almost lonely

What did you want to say?What happened after the car accident? "Ning Juechen shuddered. They really were talking about this! He clenched his fists tightly and poked his nails into his palms one by one. His first reaction was to deny it: "I didn't want to say anything!Nothing to say! "

Xu Tingya's complexion changed: "Lu Juelan, what do you mean? You asked me to meet, you invited me to the restaurant where we ate for the first time, I thought... What on earth do you want to do? Do you think it's fun to play me?" Ning Juechen was heartbroken In a mess, he faintly felt another force in his body come to life, he hurriedly kicked the chair away: "Xiaoya, I still have something to do..."

Xu Tingya held up the cup and stood up. After a pause, she was still not willing to splash him on the face: "Lu Juelan, you really went too far this time!" Ning Juechen stretched his body with all his strength, and every step was extremely difficult: "I'm sorry "He could still maintain his normal state under Xu Tingya's eyes, but he couldn't hold on as soon as he walked out of the store.

Ning Juechen turned into the alley next to him, leaning against the wall and laying on the ground in embarrassment.Lu Juelan's desire to see Xu Tingya was too strong, the fight just now almost tore her whole body into pieces.

Ning Juechen managed to suppress Lu Juelan with great difficulty. Right now he just felt dizzy and had trouble breathing. He felt his face was very hot. He raised his hand to wipe it, only to realize that he was bleeding from the nose, which couldn’t be stopped. After a while Just tick-tock dripped a hand.

Shocking red——for the first time, he felt that he was so close to death, even closer than the car accident, as if the god of death was following him and counting down, and when the time was up, he couldn't wait to wave his sickle.

The sliver of rationality that he had been holding on to for a long time completely collapsed at this moment. He thought in a trance: Xu Tingya will know soon, and then Chen Yuhong and Lu Chengxiong will know, and Xu Ye will know too.They found out that he was a counterfeit, he was a fake, and they would work together to find a way to drive him away and get Lu Juelan back.

Everyone is on Lu Juelan's side, no one needs him, no one.All of a sudden, I just feel like a knife is twisting my heart, and all thoughts are lost.

Ning Juechen dialed Xu Ye's phone with trembling fingers.That day when Xu Ye woke up with a hangover and found himself lying on the same bed with Lu Juelan, he gave himself a new punishment with guilt, and now the butterfly in his hand is complete.He avoided contact with Lu Juelan as much as possible, and when he saw the incoming call, he hesitated before answering it: "Hello?"

Ning Juechen tried his best to make his tone sound calm: "Well, are you free to come back now? The landlord is here to look for you." Xu Ye was taken aback: "Landlord? Didn't the rent be paid to him years ago? "Ning Juechen's heart was beating fast: "He said he has something to do with you." Xu Ye was a little embarrassed: "Why didn't he call me...you give him the phone and talk on the phone."

Ning Juechen continued to lie red-faced: "He said he wanted to talk face-to-face, but he couldn't explain clearly on the phone." Xu Ye sighed: "Okay, then I'll come right over, you ask him to wait." After hanging up, Ning Juechen Chen stopped a taxi at the intersection: "Master, go to the Central Hospital."

After Xu Ye hurried back, he found no one at home, so he called the landlord, who said he hadn't looked for him, and he didn't know what Lu Juelan was doing.Since he came back for a trip, he simply took a change of clothes before leaving. When he got out of the elevator, he ran into Qiu Hui who had rushed over. The two of them stared blankly at each other, and then quickly recognized each other.

As soon as Qiu Hui got off the plane, he took a taxi non-stop and asked straight to the point: "Where's Xiaochen?" Xu Yi narrowed his eyes vigilantly, and Qiu Hui took a deep breath: "No, I mean Lu..." He Didn't remember his brother's name, Xu Ye helped him pick it up: "Lu Juelan?" Qiu Hui nodded: "Where's the person?" Xu Ye was inexplicably a little annoyed: "I'm looking for him too, he called me here and asked me Gone, and still not answering the phone." Qiu Hui's temples twitched suddenly, and his voice changed: "Go to the hospital! He's in the hospital!"

When Xu Ye rushed into the ward, Ning Juechen was standing on the edge of the bed and bent down, with one hand clasped on the slender neck of the vegetable.He hadn't visited the sick for a long, long time. The person on the sickbed was pale and weak, not alive at all, but like a well-preserved corpse.

Now his hand is holding this man's life, and with a little effort, his weak breath can be quickly cut off.Ning Juechen was so engrossed in his thoughts that he didn't even notice that Xu Ye came in.Xu Ye couldn't control himself at all, raised his fist and smashed it: "Lu Juelan, what are you doing?!"

Ning Juechen was thrown out suddenly by him, and the back of his head hit the cabinet next to him. There was a buzzing sound in his head, and he was so sick with pain that he almost vomited out.Xu Ye frantically rang the medical bell while checking the situation anxiously, his eyes were so red that they could bleed.

