My brother is so strong, I am also disappointed

So I didn't die.

I woke up again from the bed behind Dr. Liu's screen, no one was around, and I didn't know when it was.I tried to move, and the burning and tearing sensation in my body was gone, only a dull pain in my abdomen and chest following my movements.I tore off my clothes and looked down, and it was really blue and purple. If it wasn't for the lack of a handprint shape, I really suspected that I had been hit by the legendary iron sand palm.

This was probably beaten by Xia Yu, even if it was to save me, but he was really merciless!

After thinking about it, I lay flat again. I don't know the situation outside now, and I don't want to face it.

Feng Dafu also ate the porridge, how is he?Does Xia Yu know that Tong Tong hurt me?How is she and her brother?Why on earth did she poison me?Is she carrying out Qian Chongxue's mission, or is she being threatened again and has something hard to say... I'm awake now, is Doctor Liu detoxifying me?Or am I the same as Tong Zijin now, always relying on medicine to suppress toxicity?

I don't want to know the answers to these questions. Maybe I won't wake up this time, and it will be easier if I don't have anything to do with this world.

"Doctor Liu! Yixi is awake!" While I was lying down and thinking wildly, Xia Yu came over to see me, but called Doctor Liu first.

Dr. Liu was probably brewing medicine, so he responded from a distance, but didn't come here immediately.

"How do you feel?" Xia Yu asked me.

"You hit hard." I said this with difficulty, my voice hoarse as if a sandbag was dragging on the ground.

"If I don't do it in time, you should be buried today."

I think Xia Yu replied because he thought I wasn't injured enough and didn't vomit enough blood.But my words will also affect the wound, so I don't want to talk to him anymore, I just stare at him, expressing my despair that I have nothing to love now with my eyes, and sincerely hope that he will not be mad at me now.

"Is Yixi okay?" Dr. Liu came, I don't know why, Xia Yu asked the same question just now, I didn't want to answer it at all, but when I heard Dr. Liu's gentle voice asking me, I suddenly felt very wronged, my nose A sour, there is a feeling of wanting to cry.But Xia Yu was still here, and I didn't want him to see it, so I could only take a deep breath and hold back the tears that had reached the edge of my eyes.

"Oh... Is there something wrong with Yixi? Let me see." Dr. Liu sat down and felt my pulse, "It's nothing serious for the time being. Fortunately, you ate it with other foods, and the interval is not too long. , It’s much better after vomiting it out, and now it seems that the situation is not particularly serious, but there is still a part of the remaining poison that can’t be cured now, at most every three days, you have to come to me to take medicine, otherwise it will recur.”

"Feng Dafu also ate..." I said, still very concerned about whether Tong Tong accidentally injured him.

"He's very nice! Do you still have time to worry about others?" Xia Yu said.

"Your prescription was also discussed with Dr. Feng. It was his idea that adding another medicine can prolong the interval of taking the medicine, so now you only need to take it once every three days. Tong Zijin has been poisoned for a long time, so you should take it every day." Doctor Liu added.

It seems that Tong Tong's goal is very clear, it is aimed at me alone, but what is she thinking, what good does it do her to make me a powerless idler?

But I don't dare to ask Tong Tong how she is now. Whether Xia Yu killed her or let her go, I don't seem to be able to accept it. If she dies, I can't bear it, but if she is safe, I will How can I forgive a person who has harmed me so freely?Such contradictory psychology even makes me feel ridiculous.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Dr. Liu saw that I was depressed by the poisoning, and comforted me: "Yixi, don't worry too much, the days are still long, you have to believe me, the antidote can be formulated in time."

"Doctor Liu..." I really wanted to cry again. Few people have always considered my emotions, let alone said such things to me. This is probably why I have always liked to hide in Doctor Liu's room, yes Doctor Liu has a sense of dependence.To be honest, if Xia Yu hadn't stayed here, I probably couldn't bear it now.

"Cry if you want. I can pretend I didn't see it." Xia Yu said.

"I didn't want to cry!"

Xia Yu, you are really annoying.Didn't you already say it!If I cry again, I'm sure you'll cry with anger!Although I refuted it without hesitation just now, I still wanted to stab him to death with a needle.

"Okay, Yixi has also been in a coma for several days, tell me if you're hungry now, and what you want to eat." Doctor Liu said.

Sure enough, Dr. Liu treated me the best!

"I want to eat sweet and sour pork ribs..." I was moved to tears, and when Dr. Liu said it, I felt really hungry.

"Then think about it." Xia Yu indifferently extinguished my emotion, "You can only drink some porridge now."

