Obeying idol morality is the first responsibility of top streamers

@guatianrunbogirl:

The latest news, the roommate moved out, the day the new song was released [吃瓜]

The girl running around in the melon field: Published a song to confess love on Valentine's Day, and moved away immediately after the confession, probably because she knew that she had no hope [吃瓜]

Dabai Meow: I'm in a daze, cckl is so stupid! ! [kneeling]

Ugly cat fans don't touch porcelain: Although be but easy to knock [thumb]

New wall lock: It should be said that it is easy to knock because of be! [thumb]kswlkswl[kneeled]

Let's solve the plague and be an individual: internal entertainment Daji has no heart [sad]

I think the conversation between them will be very long. After arriving at the piano room, they simply sit in front of the piano and try to play while writing scores.The way to play the piano was taught to me by Xiang Hua in the past. I don’t really know how to play it, but I just use it to assist in writing songs.

I tapped the keys one by one, humming the chords, waiting for Lian Qiming to come to me.

Not long after, he appeared.

Lian Qiming stood in front of the piano, smiled reluctantly, and said to me: "You seem to be a little different."

"Huh?" I was a little puzzled, "Is there?"

"You were laughing when you played the piano just now." He tapped his eyes with his fingertips, "Your eyes are smiling too."

He thought about it for a long time before he came up with an adjective: "...very beautiful."

This compliment made me laugh and cry, what is it to say that I am beautiful.

I was silent for a while, I didn't ask what he said to Jian Junxi just now, and I didn't dare to ask, I could only lower my head and say modestly to him: "...Brother Lian, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have told you to wait for me."

"It's okay, actually you didn't keep me waiting for long." Lian Qiming stood beside me, bent over to look at me, and gently rubbed my head.This person, even if he was bruised all over his body by me, would gently leave me a step down, "I knew the result before you returned to the dormitory the night you came back from the set."

"Xiao Chu, can I hug you again?" He looked at me and asked.

"Yes." I agreed.

So Lian Qiming maintained the posture of bending over, and opened his arms to hug me.His embrace is very warm, very light, and it doesn't exceed a bit.The more he is like this, the more uncomfortable it is for me.

I let him hold him in a daze, couldn't help feeling a little sore, and whispered to him: "Brother Lian, why don't you beat me up, I will never fight back."

He let go of his hand, and still said to me with a good temper: "If I want to hit you, I won't hit you. You are here to hurt."

I was a little discouraged: "I don't know how else I can make it up to you."

"There is no need for compensation." Lian Qiming comforted me, "I like you, but you chose the person you like, this is not a fault, nor is it a debt. No one stipulates that you must be worthy of everyone."

I used to try to handle the relationship with everyone well, trying to make the most correct choice, but now it seems that I am too overestimated.In fact, there is no right choice, only regret or no regret, willingness and unwillingness.I drew a circle and trapped myself inside, unwilling to take the initiative to go out.

It is true that no one is dictating me, but I am dictating myself.What a fool.

Obviously there are so many people around me who embrace me.My teammates, Xiao Feng and Tan Mei, and those who fell in love with me.Even the fans, to be honest, I don’t believe that I lived directly in Jian Junxi’s house and disappeared for the whole Spring Festival. There was really no news about it. I think some of them probably knew about it, but still Pamper me.

How lucky I am.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Lian Qiming thought I was still blaming myself.He stretched out his hand towards me, raised his little finger, and said, "Xiao Chu, let's make an agreement, shall we?"

I nodded, and stretched out my little finger to hook him without thinking.Lian Qiming is always on my side, so I trust him unconditionally.

He smiled at me, this time he smiled sincerely: "You will live for yourself in the future."

"Okay." I replied.

"Actually, there is one more thing I want to tell you." Lian Qiming's expression became a little embarrassed, as if he didn't know what to say to me, he brewed his words, and then said, "I... want to retire group."

"...What?" I silently imagined many possibilities in my heart, but I didn't think of this one, and I didn't react for a while.

