reborn just to love you

"Long Ao, there are many dangers in the secret realm, you have to be careful," Zi Yuxuan said.

Although she knew that Long Ao was very powerful, she still couldn't help worrying about him.

"Instead of worrying about me, you might as well worry about yourself," Long Ao said.There was a little alienation in the cold voice.

Zi Yuxuan lowered her head, not wanting the other party to see her injured eyes.

"Rain spin"!Qin Meng held her friend's white hands that were pinched, she didn't know how to comfort her friend at this moment, and the atmosphere seemed a little dull for a while.

"Long Ao, I want to talk to you," Zi Yuxuan said, her voice still gentle.

"I......"!Long Ao just wanted to refuse, but when he saw the girl's tear-filled but still stubborn eyes, he finally chose to compromise.

"I understand", Long Ao got up and went downstairs with Zi Yuxuan.

Seeing the disappearance of the two figures, Qin Meng stood up abruptly, her tone was unprecedentedly serious, "Bai Yu, I think it's time to understand the matter between you and me."

"I understand." Putting down the wine glass, Bai Yu replied softly.

"Xiaobai", Qi Yue got up, and just about to catch up, she was stopped by the guards around her.

Sitting down a little discouraged, this time, she didn't make trouble unreasonably as usual, because she knew that she couldn't get involved in the matter between those two people.

"Longao"!The boy who had been walking forward was awakened by the girl's soft voice.

"kindness"?Long Ao looked up at the girl.

"Sit here"!Zi Yuxuan said with a smile.

"good"!Looking at the green grass in front of her, Long Ao nodded, since she came out till now, she never took the initiative to speak at all.

"Long Ao, I like you", Zi Yuxuan looked directly into the young man's eyes, and said with a smile, but in those eyes, there was an undisguised sadness and an undetectable expectation.

"I'm sorry, I already have someone I like," Long Ao said, with a gentle expression that she had never seen before.

"I know," Zi Yu twisted her lips, "Seeing your expression, I knew I had no chance."

"Just by seeing your expression, I know how much you love her. In fact, from the very beginning, I knew that it was impossible between us."

"I know very well that it is impossible for you to fall in love with me, but I am still moved for you."

"Maybe in my heart, there is still a trace of expectation, looking forward to the response of my heart."

"Although I know that this is just an unrealistic fantasy, but only I face it bravely, and only I can convey my heart."

"I was able to persuade myself to let go, because I have worked hard and fought for it. No matter what the outcome is, at least I will not regret it."

Although tears were still on her face, she still smiled brightly at Long Ao.

Looking at the young man in front of him who had blocked her countless times and rescued her from danger time and time again.

This figure, which doesn't look tall, exists like a mountain in her heart.

Blinking, crystal tears rolled down her cheeks, the girl still curled her mouth and said with a smile. "Okay, give me a hug"?

"I'm sorry", without the slightest hesitation, Long Ao rejected her, just because she didn't love her, just because she thought that she shouldn't be the one who embraced this fragile girl in his arms to comfort her.

She couldn't reciprocate her feelings, let alone give her any promises.

"If there is anything else I can do for you, just ask," Long Ao said.

"I knew you would say that, but no need," Zi Yuxuan smiled.

Looking at the girl, Long Ao remained silent except for being silent, she couldn't say anything at this moment.

The two people standing under the bridge didn't know that there was a woman in red looking at them on the bridge at this time.

These two people were Qin Meng and Bai Yu who left after Long Ao. After they came out, they walked around randomly until they reached the bridge and saw the two people standing under the bridge, then they stopped.

"Actually, I don't have the courage of Yuxuan, nor her bravery."

"She has been pursuing everything she insists on and pursuing her dreams without fear."

"No matter when, she can face up to her heart and move forward bravely."

"Looking at her like this, I can also gain courage from it. For so many years, she has been supporting me to move forward, giving me support and encouragement."

"Even this time, for Long Ao, she already knew the result, but she still chose to face it."

"Looking at her like this, I realized how cowardly and timid I really am."

"but now....."!Qin Meng raised the corner of her mouth, "I got courage from her."