Ning Juechen sat down on the ground and hadn't recovered yet. His eyes turned black and he could hardly see anything. He unconsciously whispered: "Brother Ye, Brother Yi." Xu Ye frowned and turned to look at the He froze: "What did you call me?"

Ning Juechen huddled into a small ball leaning against the cabinet, his eyes were bewildered, and he stared blankly into the void.He moved his bloodless lips, and every word was as light as smoke, and he could barely grasp it: "Brother Yi, help me..."

25 Lend me a little light

I dreamed of a car accident again, I have experienced too many times, Ning Juechen is used to it.In the dream, he knew it was a dream, and he also knew whose name Xu Ye was calling when he picked up the phone, so he waited for the ending in a daze, as long as he was unconscious in the dream, he could wake up in reality.

It is said that nostalgia after separation is often not reluctance, but unwillingness.Ning Juechen felt that this was actually wrong, he was not reconciled, he dared not be reconciled.Thinking about it again, he and Xu Ye have never been together, so there is no such thing as inseparable, he is not qualified to discuss this issue.

When I woke up, I still had a splitting headache like in a dream, and the back of my head was throbbing with throbbing pain.Ning Juechen raised his hand to touch it, gasped as soon as he touched it, and found that there was a lot of swelling. "Don't move." Xu Ye held an ice pack in his hand and covered it carefully.

Ning Juechen shrank his neck in pain, opened his eyes and met Xu Ye's face.He couldn't turn his head around, and suspected that he was still trapped in a dream within a dream.

He remembered that when Lu Juelan went to see Xu Tingya, he was driven into a hurry, so he called Xu Yiyu to leave, and when he arrived at the hospital, he sent the nursing aunt away.Pressing his fingers on his neck, the blood vessels jumped so fast under his fingertips. He was very afraid, and tried several times but didn't dare to really use force. Later, Xu Ye came and was discovered.Then what?Ning Juechen couldn't figure it out.

It seemed that the scene was still in the hospital one second and switched to the room the next. He was leaning against Xu Ye, and Xu Ye was applying ice to him—maybe it was Lu Juelan, but he was not sure whether Lu Juelan had come out.

Thinking of this, he was so nervous that he became stiff. Xu Ye probably sensed it, and immediately stopped his movements: "Does it hurt? Or is it too cold?" Ning Juechen shook his head, hastily observing his face secretly.Xu Ye put down the ice pack, spread his warm palms over his wound and rubbed it carefully: "Don't you have anything to say to me?"

Ning Juechen paused, but still shook his head tremblingly, he couldn't figure out what Xu Ye meant. "You call me Brother Ye. Why?" Xu Ye looked at him with complicated eyes, "Tell me why?" Ning Juechen didn't know that he said something wrong in a panic, and hurriedly pushed Xu Ye away: "I didn't ..." Xu Ye stretched out his hand and pulled him back: "I know everything, I just want to hear from you, tell me what's going on." Ning

Juechen's eyes flickered, and when he saw the mottled scars on his wrist, he felt an unspeakable tingling pain in his heart, and after a while he asked softly, "Have you seen Lu Juelan?" He felt startled, although Qiu Hui had already told him the same thing as the Arabian Nights, but until this moment, he dared to believe it, he could believe it, it was true.

Xu Ye's voice was a little trembling: "So now... is it Chenchen?" Ning Juechen flinched like a frightened little animal, avoiding Xu Ye's eyes in vigilance and panic.

Xu Ye thought of the lame tortoiseshell cat in Baile Lane. He hadn't fed it for a long time after the second grandma passed away. When he found it later, it was like this. After taking two steps, he hid behind the trash can, peeked at him timidly, and then retracted, with a small thin tail still dragging outside.

Xu Ye knew that the little cripple hadn't forgotten him, otherwise it would have been a little scared if it had the guts to run away so young.Xu Ye never gave the little cripple a name, so he didn't know how to call it, so he could only squat on the side of the road and patiently coax him to come over.On the third day, the little cripple was finally willing to come out, taking small steps to eat the ham sausage he was holding.Xu Ye stretched out his hand to touch it, and the little thing arched its back and trembled pitifully in his palm.

Exactly the same as the scene in front of him, Xu Ye's heart trembled with numbness and pain, and he called him again in a soft voice: "Chenchen?" Ning Juechen still didn't speak, biting his lips so tightly that they turned white up.Xu Ye called his name over and over again like coaxing a kitten, until the muscle lines under his palms were not so stiff, and he no longer trembled nervously, then he asked softly: "Chenchen, can I give you a hug?" ?”

Ning Juechen nodded slightly, Xu Ye stretched out his arms and took him into his arms, resting the back of his head with one hand, and rubbing the back of his neck with no moles with the other hand.

He wanted Ning Juechen to come back even in his dreams. He didn't know which was more sad than suffering day and night and embracing an empty shell, but Ning Juechen was here anyway.