still unmarried and childless, so go beg for food when you arrive in Beijing!"

"Sister Lin, you are so fucking cool!", this is the voice of a young man from the same unit: "To be honest, I also feel that staying here is just waiting to die, but I really can't make up your mind. .I really admire you so much!"

There were all kinds of voices, some blessed, some opposed, some looked on coldly, some scoffed, but none of them could hinder her determination.From the moment Lin Fangyi received the "Notice of Approval of Civil Servant's Resignation from Public Office", everything around him quietly quieted down.

It is useless to talk more.But that person didn't say a word to her from the beginning to the end.

Lin Fangyi's tears filled his eyes quietly again, and if he didn't pay attention, they slid down his cheeks like broken pearls.She felt a little cold in her body, so she wrapped her arms around herself slightly, as if this could give herself some comfort.

When Shen Bing was in a daze and came out to drink water, it happened that Lin Fangyi was sad.She suddenly saw a lonely figure weeping on his own, she was so startled that she even woke up from a doze.

Shen Bing suddenly thought that a thief had broken into his home!Just when she couldn't help but was about to scream, she suddenly remembered that she had brought Lin Fangyi back home because of the heavy rain - but why did this person in front of her look so sad?

For some reason, Shen Bing suddenly felt a little curious and pity for the sad woman in front of her: "What happened to her, so sad that even her back looks so lonely?"

Afraid of bluffing the woman in front of the window who seemed to be immersed in his own spiritual world, Shen Bing could only deliberately cough a few times.Seeing that Lin Fangyi came back to his senses, Shen Bing hurriedly said, "Are you still awake at this late hour?"

Lin Fangyi wiped away her tears in a panic, and said with a forced smile, "I'm sorry, Mr. Shen, but did I disturb you?" A flash of lightning just happened to pass by outside the window, and it happened to show her face clearly in front of Shen Bing: Her eyebrows are longer than her eyes, her nose bridge is straight, and she has a small cherry mouth. Although she can't surprise people, she is attractive.But at this moment, there are still tears in the corners of her eyes, and her delicate face seems a little more sad, and it adds a little childishness—yes, Lin Fangyi has two different temperaments of maturity and innocence at the same time without knowing it , these two temperaments are completely different, but they seem to be natural in her body, which really adds a lot of attractiveness to her for no reason.

Shen Bing was also impressed by the childishness she showed because she was sad alone, and seeing her polite, respectful and cautious appearance, and the appearance of strictly observing the relationship between superiors and subordinates, he couldn't help feeling a little funny: "At home Don't be so restrained. Lin... Lin Fangyi, go to bed early." She could see that Lin Fangyi must have encountered something sad, but Shen Bing was not a gossip person, she was very private, so Lin Fangyi didn't tell her, she naturally Will not ask.

"If you need help, you can tell me." She could only stop: "It's late, go to bed early. Big things have to be dealt with tomorrow."

"Okay, Mr. Shen, thank you." Lin Fangyi also felt very embarrassed when Shen Bing accidentally saw her most vulnerable side.She blushed slightly, as if running away: "Then I'm going to sleep, good night, Mr. Shen."

Seeing her scurrying away with her head in her arms, Shen Bing only felt that this person was really interesting. She couldn't help but pursed her lips and smiled slightly, as if she felt her mood improved a lot: "Lin Fangyi, it's interesting."

The next day, when Lin Fangyi walked out of the room with sleepy eyes open, he suddenly smelled the aroma of bread, eggs and coffee milk.She looked towards the kitchen in disbelief, only to see that Shen Bing was busy in the kitchen wearing a set of crisp home clothes, with his hair pulled up casually.

Lin Fangyi suddenly woke up with a jolt, and secretly pinched his thigh in disbelief, only to realize that everything he saw was real. "The boss cooks breakfast himself?" She was a little surprised: "Such Bai Fumei actually cooks breakfast herself!".

Lin Fangyi's thoughts like this actually wronged Shen Bing.Although she is a young lady born with a golden spoon in her mouth, because she grew up abroad, she is used to doing many things by herself.Although there is still a housekeeper and nanny at her parents' home in Hong Kong, she doesn't think there is anything wrong with taking care of her daily life.

What's more, Shen Bing doesn't like eating out, because she knows that in order to pursue the taste of food outside, nutrition and health must be sacrificed. "A real noble eats at home." This is what Shen Bing's grandmother often told her when she was a child.

