Reemployment Guide for Laid-off Players

Jiang Le's illness was diagnosed the winter before the game, and no one told Jiang An.That was when he was so busy with the competition that he couldn't take care of the rumors, his own brother who was far away on the other side of the ocean was preparing for an operation in the hospital.

In the phone call on New Year’s Eve, my parents originally wanted to tell him that his brother was sick and might have to postpone his return home. Across the vast ocean, both ends of the phone were full of worries, so there was nothing else to do except a quarrel that lasted for more than ten minutes. .

The painful treatment process made Jiang Le, who was fifteen or sixteen years old, feel the weight of his life for the first time. He was overwhelmed by the weight day and night. Watching his parents rush around because of his illness, he suddenly gave birth to a baby. The thought of not wanting to continue, and then he practiced it over and over again, but he was saved every time.

"He is very good, but he is also very stubborn. When he was sick and caught a cold, he was afraid of taking medicine. He said that the medicine was too bitter and would not take it. My mother mixed the medicine into his food in different ways to coax him to take it. If he was afraid of injections, my father agreed to him. , as long as he listens to the doctor, take him to the amusement park when he recovers—I was forced to go to the amusement park near my house more than a dozen times." Jiang An laughed as he talked, and a thought came to his mind. Find out the child who cried so much that the snot bubbles came out, rubbed against him while crying, and laughed again after eating chewing gum.

Xia Yao tightened his fingers, then slowly raised his arms around Jiang An's waist, leaning gently on his shoulder.

"So then I thought, he was really too scared. He didn't know that he would die in the hospital one day, with tubes all over his body, and a ventilator to survive. He saw so many critically ill patients in the hospital. People die in pain every day, and they must be terrified to think of jumping off the cliff. He tried so many times, and finally ran out of the hospital and hid for three days before finding the cliff." Jiang An added.

In the middle of winter, Jiang Le ran out of the hospital and sent a message to his parents, saying that he was going to meet friends in the next city. In fact, he only wore a pair of cotton slippers, wrapped a coat over his hospital gown, and hid on the street for two days. People say that place is very beautiful, the sea is under the cliff, the sea will not freeze, and the blue is very beautiful, so he spent the last money on his body and went there by car.

He didn't know that his parents had been looking for him for three days and two nights, and they also called the police. The local police had already launched an operation since he got in the car. When he got to the place, he found that it was forbidden to enter and exit.But he was so determined to die that he walked up from the hidden mountain forest. When he stood on the edge of the cliff, he lost a single slipper, and his toes were cut many times by stones.

He was too tired to prepare to jump off, so he rested on the rock for a while, and within a short while, his parents finally found him.

Then he didn't have time to say a word, turned around and jumped down.

"I want to ask him why he is not afraid. Looking at such a high cliff and the rough waves below, why is he not afraid?" Jiang An was suddenly very sad. He gritted his teeth to swallow the sourness in his heart, closed his eyes With a long sigh of relief, he continued: "They told me it was too sudden and no one reacted at the time, but at that moment my mother rushed forward first, she pushed Jiang Le back, slipped her foot and fell back When she fell down, my dad followed her and grabbed her. Jiang Le wanted to die. He never thought that such a thing would happen. He instinctively stretched out his hand to grab my mother, but he didn't catch it—— I didn't catch my dad's hand, only his sleeve, and when the people around rushed over to help, Jiang Le only had a torn sleeve left in his hand.

"Then it rained, heavy rain, Jiang Le lay on the edge of the cliff and cried all afternoon, but never tried to jump down again, the search and rescue team didn't dare to let him recognize it, it was my parents' fault Friends and colleagues helped with the funeral."

Xia Yao said sorry in a muffled voice, Jiang An turned to look at him, raised his hand to pat off the unmelted snowflakes on his hair, shook his head and said, "I'm fine, it's Jiang Le who is fine."

"He's still—"

"In the beginning, no one told me what happened, because I was the only family member left in Jiang Le, and they didn't say anything, but I found out later, when I packed Jiang Le's luggage, I found his medical records. , and then ask my parents’ colleagues and I will know everything.”

