Redneck

When I suddenly opened my eyes, I was faced with the feeling of a dark night and a cold and empty room..."

"Then I started to suffer from insomnia, I really wanted to sleep, maybe I could dream of you smiling at me in my dream, but no, I suffered from insomnia all night, and then I went back to your village , Actually, I know that you have been deceived so badly by me, you will not come back here in a short time to avoid me, but I still want to try my luck, of course I don't have such good luck..."

Qu Fei suddenly paused, put down his chopsticks, and looked at He Niuniu carefully with his bright eyes, "It's my fault for staying here without permission, I really miss you so much... You told me before, put the spare key Under the stone at the door... I only wanted to live here for a few days... but I didn't expect to live here for three months..."

"The house is the same as when we left, the familiar yard, the familiar stove, the familiar earth kang... It is full of our memories. You said how happy we were at that time... Although a The duck legs have to be eaten separately, but I am really happy... I had a hard time in the first three months. You always spoiled me before. I don’t know how to stretch out my clothes, stretch my hands, eat, and open my mouth... But when I started to cook on the stove to feed myself, and then tried to work in the fields, I realized how difficult it is... I know that I have done a lot of stupid things to you... Even if you don't forgive me for the rest of your life, you will be forgiven..."

Qu Fei couldn't continue, he saw He Niuniu's eyelashes trembling slightly, he didn't raise his eyes to look at him again.

Sighing, Qu Fei began to pick up some food for He Niu Niu, "Forget it, let's not talk about it... you should eat more..."

He Niuniu still did not look up at Qu Fei, and continued to eat with his head down, neither of them spoke again.

After a meal, He Niuniu consciously cleaned up the rice bowl and took it to the yard to wash it.

When he came back, he happened to see Qu Fei coming out of the back room with the clothes he packed up, and looked at him puzzled.

Qu Fei blinked and said with a smile, "I'm sorry I didn't get your permission to live in before, I'm tired after driving for a few days, I won't bother you here anymore, you should have a good rest..."

He Niuniu was a little surprised by Qu Fei's self-consciousness, thinking that no matter what, he would stay here as before, pretending to be ill.

Qu Fei walked out the door with his clothes, and stopped suddenly when he was about to pass by He Niuniu.

Before He Niuniu could react, he grabbed his hand, lowered his head and gently kissed the back of his hand, "I still won't give up, Niuniu..."

He Niuniu only felt that the back of his hand was scalded, he withdrew his hand abruptly, and took a big step back fiercely, watching his every move with dark eyes vigilantly.

Seeing He Niuniu's reaction, Qu Fei chuckled self-deprecatingly, "I'll live in the dormitory of the factory, and you should be able to see the factory when you come. It's on the high mountain between the town and the village. It's not far, you can come to me if you need anything..."

After Qu Fei left, He Niuniu went out and closed the door. Facing the locked door, He Niuniu took a deep breath and exhaled heavily.

What is Qu Fei doing here?Threats, coercion, and deception no longer work, are you going to use this method to soften him?

Why did he put so much thought into building a factory here, spent so much time, money and material resources to make such a great contribution to the village, what exactly does he want to do?

If it's really just to trick yourself back now, do you really need to go to war like this?

He Niuniu only felt that his heart, which had already calmed down in the past three years, was disturbed by Qu Fei again.

The area of ​​the old house was not big in the first place, and it was not messy because Qu Fei occasionally came back to live in it.

In the afternoon, He Niuniu went to the cemetery where his grandmother and father were buried. He knew he was unfilial, so he didn't come back to visit the graves of the elders for three whole years.

When I arrived at the grave, I found that there were no weeds on the earthen graves of grandma and father. There were still offerings such as fruits and flowers in front of the graves. It seemed that someone had come to pay respects not long ago.

He Niuniu thought of Qu Fei almost subconsciously, thinking about it, he thought it was impossible, he was so busy all day, how could he even care about such a small matter, after much deliberation, maybe the village chief and the others dropped by when they were sweeping the grave Come to worship...

He Niuniu laid out the new tributes he had brought, kowtowed in front of his grandma's and father's graves, and stood guard in front of the graves for a long time until it was almost dark before returning home.

After bumping around for a few days, when he lay down again on the familiar kang in his hometown, He Niuniu felt an unprecedented sense of solidity, and fell asleep deeply after a short while.

