The Empress is still on the run

After Xiao Xueman went back to the small courtyard, he told Shen Guan some other things. When he recalled these things, his expression was always calm, and he felt distressed, as if he was the only one who heard it.

He said: "I was taken away by the Tianshu Academy when I was very young, and because it is really useful, it can be used as a long-term medicine. When I first started, I didn't even know that I was being kept in front of the medicine." , Yuan Shu has always been very good at deceiving people, I didn't wake up to it until later, and it was very difficult when I finally escaped."

"Since that incident, I have hated others trying to control me," Xiao Xueman said, "It doesn't matter whether it is in the name of cultivation or in the name of love, no one can control me, no one can control me." .”

"As for Qin Lou," he couldn't help heaving a long sigh when he mentioned the name, "I haven't mentioned his past experience to him, and I know that he was emotionally unstable at that time, and I know that love in the world is selfish. I can tolerate those innocuous tempers and jealousy, but not this one, and only Qin Lou, he can't treat me like this."

Recalling these things, Xiao Xueman felt exhausted physically and mentally, but after telling Shen Guan, it made him feel a little more relaxed.

"I'm tired too," he murmured, as if talking to himself, "really tired."

Xiao Xueman never doubted that Qin Lou didn't love him, Qin Lou did love him, before and now, he showed it clearly, Xiao Xueman could see it.

In all fairness, Xiao Xueman was not the only one who paid in the past, and Qin Lou also did a lot for him. For him, he insisted on coming here with Xiao Xueman's name in mind, he could see it all.

The two fell in love in the process of giving to each other. Xiao Xueman found it difficult to fall in love with someone because of his previous experience. He was once moved by Qin Lou, who was full of his eyes. There was indeed happiness between the two of them. Even if the conflict broke out in the end, Xiao Xueman's feeling was "inappropriate" in addition to anger and disappointment.

The two of them love each other in different ways. After they are really together, more and more problems will naturally be exposed.

Qin Lou's love contained too much strong possessive desire. Because Xiao Xueman knew what he had experienced, he was willing to tolerate the other party's sometimes very childish behavior under harmless circumstances. Don't worry, it just got worse and worse, until it touched Xiao Xueman's bottom line, he still didn't know it.

The love for a person can be slowly accumulated in the long-term company, and the disappointment with a person, as long as there is one time, there is no way to turn back.

"That's it," Xiao Xueman sighed, "I should have found Xiaowan and left, I knew that the longer I stayed here, everything would be revealed slowly, it was inevitable."

Yichongtian is really not a good place.

Shen Guan sighed in his heart, and told Xiao Xueman about the results of their interrogation. All the existing information about the Spiritual God Rank had been sifted through. Except for the chief of the Fox Clan, no one else appeared to be promoted very quickly. .

"The cultivation method should not have been passed on, and the ancient book was also destroyed," Shen Guandao, "The situation is controllable, it's just luck among misfortunes. Xueman, since you have decided to leave, then leave, don't I'm devastated by this."

"how about you?"

Shen Guan sighed and said, "I can't follow you this time."

Xiao Wan didn't know what was going on outside. He had just finished practicing today and when he wanted to find his father, he received news that Uncle Shen would not go with them.

"Are you really not leaving with me?" Xiao Xueman said softly, "You have done enough before, and you did not cause the matter, so there is no need to go through this thunder."

Xiao Wan and Uncle Shen have developed feelings for each other during this period of time. Naturally, he is not used to being about to leave all of a sudden, so he looks at him with moist eyes, a little bit reluctant.

"That's what I said, but I really can't ignore it," Shen Guan said, "Let's get through this period of time, and then they can deal with it later, and the fox clan's affairs are on the right track, so I'll leave."

The situation we are facing now is very complicated. In addition to being unable to let go of the sense of responsibility for the Fox Clan, the Yao Clan also needs an explanation.He should be responsible for what he said before in order to lie.The matter between Yaozu and Lingxiu should not be provoked because of this matter, Shen Guan went back, at least it could be eased.

He touched Xiao Wan's head, paused for a while, and said, "Maybe Xiao Wan doesn't understand, because you are still young."

"For people like us who have lived for such a long time, we always have to owe some debts, and we can't figure out when we owed them, and we can't explain how much we owe, the responsibility to the ethnic group, or... to some people Guilt is all about debts." He glanced at Xiao Xueman at this moment, "I will feel better when the debts are paid off."

Xiao Wan seemed to understand but didn't understand, he thought for a while, and then asked in a low voice: "Then Daddy stays here, and he doesn't like it, is it considered a debt payment?"

Shen Guan shook his head.

"Your father is different," he said, "he is the only one in our group who is completely clean and has no debts. I also hope that he will not be hindered by the past."

The fact that Xiao Xueman was about to leave couldn't be kept a secret for long, Lin hoped that they would also know.

No matter what they did, they couldn't keep him.

But Lin Yuan and the others are somewhat different in their approach and thinking from Qin Lou. Because of the lost and recovered treasure, Qin Lou dare not do anything to Xiao Xueman that might make him unhappy. Lin Yuan and the others know about it. Limited, Xiao Xueman didn't have any negative emotions towards them. Although he seldom talked, seeing them often like this was already the scene everyone hoped for.

Now that he still has to leave, Lin Yuan is unwilling with all his heart and eyes.

But given her eight guts, she didn't dare to raise an objection with Xiao Xueman in person. Xiao Xueman was already a little dissatisfied with Nan'an's affairs, and felt that she was overthinking. It's another matter to drag him along.

So she drank with Su Mingming today, until her eyes were red, she was faintly drunk, and she felt aggrieved.

