Klein bottle personality

In the afternoon, several experts from other hospitals came to consult, and the results of various examinations were presented before everyone. After discussion, it was confirmed that Xiao Huai's tumor was benign, and as long as it was surgically removed in time, it would not be fatal.

When Mother Xiao heard the news, her nervous heart relaxed and she burst into tears uncontrollably. Xiao Jin sent Mother Xiao out to appease her and went back to the meeting room alone to continue listening to the results.

"I'm sorry, my mother is too worried about my father." Xiao Jin apologized.

Several experts were not surprised, and said that Xiao Huai and his wife were enviable for their love and affection. Some of them had practiced medicine for decades, and they had never seen any out-of-control state.

"Everyone, please continue." Xiao Jin glanced at Ding Muyan who was sitting across from him, and thought he was very cute wearing glasses and concentrating on reading the report.

After the message was sent, Ding Muyan didn't reply, Xiao Jin wasn't sure what Ding Muyan was thinking.The people sitting in front of him are all top experts in the country, but how Xiao Jin hopes that there are only him and Ding Muyan in the room at this moment, as long as he diagnoses his father, everyone else is superfluous.

He has been in a state of anxiety since last night. He blamed himself for caring too little for his father, otherwise he would not have discovered the existence of the tumor until now. The fear of losing his loved ones anytime, anywhere haunted him, making him at a loss what to do.His mother was so panicked that he had no choice but to suppress his fear and preside over the overall situation, consoling his mother while persuading his father.But the negative emotions under strong pressure will not dissipate on their own, they will only accumulate in his chest, like a heart suspended in mid-air, with clusters of small flames burning darkly underneath, making his internal organs ache.

But this anxiety disappeared the moment he saw Ding Muyan, his heart fell to the ground, and a clear spring flowed into his body, nourishing his heart, regardless of whether he was a flame or a raging fire, it was extinguished at the same time.

He had never wished to see Ding Muyan as much as he did at this moment, not just because Ding Muyan was a doctor, but as long as he was there, he would have confidence in his heart and feel that he had a support.

Ding Muyan didn't know what was going on in his stomach, he raised his head and said, "Although your father's tumor is benign, but..."

After hearing the good news, followed by "but", Xiao Jin put away his charming thoughts and said seriously, "but what?"

"The tumor didn't grow very well, and it was difficult to completely remove it with minimally invasive surgery. A craniotomy was necessary."

A craniotomy is no small matter for anyone, but compared to the worst outcome, this diagnosis is the luckiest of misfortunes.

Xiao Jin nodded, accepting the result.

After explaining the illness to Xiao Huai himself, other experts left one after another, and Ding Muyan had an in-depth discussion with Xiao Jin.Almost every detail and every possibility before the operation, during the operation, and after the operation were discussed. In the middle of the talk, Xiao Jin couldn't help but interrupt him: "You should drink your saliva first. Every patient who has surgery, you have to have this kind of conversation." .”

Ding Muyan's voice is already hoarse, and no matter how much water he drinks, he can't suppress the bloody smell in his throat: "It is necessary, there are many uncertain things in medicine, and the family members must be mentally prepared. The family members of the accident can’t accept it, and it’s even more troublesome.”

"You have so many operations every week, how much time is wasted talking about them one by one?"

"Fortunately, let the students talk about the minor surgery."

Ding Muyan's nonchalant tone made Xiao Jin's heart ache: "You don't need to talk to me anymore, I completely trust you, it's good for you to sleep at this time."

"It's not a question of belief or disbelief..."

"Are you hungry? I saw you eating bread at noon today. Can you have a serious meal? Even if you want to eat bread, can you buy an extra carton of milk? Don't you like milk?"

"I've eaten, that bread is left over from nurse Corey's overbought..."

Xiao Jin frowned: "Which nurse? How old are you?"

Ding Muyan narrowed his eyes, and he realized that when Xiao came to the hospital in the past, he had to cover up a little bit, and it was not good to come every day, and it was easy to cause gossip, but now he can enter and leave the hospital openly, and circle around him, by the way Pointing fingers confidently.

Ding Muyan tapped the case with his pen: "I'm talking about the operation with you. If you want me to rest early, cooperate well and don't talk about irrelevant things."

At this moment, Ding Muyan was under the aura of authority, and Xiao Jin's aura could not be displayed, and he was crushed to death. He smiled and said: "Okay, you pick the key ones."

It was evening after talking with Xiao Jin.

"Are you off work?"

Theoretically speaking, Ding Muyan is still in the suspension stage, and the hospital has not arranged other jobs for him. "Well, go home."

Xiao Jin snorted, and then said: "If you don't bother, go and say hello to my dad, and then comfort him a few words casually. Don't look at his life-and-death appearance on the surface, but he is really scared to death. You It's a doctor, your words are more useful than mine."

Ding Muyan felt that there was a strange pause between his "oh" and the following paragraph, but he couldn't think of what kind of monster he could be, and his request was not too much, so he went to the ward with him .

After learning about his illness, Xiao Huai's mental state was obviously much better than in the morning. He dragged Ding Muyan to talk a lot, while Xiao Jin bowed his head and swiped his phone. Half an hour later, someone knocked on the door.

