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Post-traumatic stress disorder, which can be divided into many types, follows childhood trauma and produces reactions such as difficulty falling asleep, anxiety, replaying traumatic events, playing games about trauma, and excessive clinging.

After adulthood, these traumatic symptoms may change or transfer to other manifestations, such as irritability and suspiciousness, etc. However, Tang Feiliu found that in the Duke, he probably completely retained and split this memory, and then waited for Tang Fei After Liu and him established a close relationship, it was like a key, Tang Feiliu opened up everything about the past in the Duke, including the trauma that never passed.

Even Edward himself didn't realize it.

And Tang Feiliu felt that Edward's clinginess was a little too much, a little...sick, sometimes when Tang Feiliu was busy making plans, he would feel that something was wrong, and usually at this time, he would see the Duke She tried her best to pretend she didn't care, but she still seemed to be overly concerned about him.

Edward himself knew nothing about that look, which made Tang Feiliu feel that something was wrong, and Tang Feiliu could not find the correct description to express his feeling until one morning, Tang Feiliu dug out a pure set from the closet. White, fluffy retro clothes... Although these things are still worn by old nobles, more young people have completely rejected this kind of complicated, expensive and impractical old-fashioned robes. Exquisite, luxurious material, although it is pure white, but the embroidery and workmanship are very complicated, obviously expensive, and this thing quietly appeared in his wardrobe, Tang Feiliu thought it was a gift from the Duke - the Duke has always They all have such a habit - after Tang Feiliu put it on with great interest, he looked at the blond-haired, blue-eyed boy in the white robe in the mercury mirror... Tang Feiliu suddenly felt a sense of déjà vu.

He turned around and was sure, he was only one wing away, and he could pretend to be an angel in a religious painting! ! !

What kind of eccentricity is this man!

When Tang Feiliu was thinking about his boyfriend's enthusiasm for role-playing, his boyfriend had already gone upstairs to find him because he hadn't gone downstairs for about 15 minutes.When Edward opened the door and came in, he was still softly calling Tang Feiliu's name with fondness, probably thinking that he had turned over and fell asleep again, but when he entered the room, he saw a man in a white robe bathed in the morning light. Tang Feiliu, and behind Tang Feiliu, there is a large transparent glass window, outside which is printed a garden full of flowers, and in the distance are green trees and birds... All of these are extremely sacred, like a divine painting .

Tang Feiliu saw that Edward's eyes immediately changed, but Edward himself didn't seem to know anything. Tang Feiliu turned around and said with a smile on purpose: "Hey, Edward, have you hidden my wings?"

Then, Tang Feiliu saw Edward showing a terrified and angry expression.

Tang Feiliu realized that something was wrong, but Edward strode over. He hugged Tang Feiliu tightly in a defensive posture, as if hugging Tang Feiliu to prevent him from being hurt by someone. Tang Feiliu was really sure this time, he hugged Edward with his backhand, this action made Edward pause, Tang Feiliu patted Edward's back lightly, and said softly: "Edward, Edward, I am here, I am here... "

When the muscles of Edward's whole body relaxed, when he came back to his senses, Edward lowered his head and saw Tang Feiliu's serious expression. He looked at Edward seriously, and said softly: "... Mind telling me, are you here?" Are you afraid of something?"

"What?" Edward said subconsciously, "I'm not afraid of anything..."

Very good, Tang Feiliu exhaled and told himself, take your time, take your time, this is different from chatting with friends, in Edward's heart, there is no such thing as post-traumatic stress, and he did not realize that he Now is a very dangerous period.

Tang Feiliu simply sat down and said with a smile, "You know what? Actually, I heard about you when I was very young..."

That was the memory of little Lance. When little Lance was born, the Duke was still in the tower, and when little Lance grew up, he could hear adults discussing about the son of the devil. Some people said that the son of the devil was black. He has black eyes, even his heart and liver are black, and some people say that the devil's son is the child of Satan, he is destined to destroy the world from birth, if he is not killed, then the future of the entire York is very worrying...

Hearing Tang Feiliu talk about these past events, Edward's expression was a little stiff and nervous, and Tang Feiliu sat up on his knees, stroking Edward's face, looking directly at Edward with lake blue eyes, lowering his voice and saying softly: "Listen! That said, I don’t care if you are the son of the devil, to me, you are Edward, you are a bit picky eater, you don’t like chili, you like sweets...don’t be allowed to refute,” Tang Feiliu said with a smile, “and I’m nothing Angel, I grew up in the country on your estate, my father was a little squire, I only saw my mother in oil paintings, I never liked sports when I was a child, then I came to York, I met you, and we were together Eat, drink afternoon tea together, and still sleep together, I like Black Swan Castle, and I like this manor, I like everything here... But my favorite, my favorite, is still you, Your Excellency the Duke."

