a pillow in autumn

Snow was fluttering slightly in the sky, and Shen Xianxun stood on the porch, watching the flowers and trees in the courtyard wither.The snow fell into the air, and the loneliness melted away. This winter is even colder.

Shuyao took a plain soft fur and draped it behind her, and softly persuaded: "Master, it's very cold outside, let's go to the warm pavilion to have a rest."

Shen Xianxun stretched out his hand to catch half of the snowflake that was too late to melt, and watched it melt into foam in the palm of his hand, like someone's tears.

But it was cold.

"It's the 28th." She sighed.

The snow in the countryside is getting heavier, and there are traces of horseshoes along the way.The gate of the Jijun city was wide open, and Prince Rui and the deputy Dian army of the palace came galloping with only five personal guards.

As the New Year approached, the city gate was bustling with people, Zhou Mubai rode on horseback, bypassed the queues waiting to enter the city, and walked slowly all the way to the other courtyard.When approaching the other courtyard, Shen Youtang turned his head to look at her, the plain silk handkerchief was covering her face, she couldn't see the expression clearly, only felt that the snowflakes were falling in those eyes with cold mist.

There was a dismounting stone in front of the gate of the other courtyard, and several gatekeepers rushed up to wait for them to dismount. Shen Youtang handed the bridle to the gatekeeper, and when he looked up at Zhou Mubai again, he found that the mist in her eyes had faded away, leaving only the coldness.

□□A thin layer of frost fell on the path, and the maids sprinkled dry salt and cleaned it up with a dustpan.

The Dragon is flourishing in the warm pavilion, Shen Xianxun opened a book, but his mind was not on the pages.Siyuan brewed the ginseng tea and came over, seeing her young lady sitting in front of the window in a daze, she stared at Shuyao, Shuyao shook her head, took the ginseng tea and put it beside Xian Xun, suddenly heard the girl outside to report, Rui The prince is here.Xian Xun put down the book and stood up, the book knocked over the ginseng tea and spilled hot water on the table, Shu Yao called out "Master!" and immediately took two steps forward, Xian Xun retracted her hand, shook her head and said: " No problem."

The little girl had already drawn up the curtain of the Nuan Pavilion, Zhou Mubai walked in alone, and looked at the female relatives in the room, Shuyao and Siyuan froze when they saw the silk handkerchief on her face, Xian Xun sighed inwardly, and said: "Let's all go down first."

Shu Yao reacted first, cleaned up the teacups on the table, gave Mu Bai a blessing, and gave Si Yuan a wink, and retreated with the little girls.

A faint incense was burning in the small incense burner, and the two people in the warm pavilion did not speak for a while.

I haven't seen each other for seven or eight days, Zhou Mubai couldn't help but look at the person in front of me carefully, she seemed to have lost some weight, and was a little haggard, with a thin blue color in her eyes, probably because she hasn't slept well these days.

Standing a few steps away, Xian Xun saw Mu Bai's eyes lingering on her body, feeling strong reluctance.This feeling made her a little uncomfortable, obviously she didn't want to see herself.

She stepped forward and gently held Mu Bai's hand, and said softly: "I haven't seen you for a long time, Your Highness is well."

Mu Bai didn't speak, just looked at her with deep eyes, as if he wanted to carve her into his heart.

After a while, Mu Bai lowered his eyes, "I'm fine, but I'm busy with military affairs." She paused, and then continued, "In a few days, Mu Yi will return to Beijing to return to his command, and he will first come to the Jijun Military Camp. Pick up the reed flute and escort them back to the palace. You also go with them, go back." Her voice was light and distant, and there was no sadness or joy, but the two people let go of their clinging hands.

For a moment, Xian Xun felt that her heart was empty, like a hand.

"Your Highness..." Her voice was a little shaken: "You want me to go back to Beijing?"

"Hmm. There are frequent wars and crises in the western frontier, just like last time...you and Mu Di should go back to Beijing first."

Grievance welled up in her heart, Xian Xun endured it, and said in a low voice with red eyes: "I'll wait until your injury heals before going back."

A trace of injury and embarrassment flashed in Mu Bai's eyes, she lowered her head and said, "I don't know when it will be better. You should go back first."

Xian Xun stubbornly raised her head, staring at her exposed eyes, Mu Bai stopped talking, and there was no emotion in her eyes.

