Concise and profound

After more than a year, Liu Yishen begged again, asking Yan Jian to let him go home.

There seemed to be a tearing pain in Yan Jian's heart.

Obviously he can give Liu Yishen a home, why can't Liu Yishen see it?

Yan Jian's hands were clenched into fists with such force that the veins on the back of his hands bulged. He tried his best to suppress the grief and pain in his heart, and finally said the words buried deep in his heart.

"Liu Yishen, why can't the person I marry be you?"

After finishing speaking, Yan Jian's gaze was firmly fixed on Liu Yishen's face, not wanting to miss the slightest change in his expression.

Liu Yishen froze for a moment, obviously shocked by this sentence, but he still shook his head: "Your family members don't like me, and they probably wouldn't recognize this child, and..."

"And what?"

"I've tried many times, but I still can't remember everything. Just thinking of you makes me sad. Maybe I don't want to remember you subconsciously, Mr. Yan."

Before Liu Yishen's words fell, Yan Jian's heart was filled with unbearable pain: "I will remind you!"

Liu Yi was stunned. Before he could react, his shoulders were pinched by Yan Jian's hands, and his mouth was suddenly blocked by Yan Jian's strong and fiery kiss, and his breathing was completely messed up.

Liu Yishen frowned, and twisted her neck trying to dodge and break free, but at this moment, Jian stretched out a big palm to hold the back of his head, and pressed her chest against him, firmly trapping Liu Yishen. in his arms.

First she bit Liu Yishen's lips, and then her tongue went straight in. Yan Jian chased and sucked Liu Yishen's small tongue, sucking the body fluid in his mouth domineeringly, and kept deepening the intense kiss.

Liu Yishen's cheeks were flushed, his tongue was numb, he was almost out of breath after being kissed, and his expression was not half intoxicated, but panicked and resisted.

Those humiliating and painful memories of the past suddenly flooded into her mind. Regarding Yan Jian's kisses and hugs, especially in terms of sex, Liu Yishen's inner resistance became more and more intense. At this time, her body couldn't help trembling. The back of Jane's neck, which had been bitten repeatedly, also began to ache.

With wet eyes, Liu Yishen wept unconsciously.

Yan Jian was startled, and immediately stopped kissing.As soon as the lips of the two separated, Liu Yishen reached out and pushed Yan Jian away.

The moment Yan Jian was pushed away, not only Yan Jian was stunned, but Liu Yishen himself was in a daze.

Yan Jian's heart was full of suffocation, and the light in his eyes was completely extinguished.

Yan Jian couldn't remember how he left the hospital that day, his whole body seemed to be taken out, his footsteps were weak and his mind was blank.

The scene in the hospital that day, and the words Liu Yishen said, have been lingering in Yan Jian's mind recently, and they can't get rid of them.

Yan Jian who woke up in the middle of the night, no longer sleepy, got up and got out of bed.

The lights in the room were not turned on. He opened the curtains, and there was only one person standing quietly in front of the window.

Born in Yan's family, Yan Jian's family education has been very strict since he was a child, and he himself is also very self-disciplined, and has always been stricter than self-interest.He has a good capacity for alcohol, but he doesn't drink often, and usually only drinks with others on social occasions.

Yan Jian also quit smoking for almost half a year. During the three months when he took care of Liu Yishen in the hospital, he did not smoke or drink at all. Whenever he felt melancholy and confused, he would just look into the distance alone and let himself go.

Having suffered from insomnia for several consecutive nights, Yan Jian stood silently in front of the window in a daze for several hours until the early morning of the next day.

The blackness of the remnant night gradually faded, and the sky was half-dark and half-bright in the early morning. Yan Jian looked up at the sky, only feeling that the gloomy sky was very similar to his current state of mind. He was full of depression and depression, which was hard to relieve.

After a while, the chilly icy spots suddenly fell, slowly condensed into snowflakes, drifted down profusely, and it started snowing again...

Yan Jian couldn't remember how many times this year's snow fell, but at this time, it was also snowing heavily in his heart.

Yan Jian began to lose weight during this period, losing weight quickly, and his face seemed to be permanently covered with dark circles. He was also absent-minded when working, it was difficult to concentrate, and he often felt tired and unable to do what he wanted.

But he couldn't fall down. In order to keep working, Yan Jian often drank coffee and almost couldn't do without three meals a day, relying on the stimulation of caffeine to maintain energy.

