For the rest of his life

Walking along the main road of the community, Xu Chenmu saw many children. This community seems to be the world of young people. Many young parents push their children to go out, and some older ones carry schoolbags with cartoon patterns on their backs. Go to kindergarten.

It was only then that she realized that there was a kindergarten behind the community, with crowds of people coming and going, and the children's noisy voices seemed to be able to penetrate the walls. She just took a look, but she couldn't catch a glimpse of what she wanted to see through so many floors. Can't tell what I want.Just listening to that voice, I feel that there is a feeling that may be called compassion, she seems to be sensitive to everything, there are so many gullies in her heart, she can accommodate all kinds of beings, but not her own memory Come on, my mind is full of social life, but I forget what life is.

Some voices came to her ears one after another, and she listened intently. It was the aunts in the square who started to dance in the square. The sound came out, and the cement floor seemed to vibrate. Lu Qiong walked in front. , looked indifferent, as if she was used to it, but after seeing her stop from the corner of the eye, she also paused, looked at her silently, and pricked up her ears.

It’s been a long time since I’ve heard such a voice, Lu Qiong thought solemnly, the songs played before seem to have withdrawn from the trend of square dancing, and now she can’t tell what songs those aunts are singing. There is also a voice in it that sounds like "National Middle School Students Broadcasting Gymnastics", shouting the time to everyone, one, two, three, four, two, two, three, four——

It's been a long time since I lived here, and it's only been three months, but it seems like three years or more, so strange, during that time, she looked at Xu Chenmu in the hospital in silence Going down, it was like looking at Xu Chenmu's skin, such a quiet and godless Xu Chenmu seemed to have no soul, and was silent in emptiness, as if absorbing everything around him, so that the whole person became nothingness.

Every time she sees these people dancing in the square, she is silently envious in her heart, wondering if she still has this kind of motivation to live after she gets old, a source of continuous life from the bottom of her heart, she is so melancholy, outside Can she do such an action of smiling happily?

"Ah Lu Qiong! I want to see—"

Xu Chenmu clenched her sleeves tightly and was about to jump up, pointing excitedly, the voice from the source of the sound became more and more obvious.

Before she came back to her senses, Xu Chenmu pulled her away like a wild horse that had run loose, followed the source of the sound, and bypassed a building. I passed through and saw the small square, on which stood twenty or thirty older women, lined up neatly, and the lead dancer was standing closest to the sound box. Today is not formal, because they did not wear uniform clothes.

In the past few years, square dancing seemed to be a taboo topic in this community. Lu Qiong recalled that some people thought it was noisy, and the aunts also thought it was a new thing and refused to let it go, so the two parties had disputes. In some media There are also reports that the contradictions are very sharp.

But I don’t know what happened, there was a silent agreement imperceptibly, everyone agreed, at a certain point, young people will get up and work, and at a certain point, these square dancers will know that they are going to rest , went home, and lived in peace. It took a year to go from quarreling to peace, and it seemed to be like this. In the evening, Xu Chen looked at them in the evening, as if seeing fire, the light in his eyes was very beautiful.

"Lu Qiong—" Xu Chenmu's voice seemed to have been cut off by scissors, leaving only half a voice.

In the blink of an eye, she had sneaked behind the crowd, followed the last member of the square dance team, and imitated their steps to dance the square dance, slower, as if she was a toddler. He is a master of martial arts, such a difference appeared in Lu Qiong's eyes, so he smiled.

Xu Chenmu suddenly turned his head to look at her, the smile on his face was a bit flattering like "Master, come and play", he almost waved his handkerchief to greet her, and waved his hand to signal her to come too.

She's not old yet, so come over and dance square dance with her?Lu Qiongchu didn't move, looked at her with her arms folded, and smiled a little reservedly, faintly, like the wind this morning was blowing, and next to her was a grandmother who got up early in the morning to sell sesame seed cakes, sitting on a stool grinning. Laughing, so Lu Qiong also turned around and gave Grandma a smile.

Just when she turned her head away, Xu Chenmu hurried over to tease her like a thief.Then she carried the weight like the wind in her hands, this description may not be quite right, but at this moment, she rushed over with a stride, then wrapped her hands around Lu Qiong's waist, hugged her forcefully, and dragged her aside abruptly.

