beloved does not come back

When Jiang Tianxiao woke up, it was already past ten o'clock in the morning.

What caught the eye was Yu Lang's purple-red back, with bite marks, twist marks, and... In short, it was all left by Jiang Tianxiao.

Sunshine came in through the gaps in the curtains, and Jiang Tianxiao gradually came back to his senses. He remembered Yu Lang's hoarse crying last night, his sobbing begging, and the almost desperate eyes when he turned his head to look back at him—yes, last night he let Yu Lang Lang knelt on the bed with his back to him, and he told Lang not to turn around, or she wouldn't look like a girl.

Yu Lang's head was pinned on the bed, so he could only turn his head with difficulty, looking back at Jiang Tianxiao.

Jiang Tianxiao stared at Yu Lang who was still sleeping soundly, feeling a little at a loss for a moment.

However, ten minutes later, Jiang Tianxiao suddenly stretched out his hand.

Sure enough, Yu Lang had a fever.

Yu Lang's forehead was burning hot, and there were still traces of dried tears on his face.Jiang Tianxiao looked at the various marks on Yu Lang's body - he definitely couldn't go to the hospital like this.He had to get dressed in a hurry, and ran to the nearest pharmacy to buy a thermometer and medicine.

Back at the hotel, Yu Lang still closed his eyes tightly.

"Yu Lang," Jiang Tianxiao shook him, "get up and take medicine."

Instead, he woke up in a flash. Yu Lang's cheeks were flushed from the heat. He opened his mouth, but made no sound.

Yu Lang pointed to his throat and said in a breathy voice, "I want to drink water."

There was a circle of red marks on his fair neck, which was pinched by Jiang Tianxiao last night.

Jiang Tianxiao silently gave the water to Yu Lang.

Yu Lang gulped down the mineral water, and Jiang Tianxiao brought another bottle: "Take your medicine, you have a fever."

Yu Lang nodded.

After taking the medicine, Yu Lang fell asleep again, and grabbed Jiang Tianxiao's hand before going to bed: "Don't go, okay?"

Jiang Tianxiao didn't answer.

After all, Yu Lang couldn't bear it anymore and fell asleep.

Jiang Tianxiao silently stared at Yu Lang's face, his lips had no blood at all, showing a sickly purple-white color.Jiang Tianxiao thought, is he really so weak?Or are you lying to me again?

He is too knowledgeable and unscrupulous.

But at this moment, staring at the face that made him love and hate, but he couldn't take the steps to leave.He knows that he still loves Yu Lang—although he also hates him—this kind of love has formed an involuntary habit in his body, just like now, he clearly knows that he should go and not entangle him anymore, but he But he couldn't help thinking, what if Yu Lang burns up again after he left?What if Yu Lang is hungry?Yu Lang curled up here alone with traces all over his body. Will he be sad when he wakes up and sees the room is empty?

Although, although Jiang Tianxiao understands, Yu Lang has lived alone for years longer than his life.

Sighing silently, Jiang Tianxiao sat by the bed and watched over Yu Lang.

It wasn't until after one o'clock in the afternoon that Yu Lang's fever finally subsided completely. Jiang Tianxiao ordered takeaway vegetable porridge, put on his coat, and left.

He walked slowly to school, passing the pharmacy where he bought HIV test strips last night, and the sex toy store where he bought massage sticks.Jiang Tianxiao didn't know if Yu Lang would look for him again, maybe not. Although Yu Lang used all means, he would not humiliate himself without dignity.For some reason, I thought of Chen Bailai again.Yu Lang is no non-drug person now, he can't love anyone, but what was he like when he was with Chen Bai?What is it like for Yu Lang to truly love someone?

Jiang Tianxiao thought to himself, maybe, if Yu Lang could love me, I would still forgive him.

However, it is impossible for Yu Lang to love him.

Chen Bai, styled Ming.Lang, Ming also.

At that time, Chen Bai and Yu Lang broke up in Beijing, and Chen Bai went west, and finally disappeared.

