A psychopath has a crush on me

Yu Pei stood blankly at the back of the classroom and watched Luo Changzhou sweeping the floor alone. When he swept the floor, he used very light force, and the dust that was raised was very little. Therefore, in the quiet classroom in the evening, only the broom sweeping could be heard for a while. There was a slight rustling sound on the ground.

Just as Luo Changzhou said, he is indeed very familiar with these things, and he cleaned up the entire classroom in a short while. Yu Pei stood beside the trash can, waiting for Luo Changzhou to clean up the trash in the dustpan. After dumping everything into the bucket, he went to take out the trash, but the moment he picked up the handle on the right, Luo Changzhou also came over, picked up the handle on the left, and seemed to want to take out the trash with him.

Yu Pei opened his lips, but he couldn't speak, instead Luo Changzhou smiled at him lightly.

After putting the trash can back together, the two of them left the classroom together.On the way back, Yu Pei walked a little slowly, a few steps behind Luo Changzhou. The red jacaranda tree beside the school road had already bloomed, and the red was as bright as a sunset glow burning on the branches, and it was even more gorgeous in the warm afterglow of the setting sun. As soon as the evening wind blows, a few flowers will fall down, falling on their feet, shoulders, and even the ends of their hair.

Yu Pei watched such a red phoenix flower fluttering down on top of Luo Changzhou's head, he raised his hand to call Luo Changzhou to stop, at this moment Luo Changzhou stopped and turned around Looking at him, he asked, "Why are you walking behind me?"

"Well...you have long legs and walk fast."

Luo Changzhou stopped suddenly, and Yu Pei almost missed him. When he heard him ask this question, he subconsciously replied, but it was not like this. Yu Pei just sometimes felt that it was possible to be like Luo Changzhou. Excellent people walk side by side, and it should be someone as outstanding as him.

Luo Changzhou raised his eyebrows when he heard the words, and then asked Yu Pei, "Then what did you want to do just now?"

What Yu Pei did just now was seen by Luo Changzhou, Luo Changzhou was much taller than him, Yu Pei could only raise his head, pointed to the top of Luo Changzhou's head and said: "You have a phoenix flower on your head, I think Get it down for you."

"On my head?" Luo Changzhou lowered his head slightly, and raised his left hand to touch the flower on top of his head, but he knocked the flower off, and it fell gently on Yu Pei's face standing in front of him. up, and slipped past his lips.

Luo Changzhou looked at Yu Pei, quickly stretched out his right hand to catch the flower, closed his fingers to hold the flower in his palm, and quickly put it into his trouser pocket, the whole set of movements was done in one go, Yu Pei didn't even see clearly.

"Then I'll walk slowly." Luo Changzhou said softly.

Yu Pei was stunned for a few seconds before realizing that Luo Changzhou was responding to what he just said.

He has been alone since he was very young. When he was in school, all the children disliked him for being weak and refused to play with him. The children stay away from him, except Gu Zheng.

Later, his only friend Gu Zheng also moved away.

So it has been a long time since no one is willing to listen to and answer every sentence of his so carefully. Inexplicably, Yu Pei felt that his eyes were a little sore. He took a few steps forward quickly, caught up with Luo Changzhou, and walked side by side with him Together.

Luo Changzhou waited until he came to his side before continuing to walk forward, and his pace did slow down a lot. It was obviously the time when he wanted to go home quickly after school, but the two of them walked out of the feeling of taking a walk after dinner.

But it didn't feel like an after-dinner walk, but both hoped the walk would be longer.

"These flowers are very beautiful." Luo Changzhou raised his head slightly, looked at the phoenix flower on his head that was almost as red as the sunset, and said, "I remember that this kind of tree is like dead when it doesn't bloom."

The red jacaranda tree is also called the phoenix flower tree, because when this kind of tree is not blooming, it looks like it is dead. Flame, burning brightly on the branches.

Like a phoenix nirvana, reborn from the ashes.

"Yeah." Yu Pei sighed softly, "I was also surprised when I saw it bloom for the first time, it was amazing."

Luo Changzhou went on to say: "In fact, many trees in the north seem to be dead in winter. They are ugly, and they will sprout and grow leaves in spring, but most of them will not bloom. These trees are also in full bloom without leaves, and are full of flowers."

"North?" Yu Pei heard Luo Changzhou say such a long sentence for the first time, he turned his head slightly, looked at Luo Changzhou and asked, "Changzhou, did you live in the north before?"

"Yeah, I moved to Nancheng now." Luo Changzhou answered him, "The place where I used to live was too cold, and it would snow in winter. This kind of tree can't survive."

Yu Pei looked at the height difference between Luo Changzhou and himself, and said, "So you lived in the north before, no wonder you are so tall."

Nancheng, where he lives, is a city in the south near the sea. It doesn't get crazy hot in summer, and likewise, it doesn't get too cold in winter. It snows almost every few years.

"You will grow too." Luo Changzhou looked at him and waved his hand, "See you next week."