Sometimes she watched Xiao Xueman treat Xiao Wan just like he used to treat them, how he cultivated them carefully, how he took care of everything, but Xiao Wan was biological after all, and the two were much closer.

Lin Yuan couldn't possibly be jealous of Xiao Wan no matter what, but she still felt aggrieved by comparing the two.

The two drank to the end, wishing they could hug each other and cry.

"Xiao Xueman...Xiao Xueman," Lin Yuan said, speaking in a very childish voice, "He has a son, so he doesn't want us."

Su Mingming was also whining, belching while drinking: "He didn't even want to accept the spirit weapon I gave Xiaowan, saying he didn't want to use the things from Wangtianxianmen, but it was forged by Jiang Yan himself. We... We have such a relationship, can't we even give a gift? "

Lin Yuan has been the head of the pavilion for a long time, and she is usually arrogant and indifferent outside, not to mention inside the pavilion, even outside the pavilion, no one dares to offend her. Hesitant, he has some prestige in the sect, if someone sees this scene, he will definitely not be able to believe his eyes.

Perhaps it was because no one saw that the two of them could reveal their true nature a little at this time.

No matter how far they have grown, in front of Xiao Xueman who single-handedly brought them up, everyone is a child who has not grown up.

Lin Yuan might really be drunk to a certain extent, she stood up staggeringly, pushed Su Mingming's head aside, and muttered: "No, I want to stop him."

"You, what are you going to do?"

Seeing Lin Yuan leaving, Su Mingming turned his drunken mind a few times, and felt that his intuition was not very good. He tried his best to shake his head, regained a little sobriety, and hurriedly chased him out.

Even if Lin Yuan has made great progress in the past hundred years, how can she be Xiao Xueman's opponent?

Not long after Su Mingming chased him out, he saw Lin Yuan's figure stopped in mid-air, pulled slightly by a force, then fell down and sat on the ground.

He took a closer look, only to see Qin Lou's figure.

"Go back and have a good rest when you're drunk," Qin Lou said, "Don't go to Xueman to make trouble."

Lin Yuan is very impulsive, but compared to her, Qin Lou is even less qualified to say this.

Su Mingming was suffocating, so he stabbed him: "The emperor should never see Xueman, if it wasn't for you, he might..."

stay.

The last few words were not uttered. It is indeed presumptuous to say such things in the sect. Su Mingming didn't want to cause trouble, so he lowered his head and helped Lin Yuan up.

Qin Lou was silent for a while, and said, "Without me, he wouldn't stay here. There is nothing he misses here. Yi Chongtian annoys him. I will settle the matter between us. But you don't have to." Forcing him to stay because of his own selfishness, what Xueman hates the most is...others forcing him. He didn't want to come up this time, so it's only natural for him to leave now."

He didn't know whether he was speaking to them or to himself.

That night, Qin Lou cleaned up his mood and went to the tree house.

At this time, Xiao Wan was coaxed to sleep by Xiao Xueman, Shen Guan was thinking about the Fox Clan, Xiao Xueman heard the noise outside, thought about it, and finally went out to have a look.

The eyes of the two met, and they were silent.

It was Qin Lou who spoke first: "The reason why the Fox Clan is hiding the matter from you is because I don't want you to be entangled by this matter again, lest you feel that I am dragging you with this matter, and lest you will not be happy thinking about the old things."

After he paused for a while, he went on to say: "As you said earlier, the first sect should have some responsibility. I originally wanted to finish this matter cleanly, so I don't need to annoy you, but I didn't expect to be discovered by you in the end." .”

Qin Lou smiled wryly, and then sighed: "During this time, I sometimes don't know how to treat you. If I feel bad, I'm really sorry."

Too worried about gains and losses, as if everything is wrong, struggling to speak out is worrying, not speaking out is dishonest.

"I know you're leaving," Qin Lou said, "When I came here, I wanted to tell you that I won't stop you. I never... didn't want to stop you. I will take care of Wangtianxianmen. Don't worry, at least , will not let the matter of Ning Ling and the Fox Clan come to the fore again."

Xiao Xueman kept listening without interjecting.

After Shen Guan came back, he told him about this matter, Qin Lou's speed and method of handling this matter were impeccable, indeed fast enough.

The restlessness in Xiao Xueman's heart was not because Qin Lou and Shen Guan chose to hide it from him, but because of the turbulence of old events, which made him restless for a while because of the memories.

But Shen Guan probably didn't know about the fact that Qin Lou had hidden it.

Part of his hatred for Yuan Shu's cultivation method came from Xiao Xueman's indirect reasons, and part... came from himself.

The seal he had on his body since birth was also the reason why he was reduced to the sixteenth level and suffered all kinds of bullying and grievances.

Xiao Xueman knew all about this when he went to look for him in the Sixteenth Heaven. He originally wanted to tell Qin Lou directly, but seeing him like that at that time, he couldn't say anything.

The young man in front of him has already suffered enough, why add another unhappiness to him?

At that time, he hoped that Qin Lou was driven to climb up by his own willingness to work hard, instead of hatred like him.

Carrying hatred is a very heavy thing, he knows it himself.

But looking back at Xiao Xueman now, it would be better to say everything clearly at the beginning, but the emotion at this time is just an afterthought. When a person is in the middle of the game, he can't avoid being emotional and can't always keep calm.

"That's it," Xiao Xueman sighed, "I killed the head of the Fox Clan, but fortunately he didn't have time to spread, so it's enough to stop here."

"As for us..."

He paused for a moment, then continued, "It's fine if we don't meet again in the future."

After speaking, he turned around and went back.

Qin Lou stood there in a daze for a long time, and swallowed all the words that came to his lips.

Probably Xiao Xueman didn't want to hear many things about him anymore.