"Then I'll starve to death!" I was very angry again. I have always disliked bland porridge. I used to have to add half a bowl of sugar to eat a bowl of porridge.Now that I'm so hurt, I can't even eat what I want?But it's only because Doctor Liu is here that I dare to talk back to Xia Yu like this.I grabbed Doctor Liu's sleeve and I had to let Xia Yu go first, otherwise I was afraid that he would take revenge on me later.

"Hey, stop arguing, I'll cook for Yixi, I'll make sure it's delicious." Doctor Liu wanted to stand up, but I didn't let go, "Yixi doesn't want me to go? Then let Yiyang cook?"

I finally let go.Xia Yu also listened to Dr. Liu very much. If he really cooks, I'm afraid I'll be poisoned to death again.

Doctor Liu left, but Xia Yu was still here. He didn't speak, and I didn't speak either. We just remained silent for a while, and he said, "Tong Tong is dead."

"Hmm." As expected.

"I didn't kill her." Xia Yu said, "I didn't kill her, but I didn't save her either."

"She's a nice person, but she's also stupid. She believes in everything." I said something irrelevant, but I think Xia Yu could understand what I was talking about.

"So are you."

"..."

It seemed that he didn't understand, and probably couldn't continue the conversation.

"When I came back a few days ago, I just wanted to tell you that I found out that someone has been in contact with Tong Tong, and I have been pressing her to kill me, otherwise..." Xia Yu continued.

"Then why did she poison me!" I couldn't help interrupting him, I was really wronged!

"Qian Chongxue urged her to do it. I knew she approached me from the very beginning to kill me. The current situation is stalemate. My Chapter 3 can't beat Hongmeitan, and Hongmeitan can't touch Chapter 3. As long as I die Now, the current situation will be overthrown immediately. Tong Tong works for Qian Chongxue and also hates Qian Chongxue. If you take your head to replace me at this time, the other party will not be suspicious. It's a better opportunity to move in the dark, no matter whether you advance or retreat. And she herself," Xia Yu paused, but only for a moment, "I'm afraid she has already wanted to die. Before I left, she asked me for a jade pendant. I thought about it when I was away, and I gave it to her without thinking too much. It should be that she returned to Qianchongxue after poisoning you, took my jade pendant and begged the head of Hongmeitan to say that I was dead, Then I tried to find an opportunity to assassinate the opponent, but unfortunately I failed and died."

The matter is already very clear, no matter whether Tong Tong's assassination succeeds or fails, she will never come back alive.And when Xia Yu said that he didn't save her, he probably meant that he didn't stop Tong Tong when she left.I used to think she was foolish enough to trust others blindly, but now I don't think so. She should have known that I was not Xia Yu the first time she saw me, and used me and Xia Yu to rescue her brother. Perhaps it was her younger brother, or maybe she had also taken Qian Chongxue's poison. In short, she chose the time when Feng Dafu was taking care of Tongzijin and Xia Yu was not in the sect. She planned to use a useless me and herself Save Xia Yu and Tong Zijin's life.

The whole plan basically went as she thought, and I was defenseless against her.So if Xia Yu hadn't come back a day earlier and went directly to ask me for questioning, she would have returned to Qianchongxue after I died from poisoning, and what she would be holding would not be the jade pendant, but the actual head of me.

I kind of narrowly escaped death.

Now I don't know how to feel about Tong Tong, I can't pity her, I can't hate her, I can't even express a sigh of impermanence.She killed me to save her younger brother and my elder brother. She worked for Qian Chongxue, but she risked her own life to assassinate Qian Chongxue's leader.Regardless of whether her plan is full of omissions or not, or whether she is thoughtful or not, she has already used all her own abilities to exchange the two people she loves. To achieve this, how does she think?Does she know whether Xia Yu's affection for her is false or sincere?Only this point, I hope she doesn't know, even blindly believing it is better than knowing the truth, right?So if I were her, would I be able to achieve her level?

If I also meet her on the bridge of Naihe, I must ask her clearly, but now I and her are on different paths, everything about her will return to dust, her body will die, and her soul will disappear. up.

"What do you think?" I asked him.

"I don't want anything." Xia Yu said, "No one can decide my path for me."

"Even with good intentions?"

"Even if there is still a good result."

"Actually, there is nothing wrong with her plan. You think, if you don't come back early, she will bring my head to meet their altar master. It should be more credible. It would be better if it succeeds. If it doesn't succeed, she will die by herself. And none of us are your subordinates, you have no loss but have a greater advantage from now on..."

"So you mean you want to die?" Xia Yu raised his voice at least twice, and I thought he was going to be angry.

"..."

Let me objectively analyze what is so angry!

I really can't continue chatting with him. I don't really want to die now, but I'm afraid that he will fulfill me with his own hands right away.

After a while, Xia Yu probably swallowed his breath, and continued: "Tong Zijin and Feng Dafu are both in our dungeon now, they should have nothing to do with this matter, Tong Tong didn't tell him anything in order to protect Tong Zijin. "

"...Then why are you arresting them..."