"Bai Yu, do you know? Every girl has a dream, a dream of being rescued by a hero, and longing to live happily with the hero."

"However, they have all forgotten that they fall in love with heroes, but heroes may not fall in love with them."

Bai Yu looked at the girl standing beside him, and he didn't know how to speak, let alone how to react.

"Do you know? I used to imagine that one day, we could live a happy life like the heroes and beauties in other people's stories."

"But now I know, all this is just my unrealistic fantasy!"

"How about it, do you think I'm ridiculous?" At this moment, the girl lost her previous lively atmosphere, with a faint smile on her face.

The eyes that were originally smiling now also took on a hint of self-deprecation.

"Qin Meng"!Bai Yu opened his mouth, but didn't know how to comfort the other party.

"Actually, I knew from the very beginning that you were using me, but I didn't hate you, and I agreed to marry you."

"Perhaps there is still a little expectation in my heart, looking forward to even a little bit of temptation from you."

"But the final result told me that all of this was just my extravagant wish"!

"Maybe I wanted too much, and in the end, I ended up with nothing to get!"Qin Meng turned around and wiped her face. She didn't want this person to see her in a panic.

"I'm very sorry"!Looking at Qin Meng's profile, Bai Yu spoke, his eyes full of self-blame and guilt.

In order to achieve his goal, he hurt the girl, even though it was not his intention.

"You don't need to fight, and you don't need to feel guilty about it." Qin Meng didn't turn around, but tightened his grip on the armrest under him.

Looking at the figure standing under the bridge, the corners of his mouth curled up, revealing his usual smile.

yes!Now she will no longer feel confused about this, nor will she run away from this person. This time, she chose to face it bravely.

"White Feather"!Qin Meng turned around and looked at him, "I don't hate you, neither at the beginning nor now, I have never hated you."

"Because you used to be my hero, Bai Yu, now you don't need to use me, and you can gain a foothold in that place, so let's break off the engagement!"

Looking at the girl's bright smile, her gentle but watery eyes, and the gentleness echoing in her ears, Bai Yu subconsciously grasped the clothes on her chest.

Just because of his heart, Lu jumped out of control.

"Long Ao, can you tell me about her?"Zi Yuxuan sat down with her arms around her knees, and tilted her head to look at the young man standing beside her.

"Her name is Long Yun." After hesitating for a while, Long Ao sat down cross-legged, and told the other party about the person who was rooted in her heart.

"She is a very gentle and beautiful girl. To me, she is like the sun."

"It is also an existence that I can never get close to. I never thought that there would be any intersection between me and her."

"Because from the beginning, I knew that she and I are people from two worlds, she is so beautiful, so gentle and kind."

"And I, I am a person who lives in the dark, so I refuse her approach again and again."

"I pushed her away from me time and time again, but every time, she would appear by my side with a gentle smile."

"I don't care about the harm I have suffered, and I have never even blamed me for being ruthless to her, and even the idea of ​​​​giving up has never existed."

"No matter how ruthless I am, since I hurt her deeply, she will still raise a gentle smile and silently guard me."

"Pain because of my pain, sad because of my sadness", Long Ao curled his mouth, his eyes filled with tenderness and distress.

The girl in my memory, no matter how many times she pushed her away, no matter how many times she was hurt by herself, she would always stretch out her hand stubbornly and tenaciously.

He never gave up the chance to be close to him, the girl in his memory who called him Brother Long Ao and smiled brightly.

Now it can only exist in memory forever, blinking, Long Ao forced back the tears that were about to overflow.

When he spoke again, the young man's voice was full of tenderness and nostalgia, "I have been struggling in the dark all my life, and I thought that my whole life would be out of touch with the light."

"But her appearance brought me out of the darkness. It was she who gave me light and made me understand what love is and what selfless dedication is."

"However, I have been escaping, escaping from her feelings for me, escaping from my own heart."

"Because of my cowardice, because of my timidity, I have never had the courage to admit that I have fallen in love with her."

"I keep telling myself that's not love, I keep telling myself that I don't love her."

"But all of these are just excuses I made for my cowardice, using such excuses to deceive others and myself."

