sweet high school days

Chang Yu woke up under the warm blanket, but he didn't feel the slightest warmth.

... both physically and mentally cold.

But Chang Yu didn't cry.

He sat on the bed blankly, his eyes were dry, but his heart was obviously very sad.

It was an extreme sadness.

There seemed to be a huge stone in his heart, and Chang Yu suddenly retched, but he couldn't vomit out the grief in his heart no matter what.

Qin Mu arrived in time and asked with concern, "Xiaoyu, are you alright?"

Chang Yu looked at him and said lightly: "How long have I been asleep?"

Qin Mu was taken aback, and replied truthfully, "It's been a day."

"Where's grandma?"

"... buried."

Chang Yu looked at him with almost indifferent eyes, stumbled out of the door, and retched again within a few steps.

Qin Mu embraced him, stroked his soft hair, and said softly, "Xiaoyu, don't be sad... hiss!..."

Chang Yu bit his neck violently, as if he wanted to bite it off before giving up.

The pain was unforgettable, but Qin Mu was not angry, and still asked softly, "Is it better?"

Chang Yu probably didn't expect Qin Mu to have such a reaction, he was stunned, let go of his mouth, and continued to walk away.

Before leaving the hospital, Chang Yu suddenly fell to the ground. Qin Mu quickly helped him up, only to find that Chang Yu fell into a coma again, but this time he really fainted.

Qin Mu hugged Chang Yu to the bed, looked at his frowning in his sleep, and kissed him lightly.

……

Qin Mu stood in the yard, thinking about how to comfort Chang Yu, when he turned around, he saw the boy who had just woken up with red and swollen eyes.

"Qin...Qin Mu...my grandma...is she really gone...?"

Qin Mu nodded.

"No! No!" Chang Yu suddenly lost control and kept shaking his head: "Grandma didn't leave! She didn't leave..."

Qin Mu hugged Chang Yu in his arms and didn't answer, but just patted Chang Yu's back like coaxing a child.

After arguing for a while, Chang Yu leaned into Qin Mu's arms and finally cried loudly: "Qin Mu...I want grandma...uh...grandma is gone...I'm only alone..."

Qin Mu coaxed Chang Yu: "Xiaoyu don't cry, be good, you still have me..."

Hearing Qin Mu's comfort, Chang Yu cried even harder.

Wiping away his tears, Chang Yu sobbed and said, "Qin Mu...will you take me there?"

Qin Mu hesitated, looked at Chang Yu's eyes that were redder than rabbits, and nodded: "Okay."

……

It's been half an hour.

Chang Yu has been kneeling for half an hour.

He is like a puppet, a stone, a sculpture, kneeling in front of the grave motionless.Qin Mu accompanied him.

"Xiaoyu, let's go." Qin Mu pulled Chang Yu.

Chang Yu shook his head: "Qin..." As soon as he opened his mouth, he found that his voice was very hoarse, and he cleared his throat: "I won't go, you go first."

Qin Mu didn't answer, but still accompanied him.

"Go away! I want to be quiet for a while!" Chang Yu said angrily.

Qin Mu still didn't answer, pulled Chang Yu up, hugged him, and said softly: "Grandma will be sad knowing you are like this."

Chang Yu cried again: "But...she doesn't want me anymore...!"

"What!" Qin Mu enlightened Chang Yu, "Grandma is looking for grandpa. She is very happy!"

Chang Yu stopped answering, put his head on Qin Mu's shoulder, and wept silently.

After crying for a long time, Chang Yu smiled at Qin Mu, "Qin Mu, let's go!"

Qin Mu looked at his bitter smile, squeezed his hand tightly, and said with a smile - "Okay!"