After walking a few steps, Lu Qiong struggled a bit. It's always bad to be hugged and run. It was like being tied up to a cottage to be a lady of the village like a woman being robbed. She staggered and fell down.

Xu Chenmu was thin and weak, and it took great strength to lift her up. After struggling for a while, he immediately fell down and fell backwards.

After staggering a few times but still stopped, Lu Qiong turned around and looked at her angrily: "What are you doing?"

"Dance with me." Xu Chenmu pointed to the square dance team that was still dancing with forgetfulness, "When I was young, I didn't dance with me, and when I was old, I ignored me. I'm so sad——" said She looked like she was about to cry again, and wiped her face with her sleeves, as if she was a Huadan standing on the stage, dancing gracefully with her sleeves was full of charm, she only made lame jokes, but Lu Qiong laughed not come out.

After getting old, she still dances square dance with her. There are so many heavy promises behind this kind of funny agreement. She looked at Xu Chenmu coolly, but realized that Xu Chenmu returned to her nature day by day, enthusiastically. Ruhuo, as if she was going to burn her gloom, she kept moving forward step by step, becoming active and active, and from controlling the scene at the beginning, she gradually changed back to her previous appearance, saying where are we going when you want Where, Xu Chenmu took him here and there when he didn't want to, and the two accompanied each other, and they didn't get tired of being together. It seemed to be a discussion tone, but he was hiding behind his back.

They are gradually returning to the previous way of getting along. The contradictions in her heart are intertwined, and the swords meet, making her heart bloody, and she doesn't know where to go.

Aware of Lu Qiong's silence, Xu Chenmu raised his eyes in panic: "I don't have any other meaning, don't be angry—"

"No." Lu Qiong lowered her eyes slightly.

"You are not happy."

"No."

"You have." Xu Chenmu was a little stubborn.

"Did I tell you?" She raised her eyes firmly, and she couldn't tell where the anger came from. She held her breath and couldn't hold back her breath. She could only hide her sorrow in her heart, living in poverty, and couldn't express her concerns. Xu Chenmu's argument has no result, and there will be no result.

Things have not reached the situation at that time, all words are almost pale, and all arguments are meaningless.

Lu Qiong was silent for a while after finishing the words that almost got out of control. Accompanied by the exciting background sound of the square dance, she stood in the cool-toned square, and opposite stood Xu Chenmu, whose face had been wiped by the wind. Xu Chenmu lowered his head Head to go: "I must not be a good person before."

"What are you thinking about—"

I was surprised when the words came out, the decibels were raised so much, as if angry, as if venting, as if half of the bright red was slammed on the cold-colored canvas, she was obviously not angry, she was not angry No sadness—she had to admit that she was sad, shrouded in the pessimism that seemed to accompany her for a long time.

Why can't they believe that their results are good...why?

So she stood there silently without speaking, Xu Chenmu slightly raised her eyes, pursed her lips, and then turned around, as if taking a deep breath, with her head slightly raised, her arms folded in front of her, incomparably Lonely posture, shoulders undulating, a trance seems to be continuous mountains, an eagle emerges from among the mountains, and a sharp empty cry emerges from the falcon.

But she still didn't say anything, quietly like Lu Qiong.

What kind of person is Lu Qiong?She had no memory, the gray fog in her mind persisted for a long time, and it shrouded Lu Qiong, and she only squeezed out a little information from her mind, only the word porcelain.Lu Qiong needs to be carefully maintained and cared for like porcelain, but she doesn't understand what she did wrong, and she seems to feel that she may have done something wrong. The two are contradictory, so she has to take a deep breath in confusion, and spit out her gloom. Come down to the original self.

"I'm talking nonsense, you can see that you are also angry. I am talking nonsense, don't take it seriously." She bravely pulled the corner of Lu Qiong's clothes, but the other party froze, then bowed slightly, and hugged her.

