@文楚晨工作室:

Sorry for being late.

From now on, I will always protect you.

@VII Wen Chuchen

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@小楚look at Mama: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!Let's protect Xiao Chu together [tears] [thumb]

@正品文夫人: Oh my god, psychological barrier [tears] illegitimate life to be a person [sad]

There are many things, when they happen, they are just some trivial fragments in daily life, not even worth remembering, and they are sealed in the depths of memory unconsciously.But as the years passed, the companionship gradually became longer. After the inner emotions and feelings were piled up little by little, it only took a simple opportunity to easily flip the switch and open the dusty memories.

When I saw that note, I quickly accepted the fact that Jian Junxi liked me, and there was almost no resistance or doubt in my heart.But I didn't realize this at the time. Thinking about it now, I subconsciously felt that I was special to him probably a long time ago.

There are actually traces to follow in every incident that happened in the past.

After following him to Beijing, I lived in the trainee dormitory. At that time, the company’s conditions were not good, and all the rooms were for six people. There was no dance room or piano room. If I wanted to practice dancing and singing, I had to go to the company.I am not familiar with the place and my personality is not cheerful, I rarely talk to my roommates, at first I only played with Xiang Hua, and then I gradually started playing with my current teammates.At that time, I was really crazy. After dancing with Xiang Hua every day, I had to practice alone for a long time. Sometimes I was too tired to move, so I just slept on the floor of the dance room.

At that time, Jian Junxi was a little more free than now, and occasionally came to the dance room to have a look.I often stay in the dance studio, so I naturally have more chances to see him than other trainees.Once he worked overtime until almost nine o'clock in the evening, and he passed by the dance studio before going home, and happened to catch up with me lying on the ground like a dead body, with my eyes staring at the ceiling in a daze.

He approached me, knelt down on the bed and gently pushed me with his hand: "Isn't it too hard?"

"I'm used to sleeping, it's okay." I replied subconsciously, and then realized who was talking to me belatedly, and then a carp sat up straight, and weakly shouted, "Brother Xi... ..." This was the first time I spoke to him since I knew he was Pioneer Entertainment, and I couldn't help but feel a little guilty when I thought of all the arrogance I did during the journey.

"If you are too tired to go back to the dormitory, you can go to my office to sleep in the future, and you can take the elevator there, which is convenient." He said, "There is also a lounge in my office with a bed."

"...Ah? It doesn't feel good." I thought about this proposal for a while, and then said seriously, "What if someone thinks I'm selling my ass?"

Jian Junxi didn't speak, stood up silently, turned his back, as if preparing to leave.

It doesn't look very funny.I coughed in embarrassment, and found myself a step down: "Well... I was just joking. Goodbye Brother Xi, pay attention to safety on the way home and have a good trip."

Then, he covered his face with one hand, his shoulders suddenly shook twice, and a short laugh slipped into my ear.

Just laugh, don't let me see it.Why is the burden of being an idol so heavy!

As I was complaining quietly in my heart, Jian Junxi said again: "It's cold in autumn at night, don't sleep in the dance room anymore."

The boss cares about me! !

"Okay, okay! Listen to Brother Xi!" I was flattered, and naturally agreed, and Jian Junxi left.

It seems that since this time, Jian Junxi and I have gradually started to communicate again, and we can say a word or two from time to time.

Later, due to an accident, the producer saw him right, and he was packed and thrown into the crew with his luggage in a daze, and he was arranged clearly.It was also at this time that Jian Junxi gave Xiao Fengsai my assistant.So I was honored to be the only trainee in the same period who had a job and an assistant before his official debut.

At that time, I really didn't understand anything, I didn't know how to act, I didn't understand the rules of the crew, and I couldn't even talk about being a trainee, so I was scolded all the way at the beginning.Afterwards, I gradually became familiar with Hao Nan. With him teaching me acting, I received a little less scolding.

In the last scene before the finale, the director probably thought that the crew would be leaving soon, and praised me for the first time, saying that I have made great progress and have potential.I was aggrieved for four whole months, but just a simple word of praise gave me a feeling of exaltation, as if I had won so much for myself and Jian Junxi.

Until I got back to Beijing, and back to the company, I was always in a state of excitement, as if I couldn't exhaust my energy, even going to Jian Junxi's office, I ran up the stairs happily.

I stood outside and knocked on the door, and heard Jian Junxi's icy voice: "Come in." I felt something was wrong, so I went in cautiously and lightly.

Opposite Jian Junxi's desk stood a familiar male employee, who seemed to be in the publicity department. He was lowering his head, with a pitiful expression and red eyes, probably scolded by Jian Junxi.Unexpectedly, when Jian Junxi was working, he was so fierce that he could scare a big man into tears.

I felt even more timid. Taking advantage of Jian Junxi looking down at the documents, while listening to the unlucky little brother crying and continuing to report to work, like a panicked and timid crab, he moved sideways in small steps, trying not to cause trouble. Jian Junxi's attention.

