reborn just to love you

"This is the breath of the Azure Dragon Order." Long Zhan stood up abruptly and rushed towards Long Ao's residence. Although Long Batian was puzzled, he quickly followed.

The two rushed to Long Ao's residence, and the moment they opened the door, the neatly arranged letters on the desk attracted their attention.

Long Zhan approached quickly, and handed the letter on the table to Long Batian behind him.

Long Batian hesitated for a moment before taking the letter and opening it.

"When you read this letter, I have already left, don't look for me, because I went to Tianyan Continent."

"I got the method to go to Tianyan Continent from my second uncle. Don't blame him. I forced him. This is the condition that I am willing to come back with him."

"You don't have to worry about me. With my current cultivation, I can protect myself."

"I said before that I don't hate you anymore. In your opinion, this should be a white lie! It makes you unable to let go of your knot."

"But, what I said is true, I hated you before, but now, I have let go."

"When I was young, Uncle Fu often told me about you and your mother. At that time, you were a hero in my heart. When I was young, I admired you very much."

"At that time, although I already knew that I was abandoned by you, I did not despair, nor did I hate you."

"Because I always have a little fantasy, fantasy that one day, you will appear in front of me and admit my existence."

"Until that time, when I overheard the discussion of the servants, I didn't know that my mother was killed by me."

"At that moment, I felt that the whole world collapsed. When I opened my eyes and saw the world, it was also when my mother left me."

"It was very painful and sad. During that time, I kept asking myself a question, whether I shouldn't have been born or come into this world."

"If I hadn't been born, my mother wouldn't have left you, and you wouldn't have suffered so much."

"And I won't be in such pain anymore, because of my existence, all tragedies will happen."

"So, if I'm gone, all of this will disappear, including your hatred and resentment towards me."

"At that time, I always thought that as long as I died, all this could be over."

"I thought that by doing this, I could atone for my mother who died because of me."

"But at this time, you appeared. When I was the saddest, most painful, most helpless and desperate, you appeared. Your appearance made me see hope again, and at the same time pushed me to the hell".

"My Long family doesn't raise waste! When this sentence came out of your mouth, I realized how stupid I was, and I still expected to get your approval."

"It wasn't until that moment that I realized that to you, I was just a waste, a waste that you didn't even want to look at."

"To you, I have always been just a superfluous existence. At that moment, hate! It will grow uncontrollably from the bottom of my heart."

"Why should I be said by you? Why should I be hated by you? Shouldn't I be the one who should hate?"

"Obviously you brought me into this world, obviously because of you, I came into this world."

"But since I was born, you have ignored me, made me suffer so much, and let me live in darkness. It is clear that everything I am now is caused by you."

"In the end, even the last glimmer of light was shattered by your own hands, and the last glimmer of disappointment was also shattered."

"And all of this is thanks to you, so why do you hate me, don't want me, why did you give birth to me."

"Once hatred grows, it will be difficult to disappear, because I hate you, so I practice so desperately."

"And all of this is just to prove to you that I, Long Ao, am not the worthless trash you said, but a black dragon soaring above the nine heavens."

"And what happened on the test platform made me lose Long Yun, and at the same time, my hatred for you broke out. At that time, I really wanted to find you desperately."

"But luckily in the end, you agreed to my request and made me calm down a little bit."

"After that, I went through a lot, and when I looked back again, I realized that among all these things, the most damned person is me, and the person I should hate the most is also myself."

"I'm not qualified to blame you for Yun'er's death. If it wasn't for me, if it wasn't because of me, Yun'er wouldn't have died either."

"I clearly know how much Long Lei wants to get rid of me, but I still leave him behind so carelessly."

"The occurrence of all this may be God's punishment for me! After that, after losing Yun'er, I thought a lot."

"I find it exhausting to hate someone, and I should be thanking you".

"So now, I really thank you, thank you for giving me life, thank you for bringing me into this world, thank you for allowing me to open my eyes and see the world."

"Because you gave me life, I can see this beautiful world and appreciate the beauty of this world."