Seeing this, Cao Cheng shook his head and sighed repeatedly, trying to persuade Jian, but every time he said something unnecessary, Yan Jian's eyes darkened, and he raised his hand to interrupt him, obviously not wanting to listen.

After leaving the hospital that day, Yan Jian hadn't seen Liu Yishen for almost a month.

It's not that they didn't see each other, even though the two of them didn't meet directly, Yan Jian couldn't help but secretly went to visit Liu Yishen.

It's just that he is always in the dead of night, when Liu Yi is deeply asleep, he takes a look at the door from a distance.

After Liu Yishen was discharged from the hospital, because the car he usually drove was too conspicuous, Yan Jianjian bought an ordinary gray Volkswagen, which often parked downstairs in Liu Yishen's community.

Every time as long as she can see him from a distance, even if it's just a quick glance, Yan Jian will be much more at ease.

He understood that Liu Yishen didn't want to remember him, and besides, he kissed Liu Yishen on impulse that day, so Liu Yishen definitely didn't want to see him even more.

Yan Jian, who took over Huahuan Entertainment from his father at a young age and is in charge of a huge company, is handsome and rich, and most importantly, he is still single, and has not been rumored to have any dating partners.

The outside world always thinks that Yan Jian has a lot of lovers behind his back. When he gets interested, he just hooks his fingers, and there will be a bunch of men and women crawling onto his bed, vying to warm him up.

But these are just cover-ups. It is impossible for a superior to easily reveal their true self, just to keep outsiders from guessing, and all aspects need to be concealed.

Yan Jian and Xu Chenyao grew up together, and the Yan and Xu families are family friends, so Yan Jian chose to get engaged to Xu Chenyao, which was expected by many people, but Yan Jian left the engagement banquet in a hurry that night, which made countless people stunned. Broken glasses.

Xu Chenyao once asked Yan Jian, besides Liu Yishen, had he considered anyone else?

Yan Jian didn't shake his head immediately, because he really wanted to forget Liu Yishen at that time, and he wanted to try, but unfortunately he couldn't.

Ever since Yan Jian ran away from marriage, he had his first big dispute with his father Yan Yifeng. Mr. Yan was furious and slapped his son.After Liu Yishen gave birth to a child, she was paralyzed in bed due to amnesia, Yan Jian insisted on taking care of Liu Yishen, and the father and son began to quarrel again.

Yan Jian's attitude and position are very firm, even if Yan's family does not accept that child, his parents would not recognize that grandson, but he wants it!

That child is not an illegitimate child, but his son!

After Mr. Yan and Mrs. Yan finally calmed down, and regretted it and figured it out, Mr. Yan asked Yan Jian to bring Liu Yishen and the child back.

In the end, Yan Jian told them that Liu Yishen was going to get her custody back, and the child's surname might also be Liu in the future.

Mr. Yan couldn't hold back his face again, his face turned green and pale with anger, but Jian Jian still said that no matter whether Liu Yishen entered Yan's family or not, that child's surname was Yan, he would always be his son.

In two days' time it will be New Year's Eve, and the Yan family's continuous noise has finally subsided in the past few days, and their family also wants to have a stable year.

Madam Yan used to persuade her son to cry when it got too big, but it was useless. Now she felt sorry for her son who was getting thinner and thinner, and she didn't dare to say anything more.

Mr. Yan couldn't say anything about his stubborn son, he had to admit that Yan Jian's temper was indeed like him when he was young, and he was as stubborn as a cow.

When Liu Yishen returned to Nancheng, Lu Xinmao hadn't been Zheng Zhouchuan's bodyguard for a long time, and followed him all over the country.After his father passed away from a serious illness last year, Liu Yishen had the idea of ​​taking his younger brother away, and now he brought up the matter again, discussing it with Lu Xinmao, and the two brothers planned to leave this place with their children in the next year.

The day before New Year's Eve, this morning Lu Xinmao went out to buy new year's goods, Liu Yishen took care of his son at home alone, unexpectedly Yan Jian would come to visit.

Yan Jian also bought a bunch of things, especially children's products, a lot of children's clothes, snacks and toys.In Liu Yishen's astonishment, Yan Jian had already called a few couriers to move in, and the living room was immediately filled with these boxes.

After not seeing each other for many days, Liu Yishen was suddenly dumbfounded. He looked at Yan Jian with various emotions such as astonishment, panic, and helplessness intertwined in his heart, but he opened his mouth and did not say a word for a long time.

It was Yan Jian who spoke first: "Happy New Year to you in advance, can I see my son?"

