After changing to O, it was marked by the enemy

It's just a pity that Xiao Jiang didn't hear that "goodbye" in the end.

When Si Jingmo raised his head again, the little boy who was in front of him had already left.But it was also from then on that Si Jingmo knew that when he was in pain, he wanted to speak out.

Daya was quite satisfied with Si Jingmo's performance that day, but she didn't care about the wound on Si Jingmo's knee when she got home, and went back to her room to rest.

Si Jingmo didn't go to bed early that night, he was waiting for Si Ran to go home.

After waiting until midnight, Si Ran finally came home. As soon as he opened the door, he saw little Si Jingmo sitting on the sofa.

Siran frowned slightly, walked in smelling of alcohol, and asked Si Jingmo in a puzzled manner, "Why haven't you slept yet, where's your mother?"

What did Si Jingmo say at that time?

After a little recollection, Si Jingmo remembered.

He remembered the first method Jiang Yi taught him that day - to speak out, where it hurts, to speak out.

So the little Si Jingmo said the first sentence to Si Ran: "I'm in so much pain."

Hearing this sentence, Si Ran's movements paused. He was delighted that Si Jingmo had taken the initiative to talk to him, but then he was a little anxious. He quickly sat down next to Si Jingmo, thinking that he was so busy these days that he didn't pay attention. Putting all his strength on the child, Si Ran blamed himself a little: "Where does it hurt? Why does it hurt? Can you tell Dad?"

Xiao Si Jingmo glanced at Si Ran, and quickly lowered his head again.

Si Jingmo thought, the nanny who bullied him back then was also driven away by the person in front of him, so can he trust him again?

With this expectation in mind, Si Jingmo lifted up his clothes tremblingly, took off his pants under Si Ran's shocked gaze, stood naked in front of Si Ran, and let Si Ran look at him openly body wounds.

Under Siran's horrified gaze, Xiao Si Jingmo pointed to new and old wounds on his body, and whispered in a crying voice: "These places hurt."

Si Ran's tears fell instantly, followed by boundless anger, he hugged Si Jingmo tightly into his arms, his voice trembling: "Yes... who did it! Who bullied you, tell Dad !"

"What's wrong?" Dia Ya appeared on the stairs leading from the second floor to the first floor at some point, she glanced down, her brows stood erect, "Si Jingmo, why haven't you slept yet!"

Daya walked down aggressively.

Xiao Si Jingmo became more and more flustered, and hugged the man in front of him tightly, tears streaming down his face instantly: "Yes, it's mom! Don't... Mom, don't hit me!"

Siran froze in place.

Daya was also stunned.

The crying of the child in his arms became louder and louder, and Si Ran's heart seemed to be grabbed by an invisible hand, and even breathing became a little difficult.

"You... Who are you talking about?" Si Ran asked again in a trembling voice.

Si Jingmo's crying became louder and louder: "Mom...it's mom."

It was also at this time that Dia Ya woke up like a dream, and ran down the stairs in an instant: "You child, what are you talking about? You did something wrong, and your mother punished you!"

Without even thinking about it, Si Ran subconsciously held Si Jingmo in his arms.After hearing Daya's words, his body trembled again.

"You... really hit him?" Si Ran's voice trembled.He didn't believe it at first, he thought it was just that Si Jingmo didn't like Dia Ya, or there was some misunderstanding somewhere, or some servant bullied the child while Dia Ya was not around.

But after hearing Daya's words, he felt as if he was frozen in an instant.

Daya admitted it herself.

Daya said she was punishing the child?

What did the child do wrong and why should he be punished?

Countless thoughts filled Si Ran's brain, and he didn't speak for a long while.

Dia Ya in front of her thought that Si Ran believed Si Jingmo's words, she became anxious, began to accuse Si Jingmo, and then began to scold him.

All kinds of unpleasant words came out of Daya's mouth.

From initial shock, Siran gradually turned into anger, and finally calmed down slowly.

Ignoring Diaya who was making a fuss, Siran ordered his servants to stop Diaya, hugged Si Jingmo, dressed him, did not put him on the ground, and finally called the doctor.

That night, both Si Jingmo and Dia Ya went to the hospital.

Dia Ya went to the psychological counseling room where she had been resisting, and Si Jingmo was taken to check for injuries of all sizes.

Some of the scars have faded. According to the doctor, they have healed, but there are still some small scars on the body.

It can be seen that almost all injuries are pinches.

Only the wound on Si Jingmo's knee was caused by a fall today.

Scars, large and small, almost covered Si Jingmo's back, buttocks, and legs.

And those arms, faces, and hands that will be exposed outside are not injured at all.

Si Jingmo lay on the hospital bed and fell asleep exhausted.

Siran stood aside and called up all the surveillance cameras at home for nearly a month.

After only watching it for one day, Si Ran couldn't take it anymore.He suddenly couldn't imagine how much abuse Si Jingmo had suffered in the past three years from places he didn't know.

Meanwhile, Daya's diagnosis comes out.

The postpartum depression she suffered five years ago has not been cured at all. After three years of evolution, she has gradually developed into symptoms of schizophrenia.According to the current situation, fortunately, it was discovered earlier, otherwise the consequences would be disastrous.

Siran recalled that Diaya was by his side every day in the past few years, but he never noticed anything unusual about Diaya.

Now Si Ran understands that Diaya didn't behave abnormally in front of him, it was because all of Diaya's negative emotions were given to Si Jingmo.

