For the rest of his life

Xu Chenmu is a fool.she thought, smiling.

She often imagined Xu Chenmu worried about her with great happiness, but that fool couldn't remember anything, and he was nice to people out of thin air, which made her inexplicably sullen, but she was so angry at herself, how could it be He even eats his own vinegar, rubs his temples, and stands in front of the mirror to examine his body.

Sometimes I often remember my age. She is a woman standing on the 30-year-old watershed, just like trees record their age with annual rings. She thinks that she uses wrinkles to record her own aging. She is definitely not the type to take good care of Women, it's not that they don't cherish themselves, but they cherish themselves too much and fall into hopeless sorrow.

Always pessimistic, sighing sadly as if the world is ending.

The water vapor covered the mirror with a layer of mist, and she vaguely saw that she had a very young smile. She had always had a young face, and because of the deep face, she had always looked old, but at this age she looked younger . The age of 30 is the golden age. She was extremely afraid of this time period when she was a girl. It seemed that after this year, all the young things would be abandoned, and she would never find the end after shelving them.

She lived in panic all day long, until she met Xu Chenmu, who had a delicate buttocks.

I can't describe the feeling.

Xu Chenmu was very annoying.It's really annoying, desperately asking her to eat Mala Tang or go to a hot air balloon while writing a book, pulling her to go to various activities, as if they are very familiar.I can't see my impatient and gloomy expression in my heart, my face is full of waves, what are the waves? It doesn't look stable or dignified at all.

But she didn't expect that she would be rippling along with her, and her heart was rippling, and she was so used to Xu Chenmu's existence.

It was suddenly discovered that she had come out of the gloom.

So she understood that life is a bitter and bitter job, and she has to fight against all unbalanced thoughts and unhealthy psychology, and then while doing these jobs, she faces her own existence squarely and makes everything change. Get better.

After working for a long time, I slowly realized that life is for my own happiness, Lu Qiong silently squeezed this point in her heart, but Xu Chenmu forgot how to live.

Today, very happy.

She touched her own outline in the mirror and drew it little by little. She imagined Xu Chenmu standing in a daze in the heavy rain, calling her name with open arms.She was suddenly awakened with all the enthusiasm and hope that had been buried.

If we don't have the strength and courage to shout, we don't have the right to remain silent. If we don't have the courage to speak out our thoughts bravely, we don't have the obligation to let others understand as our right.Standing in front of the mirror, she was looking at her own situation and situation, thinking about their unreachable future, Xu Chenmu twisted around in her mind, her small buttocks looked so light, but her eyes were too serious, she He turned his head and pulled out a towel to wipe his body. There was a faint pain in his knees. It was a routine, and it had been years.

knock knock.

Suddenly someone knocked on the door outside.

Xu Chen mopped the floor back?She smiled.

"Well, can you give me some pocket money?"

"Huh?" Lu Qiong was a little surprised, what was she going to do when it was raining so heavily outside?

"Oh, I want to donate to the needy compatriots." Xu Chenmu's voice sounded credible through a door. Lu Qiong thought it was the kind of scammer who would appear in the community. , just wanted to stop her, but couldn't bear to break her kindness, so I was silent for a while, "Okay, go, the wallet is in my bag."

"Well thank you! I love you!"

"...Don't donate all of it..." The silly boy kept some for himself.Lu Qiong thought secretly.

"I know, I'm just showing my heart to help!" Xu Chenmu's voice sounded extremely cheerful, Lu Qiong slightly pursed her lips, thinking to herself when did Xu Chenmu meet, what if it wasn't a liar? Will hindering Xu Chenmu's good intentions make his situation not improve? I thought about it for a long time with complicated emotions, wiped my body and put on my pajamas, and my mind was full of this incident, scrolling and playing.

After she came out, Xu Chenmu had disappeared.

Did she bring an umbrella in such a heavy rain... She thought anxiously, her knees hurt more and more, she grabbed the knee pads, and the soft ones made it a little more comfortable, and she knelt and sat on her knees It was getting warmer on the cushion, and kneeling like this could relieve her leg pain better than sitting. She looked for the drawer where she put the umbrella, and everything was clear, but the umbrella was gone.

Xu Chenmu knew where the umbrella was put.So she smiled, she didn't have to worry about that guy, she fixedly went to look at the diary spread out on the tea table, stretched out her hand, but still didn't look at it, she smiled as if she had a beautiful secret in her heart, and felt very happy today.

Once in a happy time, it is easy to think of very unpleasant things. She suddenly remembered the scene of Song Xinshan sitting with the rich woman today. She took out her mobile phone and deleted Song Xinshan. She thought that although Song Xinshan was sour and old-fashioned, but Anyway, he is an upright person, and he would not speak ill of others like this behind his back, let alone Xu Chenmu, who he liked so much.

