For the rest of his life

"...Are you really going to drive it indoors..." Xu Chenmu trembled, pointed at her tremblingly, and stood there stiffly, as if confronting Lu Qiong, in an attitude of eating or dying. After thinking about it, I couldn't believe that I had made such a decision. I was stunned for a long time. I couldn't remember when I said I wanted to buy this. I looked at Lu Qiong suspiciously. She just opened the package silently. Then, hand it over.

Not canned.

It's just two boxes of mochi.

Mentioning that the heart in her mouth could be swallowed suddenly, she breathed a sigh of relief and took it: "Lu Qiong, I—"

"Ok?"

"This is not quite right, I lost my memory? I lost my memory because of something... I—" After a pause, the lingering sound was still there, and she sneaked a glance at Lu Qiong, "I don't know why, but I don't think I forgot everything , I’m sorry for not being able to remember, is there anything important that I can’t remember? I’m doing nothing here now, I feel like I’ve forgotten a lot of important things, I’m afraid of delaying things, you can tell me what happened What?" Xu Chenmu frowned, as if he had carved a few knives between his brows, opened the box and stuffed a mochi into his mouth, stuffed with mango, pushed it to Lu Qiong again, and beat it with his right hand. With the palm of his left hand, he pondered for a while, then raised his eyes to look at Lu Qiong again, there was a sharp and flamboyant light in his eyes.

"You beg me." Lu Qiong also took a bite. Xu Chenmu went to bed late yesterday. The two of them lay in bed reading, and fell asleep when they were tired. This morning she got up late, and she woke up too. It was a bit late, and I received a call from the editor. The editor said that if you don’t give me the manuscript, I will go to your house to urge you to go. She immediately got up to catch up on the manuscript. She didn’t make breakfast. She remembered that when she ordered canned herring, she looked at the Recommended, today just arrived, let's eat for the time being.

Today's Xu Chenmu has a new look, as if she is glowing, she can't help but want to play a joke, but her face is still calm, she knows many things, Xu Chenmu has forgotten, she seeks the truth from herself , So I hid it and refused to say it, with a narrow smile, I didn't even understand why there were more brisk souls reverberating in my body, I took another bite, and stuffed the whole thing into my mouth Going in, puffing out his cheeks and showing a teasing smile.

"Please——" Xu Chenmu's waist was weak, and he pulled her back spinelessly, nodding and bowing.

"What about sincerity?" Lu Qiong stuffed a piece of mochi into her mouth, lowered her head and put down the box, she didn't eat much, she stared intently, put the manuscript aside for the time being, and slightly brushed her hair with her fingers, but still nothing When Xu Chenmu expressed his sincerity, he told her self-centeredly like an endorsement, you are a reporter, once you got revenge and beat him up, hurt your head, lost your memory, and cleared the memory every day, just finished speaking in one breath, no matter what Whether she could understand the meaning of these words, she paused for a few seconds, and continued to say, "I don't have a job. According to you, you are going to do program planning, but it only counts when you think about it. Before that, you didn't What important work."

It turns out that I live at home and have no important work, so will Lu Qiong's writing be disturbed by me? This idea came out like a sprout in the spring breeze, and she was stunned. She knew that Lu Qiong was a writer , write what?I can't remember it for a while, but after thinking about it, Lu Qiong still looks at it with a smile, so I don't want to disturb...

Even if it's disturbing, Lu Qiong always smiles like this, as if it was unprecedented in the past. She is shocked by the change and joy, and the thunder roars in her ears. And Jifu, stretched out his hand to hug her, but felt that it was inappropriate to hug her when he got up early in the morning, so he rubbed his red earlobes, and smiled sarcastically: "Then I will stay at home and do housework."

Why do you consciously do housework?Lu Qiong thought for a while, when Xu Chenmu wanted to live with her, she made a promise like this, and she kept it like this, as if she had sworn to her promise, as if it was a covenant, what else was she dissatisfied with? Woolen cloth?It was originally a matter shared by two people——

It seems that the inside and outside of the mirror share the same mood.

She suddenly felt that Xu Chenmu was cute, with a foolish obsession. At that time, there was a knock on the door of the house she rented. She only went back there when she was writing. She didn’t stay at school for the sake of quietness. When I had to go out, I saw her sitting at the door with a stack of books and falling asleep.

At that time, Xu Chenmu wasn't as thin as he is now, but he wasn't considered round, but he still had some flesh, which could be pinched and flirted with, but she had never flirted with her before, standing silently in front of her and watching her lying on the ground Sleeping, I thought she was cute, so I dragged her in.

This procrastination is a lifetime.

Stupid, so stupid.

How to be with someone who suffers from depression like her.