"Until...! It wasn't until the moment she left me that I realized how much I loved her, and it wasn't until the moment I held her in my arms that I realized that I had already fallen in love with her."

"However, if you think about it carefully, I didn't even give her a real smile. All I left her was pain."

"But until the moment she left, she never hated me, never even thought about herself, she still suffered for my pain, and still worked hard for my happiness."

Long Ao blinked, the tears that filled her eyes finally rolled down, in the dim eyes of tears, she seemed to see again, when Long Yun fell into her arms, that pale but bright and gentle smile.

And the eyes full of nostalgia and reluctance when looking at her, and the happiness and regret that climbed up the corners of the eyes when I heard myself say I love her.

How could it be possible to forget, that girl who had already been engraved in her heart and integrated into her blood.

Zi Yuxuan sat quietly listening to the boy's narration, from the beginning to the end, she never said a word.

Tilting her head to look at the boy's side face, seeing the teardrops rolling down the boy's face, Zi Yuxuan blinked.

From Long Ao's narration, she could imagine that the girl with a bright smile like the sun, for the one she loves, does not remember the price, does not remember the loss.

Even if this feeling is not reciprocated, let alone responded, but still stay with the one you love without the slightest complaint.

As long as she can be by that person's side, no matter how she is rejected or avoided, she will smile again and again and stand by his side again.

For her, to be able to guard the one she loves, to watch him, to be with him, she is already happy enough and satisfied enough!

However, Zi Yuxuan blinked, and when the girl was about to leave this world, her feelings were echoed.

There is nothing more satisfying and fulfilling than being loved by someone you love.

However, she can no longer stay with the person she loves, can no longer be with him, can no longer look at him, for Long Yun, this will be her regret!

The feelings she couldn't get no matter what, she finally got a response. When she left, what kind of mood was she in?

Regret, loss, and no longer being able to move forward with the one you love.

However, no matter what, Zi Yuxuan opened his eyes with a faint smile.

When that girl left, she was full of happiness and satisfaction. Compared with that girl, she had never paid anything for Long Ao.

Ever since she met Long Ao, she has always been the one to be protected. To be honest, she doesn't know Long Ao at all.

Although she believes that it is absolutely true that she likes the other party, liking is a matter between two people, and she cannot force a person who does not like her to like herself.

The most important thing is that after listening to Long Ao's story, she understood that this young man probably won't be able to forget that girl in his whole life!

And this also means that Long Ao will never fall in love with anyone except Long Yun again.

sad?Zi Yuxuan asked herself, of course she was sad, how could she not be sad, the person she loves doesn't love her, and she already has her own heart, is there anything more sad than this?

However, it doesn't matter anymore, Zi Yuxuan curled the corners of her mouth and put on a gentle smile, these are not important now.

Of course, this does not mean that she has given up, but she understands through this incident.

Loving someone doesn't mean you have to get something. Silently guarding the other person is also a way to express love.

Now she no longer expects her feelings to be responded to, even if she can't stay by this person's side, as long as the other person lives well and lives happily.

Even if she could only watch from a distance, she was already content, she thought, if it was that girl named Long Yun, she would probably make the same choice as her!Because of this, it is enough.

"Long Ao, are you happy?"Zi Yu turned her head to look at the boy, and asked seriously.

"kindness"?Long Ao looked at her with some doubts, and she couldn't react to Zi Yuxuan's inexplicable question for a while.

But looking at the girl's smiling eyes, Long Ao also smiled, and said in a gentle voice. "I'm very happy"!

"Really"!That's good, Zi Yuxuan stood up and said softly. "Let's go back"!

"Master"!

"Longao"!When the two returned to the inn, Qin Meng and Bai Yu had already returned, but unlike before they left, Qin Meng looked much more relaxed.

At this time, he and Wuying were getting together, laughing and laughing, not knowing what they were talking about.

But Bai Yu, who was sitting on the side, frowned at this moment, drinking glass after glass of dull wine, his eyes were a little dazed.

It seemed that there was something that made him a little puzzled, even when the two of them came back, he didn't see the slightest reaction.

"Master, why haven't senior sisters come back?" Seeing Long Ao sitting down, Wu Ying asked.

