The world does not play mosaic [Comprehensive]

"Little monster, you should reflect on it inside!" Mrs. Cole locked the door firmly, and then left this unlucky place muttering.

Tom was on the ground half a day before he got up, aching all over from fighting with those goddamn bastards, and they just had to put the shit bowl on his head and get away easily.

And he is a famous little monster, of course Mrs. Cole will only punish him alone.

Feeling that the wound on his face was still bleeding, Tom tried to touch it, but was stimulated by the pain on the wound.Withdrawing his hand, there is nothing here to treat the wound.

Today's food has also been taken away, and Tom is very hungry now.

People who entered the small black room would never give food unless Mrs. Cole had a conscience.

As for a little monster like him, Mrs. Cole wished that he had never appeared. It would definitely be good news for Mrs. Cole if he was really starved to death.

But Tom didn't want to die... Tom didn't want to die...

It was difficult for Tom to turn around in this small dark room. After touching the bed board, Tom lay down on it with difficulty.

Everything here is dirty and messy, and it's so small and dark, except for the clean bed, there's nowhere to stay.

Feeling that the wound was no longer bleeding, Tom tried to find a corner of the bed and nestled.It is very cold at night, there are no quilts here, not even torn cotton wool, only this posture can ensure that the heat loss will be slower.

Tom remembered the faces of those dregs who robbed him of food, each of them was so disgusting, but because they were all "normal people" and he was a different kind, a little monster, so he was the only one who was punished forever!

Tom bit his lower lip unwillingly. These unwillingness gradually condensed and turned into strong resentment.He hates this world that doesn't make him feel warm, hates this world that treats him as a different kind... He hates this place! !

The dried blood condensed into blood clots, and the feeling of sticking to the skin was not at all uncomfortable, a little itchy and a little nauseating.

Tom resisted the urge to use his hands to pick off the scabs. Once he scratched the wounds that had stopped bleeding because of the scabs, he was afraid that he would die here because of excessive bleeding.

Christmas is never his holiday, those warm fireplaces, sweet food, those smiles that smell like honey... are not something he can have.

Because he's a little monster everyone hates...

At this time, Tom felt that he was getting hotter, but he was not optimistic at all, because he felt the swelling pain in his head, and his body was weak and uncomfortable... He really wanted to drink water...

He raised his hand with difficulty and felt the temperature of his forehead with the back of his hand.

It was indeed very hot, and he had a fever.

Tom put down his hand weakly again, and when the hand fell, he accidentally touched the injury he suffered from the fight, causing Tom to grin his teeth in pain.

What about a fever?Nobody cares except himself.Mrs. Cole wished he was dead...but he didn't want them all.

God is not merciful at all, He is so cruel to His believers.His shepherds are also so vitriolic, violating the teachings of God, everything is false, they are all for money, life is not important to them at all...so Christ is the most hypocritical!

Tom felt cold now, and as he got colder and colder, he hugged his body tightly, trying to retain the last bit of warmth in this posture.

Tom didn't dare to utter a word, even though the resentment in his heart was like wild weeds, but he was afraid that if he said a word, the faint heat would be lost.

His body was getting weaker and weaker, his hands and feet were weak, Tom couldn't even hug himself, his hands slipped to his sides, and he slid down against the wall as if he had no bones.

I couldn't see anything clearly in the darkness, only the feeling of getting colder and colder clung to him like a demon...

Will it die?

It's okay to die...

This indifferent and hypocritical world...

he's had enough...

Tom tried his best to open his eyes wide, but his eyelids were as heavy as a thousand pounds, and he had no strength to resist at all... After fighting for too long, Tom trembled his body, and finally closed his eyes unwillingly, and he His breathing also became vague.

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"Little monster! It's all the fault of you and your female monster!" Tobia collected all the food in the house. After he ate it all by himself, he searched everywhere for Irene but couldn't find it. A lot of wine, very bad mood.And Severus, who happened to appear, was the target of his venting his anger now. Even if this kid hadn't done anything yet, as long as he appeared here, it would be an original sin.

Severus wanted to avoid Tobias, but he was so hungry that he came out of his room looking for something to eat.But he didn't expect that he was bumping into Tobia's hand.

"It's all because of you two losers!" Tobias saw that Severus' eyes were red, and Severus kept staring at him without saying a word, which made him feel When he got scared, thinking that the monster was going to attack him, he threw a wine bottle over.

The bottle brushed past Severus' face, and Severus looked at Tobias, who was just... he just wanted something to eat... Severus, dazed and dizzy from hunger, reacted to such a vicious attack No strength to escape.

"No..." Severus couldn't speak, he wanted to say something, but Tobia's attack came again, and he could only dodge in a panic.

The room was small and dark, and Severus couldn't see what was hitting him, but Tobias moved, and Severus ran away, he wanted to go back upstairs and shut himself in the room Well, as long as this man can't see him...

But this is dad...why is this happening?

Just because he's a wizard?

But his mother told him that wizards are noble people, not monsters...why does his father hate them so much?

Severus struggled to avoid the attack from his father, but he who didn't eat anything at all was not as strong as Tobias who was well fed, even he was just a child, and Tobias was a Kong Wu Strong adults too.

He could escape for a while, but he couldn't escape for a lifetime.His physical strength was very different from that of Tobias, and although Tobias had already contracted the bad habit of drinking, his strength was not comparable to that of Severus.

Severus saw the opportunity and wanted to run out of the house, but in the end, his legs lost strength, and Severus almost didn't fall, and Tobias threw a wine bottle at Severus's back at this time On his back, Severus was knocked down.

"Bang!" Severus fell to the ground with a dull pain in his back, looking at the door that was close at hand, but he didn't have the strength to run over.

Tobias threw more bottles at Severus: "Aren't you good at running? Aren't you good at hiding? You little monster! Go to hell!"

The feeling of the wine bottle being hit on the body was painful at first, but after suffering too much, the pain became dull.

After Severus' head was smashed by Tobias, the world in front of him turned blood red.

Severus didn't look at Tobias who was still venting, but stared at the ray of light in the crack of the door, wanting to reach out his hand to touch the light, the world outside the door could be free, and I can escape the beating and abuse from my father...

The light is so close, but there is never a way to touch it.

Severus didn't understand why his father who loved him so much before became like this.

Maybe those memories are all fake, Tobia has never loved herself at all... Those are all fake... If there was no such warmth in the beginning, it wouldn't be so uncomfortable now, right?

If daddy hadn't been nice to him, if daddy hadn't called him "Sev", if daddy hadn't smiled at him, if daddy hadn't hugged him, taught him every moment to be a man... then he wouldn't be like Are you so sad now?

Why did mother choose him?why?If dad is a wizard, can he understand himself?If his father was also a wizard, wouldn't he be rejected by his father?

Or if he is not a wizard, can he always enjoy his father's love?

Why did my mother choose this way?Why are humans so vulnerable?

why?

why? !

Why? ! !

There are countless reasons in his heart that he wants to ask, but he can't spit out the broken syllables of a single word.

Eyelids are getting heavier and heavier, the blood-red world is being eroded by darkness, and Tobia's cursing voice is gradually fading away...

The world fell silent, and Severus closed his eyes, staring at the last gleam of light.

Tobias felt uncomfortable thinking that he would still be in the same room with this monster. Seeing that the monster had fallen down, he went to open the door and kicked away Severus, an unsightly trash.

He's looking for a good place to drink. Those sons of bitches won him a lot of money yesterday, and he's going to win it back!

The author has something to say: I originally planned to release it on Christmas Eve on 12.24, but I remembered that V University’s birthday is 1926.12.31

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