Redneck

He likes Qu Fei to touch him, and he likes Qu Fei to call him "Little Niu Niu". He likes to sleep in Qu Fei's arms every night. He knows that Qu Fei was unwilling at first, and he also knows that it is wrong for him to do so. He is not Qu Fei's, and he has no right to restrict his freedom. He also thought that after a while, he would explain to grandma slowly, let grandma and the villagers know the truth, and then send Qu Fei away...

It's just that the longer he spends with Qu Fei, the more he can't let go of his hand... He likes the feeling of attachment...

He Niuniu felt that everything at this time was not true, and it was clear that during this time Qu Fei was terribly clingy to him every day, and also at night, every time he would say a lot of touching love words, saying that he would always like him, Said that he would always be by his side, said that he would grow old forever...

It's just that he doesn't know that the sweet talk during sex is often just something that has the effect of lubricant. In fact, it doesn't make any sense. Someone who is smarter and has some experience will not take it seriously...Only such a stupid person will take it seriously... …

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and there was no one on the village road. He Niuniu was crying all the way home alone in the rain. When he got to the door, his eyes were blurred by the rain or tears. thing.

The bamboo basket that was used to hold the rabbit before leaving had fallen down, and the rabbit had long since disappeared. Looking at the empty room, he still didn't feel any hatred, and subconsciously excused Qu Fei in his heart, maybe he really had some difficulties... Maybe he was just homesick...wanted to go back and have a look, and he would come back to find him soon...then they continued to live as happy and happy life as before...he didn't want anything else...he just wanted Qu Fei back... …

one day……

two days...

Three days...

One week……

half a month...

Qu Fei did not come back after all, and the flame of expectation in He Niuniu's heart was gradually extinguished by the cold current of reality. He didn't know what kind of feeling it was, but he felt that Qu Fei's leaving was like cutting out a piece of his heart. Yes, it hurts so much, sometimes I can't sleep all night, holding the quilt covered by Qu Fei, hugging him in my arms, pretending that it is the person he loves...

Sometimes he would dream of Qu Fei, dreaming that he came back and said "I will never leave again", the happiness in the dream disappeared instantly after waking up, and slowly He Niuniu began to be afraid of doing things. This kind of dream... is really too sweet, he is really afraid of the moment when he wakes up...

After all, grandma found out the fact that Qu Fei had disappeared, but she was unexpectedly calm, she just raised her skinny hand full of blood vessels to touch He Niuniu's head, as if she had already thought of this result.

Seeing his grandma's loving appearance, He Niuniu's eyes were wet with tears. He was useless and couldn't marry a wife. He asked his grandma, an old man in his 90s, to borrow money to marry a wife. In the end, the money was gone, and the daughter-in-law ran away. Grandma wanted to see him get married more than anyone else. The more she thought about it, the more she felt useless. After living for 26 years, grandma didn’t enjoy any blessings. At this point, grandma must be feeling very uncomfortable, but looking at herself like this, she has to comfort him instead...

Or maybe it was really hit by this incident. It didn't take long for grandma to get sick, and she never got up again.

He Niuniu didn't even care about planting the land anymore, Riri stayed by her side every night and waited on her, but grandma's illness became more and more serious.

It has been colder in this short period of time, and the quilt at grandma's house was too thin, so He Niuniu moved the quilt from his own room, and as soon as he walked in the door with the quilt in his arms, he saw his grandma collapsed beside the bed at some point, unconscious.

He Niuniu was frightened and went crazy, ran forward and hugged grandma to the bed, crying with red eyes.

The crying attracted the neighbors around. They already knew what happened to He Niuniu. In addition, his grandmother was suddenly seriously ill, and they also sympathized with this honest young man. When she woke up, she quickly found hot water and poured it into her mouth. It took a long time for grandma to wake up faintly.

It's just that the situation is very bad, and I don't even have the strength to raise my hand.

Seeing the old man like this, the villagers knew what was going on, fearing that the time had come, some people advised He Niuniu to hurry up and prepare for the funeral.

He Niuniu refused, and had to take his grandma to the clinic in the town to see a doctor all night long. No matter how much the villagers tried to persuade him, it was in vain, until his grandma stopped him, which made him stop this idea.

