For the rest of his life

Go east, go to bliss, you lose yourself in the boundless direction.

Xu Chenmu didn't know where he should go, and was pushed forward by Lu Qiong, he leaned half a step forward, stared at Lu Qiong's right front, and forced himself to remember this street.

People have memories of things, and after using them for a long time, they take on a personal color, as if they have been embellished with human breath, so the tone of the village is different from the rhythm of the city, and the light with human feelings is also different. Every street and every alley has a different taste and feeling, which is especially obvious to people who have been away from home for a long time.

And her memory has deviated from here, her memory has left her hometown, and she returned to a strange place, only this feeling is still there, but she doesn't remember anything, the location, or anything else, so she just walked along that road dryly Walking forward, Lu Qiong was silent behind her, her fingers were icy cold, and the autumn wind was so cool.

"Ah, ah, Lu Qiong—" she grinned, "When did we live here?" She pointed to their little nest, and she could only see gray pigeons and white pigeons in the distance. The pigeons jumped on the concrete upstairs, feeling that it was not appropriate to play together, as if they had quarreled and ignored each other.

The neurotic generally laughed.

Lu Qiong focused her gaze on her for a few seconds, and said softly, "Three years ago."

three years ago.

They didn't live here for too long, not too long - even if they moved here, it felt like they were living here, because someone would always come to make trouble for Xu Chenmu, the truth was hidden underground, and the discoverer must be the culprit Annihilation, so they are always wandering around, living in no fixed place, it is said to be a life of wandering and wandering, the world is so big, I want to see, after all, it is still an unstable existence, and as the age grows, it is more and more gone. sense of security.

So she gritted her teeth and bought a house here, and paid off the balance three years ago, so she said it was three years ago, three years ago, they had their own house, and began to take root in this city, with a sense of stability, Relying on each other has also relied on each other.

This is home!She didn't tell Xu Chenmu about the lingering thoughts in her heart. Although this guy understood, Xu Chenmu could always understand her very small thoughts, as if there were such corresponding and seamless thoughts that could fit into her life But now she feels that keeping this secret in her arms is a beautiful reservation, a space reserved for herself, so that the future will have more hope.

Even though the house has been covered in dust since it hasn’t been lived in for three months, cleaning it is like a blank promise——

"Oh..." Xu Chenmu moved his steps stiffly. She really didn't know this place, and she didn't know where to go. She wanted Lu Qiong to take her so that she could get to know this place, get to know it again, and use another way to get to know her. Looking at the world with her eyes, it's like taking off the myopia glasses she's worn for decades, looking at the blurry surroundings, but the current environment is like she is blind, taking off the sunglasses or nothing - she doesn't know anything about this place , the memory cut off the source, she couldn't use this kind of compulsive action to evoke the memory.

"That, that—" She didn't ask half a question for a long time, her face was full of confusion but she really couldn't utter a word, she groped blindly, grabbed Lu Qiong's sleeve, Pulling on his chest: "qaq Lu Qiong, I can't remember, I will get lost, it's not good if we lose it—"

"Admit defeat...?" Lu Qiong smiled lightly, watching her hand being pressed on her chest by Xu Chenmu, for some reason, she felt a strange feeling, the palm of her hand was soft, but through the clothes, she felt a strange feeling. Still feel the weak heartbeat on the cold fingertips, pressing on the fingertips little by little.

It's been a long time since she got so close, touched Xu Chenmu's chest so closely.

Represents entrustment and trust.She named it like this in her heart, and there was an imperceptible smile at the end of her eyes, like a butterfly flashing by.

"Oh, there's no winning or losing here. The future will last forever—" Xu Chenmu saw her let go, so he took a step forward as if hugging her, and smiled shyly, "I've been thinking hard but have no inspiration. You see, you also need inspiration to write novels, you can understand me..."

I found such an excuse for myself, and gave up the matter of recalling my memory with more peace of mind. I let nature take its course, and twisted melons are not sweet!Robbery women don't love themselves.She was full of all kinds of excuses to support herself, and only waited for Lu Qiong to refute, so she could use ten sentences to support the scene.In order not to be embarrassed by herself, she raised her chin, clasped Lu Qiong's hand tightly, realized that her chest was heavy, suddenly realized something, blushed, put her hand back, pinched her waist with both hands, Raising his eyes, he inadvertently imitated Zhang Ailing's classic photo.

"it is good--"

"Ah, since I used to live here, there must be places I often go to nearby, take me there, take me there, I might remember it!" Said she didn't return anything Remember, I still want to go somewhere, ideas come up from time to time, Lu Qiong tilted her head: "Okay."

With such a soft voice, Xu Chenmu's face turned even redder. For some reason, Xu Chenmu's voice sounded like someone was reciting poems beside the ear, accompanied by the stream in the mountains, accompanied by the singing of birds and the sound of the piano.

"Where did I often go..." Seeing Lu Qiong turned her head and started to walk, Xu Chenmu felt a little flustered. If he said that he used to be a house girl, he stayed at home every day and didn't go out of the door. The world is isolated and no one cares about it, so Lu Qiong will smile lightly, stay at home with herself, and then look at the half of Lu Qiong surrounded by the shadow of the lantern, Lu Qiong is gracefully beautiful in the shadow, sitting there by herself Look at her, although she is very beautiful, but this kind of life is too boring after all, I have to go out, I have to go out for a walk...