"It was just in case." Xia Yu squinted at me again: "Besides, you two have a good relationship, so let Feng Dafu be ready to go down to accompany you at all times."

"Let him accompany me? Do you want me to have no peace in the world?" Is Xia Yu sick?What else is he thinking about other than killing people all day long?

"Since there is nothing wrong now, the two of them can let go," Xia Yu said.

"I will go with you."

"I don't want to carry you to the dungeon."

"I'll go by myself!"

"Look at your legs before you talk."

I struggled to get up and lifted the quilt. My left leg was covered with bandages. I had been lying there without moving before, and with the throbbing pain in my chest, I didn’t realize that there was still an injury on my leg.

"What's going on!" How much did I go through that day?Being poisoned, being beaten until I vomited by Xia Yu, who hurt my leg!

"...I was a bit more aggressive that day and knocked down Dr. Liu's medicine cabinet. You smashed the cabinet."

"..."

What else can I say, originally it was just poisoning, but now Xia Yu beat him to death, he was half disabled, I just wanted to get up and give him a sword.

"Lie down, you are no different from a waste now."

"I'm going! It's you who beat me up like this! Do you still want to not be responsible?" I was really going to vomit blood from his anger.

"I don't know what's good or bad," Xia Yu said.

……

After eating the porridge cooked by Dr. Liu with medicine, Xia Yu still carried me to the dungeon. The passage of the dungeon was not high, and he kept his back so straight that all the bumpy bricks on the roof hit me. on the head.

"Did you do it on purpose?" I was already lying low against his back, but I still bumped into him.I suspect that he specifically picked the place where there were bricks.

"You insisted on coming."

I would have liked to have strangled him on the spot.

When I got to the prison gate of Feng Dafu and Tong Zijin, I regretted it very much, and even wanted to strangle Feng Dafu to death together.

I saw Tong Zijin sitting on the wooden board, Feng Dafu leaned on Tong Zijin's shoulder like a small bird, and the two talked about the stars and the moon to the sunlight coming in from the small window of the cell, Feng Dafu still talked about some anecdotes and anecdotes with eloquence. , and Tong Zijin responded with a chuckle from time to time.This scene just blinded my eyes.

Why did I go to all the troubles to see him?Feng Dafu is simply a bastard who values ​​sex and despises friends!You gave me back my cares and worries!When I was dying over there, I was still thinking about whether you were poisoned, but you were talking about love in the dungeon!

Xia Yu asked someone to open the cell door. Feng Dafu and the others finally recovered from their own world. They should have seen Xia Yu with an indifferent face and me with a contemptuous face.

"Oh, brother Xia is here, let me tell you that the medicine I gave you is absolutely fine!" Feng Dafu said.

"I think you like living here," I said.

"It doesn't matter whether I like it or not, Zijin is willing to accompany me, and I can go anywhere." The two of them stood up, and Feng Dafu leaned against Tong Zijin again as if he had no bones.

"Walk well." Tong Zijin still cherishes words like gold.

"Hey, ok, ok, Zijin go first, and I'll follow you, hey, be careful of the steps over there!" Feng Dafu was courteous, his tail was wagging to the sky in that obsequious look, as if he saw me holding my hand. Huang Xiaosan with meat.

Tong Zijin stepped out of the prison door, turned back and stood still, and told Xia Yu and me the longest sentence since we met: "Zijin will never forget the life-saving grace of the head of Xia. Jin wanted to make amends to Mr. Xia on behalf of her sister, and would not hesitate to kill or cut, but the two of them treated me with kindness and even allowed me to stay in the noble sect. Zijin is not talented, but he has a skill, so if you need me in the future, you can just look for me, and you will not disgrace your life."

"You can go anywhere you want, as long as you don't get discovered by Qian Chongxue again." I said.Tong Tong risked her life to save the last trace of blood for the Tong family, and what she wanted most was Tong Zijin to live well.

"Tsing Yi Yin Jian boy Jin, you don't need to worry about his skills." Xia Yu said to me.

"We're going to the east, to my hometown, where there won't be so many rivers and lakes disputes." Feng Dafu said, "If there is a chance for you to come and play, I will definitely take you to eat in the best restaurants."

"Thanks, I don't want to have a king's meal with you again and then jump out of the window to escape."

"Hahahahahaha, you really hold grudges, hold grudges, Brother Xia!"

Amidst Feng Dafu's laughter, they left the dungeon together and the Nine Mountains School. Xia Yu and I stood in front of the mountain gate, silently watching their backs melt into the golden-red sunset.

The story of Tong Tong has come to an end, and those of us who are still alive, burying the past with sadness or joy, still have to interpret the future in order to survive.