Holding Onto My Man

After Gu Bai was sent out of the light curtain, he was still in a state of sluggishness.

If he heard correctly just now, that monster should be calling its mysterious master as its master, how could it be...

The reason why the monster mistook him for calling him the master before was because he had the original power of that man in his soul, that is to say, the master in the other party's mouth was probably his man.

But now the other party calls the mysterious person the master, that is to say, the mysterious master is his man!

How is it possible, how is it possible...

Gu Bai's mind was blank, his heart was inexplicable, he had too many questions, but now is obviously not the time to ask and think.

Forcibly calming down, he looked at the surrounding environment. This is a small sand dune not far from the camp. There are no people or zombies around, and it is still safe for the time being.

Since the mysterious person said it before going back, let's finish the task now and then talk about it. There is no rush at this moment.

Taking a deep breath, Gu Bai closed his eyes and accepted the lost plot.

The beginning of the plot was the same as what he received at the beginning. The original owner had a very rough life experience. He grew up in an orphanage, and was later sold to a nightclub as well.

It's just that the original owner was not as lucky as he was. At that time, he didn't meet anyone to save him. No matter whether he was willing or not, no matter how he struggled, he still became the young master of the night in the end.

However, due to his good looks and the fact that he has learned to observe words and expressions since he was a child, the later life is not difficult. Apart from receiving guests, life here is actually very comfortable.

It's not that he didn't think about running again, but the boys and girls who entered here have always been difficult to fly. He gave up after seeing a few miserable boys who tried to escape and died, because he didn't want to die.

He thought that he might be stuck here for the rest of his life, until he got old and faded before being abandoned.

But not long after, Shen Guohui, who accidentally knew of his existence, came to the night and took him home.

No one knew how he felt at that moment. After being an orphan for so many years, he suddenly had a father who loved him very much.

Because he was afraid that all this was just a dream, and he was afraid of being abandoned again.

After arriving at Shen's house, he met Shen Muze whose fate changed with his.

Considering various reasons at that time, Shen Guohui did not tell them his real life experience, but only said that he was accidentally lost at the beginning, and that he and Shen Muze were both sons of the Shen family.

The original owner is a sensitive person, especially when it comes to feelings, so on the first day he entered Shen's house, he felt Shen Muze's dislike for him.

That's right, no one can calmly accept that a father who loves him suddenly brings a brother back to share his love.

It turned out later that he and Shen Muze were destined not to be friendly brothers.

Shen Muze didn't like him, and he didn't like Shen Muze either, so they might get along well in front of Shen Guohui, but in private they were at odds, all kinds of frictions became more and more intense, and finally developed onto the stage.

However, Shen Muze has been protected too well since he was a child, and he has a willful personality. No matter he provoked the disaster, or Shen Muze found fault first, every time he rubs against him, he is not his opponent at all, and every time he gets angry, he jumps his feet.

But even so, the original owner was not happy with victory, he was actually very envious of Shen Muze, envious of his stupidity, because every time he saw such a pure Shen Muze, he would feel dirty.

No matter whether he is the young master of the Shen family or not, it cannot be denied that he used to be an orphan no one wanted, a beggar on the streets, a bad boy who went to steal other people's things, and even a young master who once stayed in the selling gold cave.

Even if there are countless reasons to explain, there are countless forced, but to be black is to be black, a fact that can never be washed away.

The contrast between black and white made him feel inferior and jealous.

At this moment, the end of the world suddenly came again, Shen Muze possessed supernatural powers, and he was just an ordinary person.

He began to feel more panic, more fear, the end times are too cruel, he has no powers, he is afraid of being abandoned again.

Especially Shen Muze hated him very much and always wanted to drive him away, so he could only choose to pretend to be cute to please everyone. This is the survival rule of an ordinary little person, to please the strong to survive.

He was very successful, and the disadvantaged were sheltered. He looked at the angry and jealous Shen Muze and felt funny.

Shen Muze is such an idiot. He is loved by his father, loved by Brother Wu, and has the status of a young master, but he is too stupid. He only knows how to act willfully, so everyone likes him. He doesn't care about anything. You don't have to be the other person to be a loser.

But... While laughing at him, he felt more and more uncomfortable in his heart, the more ignorant Shen Muze was, the more filthy he was compared to him.

It wasn't until later that he and Shen Muze knew his true life experience unintentionally, all the inferiority complex in his heart turned into unwillingness.

It turned out that Shen Muze's life as a young master, his father's love, and happy days should have been his.

But because of a mistake, his fate changed completely. Even the life of ordinary people is a luxury, struggling at the bottom of the society, living without hope every day.

He is not a saint, he is just an ordinary boy, he will hate and complain.

Why did Shen Muze say that he was putting on airs, why did he despise him, why did he resent him, the one who should hate him the most should be him!

The intensification of conflicts made it impossible for him and Shen Muze to make peace, so they quarreled and quarreled, and finally one day Shen Muze couldn't bear his temper and ran away from home.

When she got news from Shen Muze later, it was already the news of the other party's death.

The death of Shen Muze should be good news for him, but in fact, it is not the case.

Because Shen Muze ran away from home because of him, they had a big argument the night before, even though he didn't intentionally drive Shen Muze away, but in the final analysis it was because of him.

In the eyes of everyone, he is a scheming and vicious supporting actor...

Wu Donghan was the first to get angry with him. Shen Muze always thought that Wu Donghan had changed his mind, but he didn't at all. Brother Wu just regarded Xiao Yu as his younger brother, and Xiao Ze was the one he liked.

Although Shen Guohui was not angry, he was obviously disappointed. One was his own son whom he was ashamed of, and the other was his adopted son whom he had raised for many years with deep affection. Both were equally important in his heart.

