For the rest of his life

"What's wrong? What did he say?"

"No—you just went crazy, and you said it was all my fault." Xu Chenmu picked up the dumpling and dropped it so hard that the stuffing overflowed. She looked at it and found that it would be hard to fill it up again, so she threw it aside. Looking at it coldly, thinking why she was so angry, her pubic region became feverish for no reason when she heard the man's name, as if she was insane, with clues piled up in her heart, she chewed slowly, but it was not easy to tell Lu Qiong , I seem to forget a lot when I open my mouth, I simply bury it in my heart, and I remember a little when I bury it.

Lu Qiong's eyebrows were engraved with endless sorrow and sorrow.

"You're to blame for everything?"

"I don't know, let's eat, let's talk after eating." Xu Chenmu's mind was in a mess, and he couldn't sort it out for a while, so he kept his head down and continued making dumplings, but Lu Qiong suddenly calmed down. Depressed girl, suicide, It's all Xu Chenmu's fault——

How could this matter be so simple, she frowned, but Xu Chenmu's face turned pale, as if she was not feeling well, she wiped her hands again, and wanted to see what was wrong with Xu Chenmu, but the servant raised his eyes slightly , the eyes are a bit cold and stern, as sharp as the tip of her pen——

She withdrew her hand, still worried about the girl in her heart, so she confessed: "He said that he had a patient who was suffering from depression and wanted to commit suicide."

"Who? Who has depression?" Xu Chenmu laughed, "No one has depression."

"I'm talking serious." Lu Qiong was suddenly a little angry. Xu Chenmu's attitude seemed reckless, but the rational Lu Qiong told herself that Xu Chenmu was not such a person, so she slowed down. Attitude, "I'd like to see—"

"I'm also talking serious." Xu Chenmu sighed, "Lu Qiong, I'm telling you, I just can't remember, I think this matter is very complicated——" bowed his head and took the last leather bag Well, they were neatly stacked and frozen. I think the number is enough. Instead of going to see Lu Qiong, I took a deep breath: "Let's go and see, where is my press card?"

Journalist ID.

She remembered that she had this thing.

Lu Qiong suddenly remembered that after Xu Chenmu was hospitalized, Lao Xu came to find him. He held a bunch of things and said they belonged to Xu Chenmu, but he didn't care about these things at that time, so he let Lao Xu keep them. It was there——she was suddenly surprised, such an important thing as a press card—had a look of embarrassment, and she still had to go to the newspaper office today——

"At the newspaper office. Old Xu's place. Do you remember who Old Xu is?"

"My master, I know." Xu Chenmu frowned and rubbed his temples, only to feel that his temples were swollen and painful, and there were faint bursts of sharp pain on his forehead. Start thinking about the cause and effect of this matter.

"Speak out, speak out!" Someone threatened her like this.

"Let's go—I'll ask Tang Yi where he is now."

Tang Yi!

As if the name evoked something, Xu Chenmu's face turned cold, and he let out a foul breath. He didn't even have time to put on his coat. Lu Qiong seemed to be pulling her with the idea of ​​saving people like a fire. She thought that she had nothing to worry about right now. It means not caring, cold as ice, this is wrong, a reporter must have her own conscience and moral bottom line, she can't watch a life disappear indifferently——

When this point came out, she finally got motivated. She grabbed a coat, which belonged to Lu Qiong, and hugged it in her arms. She hurriedly changed her shoes and went out. Lu Qiong drove to the newspaper office and called Tang Yi, but I can't get through——

So he called Lao Xu to ask about the press pass.

Xu Chenmu looked at her silently, all the information in her mind exploded into a pot of porridge, she didn't think about anything, and many things automatically emerged, and she followed a little by little, and she followed a line all the way back to the source. Holding Lu Qiong's coat, now it's her turn to get the coat for Lu Qiong.