"What are you running for?" Seeing that he was about to reach the door, Jian Junxi suddenly raised his head to look at me, "Didn't you come here because you have something to tell me?" He gestured for the little brother to go back Work.

I stopped where I was, scratched my face, and muttered in a low voice: "I just...was praised by the director, I want to tell you..."

I turned around and spoke quickly, "It's just such a trivial matter! I'm leaving after I finish talking! I won't disturb your work!"

"Wait." Jian Junxi called me from behind, "I invite you to eat Haidilao tonight, and call all your future teammates to go together."

"Really!" I was surprised and delighted, howling in a very hopeless way.

"The crew's boxed lunches have been eaten for four months, and they should be tired of eating." Jian Junxi has lost the cold look when he taught the staff just now, and the corners of his mouth slightly raised seem to be warm, "Please have a good meal." , it's a reward."

In the evening, I took my teammates and Xiao Feng with me, and made a big killing in Haidilao. My belly was so full that I couldn't walk back to the dormitory.Jian Junxi said that he invited him this time, but he didn't come, but just sent the money to Xiao Feng.After eating and drinking, I asked him on WeChat why he didn't come, and he said, if he goes, we won't have a good meal.

Yes, there should be a clear line between employees and bosses.Jian Junxi has been like this from the beginning to the end, I keep telling myself this way.But in fact, what he did for me has already surpassed the boundaries between employees and bosses.Jian Junxi is not a good-tempered boss to others, but to me, he is.

When I was a little red just now, some entertainment companies held a banquet in the industry, and many senior executives of the companies would bring the artists they wanted to praise over there, in case they could hook up with famous directors and producers The bridge is also a good thing.I was quite excited when Jian Junxi said that he would take me there.

Before entering the venue, Jian Junxi reminded me: "If someone asks you to have a drink with him, just say, I won't let you drink with others casually." He paused, then said, "It's better not to leave my wife Far."

I responded with my mouth, but I thought in my heart, Jian Junxi is too nervous, how can there be so many gays in the world who happen to be in high positions and like to rule others unspokenly, maybe they really want to have a drink with me.

As it turns out, there really are.And he was very impatient, and even started to touch me under the watchful eyes of everyone.

Jian Junxi saw me not far away, dragged me back to him, and got angry with that person on the spot.Jian Junxi usually maintains a calm and self-sufficient appearance. Even the murderer is the kind who is not angry but powerful. This is the first time I saw him get so angry.

It seems that Jian Junxi didn't deal with the person who made a move on me, but when Jian Junxi got angry with him, he looked very happy and laughed and said, "You think you're so great, Master Jian! You fucking rely on You got it out of eating your old man's bonus! Do you really treat yourself like a joke?"

The people next to him gathered around and tried to persuade the two of them not to quarrel. The man was obviously drunk and was still cursing, but Jian Junxi didn't seem to want to continue to confront him, so he dragged me away.

I was dragged by his hand and brought back into the car. I was still a little apprehensive, and sat obediently. I didn’t dare to ask who that guy was or who your father was. I just tugged his sleeve lightly and persuaded him softly: " Brother Xi, don't be angry..."

Jian Junxi sat silently for a while, then suddenly grabbed my wrist forcefully, his breathing was a bit heavy, and there was still a faint smell of alcohol on his body.I let him hold it, tried my best to ignore the pain on my wrist, and quietly went to see his expression.He pursed his lips, and there was still a bit of hostility in his eyes. He looked very gloomy and frightening, like a dormant beast waiting to go out.

I don't know much about his past, and he never takes the initiative to mention it.Maybe everyone has secrets that they don't want to tell others, and secret emotions hidden in the deepest part of their hearts.On this point, Jian Junxi should be the same.The appearance of that man was like a blunt knife, cruelly cutting open the wound in his heart that had not healed for a long time.

At that time, I originally thought that this was an opportunity for him to open the door of his heart to me, thinking that he would say something to me, but in the end he didn't.

That incident has passed for a long time, and many details are no longer clear in my memory, but sometimes I suddenly recall the mood at that moment.

I think, I probably hope he can say something.But until now, I haven't been able to wait for anything.What Jian Junxi gave me was only vague words and ambiguous feelings from the beginning to the end.

Jian Junxi is always like this, choosing to conceal rather than explain, like a stubborn gourd that never changes.I didn't think so before, but now the more I think about it, the more angry I want to beat him up, force him to tell everything, force him to show me everything about him.

But at least at that time, listening to his breathing in the quiet space, I somehow felt very at ease and peaceful.

Feelings are wonderful, I don't know where they come from, nor when they will stop.It's like a bird passing by the sky drops a seed to the barren and cracked land, and when the rain falls someday, it will break through the ground little by little.

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Rebellious Youth Jian Junxi√

Focus: Look at the subject of the copywriting in the studio, who will be the one who posted this?

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