Jiang Anhe stood in the snow with Xia Yao in his arms, and after a long silence, he said again: "Jiang Le didn't dare to tell me, he must have regretted his original decision, he was afraid of losing me, so he followed my advice, especially my words, I could feel him making it up to me as much as he could.

"In order to cure his illness, I sold the house left by my parents and my car. The treatment process was very painful, but he never complained of pain or discomfort, and even cried to avoid me. Later He doesn’t even make demands on me, he agrees to everything I say, he thinks that I work so hard because of him, my parents died because of him, and I can’t continue to play because I have to take care of him.”

Xia Yao rested his forehead on his shoulder and asked in a low voice, "Did you—"

"I used to want to blame him," Jiang An knew what Xia Yao was going to ask without even thinking about it. He turned his head and kissed him on the back of the neck, and said softly, "But he is my younger brother, and he grew up with me. My younger brother, the emotion of 'hate' is too strong. He is only 16 years old. He is the age with dreams and enthusiasm for the future. Suddenly suffering from such a serious illness is like being sentenced to death. He is just afraid, so what? What's wrong? Others are not qualified to judge him, I am his only relative."

After he finished speaking, he paused for a moment and then said: "If it were me, I would do what my parents did. If I were Jiang Le, I might make many wrong decisions because of fear. All of these things are beyond the reach of others. Only relatives can experience it.”

Feeling that the person in his arms was tense and his back was stiff, he let go of his hands to hold Xia Yao's face, and suddenly saw his eyelashes sparkling, as if he had cried.

But Jiang An burst out laughing: "Why are you crying? Feeling uncomfortable?"

Xia Yao bit his lip and nodded slowly, a crystal clear tear rolled out from the corner of his eye.Then he shook his head again, opened his mouth to speak, as if he didn't know where to start, and finally returned to calm.

Jiang An raised his hand and wiped away the tears on his face with his thumb, and comforted him softly: "Some people will blame you for hating you because of the exchange of life, and there will also be people who feel lucky that you survived and want to treat you better. Together with everything you didn't have time to give to the other person, doing everything you can to just hope you can be happy, this is not a question of whether you are worth it, understand?"

"Being unloved and being loved, you have to accept it, our heart." He added at the end.

Xia Yao opened his eyes again, and the layer of water vapor formed under his eyes gradually disappeared.He suddenly thanked Jiang An solemnly, probably because he was afraid that he would misunderstand, and added carefully: "I really want to thank you, I didn't mean to be polite to you."

Jiang An couldn't help laughing: "Then I also want to tell you that you are welcome, and I don't mean to be polite. Only you know about this matter, remember to keep it secret for me."

Xia Yao also laughed, pursed his lips and smiled so that his brows and eyes were crooked, and his eyelashes were still shining, and he nodded his head with a "hmm".

Jiang An slowly walked back to Shen Yanleng, Chen Gu came to him mysteriously with a notebook in his hand, looked around for no one, pulled away the chair beside him, sat down and said in a low voice: "The star contestant invitation has begun, fans -"

"Fans vote 70%, players recommend 30%. The top two in the overall ranking can participate in the season finals even if they don't have enough points. Then I want to ask you." Jiang An took off his earphones and leaned on the back of his chair to look at him. What's going on with the gameplay?"

Chen Gu licked his lips, frowned and asked him, "How do you know everything?"

"I heard our baby say that Tayue wants to build a large map for all-round competition, combining the characteristics of MOBA and FPS, so it's like that, that game..."

"You guys?" Chen Gu frowned, "You mean Xia Yao?"

Jiang An got up and poured water to drink, and said, "I have other treasures?"

"Fuck, it's so disgusting, can you change the name, I really can't listen to it anymore." Chen Gu exaggeratedly pretended to vomit, then opened the notebook in his hand and placed it in front of Jiang An.

Jiang Anan didn't care, raised his eyebrows and smiled and said, "I want to be called whatever I like. I not only want to be called Baby, but also Xinxin Baby."

"...How could you be this kind of person." Chen Gu was heartbroken.

The notebook in front of him was filled with a whole page, and Jiang An could still read the first few paragraphs, but the handwriting at the end was so "unruly" that he couldn't recognize what Chen Gu wrote. He pointed to a line of words Ask him: "What are you writing about?"

