For the rest of his life

In order to remember you, I forgot everything.

Xu Chen owed her body, Lu Qiong didn't say anything, the guests arrived as promised, she didn't know when the agreement was, and she didn't remember it at all, she stood stiffly behind Lu Qiong and waited for someone to come in, the woman was a little bit Thin, with sunken eyes, looks like working day and night, but it looks like two lamps when it lights up, it makes people feel bright, and it feels like Lu Qiong in a trance, but Lu Qiong's facial features are younger and more beautiful. Fan, just know that what they have in common is to take care of people's tiredness, hidden in the depths of the eyes seems to be silent, but still has a sense of satisfaction in life, lips are pursed, and the lines are calm and breezy.

The man is much more ordinary than him. He is standing behind his wife and holding his son. He is slightly fat, and his hairline is as precarious as Old Xu——she suddenly remembered Old Xu, and felt a little kind, and drew out a well-mannered way of welcoming guests. Smiling, he turned his gaze to the child.

Neat clothes, clean cuffs and collars, tilted her head to look at her, she also looked at him, looked at each other, welcomed into the house, sat down, the two behaved well, did not look at each other much, just kept talking Looking at her, she felt suspicious, but she didn't dare to say anything, and she felt uncomfortable sitting opposite each other.

The couple explained their reason for coming, saying that Sun Minghao had been taken care of by Xu Chenmu. Hearing that something happened to her, he wanted to visit her, but he was always afraid of disturbing her. He heard that his child said he saw Xu Chenmu over there. I just wanted to take a look. I originally planned to buy something, but I thought it would be bad for cultural people like Lu Qiong and Xu Chenmu to give those vulgar gifts. After much deliberation, I bought Sun Minghao's piano After the song was recorded and sent over, feeling nervous, he pushed the USB flash drive over. Xu Chenmu stared at the USB flash drive, silently, going back and forth without saying a word.

Lu Qiong replied with a smile, explaining that Xu Chenmu's mind was still not clear, and he had intermittent amnesia. The embarrassment of staring.

They are such a kind and pure couple, Xu Chenmo commented silently, even though she had no idea what she was taking care of the child, when she put the water glass on the tray, she caught a glimpse of the child smiling foolishly, it looked like ... A special child, he got under the table and rolled under the sofa from there. The child's mother was not angry and told him not to make trouble. Lu Qiong said it was okay, but the mother still smiled apologetically and pulled the child hands to prevent him from running around.

"What is this?" The mother broke away from the child's hand and frowned, "Why did you steal other people's things! How did mother tell you? Why are you so disobedient?"

"What? Don't scold him, he has always been obedient, don't misunderstand him—" Lu Qiong said hastily, Sun Minghao used to be with him often, and he often came to draw pictures for Xu Chenmu when Xu Chenmu was hospitalized, Although he has a lower IQ, he is as clean and simple as his parents, so he hastily grabbed the woman.

Xu Chenmu put the tray over, a few glasses of water, and nothing else to offer, opened the refrigerator and saw pears, she wondered why there were so many pears, frowned for a while, but still packed a fruit plate and put it over , his teeth were slightly sore, and he poked his head to look again. In the palm of Sun Minghao's hand was a key and a damaged key chain, which looked like the moon, faintly visible.

The moon suddenly shone into the bottom of her heart, she was stunned, she didn't know why the heavy snow was falling in her head, a winding path led quietly to the small red-tiled building not far away, the spring was entangled with creepers on the fence, and the open Prosperous roses, stretching all the way, waiting for the summer, there will be lilacs spreading out the branches with fragrance.

Lu Qiong pinched the key with some doubts. She didn't remember such a key in her home. Whether it was in the house here or there, whether it was in the bedroom or the study room, she remembered every one of them clearly——

She remembered that the first time she and Xu Chenmu moved into the house over there, they first changed the lock and the key, Xu Chenmu said that it was easy to lose it when he ran around, so he gave the key to himself for safekeeping.

As if entrusting the whole family, she didn't take the spare key away, only this one was in her hands, Xu Chenmu didn't say anything, but at that time, she secretly burst into tears for a long time, full of food The sense of stability is like stewing mushroom soup around the stove without having to go outside to migrate to a strange place.

This is an unfamiliar key, she hesitated to pick up the key chain, and just wanted to say that it was not her own, but saw the two bright words:

Lu Qiong.

own name.

She didn't have the habit of engraving her name on the items she belonged to. She felt that it was vulgar and mediocre like visiting here. She was slightly stunned, but she still felt a little happy when she saw the engraving of her name on the item. , hesitated for a while, Xu Chenmu snatched it and hid it in his arms: "Mine."

