Transmigrating into various wonderful roles

When Cao Xiaoying woke up, it was still in the middle of the night, and there was only one or two days left before the start of the third year of high school. The tutoring class will officially end today. Maybe she will never see Xiaoyu in this life, but Cao Xiaoying thinks she will remember that life once This touch of warmth that appeared.On the contrary, the happy time is always short. Cao Xiaoying quickly devoted herself to the study and life of the third year of high school. The college entrance examination is only [-] days away, and her parents began to get nervous.Instead of being as loose as she had been without showing her face for a long time, Cao Xiaoying felt uncomfortable instead. Maybe it was because she had been disappointed more times, but now she didn't want to have extravagant hopes.Ever since her parents started showing her presence in front of her eyes, Cao Xiaoying has never had those weird dreams again. I don't know if it's more melancholy or more relief?Ever since she stopped dreaming, Cao Xiaoying locked her previous diary in a box. If someone saw her, she would definitely think her brain was abnormal, and she couldn't take this risk.

Since her grades have improved a lot recently, the teachers' eyes have also started to fall on Cao Xiaoying, which makes Cao Xiaoying a little tiresome.Every time I pull it over to mobilize before the exam, I promise one by one that I will study hard and not fall in love early. It is really annoying. Can you still let the candidates prepare for the exam?Feeling helpless to complain, Cao Xiaoying had no choice but to bear it. Fortunately, she didn't have any pressure on her studies, and her memory was not bad, so her grades in the first model and the second model were steadily improved.In fact, those questions are too simple for Cao Xiaoying, but she can't take the first place in the school all at once, so of course she has to take it easy and improve slowly so as not to arouse suspicion. On the one hand, Cao Xiaoying is more cautious.Finally, there is still a week left before the college entrance examination, and the school has been suspended. The candidates in the third year of high school go home, and those who stay in school stay in school. In short, everyone is not at peace.

Cao Xiaoying didn't want to stay at home all day and face two unfamiliar faces, so as usual, she went to and from school at a fixed time, which was no different from usual.It's just that every time I go home, my parents look very worried. I don't know if it's because I don't want to go home, or because the college entrance examination is approaching. Anyway, Cao Xiaoying doesn't intend to ask them.Cao Xiaoying felt that the atmosphere between the three was heavy, so she didn't easily touch their bad luck. Anyway, after college, she was free and could go to other cities by herself, where she was the only one.In such a strange atmosphere, the day of the college entrance examination finally came, the most important day in a candidate's life, which determines their future life, but Cao Xiaoying was a little nervous.Looking at the crowds outside the examination room, watching the parents exhorting their children, watching the traffic police maintaining order, and watching the tense and anxious faces, Cao Xiaoying only felt a burst of irritability.

Following the flow of people into the examination room that had been expected for a long time, Cao Xiaoying sat in her seat in the examination room after a series of strict inspections. She was a little absent-minded. It was not until the test papers were distributed that she cheered up and worked on the questions carefully and patiently.The three-day exam time passed by in a flash, and Cao Xiaoying basically didn't feel anything, because she devoted herself wholeheartedly to each exam.On the day the exam ended, her parents drove to pick her up for the first time. Cao Xiaoying was not flattered, but rather confused. So, the sun came out from the west today?Otherwise, how could the two busy people have time to pick her up.Cao Xiaoying got into the car silently carrying the stationery, her mother sat with her in the back, looking at her worriedly, while her father drove the car quietly in front, the atmosphere in the car was too gloomy.Cao Xiaoying couldn't figure out why they came to pick her up in such a way. It's better to let the three of them be free than to suffer for the three of them. In fact, she didn't need their hypocritical concern at all.

