My straight man has a longer reflex arc

"...He won't send me off?" Xiao Yue's heart was empty.

Cheng Xiaoye shrugged: "It's the same when I send you off. Do you want to call Li Li together?"

I saw Xiao Yue pulled his face in embarrassment, and plopped into the sofa, looking extremely desperate.

"Hey, I'll send you off, what are you doing so desperately?" Cheng Xiaoye rolled his eyes and greeted again: "Hurry up and eat!"

"I won't eat it."

"My brother did it with great difficulty. He couldn't sleep in the middle of the night last night, so he kept thinking of the recipe for you over and over again! He has never treated me like this, and you don't appreciate it?" Cheng Xiaoye took a big mouthful of vegetables for his brother's worthlessness. Put it in your mouth: "If you don't eat it, I will!"

Xiao Yue heard this and thought for a while: "Your brother suffered from insomnia last night?"

"That's why I said that my brother didn't mean not to send you off. It's true that the school is too busy—if it wasn't for your leaving, I wouldn't bother to explain so much to you."

Xiao Yue stood up and pushed the suitcase: "Forget it, I'm leaving."

"Why are you walking so fast? I haven't finished eating yet!"

Complaints are complaints, but Cheng Xiaoye put down his chopsticks in a rare way, and followed Xiao Yue to the door to change his shoes.

Xiao Yue turned his head on the brakes and insisted: "I don't want you to give it away."

Cheng Xiaoye curled his lips: "I asked for leave today, you really don't need me to send it?"

"No, as you said, I want to come back, and no one can stop me."

"That's true, then remember to call back when you get there." Cheng Xiaoye nodded without being coy, and went back to the table to continue eating.

Cheng Yang leaned against the door, listening to the conversation between the two through a door panel, but never had the courage to go out.The sound of the pulley was exceptionally clear, until the sound of closing the door sounded, and his heart sank.

After Xiao Yue left, Cheng Xiaoye ate for a while, until his belly became round, then he slowly moved to the sofa, and decided to lie down for a while.

Anyway, I asked for leave today, I won’t go to school, I will wash the dishes, write novels, listen to music and play games for a while, and wait for my brother to come back and make dinner...

He was lying there on his back like a fat hamster, lazily planning a big plan for the day, but when he heard the doorknob twist in the room, Cheng Yang came out of the room.

Cheng Xiaoye twisted his posture on the sofa and said in surprise, "Brother? Didn't you leave?"

"Not yet, I'll be leaving later."

Cheng Yang said something in a low voice, walked to the table and sat for a while, not knowing what he was thinking, and started to clean up the dishes when he came back to his senses.

Cheng Xiaoye saw that his brother seemed to have lost his soul, so he hurriedly asked: "Brother, you haven't eaten yet, why did you clean it up?"

"Ah? Me?" Cheng Yang paused, forced a smile, and replied: "...I slept late last night, and now I have no appetite."

Cheng Xiaoye didn't say anything else, and watched silently as his brother slowly cleaned up the table, took the tableware to the kitchen, slowly turned on the faucet, and began to wash the dishes absent-mindedly.

Brother and Xiao Yue are both weird... Cheng Xiaoye frowned, feeling uneasy.

When Cheng Yang finished cleaning the kitchen, Cheng Xiaoye had already dozed off on the sofa.

Cheng Yang walked into his former bedroom.

He stood in the room and turned on the light.

The room that was forced to give up to Xiao Yue was now empty.The desktop was clean, and the corners of the quilt were also arranged very evenly, as if after some special tidying up.

Cheng Yang sat down by the bed, his eyes fell on the desk facing the end of the bed, where there was a photo of Xiao Yue.In the photo, is Xiao Yue's childhood appearance.

Looking at him carefully now, although his outline was immature at that time, his brows and eyes were already flamboyant. This person had already revealed his flamboyant personality since he was a child.

Cheng Yang smiled helplessly, but felt that the child became more and more familiar...

Isn't this photo important?Why did you forget to bring it?

He went to pick it up from the photo frame, and found a folded letter under it.

But he didn't open the letter to read it. He just stared at Xiao Yue in the photo and frowned. What does this picture remind him of when he was a child?