Yu Pei stopped and found that they had already walked near the bicycle field - they were going to separate, and because of the weekend, they would not see each other again in two days, Yu Pei thought it might be because of the rapid development of the relationship with Luo Changzhou today, all this When it was time to separate, he was not only a little bit sad, but also a little bit lost, so he whispered, "See you next week..."

After saying goodbye, Yu Pei also turned around and walked towards Zhang Geng's parking place, so he didn't see Luo Changzhou walk a few steps, and then looked back at him.

On the way back, Zhang Geng asked Yu Pei if he wanted to get a haircut, because his bangs were already very long, almost covering his eyes.

Yu Pei used his fingers to brush the broken hair in front of his forehead, and he also felt that these hairs blocked his sight, so he agreed without thinking, but he asked Zhang Geng to stop the car not far from the school gate, and ran To Yutang, I bought a cup of Qingmu soda—the kind of soda that some girl bought for Luo Changzhou.

Almost all students in Nanhua High School love to drink this kind of soda.

In the past, Yu Pei used to go home as soon as school was over, and never wandered around the school gate much, so he has been in high school for two years, and he has never eaten any of the famous snacks on the "food street" outside the school.

But today, Yu Pei suddenly wanted to try how this "unlucky color" soda tasted in Luo Changzhou's mouth. After taking a sip, he felt that it was not bad. The bright soda went down the throat and entered the stomach. The bottom, with a slight cedar wood fragrance, was so comfortable that Yu Pei couldn't help squinting his eyes.

As a result, after he slowly walked back to the car with his drink in his arms, Zhang Geng said to him, "Young master, when you went to buy a drink just now, I met your mixed-race little classmate, and I even said hello to him."

Yu Pei froze immediately when he heard this.

That's right, today is Friday, and the students have already left after school. There are very few people on the crowded road after school on weekdays. If he doesn't buy drinks, maybe he can tell Zhang Geng to drive slower, so that he and Luo Cheung Chau can walk a little longer together!

Yu Pei looked down at the green drink in his hand, and felt that what Luo Changzhou said was right—this color is really unlucky!

Zhang Geng accompanied Yu Pei to the place where Yu Qing often trims her hair and had her hair cut. The price of a haircut here is expensive. Of course, the barber's skills are very good. Yu Pei looks good when he loses weight. His hairstyle became even better after he got home. When Uncle Zhuang saw him for the first time after returning home, he was stunned for a moment, and when he came back to his senses, he smiled and said, "Young master is even more handsome."

Yu Pei touched the back of his head in embarrassment, Yu Qing won't come back for dinner today, after hearing the news, Yu Pei's desire to let his brother see his new hairstyle faded instantly, and he went to the studio after eating alone, It's almost instinctive for him.

But when he walked into the studio, Yu Pei was just in a daze looking at the neatly stacked paintings, then left the studio as if fleeing, ran to the piano room to practice playing the piano, and then returned to the room, washed Climb into bed after bath.

This is Yu Pei's life. His life is terribly monotonous and boring. Apart from learning to paint and practice the piano, there are almost no other activities. Even his psychiatrist said after learning about his previous life, Yu Pei It is a matter of time that Pei will have psychological problems. He did not commit suicide because of depression, but felt that he was already dead and did not need to commit suicide. In a sense, this is considered a lucky thing.

Although it is different now, no one will ask him to paint and practice the piano every day, and Yu Pei has a lot of free time at his own disposal, but he still doesn't know what he can do, and he even finds that he can't sit still at all. Concentrating on painting, it seems that painting has become an untouchable shadow in his heart. It is fine to draw sketches with pencils casually, but he will tremble all over when he picks up the Paibi and Gongbi.

Yu Pei didn't tell the psychiatrist because he didn't know how to speak.

Painting used to be a part of his life, but he has "died" once.

Yu Pei lay flat on the bed, staring at the ceiling blankly. He knew that something was wrong with his current state, so Yu Pei quickly got out of bed, took out a tablet of paroxetine hydrochloride from the medicine box with trembling hands, and took a tablet with water. , Then wrapped himself in a quilt, kept telling himself that it was okay, and thought of something happy, but not long after, he still covered his eyes and lay down on the pillow and started crying.

Yu Pei knew he shouldn't cry, but he couldn't control himself, he didn't want to cry, he was desperately trying to recall happy things, but his happy memories were pitifully few, those sporadic fragments were overwhelmed by restlessness and restlessness the next moment. Interrupted, he can only think about when the medicine will take effect, whether his illness is serious again, these complicated thoughts keep appearing in his head, making his mind into a mess.

Yu Pei turned on his cell phone, wanting to call Yu Qing or Gu Zheng, because the doctor told him that if he suffers from depression, he can talk to his relatives or talk, but Yu Pei's eyes are too dazzled , Tears blurred his vision, he didn't know which number he dialed, but the next moment he heard a reassuring voice in his ear: "Apei?"

It is Luo Changzhou.