Ding Muyan thought that someone came to visit Xiao Huai again, but he didn't expect that when the door opened, it was food delivery.

"Dad, are you hungry? Eat your food first." Xiao Jin's takeaway is naturally much better than hospital food, and the ward smells delicious as soon as he opens it.He took out another copy and put it in front of Ding Muyan: "I bought too much, so you can eat too."

Can I buy more takeout?It turned out that Xiao Jin was waiting here, and Xiao Jin still had to compete with an unknown nurse. Ding Muyan finally understood the reason for his strange pause.

"I won't eat, I'll go home and eat." Ding Muyan immediately refused, not wanting to accept any kindness from Xiao Jin.

Xiao Jin had expected that he would say this a long time ago, and said to Xiao Huai with a smile: "They are doctors, and they are so busy that they don't even have time to eat."

Xiao Huai did not doubt that there was him, so of course he followed his words and said: "Work is work, the food must be good, and only the sick can be healthy if you are in good health. Sit down and eat together."

Ding Muyan had no choice but to take a full view of Xiao Jin's smile, the rice had already been opened and placed in front of him, it would be hypocritical to refuse, so he had to move a chair and sit by the bed.

"That's right." Xiao Huai took a few mouthfuls, then remembered something, "Xiao Jin, remember to send Xiao Ding home later."

"Cough, cough, cough!" Ding Muyan, who had just put a mouthful of rice into his mouth, kept coughing.

"Eat slowly, don't choke." Xiao Huai instructed Xiao Jin, "Pour water for Xiao Ding."

Xiao Jin immediately poured a glass of water and handed it to him: "Dad, don't worry, I will definitely send him home safely."

"No need." Ding Muyan breathed a sigh of relief, "My house is next to the hospital, so you can't be alone."

"It's fine if Xiaolin is here. Wouldn't it be better to live closer, so as not to delay things, anyway, he has nothing to do when he's free."

For a moment, Ding Muyan came up with the idea that I should go home and suspend my job.

In fact, it only took a few minutes to drive him home. Xiao Jin had never regretted that his home was too close to the hospital.

Ding Muyan also tried to send Xiao Jin away in the garage, but failed. During the few minutes in the car, his face was always facing the outside of the car, without even looking at Xiao Jin.

Xiao Jin didn't try to strike up a conversation, but grabbed him when he got out of the car: "I'll pick you up tomorrow morning."

It was not an interrogative sentence, but a declarative sentence, and Ding Muyan immediately said, "No need."

Before Xiao Jin had time to say anything, Ding Muyan said first: "Xiao Jin, we are now an ordinary relationship between doctors and patients' families, I hope you can understand."

Xiao Jin's face darkened, but then he said gently: "I won't force you if it's inconvenient for you. I have no other intentions. If it were any other doctor who saw my father, I would send him home."

Ding Muyan didn't say anything more, got out of the car and went upstairs after saying goodbye to him.He walked up floor by floor, and every time he passed the window, he could see Xiao Jin's car still parked downstairs.

The phone rang as he passed the last window.

Xiao Jin's voice came from the phone: "Have you entered the house yet?"

Ding Muyan glanced at the door of the house, then at the roof of the car downstairs: "Not yet."

Xiao Jin didn't speak, nor did he hang up. The conversation had no clear meaning, as if it was just to hear the other party's voice.There is only music from Xiao Jin's car radio in his ears, and he always turns the volume down very low, in a state of indistinctness, completely unaffected when he speaks, and has a quiet atmosphere when he is not speaking.

His emotions were involuntarily affected by him, and Ding Muyan was uneasy: "It's okay, I'll die."

"I'm very happy that you are willing to come to the hospital to see my dad." Xiao Jin's voice was tired.

"When the dean called me, I didn't know that the patient was your father."

Xiao Jin laughed in a low voice, as if laughing at his stubbornness, but quickly put it away after a few laughs, still a little weak in his low voice: "You don't know how I got through last night, my dad was here Sigh, my mother was crying, and when the doctor said it was a tumor, my brain exploded on the spot, and I was thinking that if you were here, you would be able to calmly tell me what to do."

Accustomed to the joys and sorrows of life, Ding Muyan seemed to have experienced it together when he heard his memories, and was silent for a while.

"Later the doctor suggested that I be transferred to your hospital, and I immediately agreed. Do you understand the feeling, as if standing in the dark, suddenly a beam of light appears, as long as you follow this beam of light, you can see hope. After you answered the phone for a long time, I thought you were not coming, as if the light dimmed a little bit, and I couldn’t see anything. Then when the door opened and you walked in, I only had one thought at that time, That is, my dad is saved. It’s strange, you haven’t read anything, you haven’t said anything, just walked over from the door, and I think my dad is saved.”

Ding Muyan didn't know what to say, the words were so literary that he could only listen without interrupting.

"I'm very scared. Actually, I wanted to tell you just now, but I'm too embarrassed in person, so I can only call you." Xiao Jin paused, "You are my light."

After hanging up the phone, Ding Muyan watched Xiao Jin's car drive away, opened the door and entered the house.

He sat in the dark, recalling Xiao Jin's words.For a long time, he thought that Xiao Jin had painted his black and white life with a layer of oil paint, but it was a pity that it faded before drying.