Then he frowned and said a little worriedly. "Sister Xue won't cause trouble again!"

"With Yan'er watching, nothing will happen." Long Ao frowned, also a little worried, they knew Lin Xue's temperament very well.

Coupled with the fact that Yang Yan loved her very much, looking at the darkened sky outside, Long Ao picked up the wine glass on the table and took a sip, hoping that nothing would happen!

"Master, Junior Sister, we are back." Following the sound, a silver lightning flashed and landed on Long Ao's shoulder.

"Yue, you are so disrespectful, you haven't seen Master yet! You are so anxious."

"I bought so many delicious food for you today." Seeing Yinyue leaving her shoulder, Lin Xue complained with some dissatisfaction.

"Senior Sister", upon hearing Lin Xue's voice, Wuying stood up and responded. At the corner of the stairs, Wuying helped the two of them share the weight on their hands.

"Master, we're back, and I've made you worry," said Long Aoyangyan a little embarrassedly.

They should have come back earlier, but she still couldn't say no to Lin Xue, that's why they stayed so late.

"You don't need to talk, I understand," Long Ao said flatly.

"That's right! Master and I are used to it, who made Sister Yan always spoil Sister Xue so much?"Putting down the things in his hand, Wuying also joined in the action of teasing Yang Yan.

Yang Yan's face turned red, but he couldn't open his mouth to refute, because what the two of them said was the truth.

"Junior Sister, Senior Sister, I also dote on you very much." Seeing Yang Yan blushing, Lin Xue hugged Wu Ying, and rubbed the other's head vigorously, which seemed to help Yang Yan out of the siege.

"They are the two you mentioned!"Bai Yu put down his wine glass, stopped drinking, and stared at the two of them with great interest.

In his opinion, the people who can make Long Ao move his mind to accept disciples are not ordinary people.

"Yes, they are all my apprentices," Long Ao said,

"oh"!After listening to Long Ao's words, the others also turned their attention to the two of them, looking at them curiously, apparently they also had the same thoughts as Bai Yu.

"Master, are they your friends?" It was extremely unnatural to be stared at by everyone, and for some unknown reason, Lin Xue took a step forward, blocking Yang Yan behind her, and blocking everyone's scrutiny.

"Ha ha"!Long Ao laughed lightly, making Lin Xue blush.

"Okay, stop staring at them and scare them." Long Ao stood up and took a few steps towards the two of them.

"It's getting late, there are still things to do tomorrow, everyone should leave!"

"That's right, tomorrow we have to be more energetic to welcome the opening of the secret realm! Anyway, it's the hermitage of the emperor-level powerhouse!"Xiang Wentian said with a smile.

"Master, the room is ready." During the time when several people were talking, Fu Lu had already returned, standing beside Long Ao and said respectfully.

"Then let's take our leave first," Long Ao clasped his fists and said.

After saying goodbye one by one, everyone went to rest.

Speechless all night, early the next morning, after a simple breakfast, several people met at the entrance of the secret realm.

However, Long Ao rubbed the center of his brows, "Let's go and stand aside, you guys don't follow me"!

"Hey! Why is this? We finally met, and we didn't have a good chat yesterday. What do you think?"Bai Yu put her hand on Long Ao's shoulder and said with a smile.

"Your goals are too big." Long Ao patted his arm away and rolled his eyes at him.

"There are quite a few direct descendants of the four major families who know them, so Master and apprentice Long Ao stood with them, and they were often baptized by their eyes."

"You will care about these," Bai Yu pouted.

"It's two different things." Long Ao frowned. Of course, she was just talking, and she wouldn't really hide away because of those people's sizing up or curious eyes.

"But speaking of it, there are really a lot of people!"Bai Yu said.

"It's not easy to get the jade card here, it's just..."!Long Ao looked around and said lightly.

"None of the real masters showed up. Although it is a secluded place for emperor-level powerhouses, it is not very attractive to real powerhouses."

"By the way, Long Ao, a jade card can only bring four people in, what should you do?" Bai Yu added as if just remembering it.

"I have someone with me," Long Ao said casually, without intending to explain further.

"That's it!"Bai Yu nodded, but didn't ask any more questions.