Liu Yi was stunned for a moment, then nodded, and led Yan Jian into her son's small room.

The child's room is decorated beautifully and carefully, the overall color is bright and warm, and the style is also very cute and cartoon, but there are a few posters of superheroes on the wall, and some models of cars, sailboats and robots are placed on the table. All boys like.

The baby has not been drinking milk for a long time, and he is still awake at the moment. The little guy has not seen Yan Jian for a long time, but he still recognizes him at a glance.

Little stars twinkled in his bright black eyes, he grinned, and waved his chubby hands, obviously greeting Yan Jian.

Yan Jian took out the Transformers toy he specially brought today, played with his son for a while, coaxed his son to his satisfaction, and fell into a sweet dream again.

Afterwards, gently closing the door of the small room, Yan Jian and Liu Yishen walked out of the room lightly.

"Liu Yishen, do you want to leave Nancheng? But this is clearly your hometown, where are you going?"

"..." Liu Yishen was stunned, he didn't know how this matter had reached Yan Jian's ears.

Yan Jian has not been able to completely let go of Liu Yishen, so naturally she secretly sent someone to watch Liu Yishen, and at the same time protect the safety of him and the child.

"You and the child stay here, you don't have to go, I will leave."

Before he finished speaking, Liu Yishen's eyes widened, and he was so shocked that he couldn't speak for a while.

Yan Jian took a deep breath, his face was calm now, but his heart was churning, and the heart-piercing pain slowly spread to every vein in his body, but he tried his best to restrain himself.

"Today is the last time I see you. I will leave later, go far away, and won't disturb your life anymore. I hope you will raise your child into a man of indomitable spirit. In the future, you will also find someone who is more...better... ...men take care of you."

"Liu Yishen, but before I leave, can I... Can I hug you for a while? Just for the last time." Yan Jian said, her tone became mournful, even with a hint of begging.

How could this man speak to him in such a tone?This is definitely not a brief statement from his bad memories!

Liu Yishen couldn't believe it, and his heart began to hurt again, but he nodded.

Fearing that Liu Yishen would push him away again like last time, Yan Jian was careful this time, not daring to use too much force, he just hugged Liu Yishen gently, and slowly buried his head in Liu Yishen's neck nest.

He has known Liu Yishen since junior high school. At first, Yan Jian just wanted to beat Liu Yishen in the debate competition and on the basketball court, but then this feeling gradually changed.

Yan Jian wanted him, wanted Liu Yishen's whole body and mind, and let Liu Yishen belong to him completely.

Yan Jian still wanted to say a lot to Liu Yishen, to tell him all the truths that he couldn't say, but at this moment, his throat seemed to be blocked by a sharp thing, hiding a pain that he couldn't resist with despair.

Is he asking too much?

Is he too greedy, too attached to a hopeless love?

So the heavens are punishing him, Liu Yishen regards him as someone else, and now she doesn't want to remember him, rejects him repeatedly, and resists him.

Even if he said all those words now, what's the point?

It's too late, it's too late.

Liu Yishen always said that she wanted to go home, but after all, Jane couldn't give Liu Yishen the "home" she wanted.

In Yan Jian's brain, the memory images of the past ten years kept flashing, crying and laughing, tears intertwined, in each picture, there was a delicate and clean charming smiling face, but now it was all fragmented.

Maybe Liu Yishen is right, why bother to continue to entangle and torture each other, it is better to let go and separate.

Back in high school, Yan Jian lost, and later called Liu Yishen "brother", and it is still the same now, in this love, since wishful thinking, then you have to bet and admit defeat.

Liu Yishen let Yan Jian hold her, both of them were silent and neither of them spoke, the long and deep sadness gradually filled the whole living room.Suddenly, Liu Yishen felt the wetness between her neck and a few drops of warm liquid slipped down.

Could it be that he...

Before Liu Yishen could think about it, Yan Jian's hoarse voice came from his ear, and he said, "Liu Yishen, I'm sorry."

More than ten years of persistence, countless black and white days and nights, and thousands of words can't express the nostalgia. It should have been more intense and fiery words, but in the end it was just such a simple three words——

I am sorry.

Yan Jian lowered his head and left without raising his head. He left resolutely.

As if having a premonition, the child suddenly woke up from a dream. He couldn't see a familiar face, and cried loudly. Unfortunately, Yan Jian never looked back...

Liu Yishen froze in place, he touched his neck, and felt the hot and moist tears.

Yan Jian really left and would never appear in front of him again.