Chen Gu glanced at him: "The names of the two games that are particularly popular right now—don't read them, I'll tell you the key points."

"Okay, you say."

"The introduction of MOBA and FPS gameplay is to increase the fun and competitiveness of the World Tournament. Let me ask you this, does the foreigner know what Luoying Colorful means? At most, he knows that it is a game skill, and it is a cultural symbol. It is difficult for him to understand, and this is one of the reasons why national style MMORPG is difficult for all people to play."

He was talking vigorously, and Jiang An's dispersal had already started. While beating people, he took the time to say to him: "Are you the key point? Why do I think it's more complicated than what you wrote in your notebook?"

"It seems to be the same—let's focus on it. According to the gossip, the new gameplay is about putting forty people on one map, with their own strongholds, and two villages and towns outside the strongholds."

"This is too MOBA!" Jiang An tilted his head to look at him, then quickly turned to continue outputting.

Chen Gu turned his pen and turned to look at the computer screen: "Not only MOBA, but also more FPS. The whole team only has one chance to revive, and healers are allowed. There should be four roads in the map. The specific details are not clear, probably next week. It's about to be made public."

After Jiang An finished playing this game, he took off his earphones and came face to face with Chen Gu. He thought for a while and said, "Then how do you judge victory? Stronghold? Human head? Or do we need to make a crystal?"

"It should be points. Each event counts as points, and each event also has awards. The championship club should look at the total points."

"okay I know."

"...No more? Do you have anything else to ask? Or something to say?" Chen Gu tapped in front of him with a pen, and said, "Don't you think you should care about the season finale? "

Jiang An took off the earphones that he had just put on. After much deliberation, he really should face up to the matter of star player invitation system, so he turned his chair to Chen Gu and asked him, "When will the voting start?"

"Just a few days."

Jiang An thought for a while, then asked seriously, "What do I need to do?"

Chen Gu also answered him seriously: "It's miserable."

"Sell what?"

Jiang An is really the first time a big girl has been on a sedan chair for selling miserably. Chen Gu told Jiang An to revisit the old things in the live broadcast room these days, pretending that she didn't know anything and then being "contrived" by others. The so-called fake Sai can also take the opportunity to clarify.

So Xia Yao was forced to watch Jiang An for several days and then send him a message, commenting on whether it was really miserable.

In the evening, the two had just had dinner together and went back to the base separately. As soon as Xia Yao went online, he saw Jiang An start a live broadcast. As soon as he entered Jiang An's live broadcast room with his trumpet, he happened to hear him talking about himself.

"Let's chat with everyone today. In fact, I see that many people are asking about my relationship with Qing and Xia, and I haven't responded yet. Let me tell you today—"

Xia Yao suddenly became nervous, holding his breath and waiting for his next sentence, while holding the mouse tightly.

"Actually, the two of us are not like everyone thinks, we have to fight inseparably in the backstage to attend the event."

Xia Yao couldn't help laughing, and then sent ten small universes in the live broadcast room.

"Thank you for the ten hearts from our little universe—sorry, I thank An Xinxin for giving me a little universe."

Xia Yao couldn't stand it any longer, she fell onto the bed with her cell phone and covered her head with a pillow, her heart was beating enthusiastically, as nervous as if her relationship with Jiang An was suddenly made public.

And Jiang An was still talking about him and himself.

"He and I were alumni in high school, but I don't have much memory—no, no, no, of course it doesn't mean that he is transparent. He is so handsome and his grades are good. How transparent is it? My memory is too bad. Later, he was drunk in the youth training. Ying encountered such a thing again..." When he said this, his voice suddenly fell silent, and Xia Yao then lifted the pillow to look at the phone, and there were already various science popularizations in the barrage.

"Guiding the way I don't know @跟月吃瓜集团"

"After 100 years, is there anyone who doesn't know how dirty YXY is?"

"Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow"

"Passers-by would like to ask if Xin'an's retirement last time was also YXY's coquettish operation?"

Looking at the constantly refreshed barrage, Xia Yao sat on the bed and thought for a while, then simply sent 520 heartbeats to the live broadcast room.

