She Belongs To Me

Driving in the night, the car slowly turned into Yushui Nanyuan.

"Are you going home?" Jiang Ci was confused.

Wen Nian: "Well, go home."

"Aunt Ning okay?" Jiang Ci got out of the car, Wen Nian brought her here so late, she couldn't help worrying about Ning Shuyue.

Wen Nian opened the door downstairs: "I came back to see her at noon, and I ate more than the previous few days, and I have the strength to nag me."

Jiang Ci felt a little relieved: "Where would she nag you, she loves you the most."

The two entered the elevator one after another, and Wen Nian pressed the fifth floor.

"So what's the matter? It's so urgent that you must come here now?" Jiang Ci still had no idea.

Wen Nian: "You'll find out later."

After leaving the party, he specially brought her from home to Yushui Nanyuan, and kept on keeping her secret. Jiang Ci really didn't understand what kind of medicine Wen Nian contained in the gourd, but she didn't ask any further.

The elevator reached the fifth floor, Jiang Ci went left to Ning Shuyue's house, but Wen Nian stood on the right and called her: "A Ci, here."

When Jiang Ci turned her head, Wen Nian slowly pushed open the door of the house opposite, which Jiang Ci lived in for more than ten years and then sold.

Jiang Ci stayed where she was: "Is this place sold? It was sold to a professor surnamed Lin..."

Wen Nian: "After I made money, I bought it back from him."

Jiang Ci saw Wen Nian walking towards her, then took her hand and led her into the house.

"Professor Lin modified it, and I have tried my best to restore it, but many of your graffiti, on the walls and on the furniture, cannot be restored." Wen Nian opened Jiang Ci's palm, and solemnly put the door key in her palm: "It's been a long time since I bought it, but I can't open my mouth... I know I'm not qualified, and I don't have the confidence."

Wen Nian had been clutching the key before, and her body temperature had already warmed it up. Jiang Ci's heart felt as if it had been severely pulled. She realized something, but couldn't believe it.

Wen Nian: "I... Aci, we are the same kind of people. The label 'illegitimate daughter', the shadow it brings to you, the harm it brings to me, runs through life from birth. I have never been asked not to Willful, don't make your father unhappy. You have to learn a lot to please him, and you have to be the best in every aspect, no matter whether you can understand or not, no matter whether you can digest these pressures. We are locked in a shameful cage But none of us can resent, we must be grateful to our father for giving us life, and we must also be grateful to our mother for her hard work in raising her."

Wen Nian choked up as she spoke, and Jiang Ci's eye sockets gradually became moist. What Wen Nian said was what she had experienced since she was a child, and the two had too much resonance and similarity.

"When I was eight years old, you may not remember. My mother had a miscarriage and was hospitalized. She was in a critical condition at the time. She almost died." Wen Nian suppressed tears: "She was pushed down the stairs on purpose. I remembered that His face has lasted five years, even in his dreams. I want to find him out and ask him why he is doing this to my mother and my unborn brother. How much hatred does he have for us? !? Later, when I grew up, I realized that there are so many unreasonable hatreds in this world, but money can make ghosts turn the tables."

How could Jiang Ci not remember that little Wen Nian hugged the same little her tightly that year, and kept crying, even when she was sleeping.

Wen Nian: "A Ci, you are very lucky, your father is not so ruthless. When Aunt Jiang married into Tong's family and Haohao was born, I was really happy for you... But my brother, isn't he innocent? The illegitimate daughter should be a rat in the gutter, hiding from everyone? Why? We are obviously no worse than anyone else!——I will take back what should belong to me, what should belong to my brother. "

"I want to do a lot of things at all costs. Aci, I, I can feel your heart for me, my heart for you is true, and every response is true, but step by step I force myself to stay away from you , is also true."

"No one understands you better than me, and no one understands what you want better than me. I can give you a loyal love, but I can't give you an upright identity until I have a firm foothold."

"I can't be selfish and make you wait for me, and I can't wrong you to repeat the mistakes of Aunt Jiang. You have always been so proud, and I can't make you fall into the mud."

Wen Nian looked up, and warm tears rolled down her cheeks: "I have never dared to think, until that day... until that day, the day I can say these words to you, is it still possible for you , will it belong to me?"

Jiang Ci turned her back.

The person she spent her entire youth loving, after so many years of delay, finally gave her a response.

Sourness and heartache occupied the whole brain, and his thoughts were completely confused.Year after year, day after day of admiration, and the pain of not getting what she wanted, like sea water submerged her.

Jiang Ci said in a hoarse voice: "You tell me this...you tell me this now."

"A Ci", Wen Nian took Jiang Ci's hand, pulled her back, and said in a trembling voice, "Am I too greedy?... Do I still live in your heart?"

Quiet house, familiar furnishings, in front of you is the person you have loved for many years.

"I can't reply to you now." Jiang Ci said with tears in her eyes, "Give me some time."

As the night deepened, Jiang Ci wanted to go back, Wen Nian was about to send her off, but Jiang Ci refused.

She walked out of Yushui Nanyuan, wiping tears along the way. After walking for a long time, she realized that she wanted to take a taxi.

Seeing her crying all the time, the taxi driver didn't dare to say anything, and silently handed her a pack of tissues from under the partition.

Jiang Ci was outside the house, and did not open the door until the tears were dry.

Lu Xingxue was in the living room, as soon as Jiang Ci appeared, she greeted her: "I went to buy an apple, do you want to eat it now?"

Jiang Ci's crying eyes were red and swollen, she avoided Lu Xingxue's gaze: "Thank you, I won't eat, I want to rest now."