"Because you gave me life, I can meet all kinds of people, make close friends, and recognize brothers who live and die together."

"Even in this life, I met the person I love the most in this life. It is because of Yun'er that I can understand your feelings for your mother and your feelings when your mother leaves you."

"It's also because I also have the heart-wrenching feeling when the person I love leaves me, so I really don't hate you anymore."

"Since I was born, because of my mother's affairs, you have never given me a little bit of fatherly love."

"But at least, I am willing to believe that you loved me the moment I was born."

"The most important thing is, if you are not a good father, then I am definitely not a good son."

"If you say that in the past ten years, you have not fulfilled your responsibilities as a father for a single day, then similarly, in the past ten years, I have not fulfilled your duties as a child for a single day."

"I heard Uncle Fu say that after mother left, your cultivation began to stagnate."

"Because I have the same experience now, so I know that you have been living in the past, living in that place with a mother, unwilling to wake up, unwilling to face, unwilling to look forward."

"Because the moment Yun'er left me, I couldn't believe it was real, I couldn't believe she really left me, I couldn't believe she really disappeared from this world."

"If it weren't for the existence of the three kinds of fixed soul orbs that can keep Yun'er, my situation might be even worse than it is now! You and I might not be as harmonious as we are now!"

"I know that my current thinking, no matter who it is, is an impossible delusion. Perhaps in the eyes of others, this is just a sustenance I am looking for for my own sadness and powerlessness"!

"But I believe that if it is you, you must be able to understand me, because I know."

"At the beginning, if you were by your mother's side, you would have made the same choice, keeping your love by your side in a way that was almost decisive."

"When I made this decision, I always believed that at the end of this continent, at the peak of martial arts, there must be the answer I want to find."

"Maybe it's because I have sustenance! I didn't lose my way, I didn't trap myself in the past, but I clarified my direction and strengthened my belief."

"Although I didn't become decadent because of Yun'er's departure, like you, I left my heart in the past, just like you left yourself in that place with a mother."

"So, what I said may not be convincing at all, but I still want to tell you that it's time to accept the fact that mother has left you, and even if you trap yourself in the past, it won't help. It is impossible for mother to come back again."

"In these years, you have been unwilling to admit this fact, so you threw me far away, refused to acknowledge my existence, and refused to accept the reality that mother will never come back."

"But, I believe mother, I absolutely don't want to see you like this, obsessed with the past you."

"Father! This is the first time I've called you that. If it was face to face, I know very well that I wouldn't be able to call you that."

"So, although now, I can only address you in this way, but I still hope that when you and I meet again, I can call you this name face to face, and I hope that by that time, you and I People can get along like real family."

"I don't hate you anymore, so I also hope that you can let yourself go. I always believe that mother has always been by our side and never left."

"On this point, I believe you should feel more deeply than I do, otherwise, you wouldn't have buried your mother in that place."

"Just as you firmly believe that mother has been watching you, I also believe that in that future, there must be a light that belongs to me."

"There is still a long way to go, I will keep going forward, never stop, keep walking until I find my destination."

"I believe you also understand that this is what my mother wants to see. She wants to see the domineering and powerful you, just like, what I want to see is the you who is called a hero in the mouth of the rich uncle." .

"It's true that I'm not a good father, but you must be a good son," Long Batian said softly, staring at some vague words.It is obvious that he has not recovered from the content of the letter.

"Brother, I'm sorry, it's all because I told Long Ao how to enter Tianyan Continent that he left so quickly," Long Zhan said with regret.

"Didn't Long Ao say that? You were also forced, so you don't need to apologize." Long Batian patted Long Zhan on the shoulder.

"However, I didn't tell him how to condense the protective token. Will he be in danger?"Long Zhan's eyes were full of worry.

Long Batian was taken aback, and tightened the letter in his hand, "Don't worry! That kid, if he didn't have a way to protect himself, you think he would let you go so easily."

Long Zhan was stunned for a moment, thinking of the young man who had been in control of the initiative when he was negotiating with him before, he couldn't help but smiled, and he said so!

Volume [-]: Tianyan Continent, A New Beginning