almost lonely

When I was done, I came in and saw a bunch of things wrapped in newspaper in my desk belly.When I opened it, I found that the mouth of the plastic bag was tied, which contained a breakfast, a box of soup dumplings, a tea egg, and a cup of sweet soy milk.It is wrapped in newspaper so it is still not cold, especially the soy milk, it is still a bit hot to touch the outside of the paper cup.Of course Xu Ye guessed who gave it to him, he stretched out his hand and poked the "button" on the back neck of the little student in the front row.

Ning Juechen had been waiting for Xu Ye since Lu Juelan came in, and turned around to peek at the back door every few minutes throughout the morning self-study.When Xu Ye came in, he faltered again, sitting up straight with his back straight, listening to the movement in the back row with his ears up.Xu Ye had just wandered around in the school, and was blown by gusts of cold wind, chilling his heart, and his body still carried the chill of early autumn.

Ning Juechen was caught off guard by his icy-cold fingertips, and trembled slightly like an electric shock, and his white neck immediately turned red.Xu Ye felt a little inexplicable throbbing in his heart. He moved his hand down and landed on Ning Juechen's thin shoulder through a layer of school uniform. His index finger accidentally touched the skin exposed by the neckline: "Thank you."

Ning Juechen shook his head softly again, and even smiled shyly with his lips pursed: "Thank you brother Ye yesterday!" He seemed to pinch the soft white nape of his neck: "Yes, I will say more thank you and less sorry in the future."

Ning Juechen didn't know that Xu Ye had already eaten with Lu Juelan, and he couldn't help but look into Xu Ye's table several times in and out of the morning.The breakfast has been sitting there, untouched until noon.The soup dumpling had cooled down early, and there were large chunks of yellow oil stains on the lunch box.The steam condensed on the plastic bag merged into water droplets and flowed to the wooden board under the table belly, leaving a pool of dark water stains.Xu Ye would throw them into the trash can after school, Ning Juechen thought.

So it is not unreasonable to say that "the order of appearance in life is very important".

To say that Xu Ye's position is indeed embarrassing, he has no objection to Ning Juechen, and even thinks it's funny that this kid is sometimes silly.But as Lu Juelan's friend, he shouldn't get too close to his younger brother out of love and reason, public and private.

Fortunately, Ning Juechen was very conscious and did not make it too difficult for Xu Ye.Except for the delivery of breakfast that day, she didn't take the initiative to show affection to Xu Ye again.In the morning, I take the bus to school alone, and go to the cafeteria to eat by myself after the meal card is completed, so as to reduce my sense of existence as much as possible and not cause trouble to them.

Sometimes Xu Ye fell into a drowsy sleep in Chinese class and really couldn't remember him. When he looked up, he thought that Lu Juelan was still sitting in front of him. After looking at it for a while, his small body seemed a bit thin. Collapsed between the arms.Think again, oh, it's not Lu Juelan, it's Ning Juechen.

Occasionally run into each other on the way to school.The first time Ning Juechen was waiting for the bus at Baiyun Building, Xu Ye saw him immediately. After all, not everyone can wear a school uniform into a skirt.Now it happened to be the rush hour for work and school, the platform was full of people, Ning Juechen was standing on the side edge, Xu Ye was a little afraid that he would be pushed onto the road by the junior high school students who were fighting behind him.

After a while, the 705 road came into the station slowly. There were several schools along this line, and the car was full of students.Twenty or so people followed the car for a while, then sharpened their heads and rushed towards the car.Xu Ye looked at such a small person as Ning Juechen from a distance, circling around in a hurry at the outermost edge, unable to squeeze in.

He also thought of the group of wild cats at the entrance of the alley. Among them was a small tortoiseshell cat with a slight limp in one leg. Every time he ran slowly, he couldn't grab the food.Although it was the last one, Ning Juechen finally went up. Once the door was closed, the whole car was like a box of canned sardines that just came off the production line.Ning Juechen's schoolbag was stuck to the door, squeezed and deformed, tightly covering the glass in the middle.

Just as the countdown to the red light over there was over, Lu Juelan gave Xu Ye a strange look: "Why are you in a daze?" Xu Ye retracted his gaze and kicked off his bicycle: "Look at the scenery."

Once Ning Juechen was on the 705 road.It was early in the day and there were not many people in the car.Ning Juechen stood holding on to the ring, looking a little sleepy, at first he stood up straight, then he nodded his head to the right, tilted and bumped into his arm, his eyes were dazed and staring up.How sleepy this is, I can sleep on the train.

Xu Ye rode his bike parallel to the bus, and the bus was going a bit fast, Ning Juechen dangled his grip and dozed off while leaning on his arms.The driver drove very hard and loved to brake suddenly. Ning Juechen woke up several times along the way.For the last time, he directly bumped his head on the back of the alumnus in front. The alumnus was also wearing the uniform of the No. [-] Middle School. He was tall and strong, as strong as a hill.

Ning Juechen woke up immediately, and hurriedly lowered his head to apologize to others. Xu Ye could imagine his tone and expression when he said "I'm sorry", but he didn't know if his head hurt or not. That alumnus was tall and strong. The person looked at the hard body, and when Ning Juechen fell over just now, Xu Yi made a "boom" in his head.