Under Chen Gu's command, Jiang An's "sell miserably" was selling like a raging fire. He read along the row of gifts, and suddenly paused when he read "An Xin Xin Xin".

He laughed softly, his tone much lighter, and said, "Thank you An Xin for your 520 heartbeats."

Obviously it is "a", but he insisted on replacing the quantifier with "time".

Then a colorful bullet screen floated across the screen: An Xin Xin Xin: I like An Shen the most!Come on for the final!

Jiang An looked at the 520 special effects whose heartbeat hadn't disappeared, lowered his head and smiled again, then raised his head and said, "Well, let's work hard together."

When the broadcast was about to end, he still canvassed for himself. It was the first time he was so active in business. He was not used to turning off the computer and lying on the bed. He hugged his phone and asked Xia Yao for comfort.

Chen Gu persuaded him while playing with Xiao Xiaole: "There must be a first time, thank you Taozi should have taught you, but she is too busy recently, so let me do it for you."

"Busy recruiting too?"

Chen Gu glanced at him, and changed the subject openly: "Tomorrow, the manuscript will be published and it will rain. You should be prepared."

Jiang An sat up: "What draft? What preparations?"

"From your 'Xue Zang' Xia Yao's rumors, to your 'fake match', let's really refute the rumors in a way that the masses love, and by the way, explain why you withdrew from the autumn competition."

Jiang An frowned: "What method did you say?"

The next day, the draft arrived as scheduled, and Lu Zhengqi was as punctual as the draft.

Jiang Anzheng and Deng Feng and Wu Zhi practiced against drunkenness, and Lu Zhengqi, the leader of the melon-eaters, rushed in with his "fruit of victory". land.

Wu Zhi put down his earphones, rolled up his sleeves, stepped forward to put him down on the chair, slapped him, and watched him protect the laptop in his arms first.

"Hold on!" he yelled.

Wu Zhi actually let go, pulled him up from the chair, clapped his hands and said, "What melon is this time?"

"Hey! A lot of e-sports melon accounts have been posted, and the love-hate entanglement of God An Shenyao over the years has been thoroughly uncovered!"

As soon as Jiang An heard the words "love-hate entanglement", he immediately became interested, turned around and waved to Lu Zhengqi: "Come and see."

While looking at Chen Gu beside him, he raised his eyebrows and said, "Well... I can't even write it myself, but I have good writing skills."

"What writing skills? ——Hey, Xiaolou Dongfeng posted on Weibo!" Lu Zhengqi put the phone in front of Jiang An, excitedly said: "This is Jiang Le, right?!"

Jiang An turned to look at Lu Zhengqi's phone again. Sure enough, Jiang Le posted a Weibo a minute ago. The content was not long, but it rounded up the unresolved part of his love-hate entanglement with Xia Yao.

@COD小楼东风: I'm sorry to take up everyone's time again.Everyone knows me because my brother is Xinan, but I appeared in his "rival" team. This matter has been explained last time. Today I want to talk about why my brother finished the game in the third season. just disappeared.At that time, I was diagnosed with a serious illness, my parents passed away, and there was a big change in my family. My brother was worried that he would not be able to take good care of me if he went around the game, so he stopped playing games, and he would not play fake games either. He and Senior Qing and Xia were the same Friends, but they will never violate the competition rules, they are all very good players, please stop believing in rumors.

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First of all, thank you all for reading this. I have a few points to say: 1. It is about the death of Jiang An’s parents. I sincerely hope that everyone will not blame Jiang Le and not scold him. Just like what my brother said, my brother is too afraid of unknown death. It brought great regret, but I still don't want to judge by right or wrong. 2 Xia Yao is not cold in the traditional sense, he bears the price of his life to grow up, it is his self-protection that Gao Leng is not easy to get close to, but he is still very gentle to his friends, let alone Jiang An! 3. Although the experiences of Xia Yao and Jiang Le are so similar, the way they deal with it is completely different, and I want to have a little conflict and comparison.I actually don’t know if I write clearly or not. It seems that I have lost the ability of self-examination. Orz once read someone saying that if an author still uses words to explain his works, then his expression is really a failure. I didn’t. wrong.