Her heart galloped to a distant place, Lu Qiong thought about a few places, she didn't have code words today, and she had to rush to work tonight, but today's Xu Chenmu evokes some old feelings compared to the previous few days, Although the memory is gone, her personality has already been formed, and then her soul is recast little by little, and this is the original Xu Chenmu.

Why was the original Xu Chenmu unwilling to compromise even a little bit with her on that issue?

And why don't you agree to compromise?Does she really rely on Tang Yi so much?

She couldn't help but think of this pessimistic topic again, and stopped immediately, lest today's good mood be ruined by this moment of pessimism. Finish the good things, and then go back to see the bad mood, the good is also very good, and the bad is also completely bad.

Just looking at these words is not bad, but at that time it was obviously Xu Chenmu who was too lazy to get up and made excuses, saying that he should go to bed when he was in a good mood, and go to bed first if he slept well, and save things like work, which is a bad mood, first. Besides, he didn't have the usual conscientious attitude at all, and Lao Xu would be surprised when he found out.At that time the sun was shining, the guy was still curled up in a ball under the quilt, he made breakfast, and left it for her, after eating, he went back like a loach.

So she lifted the quilt angrily and called her to get up, hey, Xu Chenmu, if you don't get up again, will you still do your work in the afternoon.

If you don't do it, you don't do it.Xu Chenmu's voice sounded softly from under the quilt.The little bump on the quilt trembled, Lu Qiong was always patient with her, leaned over slightly, touched Xu Chenmu's head, and said softly: "Your menstrual period is not these few days... ..."

"Ah, the weather is good today, suitable for sleeping... sleep on a day suitable for sleeping. If you are in a good mood, you must first finish the things you are in a good mood, and then work or something. Usually, you are in a good mood, but compared with such a good sunshine, it is a bad mood." If you feel in a mood, you have to save it first, save a file and when I remember it, I will take it out and go back to the file to do—" Xu Chenmu curled up to speak plausibly, completely unaware that Lu Qiong's freshly washed hands sneaked in like a snake, and then Pat on her thigh.

"Ah! It's cool!" Xu Chenmu jumped up in a jerk, pulled up the quilt and regained his energy, and looked up at the bright sunshine: "Oh——"

Sighing and showing her, Lu Qiong glanced at her indifferently, tore off the quilt and folded it, completely treating her as transparent, and the surround sound effect in her ears kept broadcasting in various tones: "Lu Qiong, it's the weekend Ah, I finally didn't get interviewed..." or "Sister Lu Qiong is so cruel that she treats me like this." And so on, there are many scenes that harass her tirelessly, and Lu Qiong starts to regret calling her up, thinking about it , I remembered that there is a small scenic spot in the suburbs, but it's not a big deal. Some people went fishing there recently, and it's a good place to kill people.

"My sister sent you to a good place." After Xu Chen mumbled about it for a few minutes, Lu Qiong suddenly responded, threw the torn sheet on the ground, and glanced at her mysteriously. Xu Chenmu was scared out of his wits by her rare "sister", when he raised his eyes, Lu Qiong went out, came in after a while, and threw her a set of fishing rods.

"Sister Lu Qiong, you won't let me kill myself with a fishing line, that's not going to happen, one day wife, one hundred days grace." Xu Chenmu took it with a trembling expression, "Sister, I'm precious."

"Let's go fishing." Lu Qiong said sternly, she didn't know how this thought came about, it seemed to correspond to her memory, and it seemed to be a thought that came up at the moment. She remembered that since then they often went fishing, fishing, bringing It was Xu Chenmu's idea to go back and eat. He wanted to spend a little fishing fee, and he could catch half a bucket of fish if he could bear his temper. Lu Qiong often went there. The most important thing was that when he was fishing, Xu Chenmu thought about dinner It is to be eaten and it will be quiet.

Xu Chenmu was taken aback: "Huh? Fishing?" She was taken aback on the street, and her voice rose a little unconsciously, attracting the attention of passers-by, exactly the same as Xu Chenmu's performance that day.

That day, Xu Chenmu covered his mouth like a famous young comedian and showed surprise: "Fishing!? It's so elegant, my sister, Jiang Taigong took the bait when he was fishing, and my sister also followed the example of the ancients to find a destined fish? Koi?"

"speak English."

Lu Qiong herself was in high spirits, how could Xu Chenmu be allowed to chatter here and there, so she glanced at her, thinking that she wanted to go anyway, Xu Chenmu would be quieter.

"Oh, there are a lot of mosquitoes over there." She was itchy in her heart, and she wanted to go for a long time, but when she thought of the mosquito, her body also itched, scratching and scratching, as if she had a pimple on her body, she felt restless and anxious. Landing Joan.

"So I'll go with you." Lu Qiong laughed.

Xu Chenmu has a physique that attracts mosquitoes to bite. Sitting with her is more effective than any toilet water, cool oil, and insect repellent. No insects will invade or disturb mosquitoes, and Lu Qiong will live comfortably throughout the summer.

"Wait Lu Qiong, Lu Qiong, let's go fishing in autumn? Have you gone on a fishing vacation..." After the memories were replaced, the scene returned to the present, and Xu Chenmu pulled her sleeve in amazement.

For some reason, when Lu Qiong smiled and mentioned fishing, Xu Chenmu's back started to itch, and he didn't know where the memory came from. In short, he was frightened but happy in his heart, as if the matching memory was from the bottom of his heart. The light joy, flying to the clouds, is so sweet that my heart is full of cotton candy.