He Niuniu slept very soundly that night, and it took him three days to get up from the bed reluctantly.

After putting on his clothes, he went out of the yard and breathed the clear air of the village. He Niuniu felt that it was a great feeling to be home.

Just as I turned on the faucet in the yard to wash up, I heard a small knock on the door.

He Niuniu was wondering who was knocking on the door at this time, and when he opened the door, he saw Qu Fei's face.

He was still carrying large bags of vegetables, fruits, meat, etc. When he saw He Niuniu open the door, he immediately stuffed the bag into his arms, "You just came back, there is nothing at home, I will go to town in the morning I bought some food, and I'll bring it to you... See if you need anything else, I'll buy it for you..."

He Niuniu looked at the things in his arms, and hurriedly evaded, no matter what Qu Fei's purpose was, he naturally couldn't take his things anymore.

It's just that Qu Fei didn't give him a chance at all. Seeing his evasion, he simply walked into the house and put the bag back in the house, "Niu Niu, I went to the town to buy it early in the morning and stood at the door for more than an hour. I knocked on the door and brought it to you when I heard movement in the house, you wouldn't be so cruel, would you..."

He Niuniu still shook his head, "No need, I'll go to the town to buy these things myself soon..."

Pick up the things he put in the house and hand them back to him.

Seeing this, Qu Fei hurriedly said, "Otherwise, you are afraid of owing me, then you can give me the money at the head office, and treat it as if you bought it from me...Niu Niu, this round-trip gas fee is quite expensive, you always Can't let me go for nothing..."

He Niuniu looked at Qu Fei, then at the vegetables and fruits, "Then, how much would you say?"

Qu Fei didn't intend to really ask for any money at all, but if he didn't ask him for money, he probably wouldn't accept these things even if he was beaten to death, so he could only say, "It's all vegetables and fruits, and there is not much money. Thirty..."

He Niuniu looked at the things Qu Fei brought. There were vegetables, meat, fruits, and a bag of high-quality flour. He took out 100 yuan from his pocket and handed it to him, "You don't need to look for it..."

Qu Fei didn't refuse either, silently took the 100 yuan, stuffed it into his pocket, and went to He Niuniu's side, "Niu Niu, have you had breakfast yet? I'll give it to you next time..."

As he said that, he was about to roll up his sleeves.

He Niuniu hurriedly refused, "No need."

Taking a deep breath, he raised his head and looked at Qu Fei, "Qu Fei, you must remember everything between us, so many things have happened, there is really no way between us, I have hands and feet, I don't need If others take care of you, don't waste your energy in vain."

The smile on the corner of Qu Fei's mouth froze, he blinked, and still smiled, but with sadness in his eyes, "I have done too many wrong things in the past, and I have said too many love words and vows over and over again, I know you don't believe it now Me, but it’s okay, Niuniu, we are still young, I have plenty of time for you to slowly regain your trust in me, I am sincere to you, and I will treat you as I promised before, even if you live forever If you don’t respond to me, I will always be nice to you...ten years, 20 years, 30 years, or even longer, until the day you are willing to trust me.”

Qu Fei looked at the man in front of him confidently, but was disappointed only to see a haze of darkness in his big eyes.

Qu Fei only felt that his heart was empty, he closed his eyes and took a deep breath, his heart throbbed with pain.

Wanting to say something else, seeing He Niuniu's indifferent face, he held back, sighed silently, turned and left He Niuniu's house.

Obviously, He Niuniu had already sealed his heart under his repeated injuries. No matter how noisy he was outside, how anxious he was, his heart was unwilling to open the window for him.

I can't help but think back to that He Niuniu who used to put all my heart on him, only treat him well, only listen to his words, and only love him. The scenes at that time seemed like a sweet dream... …

He once had everything about this man, love, body, trust...

But now?Even if he threw away his chest and took out his heart and held it in front of him, he would feel that it was a trap specially set up by him to deceive him...

He really feels helpless now, he doesn't know what to do, how to get back the man's feelings for him, and who can point him to a clear path.

He is very scared now, afraid that seeing He Niuniu's indifferent attitude towards him again and again, will he lose his mind again one day, and do things he hates to him again...

Qu Fei just left silently with a face full of disappointment, He Niuniu thought he might have given up.

Unexpectedly, at noon, He Niuniu was about to leave home