At this moment, when Shen Muze died, the natural death was the most important, the original owner could clearly feel that there was a layer of estrangement between him and Shen Guohui.

Between him and Shen Muze, in the end, the stupid Shen Muze won.

The other party used ignorance to make him lose everything, and made him lose his father, elder brother, and everyone's love that he had acquired so hard.

Once the dead are gone, the living are the most painful, especially those who crawled out of the mud like the original owner, whose warmth is like a life-saving straw.

He not only resented Shen Muze, but also everyone, even...Shen Guohui.

If possible, he wouldn't mind going back to Shen's house at all, even if he lived in that kind of place dirty all his life, he would be willing, at least that way he wouldn't have to experience the pain of gaining and losing again.

Gains and losses are nothing to ordinary people, but to his inferior and fragile heart, they are fatal enough.

If he hadn't returned to Shen's house, when he was older, he might have bought a small house, opened a small shop, and lived a mediocre life with the "deposits" he had sold himself. Even if he was lucky, he might find someone who would never Abandon him for those who like him.

But now, he has lost everything, and it is more painful than when he had nothing before.

Therefore, the original owner was very dissatisfied.

He hates Shen Muze, but he doesn't want Shen Muze to die, to die so easily like in his previous life, he wants Shen Muze to be like him, truly lose Shen Guohui's love, lose Wu Donghan's love, enjoy the same pain as he used to!

"call……"

After receiving the lost plot, Gu Bai let out a long breath.

Previously, the original owner's emotions prevented him from protecting Shen Muze again and again, and he wondered if the original owner had really done something to apologize to the other party, and his wish was atonement.

Now that the plot is like this, I have to say that the original owner this time is actually a fool at all.

Although he said he hated Shen Muze and everyone, it was actually just an excuse, he was just contradictory, just confused, he hated but couldn't really get revenge.

Even though he always felt that he was dirty and bad, he was a boy who was purer than any white paper, a pitifully stupid child...

.........

Taking a long breath, Gu Bai suppressed his sigh and returned to the camp along the direction.

Ah Hu and the others had already returned one step ahead, and they were all startled when they saw Gu Bai, who was no longer a zombie, came back, but immediately began to care about Xiao Li.

Although he was only in the light curtain for a while, but outside, almost a week has passed, Xiao Li disappeared after jumping with him at that time, and has not come back until now, Ah Hu and others are very worried.

Gu Bai was silent for a while, and then jumped into the weird quagmire to search alone. Ah Hu and others did not dare to follow, because the black quagmire was harmful to them, so Gu Bai could only search alone as a special case.

But Gu Bai spent a full ten days to search the entire swamp area without finding a hair of Xiao Li, as if this person disappeared out of thin air.

In the end, Ah Hu and others could only guess that their boss was killed, only Gu Bai had the answer in his heart, and everything would be known when he returned to the starry sky.

The original owner's wish was not difficult, Shen Muze was really stupid, he didn't need the original owner to take revenge on him, he could kill himself.

Seeing Gu Bai who had regained his sanity came back, he finally couldn't bear the guilt in his heart and cried out to Shen Guohui about his life experience of the original owner that he had hidden for a long time.

No matter how guilty and regretful he was, it was a wrong decision from the moment he decided to take Su Yu to the amusement park, and his behavior was no different from intentional murder.

Shen Guohui couldn't accept that he passed out on the spot, Wu Donghan's heart felt like cramping, and his body felt cold, and he couldn't accept that the innocent boy in his mind became like this.

Looking at Shen Muze who kept regretting and saying sorry, Gu Bai didn't have any sympathy.

The original owner was really really stupid, he always said that Shen Muze was too stupid, but in fact the most stupid one was himself.

He doesn't need any inferiority complex, Shen Muze is not clean, he is ignorant and stupid, and the original owner is actually the person with the purest heart.

The truth of the matter came to light, and Gu Bai did not accept the compensation Shen Guohui wanted after waking up.

The original owner's feelings for Shen Guohui are very complicated. He is very eager for Shen Guohui's fatherly love, but he doesn't want it now. He doesn't want to go back to the Shen family, and he doesn't want to have anything to do with the Shen family. He doesn't want the fatherly love that Shen Guohui made up for. missed.

He is Su Yu, not Shen Yu.

Even if Su Yu is loved by no one, struggling to live at the bottom of the society, and having many unsatisfactory situations, he is happy.

However, Shen Yu will always live in the pain of being careful to please, feeling inferior and jealous, and finally even losing everything.

He is such a pitifully stupid child who can't help but feel distressed...

This task is actually not difficult, even the original owner's last wish is actually very simple, as the original owner wished, Shen Muze really lost Shen Guohui's love and Wu Donghan's love.

In the previous life, Shen Muze thought he had lost it, but in fact he had always had it. In the previous life, he died happily, but the original owner was kept away by Shen Guohui and Wu Donghan because of this.

At this moment, Shen Guohui was also disappointed with Shen Muze just like he was disappointed with the original owner in his previous life. Wu Donghan couldn't accept the reality and chose to leave him.

Without the protection and love of Shen Guohui and Wu Donghan, Shen Muze struggled alone in the last days, and truly experienced the cruelty of the last days.

Coupled with the torment of regret and guilt in his heart, he tried to seek death for relief several times, but he failed every time. God seemed to be against him and refused to accept his life, so that he could only continue to live, day and night. Tormented by the pain at this moment, and finally died of natural causes.

When he saw Shen Muze dying, Gu Bai returned to the starry sky with peace of mind.

These years, Shen Muze's failure to seek death is naturally his result. The original owner's wish was to let Shen Muze live to experience the pain he had suffered. Naturally, he couldn't let people commit suicide easily.