So in Yu Lang's car, there is always the song "One Night in Beijing":

one night in Beijing

I leave a lot of love

whether you love it or not

dust of history

……

I have been waiting for a thousand years

why doesn't my lover come back

……

This is Yu Lang's way of expressing his love. He never mentions Chen Bai, but he reminds himself in various lasting and profound ways.

It's so much more than kisses and hugs.

I have been waiting for thousands of years, why doesn't my lover come back.

Back in the dormitory, the boss, Shen Zhe, was fighting against the landlord with the boys in the next dormitory. When he saw Jiang Tianxiao, the boss winked ambiguously: "I don't come home at night, which lady was looking for you last night?"

Jiang Tianxiao said awkwardly, "It's not Miss Sister."

"Pretend!" The boss grinned, "We've all arrived at the door of the dormitory, left us and ran away, isn't it Miss Sister? I'm in a hurry!"

"My boss," Jiang Tianxiao just wanted to quickly end the topic: "I need something temporarily."

Boss and Shen Zhe smiled meaningfully.

Jiang Tianxiao originally wanted to sleep for a while, but they were fighting the landlord and making a lot of noise, and he was wondering if Yu Lang had woken up, so he tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep.He simply turned on the computer to write a thesis, but he couldn't see the dense black letters at all.

Just then, the phone rang.

Jiang Tianxiao's heart skipped a beat and he took out his phone.

It's really Yu Lang.

Jiang Tianxiao glanced at the three people fighting the landlord over there, and walked out of the dormitory silently.

"Hey?"

"Dawn," Yu Lang's voice was hoarse and weaker than last night: "Where are you? Dorm?"

Knowing the reason, where else could he be besides the dormitory?

Jiang Tianxiao: "Are you okay?"

"I woke up and found you gone," Yu Lang said in a low voice, "Have you... had lunch yet?"

"Don't look for me anymore, and don't call me again," Jiang Tianxiao said irritably, "Didn't you understand enough last night? Or do you like that? Yu Lang, do you have a tendency to be abused?"

"I……"

"Even if you have a tendency to be masochistic, don't come to me? Or - are you still trying to get me to be a 'container' for you?"

"I didn't!" Yu Lang growled, and then his voice softened again: "If you don't want to, I can't force you, right... Tianxiao."

"Yes, but you can lie to me, just like fooling an idiot," Jiang Tianxiao smiled: "Aren't you also lying to me now?"

Yu Lang was silent for a few seconds, and said, "I won't lie to you anymore, Jiang Tianxiao—I seem to be in love with..."

"Stop," Jiang Tianxiao wondered if Yu Lang was in a coma: "You don't even have the soul of Feidu, what kind of love do you still love, Yu Lang, isn't your lie too much?"

Yu Lang didn't speak.

He didn't speak, but he didn't hang up the phone either.

Jiang Tianxiao heard his extremely suppressed sobs.

A few minutes later, Jiang Tianxiao hung up the phone.

He didn't know why Yu Lang did this, it was boring.He already knew everything, and it was impossible to risk his life to make that "container" for Yu Lang. What was Yu Lang doing, did he want to influence him?When did Yu Lang become such a naive person?

He put the phone back in his pocket, and after a few seconds, he took it out again.

Jiang Tianxiao blocked Yu Lang's number.

In the following days, Yu Lang could not contact Jiang Tianxiao, nor did he come to him.The weather is getting warmer and birthdays are getting closer.Thinking back to how excitedly he planned to go out with Yu Lang after his birthday, Jiang Tianxiao felt chills. He used it as a "vessel" to summon Chen Bai's remnant soul.

Thinking of this, I only have disgust for my birthday.

Five days before his birthday, Jiang Tianxiao received a call.

It's an unfamiliar number.

"Jiang Tianxiao, I'm He Sheng!" He Sheng's eager voice rushed into Jiang Tianxiao's ears: "Yu Lang sent someone to your house! Your hometown!"