It's a pity that Xu Chenmu lost in a game of truth or dare at that time, and was fined to date Song Xinshan for a month.It was her first love, she blushed but she still couldn't convince those people that she couldn't afford to lose, and she really went out with him for a month.

At that time, the whole school knew that Song Xinshan was pursuing Xu Chenmu, the famous trumpet flower in the school. He posted his love poems all over the school bulletin board, and also wrote his love for Xu Chenmu in the student corner of the official website. He confessed to him many times and was featured on the social news several times, but Xu Chenmu just couldn't take his fancy to him, so everyone punished him so that Xu Chenmu would drink alcohol and retreat.

But Xu Chenmu also lost his temper, so he fell in love with Song Xinshan.

Lu Qiong was so angry that she ignored her for a month.

You agreed to be my little angel, you fickle woman!Lu Qiong thought so at the time, at least she didn't tell Xu Chenmu that she had been resentful for a month. At that time, it was unknown that she was writing novels on the Internet. As if he could hold Xu Chenmu firmly in his palm, he gave Lu Qiong a bad smile.

However, Xu Chenmu was already a frivolous woman at that time!Lu Qiong thought so. At that time, Xu Chenmu knew that she had entered his heart, and even agreed to Song Xinshan. What is it with Xu Chenmu!

Now she and Xu Chenmu were nothing, but in the end they lost her because of the quarrel.

But now, she seems to be slowly walking through those barriers and coming back with love and a smile.

He lowered his head and stroked his fingers, the door opened with a bang, and Xu Chenmu rushed into the kitchen.

"... Donated?"

"Ah, not yet..." Xu Chenmu puffed his head out, picked up the pumpkin in his hand, "Look."

"Halloween? It's not here yet..." She was stunned.

"Pumpkin porridge. I just learned it today. I'll make it for you. Your leg hurts. I'm an enthusiastic compatriot who helped you." Xu Chenmu suddenly handed over his wallet, "I also donated some other things to put in the refrigerator. I'm sorry!"

Lu Qiong continued to be stunned: "How do you know that my leg hurts?"

"I... don't know." Xu Chenmu lowered his head and smiled shyly, "I seem to remember it, it suddenly popped up in my mind after you got wet in the rain today, did you take a shower? That's great smell."

Lu Qiong suddenly turned her head away and said nothing.

"Here, take it." Xu Chenmu handed over the wallet like a hooligan, "Are you shy?"

"No, you're overthinking." Lu Qiong took the wallet, raised her chin slightly and looked at Xu Chenmu, who showed a very disappointed look, and disappeared in an instant, and then replaced by a familiar and unbeatable smile : "I'm shy, okay?"

"..." You don't look shy at all... Lu Qiong pursed her lips and looked at her, doubting her words firmly in her eyes, and shook her head.

"Well, really, go and get dressed." Xu Chenmu pushed her.

"You, go take a bath." Lu Qiong said lightly, but without doubt.

Xu Chenmu's eyes widened: "I've got an umbrella!"

"You were caught in the rain earlier." Lu Qiong's voice was still calm, and Xu Chenmu grinned: "Just give me a kiss and I'll go."

"No, it will be contagious." A very emotionless voice came, and there was no emotion in those eyes, so Xu Chenmu thought, did he do something wrong again?Forget whether he is right or not, he pushed her back to the sofa with his hips on his hips, and began to peel and remove the seeds of the pumpkin with his hips on his hips as if going to the slaughterhouse, cut them into pieces and put them on the steamer, millet After washing the rice and pouring it into the pot, something flashed in her mind. She seemed to have done the same thing before, her eyes suddenly blurred, and her memories suddenly merged.

"Lu Qiong, I'm leaving today." This sentence popped up in her mind, and it was clear that it was her own words.

She told Lu Qiong that she was leaving.The last time she made pumpkin porridge.

For a moment, she panicked and rushed out of the kitchen. A hungry tiger jumped on Lu Qiong and hugged her: "Lu Qiong, don't worry, I won't leave! If I don't leave, I won't leave again. Don't be sad."

"I'm not sorry, you're thinking too much." Lu Qiong turned her head, her clear and bright eyes were slightly bent to reveal a smile, and she gently stroked Xu Chenmu's forehead, "I told you, don't be so careful .”

"But you seem unhappy. I said you are a compatriot who needs help, are you angry?" Xu Chenmu rubbed her shoulder, she laughed and rubbed this guy's hair.

"No, it's just that I don't want to talk much because my legs hurt." She kissed her cold earlobe to comfort the panicked Xu Chenmu, and they became closer because Xu Chenmu became very needy to be taken care of, and the coldness on his legs was a little bit The entangled limbs warmed up, and after a long silence, Xu Chenmu suddenly stretched out his hand to scratch her.

"..." Lu Qiong jumped up and avoided, looking at her expressionlessly.

"Look at you, how naive!" Xu Chenmu turned around and said with akimbo, and then strode into the kitchen.