almost lonely

expression.He opened his mouth but still couldn't call out the phrase "Brother".But he heard Xu Ye's voice, Xu Ye let go of his hand while talking.

He said, "Juelan." His voice was soft and gentle.

Lu Juelan's girlfriend, who should be said to be his fiancée, immediately uttered the standard line: "Are they twin brothers who work in other places? They really look alike."

In the past few years, Ning Juechen almost regarded "looks like Lu Juelan" as a kind of honor and a compliment, after all, this is the only chip he can use to keep Xu Ye as a high imitation.Everything is like a reappearance of a scene that has been brewing for eight full years. This familiarity makes Ning Juechen feel a suffocating nausea.

He tried very hard to control his facial expressions, not to let these emotions escape from the bottom of his heart, and even replied politely and humbly with a smile: "Sister-in-law was joking, my brother is more handsome." However, Lu Juelan didn't appreciate it, and his tone sounded a bit Impatient: "Why did you come back today?"

What I said was a bit like driving away customers. Ten years later, Ning Juechen was immune to Lu Juelan's attitude, and he didn't feel sad.It was Xu Ye who suddenly interjected: "I want to come back today."

So Lu Juelan turned his eyes to him, and the playful smile became deeper: "Ning Juechen didn't tell you that I am here for a family banquet? Or is it that you two are unclear and you really think of yourself as a member of our family?" Is it inappropriate?" Xu Ye frowned and interrupted him sharply: "Lu Juelan!" Lu Juelan still smiled: "He himself is not from our family."

Ning Juechen just listened expressionlessly, as if these words had nothing to do with him.Poor his new sister-in-law, half shocked and half flustered by this scene, a pair of thin, white and slender hands were on Lu Juelan's arms, shaking at a loss: "Juelan..."

In the end, it was natural to break up again, and history is always surprisingly similar.The two of them ate something casually and went back to the hotel. As soon as they entered the door, Xu Ye reached out and pushed Ning Juechen behind the door, and lowered his head anxiously to find his lips.

Ning Juechen's shoulder blades hit the wall heavily, he flinched in pain, gasped, and Xu Ye seized the opportunity to rush in.Sometimes Xu Ye's kisses are very urgent and fierce, and he must lock the person tightly in his arms; sometimes he seems to be very gentle and delicate, with affection between his lips and teeth.

Ning Juechen once thought that this might have something to do with Xu Ye's way of thinking about Lu Juelan. When he was angry, he would think of a violent storm, and when he was emotional, he would think of the spring breeze in March. ——For example, today, Xu Ye was obviously annoyed by Lu Juelan.

Ning Juechen was hit by his unruly brute force and his teeth ached, and the left corner of his mouth was bitten, and he licked a faint bloody smell.He looked back with Xu Ye's dangerous eyes, and provocatively said without fear of death: "Brother Ye, haven't you seen my brother for a long time?"

Xu Ye remained silent, and took off Ning Juechen's outer pants neatly, and squeezed them hard through the underwear as if punishing, Ning Juechen's breathing became heavy.

It was another coquettish and absurd scene, this night Ning Juechen talked so much that he didn't like himself, and he only picked out what Xu Ye didn't like to listen to.For example, "You miss my brother very much", for example, "What do you think my brother is doing now", for example, "Is my sister-in-law very beautiful", or for example, imitating Lu Juelan's tone and calling him by his full name.

Ning Juechen always called him Brother Ye, but Lu Juelan called him Xu Ye.

Every time Ning Juechen said something more, Xu Ye's face became ugly, and his thrusts became more and more rough.In the end, Ning Juechen was so tortured that he became dizzy and dizzy, unable to speak a word, lying heavily as if lingering on his breath, and once suspected that he was going to pass out.

Xu Ye probably also felt that his reaction was boring and uninteresting, so he hastily released it once in his body and then withdrew with a lift of his waist.Ning Juechen's pussy was still weakly opening and closing, and the place where the medicine was applied yesterday was torn apart again, and the wet and sticky body fluid slowly flowed out and seeped into the buttocks, it hurt more than imagined.

Ning Juechen's eyes wandered in the darkness, he didn't know where to stop, he suddenly said softly: "Tomorrow is October 10th." Xu Ye turned his head to look at him, lit a cigarette with a snap, and the darkness Suddenly a star of fire lit up in the room: "And then?" Ning Juechen didn't answer, curled up and closed his eyes, as if falling asleep very tiredly.

Then what?And until tomorrow, it will be the tenth year we have known each other.

3 our tenth year

Ten years ago, Ning Juechen was 15 years old and Xu Ye was 16 years old. At that time, Ning Juechen felt very seriously that he could love Xu Ye from 16 years old to 60 years old.Now he finally realized that he was wrong, he was too impatient, and had already overdrawn all his money in the first ten years.

After the Taoist dream is understood, the sea and the sky are bright, and there is no dream all night.

Last night, he didn't clean it up in time after finishing the work. In the morning, Ning Juechen woke up completely in pain. His stomach felt as if someone twisted it with a screwdriver. His whole body was covered in fine cold sweat, and the quilt was a little wet.