"Long Ao", Bai Yu bumped into her arm, what kind of cultivation are you doing now.

"I......"!Seeing the curiosity on Bai Yu's face, Long Ao said lightly, "Guess what?"

"I guess, I guess you are a big-headed ghost"!Bai Yu curled his lips and rolled his eyes at her.

"You are Long Ao." Just as the two were chatting here, a thirteen or fourteen-year-old boy appeared in the small group and interrupted their conversation.

Long Ao looked at the reputation, and what he saw was a little boy wearing white clothes and carrying a black sword, looking at her curiously.

Long Ao looked at the two women standing behind the boy, and said. "it's me".

"You are Long Ao, it seems that I have found the right person," the boy said happily.

"Sure enough, as my aunt said, you are easy to recognize." The boy looked Long Ao up and down.Obviously, he was very curious about the young man Ling Yan was talking about.

"Senior has told me about you before, and about my situation, senior has also told you," Long Ao said.

"Yes, my aunt told me that I hope I can worship you as my teacher. My aunt said that she can't help me, but you can help me," the boy said.

Long Ao was silent for a moment, she saw the strong dependence and trust in her from the boy's eyes.

Presumably, the other party trusted Ling Yan very much, so he also trusted Ling Yan's recommendation.

"Senior should have told you that I may not necessarily accept you as an apprentice," Long Ao said.

"Of course, my aunt told me, but I don't necessarily accept you as my teacher," the boy said without showing any weakness.

Long Ao smiled, and just as he was about to say something, he felt a vibration in the space, and a circular vortex as tall as a person suddenly appeared.

"Let's go in and talk about it"!Long Ao patted the boy on the shoulder.

"Oh! Alright", the boy took out the jade token Ling Yan gave him. As soon as the jade token appeared, a suction force came, and the figures of the four disappeared in place in an instant.

"I'll go, this guy is too fast!"Bai Yu said in his mouth, but his hands didn't stop.

One after another, everyone entered the secret realm, and the originally bustling Yunyin City seemed a little deserted for a while.

When Long Ao opened his eyes, the surrounding scenery had taken on a new look.

The green hills, green water, the fragrance of flowers, the chirping of insects and the chirping of birds, was like a paradise. Letting go of the hand holding the boy's shoulder, Long Ao stretched his waist and took a deep breath.

Turning to the boy, he stretched out his right hand and said with a smile, "Let me introduce again, my name is Long Ao."

The boy was stunned for a moment, although he didn't quite understand, but he still reached out his hand and shook Long Ao, and said his name, "My name is Yun Yin".

"I heard from seniors that you are an orphan." Long Ao sat cross-legged on the ground, without any scruples about Yun Yin's feelings, and casually threw out a sentence.

"Yes", Yun Yin didn't care, and admitted very frankly, "My parents were killed by the enemy".

"But at that time, I had no ability to avenge them. Even I myself hid everywhere in order to avoid the pursuit of the enemy."

"In the end I made a living by begging. I couldn't live a normal life until I met my aunt."

"However, because I have a non-attribute physique, even my aunt can't help me."

"However, three years ago, my aunt came back from a trip and told me that she had found someone who could help me."

"She said she found a good teacher for me, and said that it would be great if I could worship that person as a teacher."

"Good teacher!"Long Ao twitched the corner of his mouth, she is not a good teacher!

"Do you still want revenge"?Leaning back and resting his hands behind his head, Long Ao asked casually.

"Of course", Yun Yin glanced at her, as if he felt that Long Ao asked a stupid question, "How can we not report the bloody hatred".

"Really"!Long Ao closed his eyes, a little noncommittal.

Not caring about Long Ao's reaction, Yun Yin continued, "Actually, when my aunt takes me in, she can help me avenge her."

"It's just that there is a sea of ​​blood and hatred, how can it be faked by human hands, I have always thought that one day, I will be able to avenge my parents with my own hands."

"However, because of my physique, which is like a trash, I can't break through, so there is no revenge."

"Even if my aunt is the most powerful existence on this continent, she can't help me."

"After all, the non-attribute physique is too peculiar, at least no one has been able to break through this barrier from ancient times to the present."

