My brother is so strong, I am also disappointed

I'm tired of pretending to be sleeping for a long time, and I want to turn over.

Li Xingchuan's breathing was very light and steady, and there was no other movement. Did he fall asleep?If he falls asleep, I will put everything on the beam!

I quietly turned my head to the outside, and opened my eyes to confirm.

Then I met a pair of straight and sleepless eyes.

This is the third time my heart has endured this kind of terror. This sudden acceleration of panic sticks in my chest, and I almost lose my breath for a moment.

Damn!Is quietly staring at people in the middle of the night a fashionable hobby right now? !First Feng Dafu and then Xia Yu, how could Li Xingchuan be like this!Are there so many mental illnesses in the world, let me encounter three in a row?What scenery is beautiful in the dark!I really want to scare them sick!

"Are you awake?" Li Xingchuan said.

"...can't sleep." I refused to look at him again, so I turned over and pressed my forehead against the damp wall at night through the bed curtain, just wanting to calm down.

"Then do you want to talk?" Li Xingchuan asked again.

"Do not want to."

Although it is said that there is silence in the middle of the night, and the atmosphere in the dark is good, it is indeed suitable for heart-to-heart talks, but it also has to be divided into objects, right?If Xia Yu and I have been brothers for more than 20 years, we are a family anyway, and it would be nice to talk occasionally, but what is there to talk about between Li Xingchuan and me?Don't tell me about his past with Li Xingyun, right?With such a deep knot in his heart, he seems to be bewildered by this matter, if I go to comfort him, if I disagree with him, I will die under his anger.Even if he doesn't kill me at this time, when I think about it later, there is still a me who knows his secrets living in the world, maybe ten or eight years later, I will come to kill me, I have no real ability, the less I know, the safer I am.

But then I forgot that he wasn't normal at all.

"You... really have a good girl?"

What's the problem, do I know you well?And what I just said clearly is that I don't want to talk, right?I do not want to answer.

"Is there really?" Seeing that I didn't speak, Li Xingchuan propped himself up with his arms and grabbed my shoulder.

"Yes, yes, yes!" I said quickly, raising my arm to block his hand back.

It's really annoying for Li Xingchuan to start at the slightest disagreement and force people to talk to him about such boring things.

"What kind of girl?" Li Xingchuan continued to ask.

"Gentle and considerate, loves to laugh, and will wash and cook for me." Just like my answer to Feng Dafu before, I casually said it, thinking that I have never seen someone who is gentle, considerate and loves me in my life. Laughing girl, those girls only like my brother, obviously I look the same as him, but no one has ever shown me the slightest bit, even if it's a sneak peek?

"When are you going to marry her?"

"...I'll find a matchmaker when my parents come back."

"Then when will your parents come back?"

"I do not know either!"

I can't even go on with the perfunctory, if he asks this again, I'm afraid my lie won't come back.Why is it that Li Xingchuan's illness at night is divided into martial madness and literary madness?What are these people trying to do?Want to take the girl I'm dating and threaten me to hang out with him?Or do you want to grab my bride when I get married?

"Why do you want to marry her?" Li Xingchuan was still asking.

I decided to end this meaningless and endless conversation.

"She looks good."

"..."

As expected, Li Xingchuan stopped talking.

The so-called threesomes must have my teacher, this is true, seeing that I learned this trick from Feng Dafu, I will definitely be able to choke back Li Xingchuan's thousands of words.

But he was quiet, but I had to think more.I always feel that Li Xingchuan is not the same as before recently. If I want to talk about it in detail, it is that he wanted to kill me fiercely at the beginning. People should be proud and arrogant, and they think they are strong, but they want to show their heroism a little bit, and they will even save me when I am unable to resist in Meixi.

But after that, his attitude towards me was more of a forced joke, and he made it clear that he wanted me to follow him. Regarding the matter of making me his wife, I'm still not sure what he thinks, maybe he deliberately angered me, It may also be the robbery of the civilian man. The madman's mind is unpredictable, but he can be sure that his purpose is to control me, so he will strictly prevent me from escaping.

Then when we left Qingtanzhai, his attitude changed again. He asked me to think of a word for him, let me address him with words, and stopped talking about the little lady when no one else was around. Occasionally, I couldn't help it. Talking to him in a bad tone, he no longer looked at me with fierce eyes, even today he got out of the car to buy food for me, and talked to me about this kind of topic at night...

Is it because I am now making plans with him, and I have become a companion in the same camp as him in his heart, and he no longer regards me only as his spoils of war?Or will he really see me as a friend like he said in the car?

I have never had many friends, and the few gentlemen of the script who I have occasional correspondence with are from all over the world, and the chats are all about writing experience and mutual appreciation of new works. Am I friends with them?And Feng Dafu, he should be the first person who made me want to make friends, otherwise I wouldn't have begged Xia Yu so many times not to let him kill him.But I don’t know if he also regards me as a friend. He is a free and easy-going person, who can be picked up and put down. After he and Tong Zijin left, I may be just a wanderer written in the storybook to him. That's all.What does it take to be friends?I can't figure it out now either.

I am a little sad, because of my own narrow mind, it is very boring for a person like me to think about it.Li Xingchuan got along well with his righteous brothers.I always thought he was stupid, but in this matter, I have to admit that I am not as good as him, at least he is injured, Yan Qi will still feel sorry for him.After all, I haven't been home for more than half a month. How is Xia Yu doing now?He is so strong, even if he is besieged and killed, there is no drag. It should be no problem for him to escape alone. I am not too worried about his safety. I just want to know if he sees me being taken away, does he have any thoughts of saving me? ?Or are you simply planning to sacrifice me and give up on me?

I am very afraid that when I go back, I will be able to see my spiritual seat in the ancestral hall of my family.

"Are you uncomfortable?" Li Xingchuan suddenly spoke again.

"No." I heard what he said, and opened my eyes again, and saw that the sky had become much clearer, and tonight would be over soon.

"You keep frowning." Li Xingchuan said.

"You read it wrong." What the hell was he looking at?Maybe I just thought about those things and felt a little unhappy, why does he even care about my mood now?

"It's almost dawn, there is something I forgot to tell you yesterday, in Baimeitan, you have to follow me closely," Li Xingchuan said, "Don't be alone with my seventh brother."

"He doubts me?" I was startled.

"No, he can't hold back when he sees a beauty. I saw him look at you very wrong yesterday."

"...Why are you and your seventh brother congenial, he even wants to touch his brother's woman?" Yesterday I didn't dare to meet Yan Qi's eyes, and I didn't see what kind of eyes he had, but I thought I was so good-looking.

"He used to be like this. He likes to give women to his brothers the most. Wherever he likes a girl, he will ask for it in every possible way." Li Xingchuan said, "If it wasn't for the order of the righteous father to die, those who harass the people will be killed without mercy. Can forcefully marry a girl from this city."

"..." I don't know what to say, if Yan Qi hits me, I can't speak, so can I hit him?

"How is your seventh brother's martial arts?"

"Seventh brother is not good at force." Li Xingchuan paused, "But it shouldn't be a problem to hit you."

"Oh."

Is my martial arts really that bad?I really regret that I didn't practice martial arts well in the past. I think I was complacent when I defeated Feng Dafu. Who gave me the confidence?I thought, if I could go back, I would definitely practice swordsmanship, practicing Sanjiu in the East and Sanfu in the summer, it would be better than despair when things come to an end.