Cheng Yang recalled that when he was a child, he had to walk through a small alley on his way home from school...

In the third grade, there were two Jiecai students who were about the fifth grade, who stopped me from bullying.

The reason why I still remember it clearly now is because I have grown up so much, and this kind of thing has only happened once. At that time, I was still young and scared, so the impression was particularly deep.

It was a rainy day, and the ground was full of mud. I was holding an umbrella and bowed my head. While walking, I counted the puddles on the ground. As I counted, I ran into two students who stopped me and asked me for money.

I was so scared that I took a few steps back, suddenly a child rushed up from behind and fought with those two people!

The child was as old as himself, but he bared his teeth and claws so viciously, he jumped up and beat people, and he kicked people with a run-up, and his teeth were also sharp. No matter what arm or leg he caught, he would bite and beat them both. Lie down in a puddle, covered in mud.

Cheng Yang always remembered the child who saved him. The child was not much better at that time, his face was covered in mud.

He just remembered that the child ran back before leaving, and patted himself on the shoulder pretending to be an adult: "Who will bully you in the future, tell me!"

Cheng Yang looked at his back as he left in a cool way, and then looked down at the muddy handprints on his shoulders. He didn't know what to say?

Cheng Yang looked down at the photo in his hand, Xiao Yue when he was a child, compared with the outline of the child's eyebrows and eyes in his memory, they really resemble each other.

Looking at this photo, Cheng Yang's mood was a little unclear. It turned out that the child who saved him was Xiao Yue.

Thinking of this, his heart softened again. To be honest, although Xiao Yue has been a bit of a nonsense in publicity these years, he has indeed been good to himself and has nothing to say.

Now that I think about it, since I had his share when I was a child, he really worked hard.

He opened the folded paper to look at it, his heart tightened and he couldn't relax for a long time.This is a letter left by Xiao Yue to himself, like a farewell uttering the truth:

Cheng Yang... Maybe you think it's dirty for me to have such feelings for you, but I can't do anything about loving you.

I want you to notice my thoughts, and I try my best to cover them up.I suffer from hopelessness in love, and I am unwilling to do so.Yang Yang, sometimes, I really want to snatch you into my arms and yell a hundred times "I love you!"

I don't know how to tell you... All these years, I have been doing the happiest thing, which is having a legitimate relationship with you, and the most painful thing I have done is just being your friend, I love you under this legitimate but insurmountable name, how fucking aggrieved!

I love you, hidden in my heart and shown in my eyes. Sometimes, I feel that the way I look at you is terrible.I can't get out of hell.

Finding that all I bring you is trouble... Maybe, I shouldn't try to drag you to hell.

Yang Yang...

I'm gone, if we can meet again in the future, regardless of the man or woman standing beside me at that time, I hope you can still treat me as a friend...

The letter is over, these are all about myself and Xiao Yue these years.Cheng Yang suddenly felt a little stuffy in his heart, he tried his best to bear it, but felt his heart began to ache, and he wanted to cry.

Xiao Yue and I can only be friends after all, although the change in my heart can no longer deceive me, but the matter has come to this point... what should I do?What can be done?

When he came out of the room, Ono had already hugged a pillow and fell into a deep sleep.

Cheng Yang gave him a blanket and closed the door gently.He didn't know if he should go to school now, or... where?

Waiting for the bus on the platform, he closed his eyes silently, and decided to resign himself to his fate for a while—but when he opened his eyes again, the bus to school stopped in front of him.

Cheng Yang hesitated for a moment, but finally got into the car.

Sitting in the car, after two stops, he gradually felt pain in the corners of his eyes, as if a hot stream was about to burst out of his eyes, so he had to turn his head out of the window to see the bustling crowds on the road, the flashing traffic lights, and the cars whizzing past the window .

There is fog on the car glass, late autumn has passed, and winter has entered unknowingly.

The bus stopped a few times at the platform, and a group of junior high school students who seemed to have skipped class were waiting for the bus, chatting and laughing while waiting, their faces were wrapped in scarves, and the white air in their mouths kept exhaling as they laughed.