Xian Xun bit her lip, and said pleadingly: "I want to stay here. Shen Yan and the guards are here, nothing will happen." She raised her hand, seeing that Mu Bai didn't move, she held her back "I know the military is busy, so I won't go to the camp anymore. When you miss me, come and see me, okay."

Mubai turned his face away, looked out the window, a layer of faint water mist covered his eyes and was quickly forced back by her, she said in a cold voice: "You clean up the soft things, in a few days, Muyi and Mudi will enter The city will come to fetch you."

Disappointment piled on top of grievances, Xian Xun lowered her eyebrows, trying not to let tears well out of the corners of her eyes, she took a deep breath, and then said slowly, "May I see the wound on your face?"

Mu Bai took a step sideways, and the sleeve broke free from Xian Xun's hand, but Xian Xun grabbed her wrist, leaned forward, and leaned into her arms: "Husband..." She said in a soft voice.

The soft tone shook Mu Bai's heart, Xian Xun raised her hand and stroked the silk handkerchief, she gently pulled it, but the moment the silk handkerchief left her cheek, Mu Bai let her go, and once again Turning around, Xian Xun could only see a little uninjured profile.

Her hands paused, but she still stretched her arms, wrapped her around her waist from behind Mubai, put her face on her warm back, and said in a slow voice: "You and I are husband and wife, you can't Avoid me forever."

Mu Bai took back the silk handkerchief from Xian Xun, put it on his face, and said in a cold voice: "I wrote a letter, and when Mu Yi brings it back to Ruijing, I will submit it to my father."

Xian Xun's face was still attached to her back, but her heart panicked: "What... what does this mean?"

Mu Bai closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, his eyes were cold and without any emotion, "You and I are here, let's get together and leave."

Xian Xun only felt that her heart was beating fast, but it was as if there was no heartbeat. The words lingered in her ears several times, but they still couldn't enter her heart. She felt that she didn't understand what Mu Bai said.

"There has never been a talk of reunion and separation in the palace." After a long while, she found her voice and said tremblingly.

"In the future, there will be." Mu Bai sighed softly, walked around her, and wanted to go out the door.

The moment they passed by each other, Xian Xun suddenly said: "Is that scar, it can't be healed?" Mu Bai's whole body trembled, and his heart skipped a beat, but he didn't answer, and walked straight to the door curtain.Xian Xun grabbed her arm from behind and cried, "So you don't want me anymore, do you?"

Mu Bai was led by her to take a step back, seeing the tears on her face, falling straight into his heart like a pearl left in the sea.Mu Bai tugged his fist under his sleeve, resisting the urge to embrace her, and said in a calm voice: "That's it. I, go back to camp first."

"Zhou Mubai!" Xian Xun said fiercely, "That scar was meant to be scratched on my face!" Her tears fell faster and faster like broken beads, "If that day, I was the one who hurt, Will you not want me like this? Or am I going to leave you like this? "

Mu Bai pursed his lips and retracted his arm, but Xian Xun pulled her tightly into her arms as if out of control, and cried loudly: "I won't go. Mu Bai, Mu Bai, what happened to your injury? I don't mind, I really don't mind, I don't want to be separated from you."

Mubai finally sighed, tears rolled down the corners of her eyes, the sadness, grievance, hesitation, and reluctance these days all burst out, but she still held back her voice, touched the slender Xun's arm softened, but his voice was bitter and he said: "But I don't mind... I can't, let myself like this, go to see you. Xian Xun, I really don't want to..."

I really don't want you to see me in such a terrifying appearance.

Xian Xun desperately shook his head, hugged Mu Bai tightly and refused to let go, Mu Bai made up his mind, grabbed her wrist and broke away from her embrace, the delicate skin on his hand scalded by ginseng tea was burning and painful, but at this moment it was completely Without consciousness, Xian Xun just tried her best to embed herself in Mu Bai's arms.

However, she was no match for her strength in the end. Zhou Mubai broke free from Shen Xianxun's grip and walked to the door. She put her hand on the door, and Shen Xianxun's sad and cold voice came from behind: "One day I will I will grow old and I will be ugly, so don't tell me you don't want me? Mubai, you once said that you want to grow old with me..."

"But I'd rather you just remember what I used to be." After finishing speaking, Mu Bai pushed open the door and walked out without any hesitation.

It was snowing heavily outside the house at some point, like catkins fluttering down, filling the courtyard with pure white.

Shen Youtang and the royal guards were in the front hall, the girl brought hot tea, Youtang held up the cup, staring at the front courtyard, not knowing what he was thinking.

