The actor's longest routine

Chapter 62: I also want to let myself go

"So you've always known, why didn't you say it for so many years?" Xia Shu felt more and more aggrieved as she thought about it. It turned out that the hard work, friendship, and friendship she thought might have been designed by others, and everything he had, Maybe it was just a joke, "You signed me because you knew me back then? Or did you want to play tricks on me?"

"You misunderstood me. Back then I really liked your talent, and at that time my company also lacked an artist who could become a great talent. It just so happened that you were a good seedling. Rather than giving it to others, I might as well keep it for myself." Although the Demon King knew that Xia Shu would be angry, she still felt that what she did was not wrong, and felt that Xia Shu was making a big deal out of a molehill.

"You signed me for almost ten years, why didn't you tell me your identity, I believe in you so much, I think you are my bole, but you gave me lies one after another, have you considered my feelings !"

"I didn't tell you because I thought about your feelings." The big devil also got angry in his heart. He obviously meant well, and who did he provoke? "If I told you my identity back then, would you still Will you sign it for me obediently?"

"Since you decided not to tell me the truth at the beginning, why did you tell me now? Why didn't you continue to lie?" Xia Shu was really angry in her heart, but she felt inexplicable after thinking about it, "Why, can you still come up with a perfect one? Is there a reason why?"

"You've grown up, and you have to face some things by yourself. Do you want to escape for the rest of your life? Before, I didn't feel like telling you. I didn't understand until this news broke. Although some things Everyone can pretend that nothing happened or the same, but that's just a pretend, it will always be there, rotten, smelly, as long as it is touched, it will hurt, I hope to take this opportunity to make you let go."

"From the day I left the Li family, I forgot all of this. Now that I have my own parents, I live a very happy life. Moreover, Li Zetian has been sending me money on time all these years, which also counts as my own support obligation. We The two have been cleared up a long time ago." Xia Shu deliberately pretended to be calm, but the veins in her hands were bulging, which was a little scary, "If Li Mingyu hadn't deliberately exposed this matter, I would have almost forgotten about this person."

"Actually, you don't need to force yourself so much. Your defensive attitude now shows that you care about this matter. I have brought you for so many years, and your expressions and actions can't fool me. Besides, you don't have to use it in front of me." Pretend, I am your relative, and I will always stand by your side." The Demon King knows Xia Shu too well, even with just a glance, he can know what he is thinking, but it is precisely this understanding that makes Xia Shu a little depressed now.

"What do you want me to do, tell you, I hate Li Zetian?" Xia Shu felt like she was surrounded by a big net, and she couldn't break free, so she could only look at the big devil in despair, "I I hate Li Zetian, shouldn't I? Because of him my mother died in front of me, and because of him I became an illegitimate child..."

"Xiao Shu, I know you have had a hard time these years, but you believe that my cousin is not a cold-blooded person. It was your mother who insisted on having a relationship with your father, and your father did not admit the relationship afterwards. , I once gave her a sum of money to solve this matter, but I didn’t expect your mother to bring you back two years later, so..." The big devil called his cousin on the phone specifically for this matter, and said To be honest, she was very worried when she learned about Xia Shu's life experience.

"So what? Even if my mother wants to be with Li Zetian for the sake of money, what did I do wrong?" Xia Shu looked at the hesitant face of the big devil, and smiled mockingly, "Hehe~"

In fact, Xia Shu had known for a long time that his mother deliberately wanted to join the wealthy family. Even her mother swallowed sleeping pills and committed suicide because she wanted to get Li Zetian's attention, but she didn't expect that she made a wrong calculation and caused a tragedy.

What Xia Shu really cares about is his parents' attitude towards him. His mother always forces him to learn various talents and skills, hoping to make Li Zetian like him, but Li Zetian treats him like air every time, thinking that Xia Shu is The most dishonorable stroke in his resume was that he was sent to be raised by others in the end.

"You didn't do anything wrong, it's just that you were too young to control your own destiny, but we adults don't necessarily do what we want to do," the Great Demon King also felt sorry for Xia Shu like this, but always felt that the communication between the two was inappropriate. There are problems, "For example, your father, he was destined to be the heir of the Li family from the moment he was born, and the burden on him is heavier than anyone else."

"He is obviously not smart, but he wants to be the first in everything. He is studying when we are playing, and he is still studying when we are resting. He has suffered a lot in these years, but he is also stubborn. When your mother used You used disgraceful means, your father has always cared about it, and he was young at the time, so he also had a grudge against you, he actually regretted it a long time ago, it's just..."

"Okay, I don't want to hear it anymore. I know he has the Li family to inherit. I'm just a hindrance to him. I've figured it out over the years. Don't explain it to him. What if I forgive him? , I don’t know how to face him after so many years, it’s better to forget about him.” Xia Shu pressed her temples, looked at the big devil very tiredly, hoping she would let her go.

"Actually, it's not just that you don't know how to face your cousin, even your cousin doesn't know how to face you. He also wants to come and see you, but he thinks it will disturb you. Cousin won't let me force you, but I still want to say that if you are always bound by the past, you will not be able to meet the future." For the Great Demon King, when there are difficulties, they must be defeated, and surrender is absolutely non-existent.

"How do I forget? This is my life. If I forget, am I still complete?" Xia Shu didn't know how to explain to the big devil, and stood up a little annoyed.

"Xia Shu, it's useless to escape. I remember you said that you are too cowardly. Otherwise, you would have become the top king of the entertainment industry. After so many years, you should let it go. How long do you want to run away?" The Great Demon King originally thought that not exposing his scars was the best protection for Xia Shu, but now it seems that the only way to relieve him is to let him face it bravely.

"I'm cowardly, why don't I want to let myself go, and live a heartless life, but until now I occasionally dream that I am locked in the attic, and I will break out in cold sweat, obviously it is a small thing, But because it was placed in the Li family mansion that I was unfamiliar with and feared, it became my nightmare." Xia Shu looked at the incomprehension in the big devil's eyes, and a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "I'm really not brave People don’t even dare to take the initiative to break a stable status quo. I like Cheng Zheng for almost ten years, but because I was afraid that he would blame me, I never went to him once, and I even looked down on myself.”

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