Tang Feiliu couldn't perceive how radiant he was in Edward's eyes at the moment. He carried a soft and gentle light, which slightly relaxed Edward's tense nerves.

Edward coughed, and suddenly whispered: "I know." He held Tang Feiliu's hands behind his back, and he suddenly whispered, "...you know? I'm afraid that you will leave. This may be very inexplicable, but That day, you know, I dreamed of you that day, I dreamed that I kissed you, and then, then your blond hair suddenly turned black...your hair, eyes, all turned black ...Although your appearance has also changed, I know that it is you, and I am very scared..."

Tang Feiliu's eyes widened. He was so surprised. He listened to Edward's description. Isn't that what he looks like in modern times? !Is there any magic in this space-time?He came to this time and space, and without any hint or doubt, Edward dreamed his real appearance in a dream!

"I'm very scared. If this is God telling me, if you are with me, you will be polluted by me and fall into hell... Um..." Edward was still whispering, and Tang Feiliu, who was suddenly excited Kissed.

The thin Tang Feiliu pushed down the strong Duke Edward. After a wonderful kiss, Tang Feiliu smiled and said to Duke Edward below: "...Actually, I have said it countless times, black hair and black eyes It's not a sign of the devil, the traveler I saw said that in the golden land of the far east, there lived people with black hair and black eyes, they were all very rich and happy... the me you dreamed of , maybe it was my previous life? After all, when I read that travel note, I felt that I should have been born there."

"Really?" Edward looked at Tang Feiliu in front of him. At this tender moment, Tang Feiliu felt a subtle discomfort in the place where his butt was sitting. Obviously, Duke Edward himself felt it too.

At this moment, Tang Feiliu finally figured out what Edward was struggling with recently, and he was in a good mood... Although Edward's problem cannot be solved in a day or two, as long as it does not seriously affect normal life, Tang Feiliu is very happy to give it to him slowly. He felt safe, and when he hugged the Duke, Tang Feiliu realized that the person he was determined to hug might not be such a healthy human being, but he was patient and mentally prepared.At this moment, Edward's biggest knot was finally untied, and Tang Feiliu also realized one thing, the duke had a phobia of intimacy in his heart - he probably had the experience of being abandoned since he was a child, so in the intimacy There is always a lack of security in the relationship, and there is a serious sensitivity and suspicion phenomenon. Before Tang Feiliu and him did not establish an intimate relationship, it was fine. Once he realized that he had this person, Edward's anxiety became more obvious.

In this case, it is very important to give a sense of security, and for various reasons, Edward has never really had the feeling of Tang Feiliu. Tang Feiliu understands that what he did is right, and now his body is also in the growth period in modern times. , especially Lance is still a child with a congenital defect.

However, Tang Feiliu didn't mind giving the gentle and restrained Lord Duke a little sweetness.

"Don't move!" Tang Feiliu smiled and blinked his eyes. He had blond hair and blue eyes, and was dressed in a white robe. He looked thin and slender, but his slender hand was pressing on the Duke's chest without any strength, but it made the whole body feel weak. The evil-looking Demon Duke in black formal attire froze and remained motionless, allowing his other white hand to slide in from his belt.

"Lance!" Duke Edward's eyes widened.

"I told you not to move!" The man, who looked like an angel, smiled mischievously at the moment, and looked really beautiful and holy, but the devil really didn't dare to move under his palm, he could only suppress himself , the whole body was tense, and I had to restrain myself, afraid that if I turned over, I would bully this weak but mischievous guy into a mess.

The summer sun is so warm, the ears of wheat outside are already ripe, the farmers are talking and laughing loudly, talking about the newly released regulations and the deposits in their hands, the serfs are discussing who can redeem their children, and some Whose family's strong labor will be free, the women are discussing the home to be relocated for urban construction, discussing the family's savings and the money for the purchase of the house that can be delivered, and the new city, and the children are discussing the recent generosity of their parents , Lance and a few well-to-do friends were discussing York's sweet bread... and what everyone talked about was the wheat and potatoes waiting for a good harvest in the fields.

York seems ready for its first real good harvest.

The author has something to say:

The cold seems to be really gone, just a little cough.

I do this every time, and it takes half a month when I catch a cold, so I hate colds so much, everyone must take care of your body.