For the rest of his life

It is hard to say what kind of revelation made Lu Qiong choose to come back here.There are vague memories here. During this vague journey, she sent away the seven years of being together with Xu Chenmu before, and the wet seven years were pasted behind her back. The patchwork has actually bridged the years to today. .

She once entrusted her entire life to this room, as if there would be no possibility of separation in the next life, and she could not accept the possibility of not being with Xu Chenmu. Xu Chenmu, then she has to go back to her own coffin-like space. Talking to anyone is a huge struggle and fear. She comes from another world, and Xu Chenmu is her key to open this world.

Opening the door, she found that the ground had already been covered with dust. She walked in and fell into the memory of self-dissection. She ignored Xu Chenmu, so Xu Chenmu walked behind and looked around.

Overwhelming memories flooded over like water, and the scar on her forehead conveyed sharp pain. She supported the wall and rubbed her head, but inadvertently touched a small table, which was covered with dust and hadn't been wiped for a long time.

But this place is clearly popular, with the smell of fireworks, compared with another vague outline in the mind, it makes people feel that this is home.

But it's clear that no one has been here for a long time, and the outline has become more and more blurred, as if crying and looking over, the picture is colorful in her mind, she doesn't understand why the woman in front of her brought her here, even though she still said Can't tell the woman's name.

The name seems to have become a code name, but it seems to represent a kind of oath. If you don't remember it, there is a gap in the bond connecting the two people. In the middle of the living room, I closed my eyes slightly, as if sinking into a dream.

Walking in from the living room, before she had time to look at the house, two hands were put on her waist, and she exerted force on the back of her waist gently but forcefully. Then, she leaned forward and staggered, and she fell forward and slipped into it. To the bathroom.

She froze.

"Wash your face, let's get out of here."

"This...is our home?"

"...No." Everything is drifting, even if this is a relatively long-term place to live, she used to believe that this is a home, but now she is in constant anxiety, not sure if it can be stored for her Life.

"Really?" Xu Chenmu was a little skeptical, she was clearly familiar with this smell, as if a baby was familiar with the smell of the cradle, but Lu Qiong had already said it, and she couldn't question anything, she couldn't just say it was our family Like a naughty child, she washed her face and turned her face away. Lu Qiong was still standing at the door watching, as if through her, she could see the unreachable future.

She squirmed her lips again, but she still didn't say anything. She took a few splashes of water in front of the mirror, she became sober, her mind was refreshed, but her eyes were blurred. She didn't understand why, so she turned on the water again He patted his face a few times, and deliberately rubbed his eyes, which turned red.

"Fake, this is our house, but we don't live here." Lu Qiong finally made up her mind to answer her, leaning against the door to see Xu Chenmu raised her face suddenly, turned her head, showing a comforting look Smile.

She had clearly made up her mind before, leaving all the sorrow and pain behind her, leaving only all her blood and remaining energy to maintain her existing life, that was her sustenance, the only light in the dark night .

What Xu Chenmu didn't know was that there was a cluster of extinguishing fires burning in his heart, which were torches walking in the night, supporting another woman to try to be optimistic and smiling, so she squinted her eyes and looked at Lu Qiong, Lu Qiong revealed With a slightly dazed expression, he came back to his senses after a while, so he also looked back at her.

The moment Xu Chenmu's eyes met, Xu Chenmu blushed shamefully. Why was she blushing when she was stared at? She blushed and felt that she was becoming more and more worthless.

I silently came to this conclusion, I don't know when I came to it, I just put on this stalk as a natural reaction, then blushed even more strangely, ran out of the bathroom, randomly pulled a chair that was wiped by Lu Qiong and sat down, When I looked up, I saw a photo frame upside down on the table.

Like every film and television drama that remembers the past, she slowly stretched out her hand, lifted it up and placed it in front of her eyes in the dim light and mist.

Her own face appeared youthful and reckless on it, and she was standing under the lilac tree in an off-white coat and ripped jeans, grinning and leaning towards the woman beside her.

That was the woman she saw today, that is, the woman whose name she still vaguely remembered but could not remember, and the one standing behind her was a little more unfamiliar than her current appearance.

The woman is also standing under the lilac tree, wearing a long white skirt and a beige coat, her neck is tightly strangled, looking helpless, her face is calm and alienated, but there is a smile on the corner of her mouth, which seems to be in a happy mood A faint smile on such a woman can represent a very happy mood. Xu Chenmu looked at these two people, looked at himself, and laughed happily with a woman he should know well. Look at flowers, go fishing together in summer, go for a walk in autumn to pick up fallen leaves, play in the snow in winter, make snowmen and watch ice sculptures.

Such a picture suddenly appeared in her mind, such vulgar literature and art did not seem like what she would do. She obviously did not remember her outlook on life and behavior, but subconsciously felt that she had done it, but it was not like her own. What I can do is to accompany someone to do it, on a voluntary basis.

His eyes naturally turned to the woman who was smiling as if she wasn't smiling.

Fingers slowly rubbed up.

"I want to see flowers in spring, go fishing in summer, pick up fallen leaves in autumn, and build snowmen in winter. We will do everything you want to do. It's vulgar, literary and sour, but if you like it, do it. Life is too short. .” Someone chuckled softly in their minds.

Xu Chenmu was stunned, his forehead was slightly swollen and painful, and he put his fingers on his left hand.

"You like it here. We'll come here in winter when I'm on vacation."

Her head hurt even more, she rubbed her temples and then her forehead.

"Are you uncomfortable?" A hand was placed beside her, and it stayed on her shoulder for a moment, so she turned her head.

"No, I just have a sudden headache, as if a door came suddenly and insisted on squeezing my head." Xu Chenmu began to talk nonsense, "Is it because I used to play Plants vs. Zombies a lot, and my brain would be eaten by zombies? It seems."

Wait, Plants vs. Zombies?She felt more and more that her skull was about to split open, but she still couldn't speak in this situation. It was a dull pain coming from inside her brain, like a hangover, like it was caused by staying up too late With a headache and fatigue, she got up and passed the photo frame over: "The lilacs are blooming really well."

They are crowded in large clusters on the branches, and the purple is protruding and full of fragrance. It seems to be able to smell the strong and elegant fragrance through the photo. Lu Qiong lowered her head and glanced, not understanding why Xu Chenmu came suddenly. With such a sentence, he looked at her worriedly, but didn't see any worrying eyes from her.

"I...my name...I—" Xu Chenmu closed his eyes and suddenly grabbed her wrist.

Lu Qiong raised her heart to the clouds.He held her hand instead, like a spring flowing through his heart, rushing with gentle power, she had already touched hope.