"Why...? Is Jian Junxi mad at you!" I grabbed his arm and asked him nervously, "You know that, he's just a bitch, so don't talk to him. Ke Yiyan and I... and Brother Pei and Xiaobei, we, we like you very much..." I faltered for a long time, but I couldn't find any substantive reason to keep him.

Lian Qiming patted the back of my hand and said, "Don't worry, this is my own decision. I went to him just now to discuss this matter with him."

"Then why are you leaving..." I asked.

"Well... I've thought about it seriously, and I don't think I'm suitable to be an idol. I seem to be letting them down all the time." Lian Qiming looked calm, "Look, I'm not very good at business, and I don't know What exactly do they want me to do. So I decided to focus on singing in the future, I want to be a singer."

Lian Qiming is right, rather than being an idol who has to learn to be likable, he is indeed more suitable for singing freely, that must be more free.

Before parting, Lian Qiming told me that his mother had returned to China, and he was about to move out of the dormitory and live with her.Yes, he is such a gentle and kind person, how could he be willing to let his mother be alone.

February 2th was the day Lian Qiming moved out of the dormitory, and it was also the day his new song was released.When the trailer was released a few days ago, because the mole on the neck was mentioned in the lyrics, we had a big fight between our fans. I know this.But it is impossible for me to end the fight, so I can only keep silent.

In fact, since the Spring Festival holiday, I have not been doing much business on Weibo. The last Weibo post was "Happy New Year" after work on New Year's Eve.Over the past few days, fans have been jokingly asking me if I was kidnapped under this Weibo, and they even created a trending search for me.

It's not that I don't want to talk to them, it's that I don't know how to talk to them.I neither want to hide from them the fact that I am in a relationship with the boss, nor do I want to push Jian Junxi into the limelight.In short, it has been tangled.

Desperate, I started searching on Baidu how to come out of the closet to be more acceptable to others.Some people say that he has been subtly instilling with his parents the idea that homosexuality is not a disease just because they happen to like the same sex, so that they will not be so resistant to homosexuality before finding the right time to come out.

If this example is compared to me, it is probably that I have to first claim a love without borders who supports homosexual love without gender barriers, and when I am about 27 or [-] years old, I will implicitly hint to them that I actually like a man .

...It's a bit suffocating to think about it. It seems that it's better to cut the mess with a sharp knife and smash the jar, at least it's enjoyable enough.Otherwise, after many years, I would probably like to mention the new black name, called the fraudster of internal entertainment, and then be nailed to the pillar of shame of internal entertainment together with Tang Youbin, and die neatly.

Valentine's Day is really an amazing day.As soon as I thought of Tang Youbin, I received a message from him.

"Chuchu baby!! Are you there? Are you there!!"

"I will start a concert next month!!"

"Are you coming? Come!!"

"Come on, come on, come on!!"

...I really don't have any fan filters for him.Why is he so excited? Through the screen, I can feel his joy as if he is about to run downstairs ten laps in a minute.

I replied him with a cat vomiting emoji, and replied: I am very expensive, I hope you know.

Tang Youbin: I have money ability, I hope you know [shy]

... This person is so annoying!

"What's the date next month?" I confidently dumped the blame on Jian Junxi, "I have to ask my boss."

Tang Youbin: 314, Beijing.

Tang Youbin: Is your boss the one who was particularly cautious during the recording of the live broadcast night last time?

Me: ...Brother, I can't answer your words.

I am very double standard.I despise Jian Junxi myself, and agreeing with others to despise Jian Junxi are two different things.

Tang Youbin: Think slowly, don't rush.I wait for your news.

Me: ok.

The chat is over.I stared at the time Tang Youbin said on the screen, and suddenly realized something extraordinary.

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[This article is expected to end on January 1, and the reverse will start on the 18th]

Although he has nothing to do with this chapter, but jjx was cue for a whole chapter.

Brother Lian's subtext is to hit jjx if you want to fight.