"Did you know? When my aunt told me that there was a person with a non-attribute physique who broke the barrier that no one had broken through for thousands of years."

"As shocked and unbelievable as I was, I was so excited and looking forward to it."

"Yunyin, you said you want revenge, and I believe you have the determination, but..."!After a pause, Long Ao continued.

"Even when it comes to blood and deep hatred, I can't smell the slightest breath of anger from you."

"What do you mean?" Yun Yin frowned, looking a little dissatisfied, "Do you mean that the comfortable life now has made me forget the bloody feud back then?"

"Ha, isn't it?"Long Ao said with a half-smile.

"For you now, it doesn't matter whether you take revenge or not. Am I wrong?"

"Even so, so what, is there any conflict between my worshiping you as my teacher and whether I want to take revenge?"Yun Yin asked.He seemed a little annoyed by Long Ao's sharp question.

"You know what? People like us have to pay a price that others can't imagine in order to break through."

"And now you, do you have such awareness?"As Long Ao said, a mocking smile rose from the corner of his mouth, to Yun Yin, or to himself?

"cost"?Yun Yin frowned, "How do you know that I don't have such awareness"?

"Yunyin, do you like your current life?"Instead of answering Yun Yin's question, Long Ao seemed to ask a question that had nothing to do with the present.

"ha"!Yun Yin looked at Long Ao with a very puzzled expression. He really couldn't figure out what the other party's questions had to do with whether he could be accepted as a disciple.

Although puzzled, Yunyin still replied, "I like my current life very much. My aunt treats me very well, and everyone in Lingyan Pavilion also takes good care of me."

"Really"!Long Ao stood up, with his back to Yun Yin, he couldn't see her expression clearly at this time, and he didn't know what she was thinking, after a while, Long Ao finally said.

"Since you like your current life, you should cherish it. Yun Yin, Long Ao turned around, looked at him, and said with a smile. "I won't accept you as a disciple."

"Why"?Yun Yin jumped up, a little excited and a little angry, although Long Ao's expression looked very gentle at this time, not at all cold as when they first met.

"Yunyin, since you have let go of your hatred, why force yourself to go back to that painful past."

"Since you are no longer obsessed with revenge, why should you care whether I will accept you as a disciple?" Long Ao said flatly.

Although Long Ao was very calm at this moment, if Yun Yin hadn't been angry and agitated, perhaps he could have noticed the deep regret and pain deep in the eyes of the calm young man.

"I've said it before, I haven't forgotten to take revenge, please don't make wild guesses." Yun Yin waved his hand, looking a little irritable.

"Even if that's the case," Long Ao shrugged, "In short, I won't accept you as an apprentice. If you want revenge, let seniors help you! If you want to come to your request, seniors won't accept it. rejected".

"I've said it before, bloody revenge, how can it be faked by human hands, instead of letting others avenge me, it's better not to avenge it," Yun Yin roared in a low voice.

"You don't want to accept me as an apprentice, at least let me know the reason, don't tell me..."!After a pause, Yun Yin said.

"The reason why you don't accept me as an apprentice is related to the price you said, Long Ao, you said before that if people like us want to break through, they have to pay a price that others can't imagine. What is this price? What? And what did you pay for?"

"It's really rude of you to ask such a question!"Long Ao twitched the corner of his mouth, looked at Yun Yin, the smile on his face seemed a little stiff.

"The price I paid for successfully breaking through the barrier was losing the most important person in my life, the one I love the most. This is the reason why I was able to break through successfully."

"Yunyin, if I tell you that if you want to break through, you have to abandon all the past with your predecessors and go back to that painful past. Even so, it doesn't matter to you?"

"Abandoning the past with my aunt, such a thing, such a thing, how could it be possible?" After a while, Yun Yin roared back in a low voice.

"Since it can't be done, then don't mention revenge. Now you don't have such a strong obsession, and you have already lost your original determination to revenge."

"You like this have no way to understand the true meaning of the spirit sword to us," Long Ao said.

Yun Yin stared at Long Ao in a daze, watching the movement of the other party caressing the spirit sword, blinked his eyes in surprise, he never thought that this person would show such a gentle expression.