"Xiaoying, listen to your mother. Your mother is very worried about you. We found your diary, and the contents in it are difficult for us to accept. Maybe we should find a psychologist to show you. We are not saying that you I have mental problems, I just want you to talk to a psychiatrist, I know, your brother's death has hit you hard, but we only have you left, and I don't want anything to happen to you." Dad said, Cao Xiaoying turned from anger to panic, especially when her father mentioned her brother in a sad tone, Cao Xiaoying had a bad premonition in her heart, and her head started to hurt involuntarily.Brother, when did she have a brother?No brother, don't!

Cao Xiaoying remembered everything. She had a twin brother who died in a car accident trying to save herself. Since then, Cao Xiaoying has been blaming herself.Because she was the one who caused the car accident, she chased the flying red balloon and accidentally got in the middle of the road, and the traffic lights changed quickly.An oncoming car made her freeze in the middle of the road. When the car was about to rush over, it was her brother who pushed her away, but his brother himself passed away forever.The young Cao Xiaoying looked at the blood in front of her and was at a loss for a long time, until the crowd moved away, her brother was taken away on a stretcher, and she was also carried into the ambulance.Since then, she has fallen into a sluggish state, often staring at red in a daze. Her parents had no choice but to persist for a few years, and they had no choice but to take her to move to another school. The situation improved, but she forgot everything about her brother before. Even his childhood sweetheart, Gu Anran, has been forgotten in the depths of his memory.

Because she is a twin, she looks more and more like her brother as she grows up. Gradually, my mother can't look directly into her eyes, and my father can't stand my mother's nervousness, so he starts to travel frequently.Cao Xiaoying became withdrawn and rebellious, maybe all of this happened inadvertently, Cao Xiaoying was only influenced by subtle influences.Now all the truth has been revealed, but Cao Xiaoying would rather she never remembered it in her life, why should she recall the sad memory again?It would be great if there is a gashapon machine, she would like to be like Yotsuba, who can find her brother, even if it can only accompany her for a few decades, she is willing.In the end, Cao Xiaoying agreed to see a psychiatrist. She clearly knew that she was not crazy, she just had a real dream, where there were laughter, emotion and tears, but she really became stronger , There is no need to rely on escape to heal the wound in my heart.

Looking at their daughter who was chatting with the psychiatrist, the hearts of the two fell down. After this incident, Cao Xiaoying found that her mother would never avoid her again, but took care of her carefully like a porcelain doll, for fear that she would also die. It really made Cao Xiaoying dumbfounded that she would leave her.When she got the admission letter from the university, and when the whole family celebrated together, Cao Xiaoying remembered those unforgettable warm experiences when she was a child, her brother must be looking at her in heaven.Brother, don't worry, she will never run away again in the future, she will always go on strong, live her own life well, and she will take good care of her parents.

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Cao Xiaoying got her wish and went to university in other places, but the fly in the ointment was that Gu Anran followed her here, and her parents also left their jobs and came to accompany her often, feeling that she was starting to degenerate.Clothes to stretch out hands, rice to open mouth and so on, isn't it the treatment that only children can enjoy?Now that she has turned into a giant baby, she really wants to cry but has no tears.It's not that she hasn't stopped, but she is alone and weak, and she can't hold back the three of them at all.

Because of Gu Anran's strong intrusion, the students in the university misunderstood that they were boyfriend and girlfriend. As a result, there was no one who pursued them in the whole four years. Is she so bad?Although she is not very beautiful, she is still a delicate beauty after tidying up. At least the eyes of boys will still fall on her from time to time. For this, Cao Xiaoying, like every woman, has a natural intuition .However, the college life that she was supposed to enjoy was still like high school. Although Gu Anran was very handsome, he didn't reveal it.Faced with the envy and hatred of others, Cao Xiaoying couldn't tell. You didn't make an appointment and let others approach you. Did you do that?Who should she marry in the future?

"Of course you're marrying me! Is it not obvious enough from me? All of you in the class know that you have been booked by me, why haven't you realized it?" Don't want to be so exciting if you continue to expose the words and confess your confession in public!Well, forget it, she reluctantly agreed, lest Gu Anran would not be able to step down from the stage.