Lu Juelan was quite dissatisfied and rang the bell twice on his left rear: "Damn, can you slow down? The faster you ride, the faster you ride, and you race against the bus?"

Another time was at Lao Liu's breakfast shop.That morning Xu Ye came out after eating dumplings cooked by her grandma. Lu Juelan said that she found out that the gas had run out in the morning, the fire could not be lit, and there was no food at home.The two still went to Lao Liu's house to eat soup dumplings. The shop was packed with people, and it was hard to wait for two vacant seats.

Xu Ye was stunned for a moment, but he didn't expect Ning Juechen to be opposite him.Ning Juechen's mouth was full, his cheeks were bulging, like a hamster hiding food, he almost choked when he saw them, and it took him a long time to swallow the stuff with his neck stuck, and he greeted them in a low voice: "Brother, Brother Yi." Lu Juelan took off the disposable chopsticks, and answered in a lukewarm way: "This is intimate, Brother Yi has called, when did you get so familiar."

Ning Juechen's eyes fluttered around the faces of the two of them, not sure whether they were familiar or not, and the hand that was not holding the chopsticks was nervously twisting the corner of the clothes under the table.Xu Ye cleared his throat in embarrassment, and poked Lu Juelan's waist with his elbow: "It's not because of you! I've been waiting for so many years and I haven't heard you call me brother, I'm not happy that I have found someone else Already?" Lu Juelan scolded an idiot while peeling the tea eggs.

When Xu Ye was speaking, Ning Juechen was looking at him seriously, but his eyes flickered in the second half of the sentence, and then silently dimmed. "I'm done eating, let's go first." Ning Juechen stood up with his schoolbag on his back.Xu Ye raised his head, originally wanting him to wait and leave together, but Lu Juelan spoke first: "Go early and help me do duty for the day."

Ning Juechen nodded obediently and hummed twice: "Okay brother." He squeezed out from the narrow aisle and asked tentatively, "Shall I take your schoolbag to the classroom first?" Lu Juelan scooped up a spoonful of bean curd , didn't even look up, probably a tacit consent.

In the past few days, there has been a new wave of cold waves, and the temperature has dropped several degrees.Ning Juechen was wearing a white sweater, but it was a bit old, and the yellowed neckline was protruding from the collar of the school uniform.But he was finally not as thin and thin as paper at the beginning, and his whole person became truly "three-dimensional".Xu Ye turned her head and watched Ning Juechen pick up Lu Juelan's schoolbag and walk towards the door. The cuffs of the school uniform were still rolled up a little, revealing a thin wrist with a stretched sports wristband.

Ning Juechen pushed open the shop door and went out. Xu Ye stared intently at his back, and felt that Ning Juechen was like a scorched and fragile leaf, which was torn apart by the cold wind before it even fell to the ground.

9 Secrets Under the Bracers

The first period of Friday afternoon was physical education class. Xu Yi almost finished the game he played in the game hall after school yesterday. He was preparing for this class to continue the frontier. At noon, he was a little excited and couldn't sleep.He lazily leaned halfway on the desk to twist the Rubik's Cube, and fell asleep in front of him. Ning Juechen and Lu Juelan lay on their stomachs one to the left and the other to the right.

Lu Juelan slept on a heart-shaped pillow, which was given by the mixed-race girl from the girl's school next door. It was pink and had a rainbow embroidered on it.When Xu Ye saw it for the first time, he asked him with a look of disgust: "Is this what you got in exchange for that rogue rabbit?"

Ning Juechen slammed his chin on the physics textbook, half of his face was pillowed on his forearm, the pressure was quite hard, such a thin face could still squeeze out the flesh, and a small ball bulged out softly.This week they moved to the row next to the window, the window was not closed tightly, and the wind leaked in through the gap, blowing a small tuft of hair on the side of Ning Juechen's hair to stand up, swinging around like a grass.

Xu Ye propped his head and looked at it for a while, then blew there, the tuft of hair immediately fell forward, and after a while it trembled and trembled with the wind.Xu Ye played with those soft hairs by himself, and woke Ning Juechen up after blowing a few times.Xu Ye buried his head guiltily and pretended to be asleep, and squinted his eyes to see Ning Juechen sitting up straight in a trance, with a large red mark on half of his face. Close it, and then lightly go out through the back door of the classroom.

If it was Lu Juelan who was being teased, he would immediately pounce on him and put his head into the belly of the table and beat him up. Xu Ye imagined the scene and felt a little scared.

The bell rang for the end of the lunch break, Xu Ye had a pile of chalk stubs that Feng Feng threw at him this week, and he picked a small one and aimed at Lu Juelan.After Lu Juelan was hit by him, he jumped up and turned around: "What are you doing!" Xu Ye made an electric gesture, and Lu Juelan sat up and stretched: "I won't go today, play a game."

Xu Ye was a little disappointed. He has been thinking about the unfinished game since last night, and has been looking forward to this physical education class: "What game are you playing?" Lu Juelan took out the basketball hidden in his schoolbag: "And seven