"Hey? Why do you still hug me? Girls can't stand kissing. If you do this, I will marry you." Xu Chenmu grinned and made a harmless joke, Lu Qiong's arm was wrapped around her She was wrapped around her waist like a rope, and she felt her heart beating faster, and the heat from her breath was mixed with her surroundings. She felt ambiguous and panicked, her face flushed with surprise, but she reluctantly drew a bitter Laughing, she couldn't explain why she stood in a comforting position at this time, paying the current result for the cause she didn't remember, she just knew that she was willing to do this, her brain buzzed, her forehead looked like The pain was like cracking, as if Harry gave her the revelation of memory like the lightning-shaped scar when Voldemort was about to attack him. It's a wooden man.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't lose my temper." Lu Qiong's voice was light and gentle, softly brushing against her ears, calling for the wind and rain in her heart, she suddenly seemed to switch positions, she had said such a sentence before, with her inherent I apologized in a dull tone, but what did I get in exchange for it in the end?She couldn't remember clearly, her head was sore and swollen, so she nodded silently: "It's okay, everyone loses their temper, you don't lose your temper for no reason, so there must be a reason, did I do something wrong ? Or—did I do something wrong in the past?"

Lu Qiong let go of her, sized her up slightly, looked carefully from top to bottom, and finally laughed: "I'll tell you tonight."

"So you see, I know I did something wrong, right?" Xu Chenmu also laughed.

"Will you marry me?" Lu Qiong asked seriously, remembering her joke just now.

"...Ah, I—" Xu Chenmu turned his face away again, covering his flushed face, not knowing what to say, saying it was a joke, and that's not good, could it be that he can't imagine the future?It's not good to say it's serious, what a strange context that is!

"Wait—" Lu Qiong stretched the word, and then thought about something for a while, why did she think she was a patient?Why can't she face life optimistically?Since she has the ability to be optimistic, why does she always remind herself that she is an alternative who has been washed away by depression?

Why did this idiot Xu Chenmu still tell her that life is beautiful with a shy face after he lost his memory?Isn't she remembering a lot of things?If I had no illnesses, wouldn't the conflict between Xu Chenmu and Tang Yi also be gone?Speaking of which, why should I rely on Tang Yi?Sure enough, it started from that time!

He rubbed his temples, "When I get old——"

"what?"

"I want to be the lead dancer of the square dance, fight with an old lady surnamed Xu, and go on a trip with that old lady. That old lady is a fool. Then I bully her and ask her to bring me tea and water along the way. , rub your shoulders and rub your legs." Leaning at Xu Chenmu, the guy seemed to understand who the old lady surnamed Xu was referring to, and looked at herself with a flat mouth and a narrow smile, so she cleared her throat, and the corners of her mouth curled up. Turned, "We went to the library to sit for a whole day, from morning to night, and then the old lady surnamed Xu fell asleep, I took a wheelchair and pushed her back, and when I encountered a slope, I let go. Let the wheelchair fly out—”

"Ah, it's really insane." Xu Chenmu couldn't help interrupting Lu Qiong's beautiful idea.

"To shut up."

"Oh."

"Then the wheelchair flew right next to a luxury car and hit it with a bang. The owner of the car must be a young man. He was about to die of fright. If it wasn't for Pengci, he would have to pay for it. Then I walked over slowly and looked at this old lady. Rolling my eyelids, oh, she is tough, she has always been a very lucky person, so I moved her back and told the young man, don’t be afraid, my wife’s life is very tough. Then I walked home, See if you have fallen somewhere, and where you have fallen, I will throw you a piece of safflower oil, and you can wipe it off yourself."

In the end, Lu Qiong no longer used the pronoun "this old lady", and smiled directly at Xu Chenmu, amused by the story she conceived. Bringing out Xu Chenmu's story and expressing it in words added a kind of interest, she found it interesting, looked at Xu Chenmu, Xu Chenmu wrinkled his nose: "What a fickle woman, why didn't I push the wheelchair and let you go Lost it?"

"It's okay, everyone can compare, whoever collapses first will lose." Lu Qiong smiled, "We want to live to be 80 years old in good health."

"Why not 90?"

"Okay, if you live to be 90 years old, I can live to be 80 years old. You can live the rest of your life alone."

Speaking of this, the grievances completely disappeared, they walked out of the community side by side, and returned to the street, knowing that it is not up to them to decide how long they will live, but they are full of joy as if they have seen that day, Xu Chenmu Said that Lu Qiong is really a ruthless woman, too mean, actually selfishly wanted to live to be 80 years old, and left herself in this miserable world, Lu Qiong rarely had watery eyes, she clenched her hands tightly Xu Chenmu's hand, isn't she a depressed person?Why did Tang Yi say that?

So she silently stood in line to Xu Chenmu's side, when she raised her eyes, someone on the opposite side pointed at her and seemed to say something, she frowned——