Suddenly, it was like looking at a kaleidoscope, and countless mottled lights and shadows swirled in my mind. The memories of the past were like a pouring rain. I stood on the ground and saw countless water flows from my feet to the surrounding sewers. The water was a little bit colorful. Dispersed with the picture.

"Come on, I'm going to write the manuscript, and if someone comes, they will say that I'm not here." She remembered the editor's high-pitched voice on the phone a few degrees, and was about to sing a tenor tone, as if if she didn't hand in the manuscript, he would take it. My own photo was enlarged into black and white and hung in the editorial office. I wore a black gauze to mourn the missing writer and cried a lot to force myself to come out.

"Yes, someone is here? Do I know him? What kind of person is that? What is his occupation? I can deal with it."

Lu Qiong was stunned, today's Xu Chenmu looked like a professional woman—a familiar strangeness.

It's just that Xu Chenmu like that is shining.

She remembered that Xu Chenmu used to be a reporter at a TV station, and then went to write for a newspaper for some reason. She remembered that it seemed to be the year when Xu Chenmu just graduated, and they were together for a while It's been a long time since we saw each other. Xu Chenmu is investigating in other places.

It was a local station. She turned on the morning news, noon news, evening news, and various news time slots to see if there was any picture of Xu Chenmu. It was fine if there was only one frame, but after watching it for a month, there was no news. After finding her, she was doing this in silence and had no contact. Xu Chenmu said that the signal over there was not good, but sure enough, he couldn't get through. I missed her so much, so I had to use this clumsy method to try to catch a glimpse of her.

Carrying the secret of longing, Xu Chenmu still doesn't know that in order to catch a glimpse of her, she watched the news that she disliked the most in her life for two months and six days. Turning on the TV at the exact time, the news on that time had a preview of the in-depth investigation of a certain program that will be broadcast later, and in a flash, Xu Chenmu combed his ponytail, tanned, and lost a lot of weight. Arguing fiercely with the first sister of that column, her gestures were very passionate, as if she was reciting a sonorous poem. The moment she saw her, she leaned forward and stared at the TV intently. At that time, Xu Chenmu She was glowing, she had already turned into that ghost, but in her eyes it was shining, as if she had really reunited after a long absence, there was a fire burning in her heart, and it couldn't be stopped once it burned.

She was watching the column at the end of the news, which was an in-depth unannounced visit to a certain chemical factory. Xu Chenmu didn't have many shots. She was still a rookie at the time, but she was entrusted with a heavy responsibility and thrown to the front line of the news. The camera passed by her, There are only a few places, the first is to argue with the first sister about the countermeasures, and finally decided to conduct an unannounced visit in her way, the second is the scene where the camera was smashed, Xu Chen was as thin as Mu Mingming, but he still protected himself in front of the photographer, like It's like a hen spreading its wings to protect its chicks. The third part is the end of the column. It gave a shot to the entire program crew. Xu Chenmu stood in the front row, silently pursing his lips, his eyes sparkled, and he could see her at a glance Standing next to the first sister is an important position.

While she was still watching, Xu Chenmu opened the door and walked in. The sound of the wheels of the suitcase rolling on the ground could be heard endlessly, but he didn't dare to enter the living room. Xu Chenmu didn't change his shoes, he just stood in the entrance Shouted: "Lu Qiong, I'm back!"

"Come in!" She concealed her overflowing joy, and ran over to see that she had gotten so much darker, lost a lot of weight, and her body was also dusty, but she was giggling, which made her feel very happy again. She likes Xu Chenmu like this, who is shining and promising, "You are black."

"I'm dirty. I haven't showered yet. You just wiped the floor. I'm afraid I'll get dirty." Xu Chenmu laughed out of breath, "The elevator broke down, so I ran up with the suitcase. Smell, stay away from me, it won't do if it gets dirty."

Lu Qiong patted her cheek and hugged her: "Come in."

"You know, I didn't know the living conditions of the people there until I went there. There was no water, and they couldn't drink anything. The water we brought there was not enough, and no one took a bath. I heard that it has been there for decades. It was still green mountains and green waters before, I felt really uncomfortable, this time I met a very cute little girl, she gave me a handful of rocks—" Xu Chenmu was hugged by her, and he took out the stone from his pocket with a smile. A handful of round stones of various colors were placed in front of her for her to see, "Look - I still have a lot of things to tell you, especially a lot - I have been waiting for so long before I finally come back to talk to you explain--"

Memory faded.

"It's an editor who came to urge the draft. I can't make it, so I drive him away—" Lu Qiong said extremely unkindly, and because of the memories that appeared, she asked with great tenderness, "What's for lunch?"