For the rest of his life

The gray and white pigeons flitted across the sky, stepping on the thick leaves on the ground, it was clearly not late autumn, the leaves on the ground had accumulated so much, no one had ever cleaned them, the smell of leaves was in the air, it was clear Refreshing smell, the corner of the long windbreaker disappeared in the woods, and soon appeared on the other side of the gravel road, the woman wrapped in the windbreaker bowed down to tie her shoes, and a woman in a beige coat stopped beside her Waiting for her, both of them looked thin and long-sick, walking together like the girls in the pictures of ladies in those ages when thinness was considered beautiful, their eyes lingered on the small woods, and then they stared into the depths of the woods.The woman in the beige coat gave a dry cough, and the other woman got up, glanced at her, and then continued to pace forward silently, walking quietly, from the forest to this end, in front of it was a small park with no facilities , there was a small lake that dried up, and they sat down on a bench by the lake.

"There's something like this near here." Xu Chenmu looked around as if he had never seen anything before. Next to the bench was a big tree with two people hugging each other. The plastic bag looked shocking, and she tore it off, "Lu Qiong, it seems that after I knew I was a reporter, when I saw this thing, I suddenly wanted to write an article, maybe I would dig into the white pollution or something, or I can't remember other related things, but I seem to be very touched by this thing, can you tell me?"

"You are very touched by everything—" Lu Qiong lowered her head and wrapped her clothes tightly. She easily felt cold, and it was just a whim to accompany Xu Chenmu down. I can't remember, but when I saw her smile, I was happy along with it.Then being fooled, she agreed to anything.

Like a child, she guessed that if Xu Chenmu asked too much, said, let's go and slap Tang Yi before coming back, and rob him of his house, she would think about it carefully, and then tell her softly Whether it is possible, Xu Chenmu seems to be doomed for her.There is a sense of superstition.

"Everything has animism!" Xu Chenmu smiled, "You are a writer, you should be more intelligent than me."

"Fool."

"I—" Xu Chenmu held back his words for a while, but Lu Qiong didn't look angry, so he rubbed her against her, "Tell me something about before I lost my memory!"

"Before you lost your memory—" Lu Qiong pondered for a long time, "Before you lost your memory, you were a heartless person."

One sentence choked Xu Chenmu, and thought for a while: "Then don't say it, in case there is a psychological hint, I swore to remember your name..."

It's strange to remember.Lu Qiong pursed her lips and smiled, she didn't take it seriously, but she wasn't angry either. She turned her head to look at Xu Chenmu, her eyes were bright and her mouth was flat, she was so grown up that she deliberately acted cute, who would have thought that The servant didn't know it, rubbing back and forth, Lu Qiong stroked her hair on the sideburns on her forehead, keeping it away from her ears, Xu Chenmu looked at her sadly, her eyes were covered with this kind of duckweed Same sadness.

"What's wrong?" She moved very carefully.

"You should know what's wrong with me once you lose your memory. I don't remember you, but I like you very much. I seem to be ashamed of you, and I can't do anything. I can't remember anything. I can only remember some strange things. Weird stuff, what ex-boyfriend, what messed up reports, am I very heartless."

Xu Chenmu sighed, and felt Lu Qiong's gaze cast on him, "Why don't you tell me, if I'm a scumbag, then I'm a scumbag, I have to change things that I can't help. To face the future, right?"

Eyes raised, with scorching eyes, Lu Qiong felt as if they made some kind of covenant under this big tree, a predestined contract, and then had to abide by it, the red line gradually appeared, she and this person who were full of hot news The girl kept cutting and messing things up, but in the end it still fell into Xu Chenmu's eyes, which were full of shining stars.

Moved by this sense of sacred ritual and the sudden mission, Lu Qiong's right hand unconsciously plucked Xu Chenmu's broken hair, and finally made up his mind, leaned over and found her lips, burning eternally. With lips and teeth intertwined with heat and tears, Xu Chenmu froze, trying to close his eyes to respond to her.

"Are you coming back tomorrow?" Someone asked in a low voice.

She was startled suddenly.

"Are you coming back tomorrow?" She didn't know who said it, it was like a call from the depths of her soul, it was hazy and distant, only she could hear it, it sounded farther and farther away in her empty head, buried in nothing the depths of light.

The back of her hand was wet with Lu Qiong's tears, she panicked, Lu Qiong pressed her forehead on her shoulder, and took a deep breath: "I can't tell the story in time... I just say what I remember..."

She nodded heavily, clearly not remembering, this kiss seemed to evoke some memory again, the churning was so deep that she couldn't even touch the edge of the darkness.

The only thing that can be touched is Lu Qiong's body, which is much thinner than it looks. Before the fingers can feel it, there is a dull pain in her heart. Lu Qiong shouldn't be so thin. She remembers Lu Qiong It's not so thin. Even though she has never seen it before, she subconsciously received such information. She tightened her arms and listened blankly to the soft narration in her ear. It seemed that she was still crying. The tears were so heavy that she was panting. Out of breath, she vowed that she must remember the past, and then go to work, go to work, work hard for the family, take good care of Lu Qiong, never forget her, always remember her name, and live happily ever after .

"The first time I saw you was nine years ago, when you were an adult, and I was 21 years old."

"Oh, you're three years older than me. The third-year girl holds gold bricks, no wonder I'm the one who suffers." Xu Chenmu couldn't help but interrupted, and his mouth started to feel poor.

"Pfft——" Lu Qiong wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and calmed down. Xu Chenmu's eyes were very firm, and she believed that she was a victim, and there was no offense between them. She has said about the gold bricks before, and it was originally just a joke.

"Hey, seriously, am I really suffering? You see, I finally figured it out, really." Xu Chenmu raised two fingers to swear.

"Yes, you're really smart, you guessed right." Lu Qiong was in a good mood, "Do you want me to continue?"

"Tell me, I won't interrupt, I really won't interrupt." Xu Chenmu repeated.

"You look like a mentally retarded—" Lu Qiong smiled, "That day is the day you came of age. That's your birthday."

"My birthday laid the foundation for me to be mentally retarded." Xu Chenmu took out a pen and wrote in his diary, chanting words, Lu Qiong looked at her with a smile, and she flattened her mouth: "Mentally retarded should not be a good word." Bar!"

"The meaning of a fool." Lu Qiong explained seriously.

But Xu Chenmu suddenly remembered that Lu Qiong's resentful and resentful "fool" just now thought it was a manifestation of flirting, and felt enlightened, suddenly realized, and lowered his head to make a note: "mentally retarded, synonymous, fool. "

Does she really not remember these things?Lu Qiong was very skeptical, but Xu Chenmu took notes as seriously as listening to a class, she didn't speak for a long time, Xu Chenmu finally broke his merits: "Oh, mentally retarded is mentally retarded, if you say mentally retarded, you are mentally retarded, hurry up and say it. "