beloved does not come back

Jiang Tianxiao returned to the dormitory.

At this time, the graduates were writing their graduation thesis, and the boss also came back. When he saw Jiang Tianxiao, he was shocked: "What's wrong with you?!"

"Huh?" Jiang Tianxiao was stunned: "I'm fine..."

"It's okay," Shen Zhe leaned over: "The face is so ugly."

"...I'm too tired these days."

"I heard that you are in business?" The boss spoke Mandarin with a Changsha accent, and asked, "How is it?"

Jiang Tianxiao had no choice but to bite the bullet and answer: "It's not very good, I didn't make any money."

"Oh yes," the boss put a betel nut into his mouth: "It's so damn hard to make money now, this year's Chinese New Year I have a vice president who drank so much that he got alcoholic..."

Jiang Tianxiao nodded and said nothing more.

The days returned to the state before meeting Yu Lang. The boss and Shen Zhe spent nights at night, caught up with sleep during the day, and took time out of their busy schedules to write their graduation thesis.Jiang Tianxiao lay on the bed in a daze all day long, half asleep and half awake.

"After taking Jiang Tianxiao, I think he is short of a catheter, and then he doesn't have to get out of bed to go to the toilet..." Shen Zhe complained while typing on the keyboard frantically.

The boss laughed, and Jiang Tianxiao also laughed twice.

It feels like waking up from a beautiful and complicated dream. I am awake, but not completely awake.

The days were getting longer, sometimes at four or five o'clock in the morning, Shen Zhe and the boss snored one after another, Jiang Tianxiao looked at the white sky outside the window without moving.

Those memories came whistling like a gust of wind, sweeping every tiniest corner of his body.

What is Yu Lang doing now?Are you in Wuhan?How is his health?

How could Yu Lang lie to me?Did he really not love me at all--yes, he didn't have that soul at all.

At noon that day, they ate snail noodles and walked on the streets of Liuzhou. The sun was fierce and the air was humid, and a faint smell of oily smoke flew out of the open windows of the residential buildings.They were not together at that time, but that scene reminded Jiang Tianxiao of his whole life for no reason.He thought it would be great if he could spend his whole life with Yu Lang in the city. He is a mediocre person with no promise.

He wanted to be with Yu Lang just like this, taking a slow walk in the sun.

"I don't get tired even when I'm very old."

A week after moving back to the dormitory, Long Ke came to visit.

It just so happened that Boss Shen Zhe was out with his classmates for a party, so Jiang Tianxiao asked bluntly, "What's wrong?"

"You..." Long Ke looked at Jiang Tianxiao, looked away for a while, and sighed.

"I'm fine." Jiang Tianxiao said.

"People who are fine don't say they are fine, you know," Long Ke shook his head, "What is your next plan?"

"I don't have any plans, I just look for a job after graduation."

"Stay in Wuhan?"

"……decide as things go."

"Hey," Long Ke frowned and sat down, "Jiang Tianxiao, have you—you and him...broken off completely?"

"Well," Jiang Tianxiao said calmly, "I have no contact at all, and I have never seen her again."

"He..." Long Ke paused and lowered his volume: "He is also very pitiful, don't hate him too much, although I know it's hard for you to say so."

"He is suffering?" Wildfire-like anger burst out again: "When I was in high school... until now, I was played around by him, and almost killed him. He is suffering, so who should I ask for reason?"

"I know you are a victim, please don't answer," Long Ke said hastily: "It's just that he has lived for almost 200 years, what can he do other than being forced to live? He really—— really has no choice gone."

Lang's bleak smile appeared in front of Jiang Tianxiao's eyes. Yu Lang said that the reason why he was good at cooking was because he lived for too long and was too boring.

Jiang Tianxiao seemed to be able to imagine that scene, Yu Lang was alone facing a spacious or cramped kitchen, silently chopping vegetables, adding water, and seasoning.While waiting, he stood expressionless.

lonely?It is indeed lonely.

"And you know about his illness," Long Ke said, "he has been in a coma these years, and he doesn't know the reason. He is very afraid that this condition will become more and more serious, but it is true. I heard that ...Yu Lang tried taking poison many years ago. He wanted to kill himself, but he failed. He even almost jumped off a building, but he was afraid that he would become a living zombie after jumping..."

Jiang Tianxiao asked in disbelief: "Jump off a building? Yu Lang?"