"Look how you can get it—I'm sorry, I don't know why, he didn't do this before."

"Don't blame him, I'm very happy, I thought I lost it." Xu Chenmu avoided Lu Qiong's questioning gaze, and stuffed it into his arms in desperation. Now his chest hurts, and he bowed his waist and pulled Sun Minghao as if nothing had happened. Pulled by his legs, smiling shyly, finally opened his mouth to talk to the Sun family and his wife, as if remembering something, smiling very kindly, speaking very peacefully, involuntarily like an interview The same face without great mood swings.

keys, and key chains.

She had some vague impressions, and only knew that it was the result of a certain promise of her own. It was beckoning far away to prove its existence, like a myopic person who took off his glasses and couldn't see the original appearance of the world clearly. She was whole Then bury all the information in your mind and explain it slowly.

Do you remember Yilong Resort?It is the most inconspicuous one among the countless resorts in the country. It is in the mountains and in the countryside. It is not isolated from the world, but it does not have any peculiar scenery. It seems that it is just because we need a resort, and it appears there. There are no people. Go, cloves are fragrant all over the mountain, but only Xu Chenmu and Lu Qiong went to sniff, because they passed by, so they met.

You like it here, we're here.

It seems that someone said in a very happy tone, who is more brilliant than Lilac, I will always have a way.

No one remembers the things that were mentioned casually, and everyone will forget them. If she didn't suddenly see the key and the word Lu Qiong on it, she would not be able to remember it. The promises she had fulfilled were overwhelmed by many complicated things up.

Re-knowing yourself and re-examining the past, losing memory is to remember everything, everything in the subconscious is awakened, completely blank, painted on one by one, and finally colorful into the original color of life, survival is what most people are doing Things, only a few people are living.

She remembered that she talked with the person in charge for a long time, and finally got the key. The mountain is closed in winter, and the days of self-sufficiency in the village have begun. It is a place like a paradise, a space to isolate all troubles. She said that we will live here for a winter. In just one winter, it doesn’t matter if there is only heavy snow, and I have gained trust. In the words of the rich second generation, this is a feeling, so the person in charge thought, well, no one will come in winter anyway, so entrust her with the key, in black and white Written, leased for four months.

Who would have thought that an unknown commoner would contract a resort to live in for so long? Xu Chenmu did it without spending a dime. She remembered that she stood in front of that person, no matter how much the price was, she had to negotiate. I thought to myself, Lu Qiong is a person who likes to be quiet, and always leaves her in the downtown area. Although she will discover her cheerful side, she is always a person who needs to create quietly. She likes it here.After taking the key, I ordered a silver key chain as childishly as I used to make photo stickers, and wrote Lu Qiong's name, thinking with joy that Lu Qiong would be happy, and told her quietly, Lu Qiong would definitely say that she was happy again. Talking nonsense, then she took out the key by herself and handed it over like a beautiful girl transformed, Lu Qiong would definitely be slightly surprised, pretending not to care and go to do other things, and then—then pretending to be very disappointed, Sitting there, after a while, Lu Qiong will definitely come over and thank her awkwardly, and when Zhang Luo gets up to leave, he must be very active.

That's what she thought at that time, wet memory, somehow she remembered all her fantasies, she is a carefree person, but she wants to spend her whole life with her, a lifetime is so long, a long, long time away, she wants the whole world All the good things are displayed for Lu Qiong to see. You see, the world is so beautiful. If you like it, we will go there. I like it too. It is like an exhibition. Let Lu Qiong look at it one by one. All over the countryside, through the long years, tossing and mourning life, I tried my best to lead you forward, and walked to the barren land behind the oblivion.

Like a picture engraved for a long time, she was so lonely and helpless on the river bed that even embracing herself seemed like a charity. When she raised her eyes, someone leaned down on the bridge and said, "Aren't you going home so late?" Nervous, as if talking to someone for the first time, she wanted to refuse something, raised her eyes, and saw that the person seemed to be crying, but he didn't seem to be crying, and the Lingling fragrance from her body wiped away the sticky skin. night.

Lu Qiong, that day was the day of my mother's funeral. I was left alone. I was like a crazy person. No one thought that what I did was normal. They thought I was a freak.

Xu Chenmu felt that her heart was heavy. When did she stand in front of Lu Qiong and whispered her sadness: "I have many friends, and they all think that I am a freak, and my mother is also a freak. Only you think that I am a freak. I'm normal."

I also think you are normal.