Suddenly seeing several maids greeting each other, Zhou Mubai turned out from behind the corridor, feeling cold all over.Several personal guards hurriedly stood up, Shen Youtang also put down the teacup, walked up a few steps, Mu Bai turned his head, not looking at them, took a while, and then ordered: "Go back to the camp."

Shen Youtang has known her for many years, and he only felt that these words were clearly emotionless, but filled with deep sadness.

The boy who was waiting in front of the door heard the message and rushed out to get the horse ready. Because of the snow, it was delayed a bit.The girl made hot tea and brought it in, Mu Bai stood in front of the hall, and the boy who had just sent the message came to say that the horse was ready.

It was snowing heavily, dancing everywhere, but no one made the decision to go back to the camp in the snow.

The gatekeepers of the other courtyard were already leading several fine horses beside the dismounting stone, Zhou Mubai was standing under the gate, when he heard a faint voice coming from the depths of the courtyard, "Your Highness..." that voice called out.

She couldn't help turning around to look, the snow had fallen very thick, even if there was no snow, she couldn't see the back house, let alone the graceful person in the warm pavilion in the house.

She turned her head and patted the neck of the steed beside her. Just as she was about to get on the horse, the voice of calling came again, and it seemed to be clearer.

Shen Youtang narrowed his eyes, and suddenly said: "Your Highness, it's Siyuan."

Mubai held on to the reins, squinted his eyes and looked through the gate, and saw Siyuan holding up his skirt, stumbling over in the heavy snow, not even wearing a big overcoat in such a cold day.

"Your Highness..." Siyuan ran up to Mubai, panting with tears on her face, she cried anxiously, "What did you say to my young lady! The young lady has stepped onto the altar!!! She is as if we call her As if you can't hear..."

Mubai's heart skipped a beat, and before Siyuan could finish speaking, he had already thrown off the crowd and ran towards the door, ran a few steps, turned around, grabbed a horse, flipped over and ran all the way in from the front yard.

The sandalwood platform is about several feet high, and it was built in another courtyard. Layers of wooden ladders spiral upwards, and you can look at the scenery of half of the city of Jijun when you climb up.In the past, Mu Bai and Xian Xun had also gone up the stairs arm in arm, but the height of the platform was high and windy, they just glanced casually before going down the steps again.

At this time, the red silk that welcomes the auspiciousness of the spring has been hung around the sandalwood platform. Zhou Mubai flew to the front of the building, raised his head and glanced at the sandalwood platform. It was hard to see clearly in the heavy snow. She threw down the reins, climbed the stairs, and flew quickly ran up.

"Your Highness!" Shuyao cried out in great surprise when she saw her coming up.

"Xun'er." Mu Bai ignored Shuyao, his eyes were glued to Xian Xun's body.

Xian Xun, who was leaning sideways on the edge of the sandalwood platform, trembled slightly when she heard the cry, but did not turn around.

"Xun'er." Mu Bai took two steps forward, but he didn't dare to go up rashly, for fear of startling Xian Xun, her heart was beating extremely fast, and she tried her best to keep her voice steady, and said softly, "Xun'er, what are you doing here? Come, come to me."

Upon hearing this, Xian Xun turned around slightly, looked at Mu Bai and said, "Your Highness, don't you want to separate from me? Don't you want to leave me?"

"Xun'er..." Mubai said with tears in his eyes, "I just don't know how to face you."

"Your Highness..." Xian Xun smiled at her, her smile was cute and beautiful, she said softly: "On the day you and I get married, take off the red hijab, and when you see me, will you be happy in your heart?"

Mu Bai looked at her smile, but couldn't help but panic in his heart, she took a few steps forward, and Xian Xun was only two arms away.She didn't dare to scare her, and smiled with her: "I am naturally happy, very happy. You come, I will tell you."

Xian Xun's smile turned sad, a tear fell from the corner of her eye, but she seemed to be happy, she looked at her and said, "Mubai, I wish you too, just remember my former appearance." As soon as the words fell, She let go of her hand holding the railing and jumped down.

The author has something to say: Tired. .I wrote last night until the early hours of the morning, and I have dark circles under my eyes. . .Feel sorry for yourself for three seconds. . .

Received two landmines from Jiang Xia;

Received fourteen landmines;

Got it.Throw a mine.

I am very happy to have your support and company along the way.And then... continue to write tonight. ==!Feel sorry for yourself again for three seconds.