In the dark earthen house, He Niuniu knelt by the bed, looking at the extremely weak grandma, her dark eyes were red from crying, the grandma touched He Niuniu's face weakly, and said tremblingly, "Daniu...don't be sad. ...Grandma is already 93...and she has lived enough..."

He Niuniu choked and said repeatedly, "Grandma, you will be fine...you will be fine..."

"Daniu... In this world... there will definitely be someone who will accompany you for the rest of your life..." Grandma said weakly, "But that person... is definitely not Grandma..."

"After I die...you can go...don't stay here forever..."

He Niuniu cried and grabbed grandma's hand, "Grandma...don't go...don't leave me...I don't have any parents...don't leave me alone...grandma..."

Grandma also cried, and the tears from the corners of her eyes fell into her gray temples, "Grandma doesn't want to leave either... But I know my body... When a person reaches a certain age... I can't help myself... Da Niu... Grandma knows You can't let go of Qu Fei... That child also has feelings for you... Maybe there are some difficulties... If you can't let go of her... Go find her... Then find a similar job... Grandma hopes You can live a good life...can be happy...happy..."

The grandma who loved He Niuniu the most did not survive that night...

Half a month after his grandma passed away, He Niuniu slowly recovered from the successive blows. Looking at the empty house, there was no Qu Fei or grandma, and he guarded the two empty houses by himself. And those few acres of fields are very lonely, and I can't sleep at night facing the black and empty kang.

One month after his grandma passed away, He Niuniu made a decision. He sold all the pigs, chickens and winter grain in the town. When he came back, he tidied it up and locked him and his grandma together. The door of the earthen house, holding more than 4000 yuan in exchange for all his belongings, set off on the road...

He was going to the city, he was going to find Qu Fei... He wanted to ask clearly why he had to leave him in the end if he clearly said that he would not leave and wanted to be together forever...

Before Qu Fei mentioned to himself that he lives in M ​​city in S province and works for a company with the same name as him.

He Niuniu knew that M City is a coastal city, a very fast-growing and prosperous city. Of course, he only heard this information. When he really arrived at M City after taking a train for thirty hours, I was stunned by the bustling scene in front of me.

He Niuniu never imagined that there are really so many cars and so many high-rise buildings in the world. The Jinmao Building next to the station towers into the sky, and under the sunlight, he can't even open his eyes.

At this time, He Niuniu is a complete bumpkin who doesn't understand anything, like a headless chicken, not knowing what to do.

He only knew that Qu Fei worked in a company with the same name as him, and after leaving the station and wandering on the busy road for a long time, He Niu Niu hesitated to ask the aunt at a small stall beside him.

I didn't have any hope at all, but I didn't expect that the company would be so famous. The aunt who set up the stall knew it clearly, and told him that it was one of the best companies in the city. It was very famous. The head office was a silver building in the city center. .

He Niuniu thanked the aunt very much, tried hard to remember the way the aunt told him, and how to do the bus, and walked to the city center in a daze. It was already noon when he arrived in front of the silver building.

He Niuniu straightened the rag luggage behind him, sucked the frozen snot, and entered the magnificent hall alone.

As a result, as soon as he stepped into the lobby, a security guard stepped forward and stopped him. Looking at He Niuniu, who was wearing a worn-out gift bag full of patches and carrying a garbage bag, he drove him out of the door indifferently and disgustedly.

He Niuniu didn't know why these people were so cruel to him, he stammered and explained that he came to find Qu Fei and was Qu Fei's friend.

But those people seemed to have heard some joke, looked him up and down with contemptuous eyes, and said with a sneer, "If you are Qu Fei's friend, then I am a relative of the national leader..."

While talking, he still forgot to push him far away from the company gate, as if he was so dirty, and ordered him not to take half a step near the company, otherwise he would call the police and arrest him.

He Niuniu was very aggrieved, he wondered if the people in the city were so fierce, they didn't dare to get close to the company's gate, so they could only find a corner that was barely sheltered from the wind. I didn’t feel anything when I was walking around and exercising when I was looking for the way. Now I can’t stand the cold after standing in one place for a while. I rummaged through my luggage and put on several clothes for myself, but those with Patched clothes don't help much at all.

There was no other way, He Niuniu could only crouch outside tremblingly with his luggage in his arms, waiting for Qu Fei to appear.

I don't know how long I waited, He Niuniu's nose and face