"Morning, Mr. Shen." Now that he saw it, Lin Fangyi naturally had to go up to say hello: "Mr. Shen, let me come." Seeing that Shen Bing was preparing to fry eggs, Lin Fangyi hurriedly said politely.In fact, she is not good at the kitchen. When she is at home, she always stretches out her clothes to eat and opens her mouth. But in the current situation, she is too embarrassed to sit back and enjoy the success. After all, Shen Bing is the boss.

"It doesn't matter, it will be fine soon." Seeing Lin Fangyi sleeping like a mess of long hair, Shen Bing couldn't help but want to laugh for some reason: "Go and wash your face and brush your teeth, the toiletries have been put away for you ", she smiled at Lin Fangyi: "When you finish washing, we will have breakfast together."

Lin Fangyi's heart skipped a beat because of her smile, and when she regained consciousness, her face flushed suddenly, even the roots of her ears turned red.She didn't dare to look at Shen Bing again, and hurriedly turned around and walked towards the bathroom. As she walked, she felt that her heart was about to jump out of her throat, and she couldn't help but cursed herself: "Nothing!", the lessons learned from the past are still vivid. At this moment, Lin Fangyi couldn't help ringing the alarm for himself: "Could you suffer the same loss again, Lin Fangyi, don't get dizzy again!".

Lin Fangyi's blushing appearance was perfectly reflected in Shen Bing's eyes. "This person's face is really thin." Shen Bing felt more and more interesting.She knows that she looks good, and she has met many people who behaved differently because they were amazed by her appearance.Some are stalkers, some are courteous, some are playing hard to get, some have a secret crush, there are all kinds of people, but I have never seen such a shy person.

"It seems that he is an honest man." Shen Bing judged secretly in his heart.Just after she had set the dishes on the dining table, Lin Fangyi just packed up and came to the living room.

"You're here." Shen Bing greeted: "We can have breakfast together, do you want coffee or milk?"

"It's troublesome Mr. Shen." Lin Fangyi's face was faintly blushed again: "I should have taken care of you." Even she herself couldn't figure out why she blushed so easily in front of Shen Bing. ——In any case, Lin Fangyi also felt that he came from a provincial agency, and he could be regarded as an old driver no matter what, but now facing Shen Bing, who was a few years younger than him, he was like a fledgling young man.

Shen Bing's attention was not on her polite words, she stared at Lin Fangyi's face curiously: "You don't have makeup on?" She knew it would be impolite to ask such a question, but Lin Fangyi's skin texture really made her too curious, yes So I couldn't help but ask directly.

"Well, I don't know." Lin Fangyi replied honestly: "In the past, I never saw anyone wearing makeup."

Shen Bing couldn't believe it: "What? The women in your previous unit basically didn't wear makeup?"

Lin Fangyi was a little confused: "Yes, don't they all have red lips and colorful eye shadows? We didn't have such people in our previous unit." She scratched her head and suddenly shouted: "Oh, by the way, someone Use mascara!", she said firmly, "I've seen this before."

"...", Shen Bing looked at the swearing man in front of him, and couldn't help but burst into laughter: "Have you never heard of a kind of makeup called nude makeup?"

"Nude makeup?" Lin Fangyi was taken aback: "I seem to have seen this word in a magazine. Ah, you mean that people wear nude makeup, but I didn't see it?" She was a little surprised and said: "So This make-up can be applied so that no one can see it!" She subconsciously stared at Shen Bing's face: "Then you are also wearing nude makeup now?"

Shen Bing was about to be defeated by her, and at the same time, she felt a little embarrassed by her undisguised eyes: "You are simply a straight man!", she complained mercilessly, but couldn't help it as soon as the words came out. Laughing will rise.

"You really don't have makeup on?" She still couldn't believe it.After all, this Lin Fangyi is already in his thirties. If it is really pure makeup, then this person's skin texture can be regarded as a monster.

"There's no need to lie to you." Seeing her unbelievable expression, Lin Fangyi couldn't help laughing. Under this smile, Shen Bing found that she still had two deep dimples, which became more and more serious. It looks good: "Look." Lin Fangyi rubbed his face heavily with his hands a few times: "If I wear makeup, I can definitely see it."

The two of them chatted like this, and their relationship became much closer.Lin Fangyi was not as cautious as before in front of Shen Bing, and Shen Bing also felt a little more joyful because of Lin Fangyi's arrival.

"It's true." Shen Bing couldn't help poking the dimples on Lin Fangyi's face with his finger, and felt that it was smooth and tender, and it felt very good: "But now in the company, everyone else wears makeup, so you should use it appropriately." It would be good to put on some lipstick or something to lift your spirits." She smiled a little coercively and said: "Although she is a natural beauty, she has to be like everyone else.".