At that moment, Si Ran seemed to be much older.

What happened after that?

Si Jingmo actually doesn't remember very clearly, the only thing he remembers clearly is that Dia Ya hasn't appeared by his side for a long time.

After that, Si Jingmo had only Si Ran by his side, and sometimes when Si Ran got busy, the only one who took care of him was the housekeeper at home.

Then, when he was in primary school, he met Jiang Yi again.

But at that time, Jiang Yi no longer knew him.

At that time, Si Jingmo didn't know how to socialize with others, so he only dared to look at Jiang Yi cautiously.

He also doesn't know why the Omega in the class likes him and doesn't like Jiang Yi. In his opinion, Jiang Yi is the best in the class.

So when Jiang Yi pulled him to the rooftop, he didn't resist. When Jiang Yi swung his fist, he thought of what Jiang Yi told him before: "The only thing that can bully you is the one you like and the one you care about." people."

So Si Jingmo didn't even think about fighting back, so he just stood where he was, obediently letting Jiang Yi beat him up.

After the beating, Si Jingmo was even a little happy. Jiang Yi beat him up so angrily, did it mean that Jiang Yi remembered him?

However, the fact is not what Si Jingmo thought. After Jiang Yi beat him up, he never paid any attention to him.

Si Jingmo was very disappointed, but he still didn't know what to do.

Until one day, he heard someone talking——

"If you want someone to remember you forever, you have to stand at the highest place. For example, your grades have always been better than him, and you have always been better than him. People nowadays are superficial. They not only like good-looking people, but also I like good grades."

Although that voice was the same as Si Jingmo's at that time, with a little childishness, Si Jingmo felt that what he said was right.

So Si Jingmo studied harder, just so that Jiang Yi could look at him more.

But something seems to be wrong again.

Jiang Yi was indeed looking at him after that, but every time he looked at him, he would gnash his teeth, wishing to beat him up.

Si Jingmo was a little distressed, and even more at a loss.

But after surpassing Jiang Yi time and time again, he felt that this was okay, at least he was the only one Jiang Yi looked at every time with gritted teeth.

This also means that in Jiang Yi's heart, he is special.

Dai Ya came back home when Si Jingmo was in the fourth grade.

According to what Si Ran said, Dia Ya's condition has basically stabilized, and she can contact Si Jingmo now.

Before Diaya came back, Si Ran had a lot of chats with Si Jingmo.

He frankly admits that he is not a qualified father, but he is even more not a qualified husband.

He and Dia Ya had a child at the most inappropriate time and gave birth to Si Jingmo.But at the time, they were both still on their honeymoon, and neither of them was ready, and they had a baby.

At that time, as long as he stopped Daya, it would not cause the following consequences.

It was precisely because he didn't stop Dia Ya that he gave birth to Si Jingmo and didn't fulfill his father's responsibility, which made Si Jingmo suffer a lot of abuse.

All this is his fault.But Diaya was only sick because she had said countless times in the past few years that she wanted to see Si Jingmo and apologized, but Si Ran never agreed.

It wasn't until the end that the doctor told him clearly that Dia Ya's condition was under control, that he thought of letting the two meet.

After making the decision, Si Ran asked Si Jingmo for his opinion.

After Si Jingmo finished listening, there was a long silence.

He looked at Si Ran in front of him, a man who was always indifferent, but there was a hint of pleading in his eyes when he looked at Si Jingmo.

At that moment, Si Jingmo admitted that he was a little soft-hearted.

He also wants to know what it's like for a family to eat at the same table, and also wants to know what maternal love is.

So he nodded.

After that, when he got along with Dia Ya, he did feel that Dia Ya had recovered just as Si Ran said.

She apologized to Si Jingmo, and Dai Ya, who did not touch the spring water with her ten fingers, would make a cake by herself on Si Jingmo's birthday, which was a treatment that even Si Ran had never enjoyed.

During that period of time, Si Jingmo was the most relaxed.

Until the second year of junior high school, Jiang also changed schools.

Jiang Yi didn't hide it from everyone, his friends all knew about it in advance.Si Jingmo suddenly panicked, and he couldn't tell, but he knew that he didn't want Jiang Yi to leave.

He hasn't even become good friends with Jiang Yi yet, and Jiang Yi is about to leave.

Si Jingmo became more and more nervous. It was rare that Jiang Yi almost surpassed him in the exam, and the score difference between the two was only one point.

The teacher also noticed that something was wrong with Si Jingmo, so he talked to Si Jingmo.

During that time, Si Jingmo lived in a muddle. It wasn't until he woke up in the middle of the night and looked at his wet pants that he realized why he started to panic.

The person who appeared in his dream was not any Omega, not even a girl.

Si Jingmo could see clearly that that person was Jiang Yi.

He likes Jiang Yi.

He has always liked it, but he only discovered it today.

Even if Jiang is also an Alpha, he likes it.

With this knowledge, Si Jingmo told Si Ran and Dia Ya that night.

After so many years, his family supported all of Si Jingmo's decisions, but he never imagined that he would meet Diaya's crazy opposition to this decision.

During the pushing and shoving, Si Jingmo was pushed down the stairs on the second floor by Diaya, and fell to the first floor.

That's why, when Jiang Yi left, Si Jingmo was always lying in the hospital.

He came out and failed.

Jiang Yi also left, taking away all the sunshine in his dark corner.

The author has something to say: The author ran away with the lid on the pot