Lu Xingxue looked at her worriedly: "Jiang Ci?"

Jiang Ci: "Yes."

Lu Xingxue: "Are you okay?"

Jiang Ci shook her head: "I'm going back to my room first."

Lu Xingxue watched her disappear at the corner of the stairs.

Jiang Ci fell on the bed, and fell asleep in a daze at dawn.I had a dream, I went back to the middle school days in the dream, went to and from school with Wen Nian, the bento shared on the playground, the temperature of the sun on the skin in early summer, the frown that Wen Nian said she was dissatisfied with when she received the love letter... it was real It seems to be happening all over again.

Jiang Ci woke up with tears all over the pillowcase.The eyes were still so swollen, so I had to wring out a wet towel and apply cold compresses.

She has to go to work in the afternoon.

After tidying up for a long time, finally able to see people, Jiang Ci changed into clothes and went downstairs.She hadn't planned to have lunch at home, but she could smell the food floating in the air on the stairs.

The windows on the first floor are bright and clean. Today is a sunny and bright winter day.

Lu Xingxue sat alone at the dining table, and when Jiang Ci appeared, she got up and said, "Jiang Ci."

Jiang Ci mobilized her emotions, held the corners of her lips, and smiled at her: "There are so many dishes, Aunt Zhuang is gone?"

Lu Xingxue: "Let's go. Are you going to work? Go after eating."

"Okay." Jiang Ci put down the toolbox, walked over to pull out the chair, and asked while sitting, "Why are you at home at this time? The company is not busy?"

Lu Xingxue: "Today is the weekend."

Jiang Ci: "...I don't really remember the time."

Lu Xingxue: "It's okay, let's eat first."

There was no sound at the dinner table, Jiang Ci looked at Lu Xingxue, and Lu Xingxue ate quietly, but he didn't eat much, didn't add much food, and the rice in the bowl was not too short.

She looked preoccupied, obviously last night, they were still chatting happily... Jiang Ci felt a pain in her heart.

Soon, Lu Xingxue put down the bowl and chopsticks, and wiped his lips lightly.

"...You eat too little. Aunt Zhuang's beef is delicious today, you should try it too." Jiang Ci picked up a chopstick of beef for Lu Xingxue with clean serving chopsticks, and put it into her bowl.

Lu Xingxue looked at her and picked up the chopsticks again.

"Eat more." Jiang Ci gave her another chopstick.

"I've had enough. The beef is made for you, you can eat more." Lu Xingxue said softly, and slowly put the beef in the bowl into his mouth.

After Lu Xingxue finished eating, he went upstairs without waiting for Jiang Ci.Jiang Ci also stopped eating soon after she left, simply disposed of the dirty dishes and stuffed them into the dishwasher.

After wiping the dining table, Jiang Ci picked up her toolbox, walked to the door, and backed it up again.

"Lu Xingxue", the door of Lu Xingxue's room was open, and Jiang Ci knocked on the door: "I'm going to work."

Without answering, Jiang Ci stood by the door and heard the sound of vomiting from inside.She was taken aback, hurried across the room, and pushed open the door of Lu Xingxue Neiwei.

Lu Xingxue propped up the washbasin, heard the movement, and turned to look over.

Jiang Ci exclaimed: "Lu Xingxue! What's wrong with you!?"

I saw that Lu Xingxue's eyes were red, and his originally fair skin was also covered with patches of red spots.

"...I'm fine." Her voice became hoarse, Lu Xingxue vomited again, turned on the faucet, washed her face, rinsed her mouth, picked up the medicine box at hand, opened it and took a pill.

Jiang Ci stepped forward to see the name of the medicine: "Allergy medicine? What are you allergic to?"

Lu Xingxue avoided talking: "I'm fine, I vomited up and took medicine. Don't you still have to go to work? Hurry up."

Jiang Ci had never seen Lu Xingxue like this before, she was a little frightened, and held her hand tightly: "I will accompany you to the hospital!"

"No need." Lu Xingxue comforted her: "It's really fine, I understand my body."

"What did you eat?" Jiang Ci was still asking: "...beef? Beef?"

It was only then that I remembered that after knowing each other for so many years and eating together so many times, Lu Xingxue had indeed never tasted any dish with beef!The last time I ate at Ning Shuyue's house, she left all the beef that Ning Shuyue gave her.

Jiang Ci's chest heaved: "You are allergic to beef, so why do you still eat it?"

Seeing that Lu Xingxue couldn't hide it: "...I see that you are unhappy, and I don't want to let you down again....I thought it would be fine to eat a small amount."

Jiang Ci couldn't help but turn up the volume: "Lu Xingxue, can you stop joking with your body!"

Lu Xingxue: "Jiang Ci... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I thought things were too simple and didn't consider your feelings."

It was Lu Xingxue who suffered from allergies, and it was Lu Xingxue who was careful to apologize.The feelings are so delicate, and her infirmity makes Lu Xingxue also affected and becomes so sensitive.

Jiang Ci's eyes were blurred, and the emotions that had been tense since last night were completely defeated at the moment: "What do you want me to do? What do you want me to do like this!?...I will blame myself! I don't care about you, I don't even care about you. You don’t even know what you’re allergic to! What do you want me to do!?”

Lu Xingxue tried to hug the emotional Jiang Ci into his arms, and patted her on the back: "It was my fault, I should have told you in advance."

Jiang Ci knew that she was making excuses, but she couldn't stop crying: "I blame myself, I'm so bad."

Lu Xingxue looked out, the window in the room was open, and the sunlight outside was just right.

She coaxed in Jiang Ci's ear: "Don't cry."