The friendship between these junior high school students is really good.It’s great to be able to hide in the campus for a long time. As long as you study hard, you don’t have to think about anything. Even love is young. You don’t have to be afraid of gossip like yourself, and you don’t have to be sad about the social life that is far away from you. All cruelty is still far away from me, and those lives that are crueler than the college entrance examination are still far away.

On the platform, there was another couple standing hand in hand. The girl's face was flushed from the cold. The boyfriend rubbed his hands together and covered the girl's ears while it was hot.

I remember that in the first year of high school, Xiao Yue went back to his hometown in City A to celebrate the New Year with him, when he built a snowman, Xiao Yue put gloves on for himself, and he did the same at that time, covering his ears with his hot hands.It was [-], the snow kept falling, and it was extremely cold. He remembered that Xiao Yue's nose was red and red from the cold.

Cheng Yang fell into the memory, his eyes couldn't help getting hot, at this moment the driver shouted: "Squeeze those who come in!"

His thoughts were recalled by this sentence, Cheng Yang glanced at the time, suddenly got up from his seat, and rushed out of the car just as the door was about to close!

The sound of flight reminders echoed in the airport hall, and people who traveled and returned came back and forth.

Cheng Yang ran into the hall, his heart beating nervously. He was looking for the nine o'clock flight from City D to the United States. In fact, he was not sure. In terms of time, the plane had already taken off...

He didn't find it in the end...

Facing the disappointment in his heart, Cheng Yang stood there for a long time.

Seeing the passing crowd shuttling around, he smiled wryly and laughed at himself, so he had no choice but to walk back.He told himself that Xiao Yue had already left, Xiao Yue, who had always been entangled, really didn't stay stubbornly this time...

He shuffled and walked back slowly.

After walking for a while, the sound of the pulley behind him became more and more clear, and the sound seemed to follow him for a while.

Cheng Yang stopped and didn't look back until the sound got closer and closer.

A big embrace surrounded him from behind, he lowered his head, rubbed his hair, and whispered in his ear: "Yangyang... I'm here."

Cheng Yang had a sore nose and froze in Xiao Yue's arms.

Xiao Yue smiled and said, "I know you're soft-hearted, so you're still here, aren't you?"

Cheng Yang turned around, looked at Xiao Yue, and said with a smile, "You, didn't you leave?"

Xiao Yue held him in his arms: "I was thinking, if you come, you will like me. If you don't come, I will jump off the plane halfway through the flight."

Cheng Yang was defeated by his words, he just smiled, but didn't push him away again, this time, he reached out and hugged Xiao Yue back.

His voice trembled slightly: "Xiao Yue...do you have to like me so much?"

The other party touched his head: "Yes, do you have to make me like you so much?"

Cheng Yang's eyes became hot, and he hugged Xiao Yue tightly, speechless.

Xiao Yue also hugged the person in his arms tightly, buried his head into Cheng Yang's neck happily, and asked in a low voice: "Yangyang, aren't you afraid of hell?"

"I'm afraid, so I want to go to hell with you to see."

Xiao Yue's heart also warmed up, and he hugged Cheng Yang even tighter: "Don't be afraid, I will stand in front of you."

"I heard that when you like someone, you don't care about anything, and you accept him from the bottom of your heart... Xiao Yue, you have always liked me all these years, are you really not afraid of anything?"

Xiao Yue rubbed his chin against his ear temples, and said with a smile: "It's about you, Cheng Yang, Yama of the Ten Palaces is coming, and I, Xiao Yue, am not afraid of anything."

As he said that, he suddenly raised his head and shouted towards the crowd at the airport: "I'm not afraid of anything! I, Xiao Yue, just like men! I like Cheng Yang——"

Cheng Yang quickly grabbed him: "What are you doing? So many people..."

Xiao Yue laughed like crazy, pulled him back and hugged him tightly, his joy couldn't be stopped, he just wanted to let everyone know that his love is unrestrained!aboveboard!Don't stop!

"Everyone listen to me! I, Xiao Yue, love Cheng Yang! I love Cheng Yang! I love Cheng Yang!"

Everyone turned their eyes to the two hugging people, everyone gradually stopped, they looked at the two men standing in the center of the crowd, looked at each other and smiled.