resurrection

"Why are you so desperate to choose a difficult path?" Facing the persuasion of her colleague Chen Xiangyu over the years, Bai Chen couldn't help sighing,

"I understand a lot of truths, but when we really meet, who can guarantee that nothing will go wrong? Who doesn't want to be free and easy, but they can't let go anyway."

If this is a disease, then we are all patients who are eager for an antidote, and there is no difference. Maybe some people prefer to stay sick forever.

The days together are as happy as a dream. Bai Chen never imagined what it would be like to wake up next to someone one day. Now she can clearly feel that it is a feeling that even in a dream The joy of raising a smile is a kind of stability of finding a home. You cherish every today, and you look forward to every tomorrow. It’s like living in longing. open feelings.

Bai Chen has been waiting since she went to work, just like waiting for school when she was a child, the time not being together has become so long.

Bai Chen took her hand, looked down at the hand that was being held together, felt the warmth from it, and smiled unconsciously.

The world seems to have turned pink, and colorful balloons filled with happiness are floating everywhere in the sky.

Rain no longer means sadness, the sky seems to be wiped brighter.

In winter, someone will boil water for her to keep her heart warm every day.

When she was sick, someone told her to remember to take medicine, and when she was menstruating, someone coaxed her to rub her belly.

But everything is so beautiful that it always makes people feel uneasy.

Although Bai Chen would automatically and selectively forget, the more she deliberately forgot, the more forcefully those inexplicable injuries would pull her.

It seems that I have stepped into a minefield, and if I am not careful, it will cause an explosion, and I will be smashed to pieces.

In the warm room, the warm sun shines on the pure white blanket, and the person on the bed is no longer sleepy but has no intention of getting up.

Bai Chen's fingertips slid across Lin Muxi's smooth and tender skin, seeing the tiny fluff standing upright, a playful smile appeared on the corner of Bai Chen's mouth.

"So sensitive~" Bai Chen deliberately raised her voice.

Lin Muxi grabbed Bai Chen's bad hand, with a charming expression on her face, licked her lips and said,

"Tonight will be a crazy night."

It was as if something was stirring in my heart.

Bai Chen was so ashamed that she covered the quilt, and when the back of the bed lightened, the man had already left with a triumphant smile.

Bai Chen was very satisfied with the simple but delicious breakfast made by Lin Muxi.

Lin Muxi came back after answering the phone, looked at Bai Chen and smiled, took out the tissue next to her and carefully wiped the corner of Bai Chen's mouth.

Bowing their heads and eating each other, the quiet air became sweet, maybe it was the sprayed perfume, who knows, everything is like the magic of love.

"I can't come back to accompany you tonight, there is a party to attend." Lin Muxi wiped the corner of her mouth, every movement was very elegant.

But Bai Chen didn't have the heart to appreciate it at the moment, and felt a little lonely in her heart, "Party? With...Brother Tairan?"

Although Ji Tairan became a name they tacitly refrained from mentioning, Bai Chen's uneasiness still prevailed at the moment.

Lin Muxi's face froze, but it was only for a moment, and she changed into a teasing look, "Are you afraid that I will not be responsible to you?"

Bai Chen shook her head like a frightened fawn, "I...I think I'm really rotten." At this point, her whole body froze.

Lin Muxi gently lifted Bai Chen's chin, and printed her own red lips, with the fragrance of orchids lingering,

"My little girl, so cute."

By the time Bai Chen's brain reacted, he had already gone out.

Five or six red lip prints are scattered on Bai Chen's face, and Bai Chen knows how funny he is now without thinking about it.

Baichen used to treat everything like a list task, without procrastination or any positive attitude.

But now she was full of enthusiasm.

Bai Chen carefully treated her happiness like she was cleaning porcelain, but this day, she was still powerless to watch it shatter in front of her.

"I will still get married tomorrow." Lin Muxi lowered her eyes, and what she told Bai Chen was as plain as if she was talking about a certain work example.

Bai Chen was silent for a while.

"I don't want to let go...I want to take care of you for the rest of my life." Bai Chen stubbornly kept her tears from falling, she had a vague feeling of being unable to grasp the person in front of her.

"I'm sorry, I hurt you. I shouldn't have misunderstood you in order to satisfy myself..." Lin Muxi took a sip of water to hide her panic.

"Misunderstanding?..." Bai Chen instantly felt like a poor clown, who had already been assigned a role, yet was unknowingly competing with the prince on stage.

All the strength in her body seemed to be evacuated, and she took a few deep breaths to relieve her almost collapsed emotions.

"Did you call everything these days a misunderstanding!...I really didn't expect you to do this." Bai Chen gritted his teeth and spoke out with all his strength.

She stared fiercely at Lin Muxi, who seemed to be indifferent to all of this, wiped away tears fiercely, and walked away, her long hair disheveled in the wind, her pale mouth evoked a sneer, which looked extraordinarily bleak.

Lin Muxi's chest rose and fell violently, and her right hand stroked her neck, as if this could suppress the violent emotion.

Bai Chen bit the back of her hand vigorously to resist the anger and sadness that burst at any time, she tasted the mixture of blood and tears.

"What a loser! She doesn't want you anymore!" Bai Chen cried out to vent her anger, she had no time to care about the strange eyes of passers-by, turned around and moved slowly towards the vast snow.

The cold of winter is no colder than her heart.

Bai Chen in the dark knew that Lin Muxi loved her.

It is the same now, and it was the same in the past, but I dare not believe it because I was deceived, which is really ridiculous.

Thinking that Ji Tairan likes boys, he must accept his relationship with Lin Muxi, but he acts with Lin Muxi for Bai Chen.

But it was such a self-defeating situation that caused the resurrection to begin, maybe it was a coincidence, maybe it was destiny.

Bai Chen stands on the edge of a high-rise building and feels the wind like a bayonet across his cheeks. A familiar phantom appears in his blurred vision. Bai Chen wants to catch it, as if he has taken ecstasy. Bai Chen takes that step, That is the persistence of wanting to follow your lover.

The moment he fell down the stairs, Bai Chen's mind went blank, and all obsessions in his heart were wiped clean like writing on a blackboard.

Lin Muxi, it turns out that I loved you very much a long time ago.

This has been a matter of the previous life for a long time, but in this life, I still can't avoid you.