I don't know how many cigarettes Xu Ye smoked afterwards. There was a choking smell in the room. It is reasonable to say that Ning Juechen should have been used to the smell of smoke for a long time. When he was a student, he would feel nauseated whenever he smelled the smell of cigarettes and alcohol.

Ning Juechen rushed into the bathroom and slammed into the door, ushering in the tenth anniversary of his and Xu Ye's acquaintance with the desolate scene of vomiting and diarrhea.

He cleaned himself and the bathroom, and Xu Ye was still asleep when he came out.This person was always moody when he was awake, but he had a harmless and innocent face when he was asleep. Ning Juechen looked at him for a while, as if he touched the boy who made his heart flutter countless times after time passed.

I remember the autumn sports meeting in the second year of high school. If he didn't go to evening self-study, school would be over at 05:30. He did his homework at Xu Yi's house.In the afternoon, it was the final of the basketball game. Xu Ye was the center forward of their team. He probably got tired from playing the game. He sat down and picked up a pen to write a few words before laying down on the table.

Ning Juechen was immersed in writing a collection of wrong physics questions. Although he had just passed the passing line in this monthly exam, he had already improved a lot compared to the last time.The last big mechanics problem was clearly explained by the teacher several times, but he still didn't understand it, and he couldn't figure out the answer even after counting the whole draft paper.

He bumped Xu Ye's elbow anxiously: "Brother Ye, how do you do this question?" Xu Ye didn't respond, and Ning Juechen turned his head to see him falling asleep with his arms under his head.

17 years old is really a beautiful age, the face has not only the childishness of a teenager, but also vaguely shows the tough lines of youth.Ning Juechen's rapidly accelerating heartbeat echoed in Ning Juechen's ears, like beating a drum.

He moved closer little by little, so close that he could clearly see the fine white fluff on Xu Ye's face, then took a deep breath, and pressed his lips against Xu Ye's.At that time, Xu Ye did not smoke or drink, and his kisses were as clean as clear spring water.

Ning Juechen had a guilty conscience, Xu Xu touched him for two seconds and hurried away, only remembering that Xu Ye's lips were hot and soft, like freshly steamed glutinous rice cakes.

Just when he was biting his lips nervously and recalling the moment just now, Xu Ye's grandma came in: "My son is eating! Lan Lan also finished eating, shall we go?" The old lady is getting old, and sometimes her head Not very sober, always mistaken the two twins, confused and even don't remember Ning Juechen.

Ning Juechen also understands, after all, everything is first come, first served, he appeared too late in Xu Ye's life, no one else is to blame.Ning Juechen smiled shyly: "Grandma, I am Juechen."

Fortunately, grandma remembered him today: "Oh, look at my brain, it's useless when I'm old, and I made a mistake again!" "How can I blame you?" Ning Juechen's voice suddenly dropped, "My brother and I look so much alike." "Speaking of which, why hasn't Lanlan come to play for a long time?" "My brother...he is a bit busy in the competition class recently." The two said a few more words, Xu Ye Woke up by them, rubbed his eyes and sat up.

The grandma hurried over to rub his neck: "Why is the kid sleeping here? Didn't he twist it?" Xu Ye blushed: "Oh my grandma! Don't call me kid, okay, I'm done! "He raised this opinion no less than twenty times, but grandma insisted on refusing to listen, and kept yelling one after another.

Xu Ye raised his eyes and saw that Ning Juechen was indeed snickering. Ning Juechen seldom smiled. In fact, he didn't look like Lu Juelan when he smiled, because his eyes curved when he smiled, which was very beautiful.Xu Ye glared at him ferociously: "What are you laughing at!" Ning Juechen immediately stopped laughing, fearing that Xu Ye would be really angry.

So it seems that Xu Ye has always been aggressive towards him since then.

It is said that no matter how loving a couple is, they will have the urge to strangle each other fifty times in their lifetime.Ning Juechen sat on the edge of the bed and stared at Xu Ye for a long time, and finally just pulled the quilt at the end of the bed and tucked it under Xu Ye's chin to cover his cool neck.Xu Ye sleeps very poorly, such a big man likes to kick the quilt when he falls asleep, and the mornings in autumn and winter are always freezing and have a stuffy nose and sneezing.

Ning Juechen bent down to pick up the crumpled clothes on the ground, folded his own and put them in the suitcase, put Xu Ye's in a laundry bag and took them to the front desk.Ning Juechen once damaged a piece of Xu Ye's laundry that could only be dry-cleaned, and then he didn't dare to help him with his laundry.

The air conditioner in the room didn't feel cold, but when I went out, I found that the outside temperature dropped sharply and it was stormy.Ning Juechen stood in the cold wind for a while, so cold that he went back to the hall and took his mobile phone to find out Lu Juelan's number, and hesitated for a long time but did not dial it.

He didn't save the name on this phone, only the number, and it was listed at the top as soon as he opened the address book, and he would memorize it if he read too much.After waiting for more than half an hour, Lu Juelan called and asked where he was.

Lu Juelan drives a new sports car bought last month, Ning