The worry written on Lu Qiong's face in capital letters is probably because of that girl. Xu Chenmu suddenly remembered, depression, suicide, and then suddenly remembered the tattoo on Lu Qiong's shoulder representing the end, which she had bitten hard Like being angry at someone, maybe she has beautified a lot, maybe she just bit her shoulder on the bed - but I don't really remember it, she feels that there is a connection somewhere, He lowered his head and picked his fingers.

Her press card, that small dark blue book in her hand seemed to have the whole world in her hand, she thought she would not use it any more soon, but secretly she still wanted to pick it up to complete its final mission——

If Lu Qiong doesn't pass, that girl may not really commit suicide. It's like the former Lu Qiong who redeemed herself before committing suicide-but whoever has a firm goal in life like Lu Qiong, Lu Qiong at that time She wasn't redeemed by herself, she was desperately trying to survive...

Only Tang Yi is telling everyone that those gloomy emotions are the virus of depression, as long as you are depressed, you will never be able to recover——

But she clearly remembered that when she was in college, she went to see a psychology teacher. The psychology teacher said that depression is an emotional cold, and it will get better. It doesn't matter.

Only Tang Yi tried his best to make everyone need him and couldn't do without him.

She gritted her teeth and thought, the autumn wind was bleak outside the car window, and gusts of cold wind whizzed by. It was such a quick thing to enter late autumn, leaving only bare branches to express the weather. There were no pedestrians on the road. Tightening Lu Qiong's coat seemed to hug herself tightly, and she felt like she was facing something...

But it was clear that Lu Qiong was facing something. After a while, the bright, dazzling and tragic truth was in front of Lu Qiong. She used poetic expressions to tell, look at the bright red truth——she thought silently, always feeling cruel , trying to cover her eyes, before she could say anything, she slammed on the brakes. In front of her was the dilapidated building of their newspaper office. Xu Chenmu put the coat on Lu Qiong, and then got out of the car. Lu Qiong tightened the coat , walked out, old Xu was standing at the door and was walking over, and handed a small dark blue notebook to Xu Chenmu: "You remember it all? Are you in a hurry to get it? Look, you still changed your mind, right here with us? Don’t run away, do you—”

"Let's drive, let's drive—it's blocking the road—for an interview, for an interview—immediately!" Someone shouted something over there, and the two vans were blocked by Lu Qiong's car and couldn't drive away. A man came waving his arms.

Lu Qiong shook the car key and was about to get out of the way. She contacted Tang Yi to see where she was before she wanted to talk to Lao Xu about it. Someone jumped off a building nearby, and someone on the front line said it was a medical disturbance, which had something to do with Tang Yi—"

Lu Qiong's heart skipped a beat.

jumped.

"Is that man still alive?"

"I don't know, so hurry up here to grab the fastest——Lu Qiong——"

"I'll go too." Xu Chenmu flinched and knocked on the car door, "I'll go too, Xiao Liu, open the door."

Lu Qiong staggered.

Xu Chenmo opened the car door and got in: "Lu Qiong, there will be news in the evening, and I will be back in the evening—"

She was shyly helped into the car, Lu Qiong suddenly thought that she was going to lose her again, but she gathered herself together, she moved the car away, and the two vans drove out, and she followed by a strange coincidence.

Old Xu frowned.

Xu Chenmu saw Lu Qiong's car in the rearview mirror, turned his head, took a deep breath: "What's going on?"

"I don't know what you are doing here?" Someone behind seemed angry, thinking that it was a newcomer who broke in to learn experience.

"Then I'm here to find out the situation!" Xu Chenmu was also anxious, "Why are you angry with me! Li Zi, are you bullying the newcomers when I'm not here!"

"Oh, hell! Why is it you?" The man uttered half a sentence, and after making a sharp turn, Xu Chenmu slammed his head on the window and grinned for a long time. A whole car of people looked at her worriedly. Look, Lu Qiong seems to be thrown away, and behind him is an unknown car.After turning a corner for a while, it was another car.