Although Yu Lang wanted to get back his own soul in order to make himself a normal person again and end the state of immortality-but suicide, would a strong and cold person like Yu Lang commit suicide? !

"I didn't believe it at first, but it's true. It was my old man who told Yu Lang to be careful of turning into a living zombie, and Yu Lang gave up jumping off the building."

It turned out to be like this, Jiang Tianxiao thought, no wonder Yu Lang and Uncle Long are so close.

"...Anyway, I have nothing to do with him in the future. I know the truth, and he can't deceive me anymore." Jiang Tianxiao closed his eyes and said, "Maybe it will take a long time, and I will gradually stop hating him." It's him."

"That's good." Long Ke patted Jiang Tianxiao's shoulder: "I don't have any more words. I wish you all the best. I'm going back to Chongqing too."

"Are you going back to Chongqing?" Jiang Tianxiao suddenly remembered: "Aren't Uncle Long and Yu Lang on good terms...Can you still go back?"

Long Ke originally helped Yu Lang, but eventually betrayed Yu Lang.

"The old man has always known about this. In fact, the old man hinted at you on the first day you and Yu Lang arrived in Songji. He added something to the wine, which can show the color of Lang's blood. Yu Lang is gone. Poison, if you take what’s in the wine, the blood from the carotid artery to the heart will turn black, have you seen that?”

Jiang Tianxiao remembered that when he was in Songji Ancient Town, Yu Lang was drunk at noon that day. When he undressed Yu Lang, he did see Yu Lang's black blood vessels.

At that time, he thought that Yu Lang was unconscious again, and he was so anxious that he was half dead, but Yu Lang was not unconscious.

It turned out to be the case.

"The old man disagrees with Yu Lang using your body to summon Chen Bai's remnant soul. He has always felt that Yu Lang is lying to himself. After so long, why is Chen Bai's remnant soul still in the world for no reason? Then There are wars and natural disasters everywhere, it's normal for people to die and not be able to find them...but he can't stop Yu Lang."

Jiang Tianxiao's heart trembled violently, and he grabbed Long Ke's arm: "Is Chen Bai's remnant soul still there?!"

"We don't know. Yu Lang said that the result of his divination is that he is still alive, but maybe he comforted himself? He really has no other choice."

Jiang Tianxiao: "But if he lied to himself, he would have to go to great lengths to find me..."

"When a person is most desperate," Long Ke said softly, "I can do anything. What's more, he has been in that kind of despair for a long, long time."

Ronke left.

Jiang Tianxiao sat silently for a long time.

Yes, Yu Lang is very pitiful, he lives forever, watching a person around him be born and die.In addition to the unexplained symptoms these years, coma again and again, the coma time is getting longer and longer... Will he become a living zombie?

How painful it must be to live for death.

But this is his reason for cheating?Jiang Tianxiao thought, it might even be possible that Yu Lang and I fell in love just to pass the time.

As he himself said, it was boring.

After Long Ke left, Jiang Tianxiao's life was completely silent.Nest in the dormitory every day, writing papers upside down and sleeping.

Later, the boss couldn't stand it anymore, so he dragged Jiang Tianxiao and Shen Zhe to a bar in Jiangtan to watch the band perform.It's a Wuhan local band, the landlord's cat, and two girls.The voice of the lead singer is extremely clear, accompanied by the clean guitar sound, there is an intoxicating power.

Jiang Tianxiao was lost in the singing, he didn't think about anything, and he seemed to think a lot.Then he started drinking altogether, beer after beer.

The boss didn't notice Jiang Tianxiao until the performance was over: "I depend on you to drink so much!"

"I'm fine..." It's true that he drank a little too much, but not to the point of getting drunk.

The three of them rushed back to the school by the last subway. The access control of the dormitory at twelve o'clock, Shen Zhe was urging along the way: "Hurry up, old men, I have to intercede with my aunt again after being locked out!"

Finally, when we arrived at the gate of the dormitory, it was 54:[-].

Shen Zhe: "Let's go... Jiang Tianxiao, what are you doing?"

Jiang Tianxiao stood where he was, not moving.

"Jiang Tianxiao?" Shen Zhe called out.

"...You guys go in first."

"Go ahead and get fucked, you go back and play drunk again, brother! The door will be closed immediately!"

Jiang Tianxiao didn't speak, just looked at the person not far away, under the tree.

It's Yu Lang.