Klein bottle personality

From the moment Ding Muyan entered the hospital to the present, the number of people clamoring to jump off the building could not be counted with two slaps, but none of them really jumped. Even if they really climbed to the top of the building, they would be persuaded to come down.

But today, life and death are in an instant, and if you really want to seek death, you can't stop it.

It was like a nightmare, and it was a terrible experience for everyone present. Even Ding Muyan had never seen such a tragic and bloody death.The person just fell down, leaving an afterimage on the retina, and then there was a loud noise, and then the terrified screams of passers-by.

When Xiao came in, the police had just come out of Ding Muyan's office, accompanied by the director of the hospital.He pushed open the door and saw Ding Muyan sitting on the sofa with his back bent and his face buried in his palms. He was wearing only a shirt, and his white coat, which was stained red with blood, was crumpled and thrown on the desk, exuding Strong smell of blood.

Xiao Jin gently closed the office door, walked up to him and patted him on the shoulder.Ding Muyan jumped up as if frightened, and when he saw that it was Xiao Jin, his tense body slowly relaxed.

"Why are you here?" Ding Muyan's voice was hoarse, his eyes were red, and every strand of his hair was exhausted.

Sitting beside him, Xiao Jin put his hands on his knees: "I saw the news."

Thinking about it, what a sensational thing it was to commit suicide by jumping off a building in a hospital. At that time, there were so many people watching, and the communication was so developed, such a big news could spread throughout the country within half an hour.

"What did the police ask you just now?"

"It's nothing." Ding Muyan's eyelids were half closed, so dark that he could hardly see the light, "Because I was the last person the deceased met and talked with, they asked me what I had said."

"What did you say?"

"To be honest, she kept talking about her daughter, but I actually didn't listen very carefully." I recalled that after the police finished their questioning, they clung to "Are you the chief surgeon of the deceased's daughter?" "Are you the deceased's daughter?" Sudden death after surgery" and other questions made Ding Muyan feel chills. If the dean hadn't defended him in time, he didn't know what questions he would have received.

"Forget it, don't think about it." Xiao Jin held his hand.

Ding Muyan's expression twisted instantly: "She was not quite right before."

"what?"

"She came to talk to me, and I was sitting here with her at the time." Ding Muyan frowned in pain, "She was in a very strange state when she spoke. I should have realized it, but I was negligent."

"It's not your fault."

"I have seen so many family members. I know which family members are normal and which family members are emotionally unstable. I should be vigilant and comfort her in time, but I didn't!" Ding Muyan's tone gradually became agitated. Annoying! I have heard the words she said countless times, and I can recite them! At that time, someone came to me to sign, and I immediately agreed. In fact, the document was not that urgent! She ran away! Then, then She jumped off!"

Xiao Jin hugged Ding Muyan violently, and tightly hugged his shoulders with the strength that wanted to strangle him: "She wanted to die a long time ago! She died a long time ago! She died when her daughter died !"

"I should have persuaded her..."

"She's not normal! Don't you understand yet? She's not normal! Only people who lose control of their minds will commit suicide, and you can't stop it at all!"

Ding Muyan felt the muscles in his arms and the heat of his chest, and there was a powerful and reassuring force that pulled his restless heart back on track, placed it in the correct position, and made the frantic heartbeat gradually stabilize.

"I'm suffering, Xiao Jin, you know, I'm suffering."

He is a shell sleeping in the deep sea, with the hardest shell, and no huge stone can smash him, but once it is pried open from the gap, it is the softest flesh and the most radiant pearls.

"I know." Xiao Jin pressed his head and forced it to lean on his shoulder, "But it's none of your business at all, you are neither the savior nor omniscient, she thinks her life is hopeless, so is living. Suffering, you don't need to add guilt to yourself. Can you give me back that Ding Muyan who loves to turn his face, hates anyone who doesn't like him, and always has a stinky face and doesn't care about anything? "

Ding Muyan's forehead rested on Xiao Jin's shoulder, his breathing was unsteady, and he said for a long time, "I'm not like what you said, every time you provoke me first."

"Okay, it's my bastard."

Ding Muyan pushed Xiao Jin away, brushed his messed up hair a few times, and his mood seemed to improve a bit.

"By the way, has she paid back the money she owes to your hospital?"

Ding Muyan felt that his focus was a bit strange, but he still replied: "Repay it."

Xiao Jin stroked his chin thoughtfully: "Well, just pay it back."

Xiao Jin ordered dinner at the restaurant and delivered it directly to his door.

After Ding Muyan made the phone call, Xiao Jin signaled him to come over for dinner——Ding Muyan's cell phone has hardly ever rested since he was engaged in posting, and people kept calling him, some asked what happened, some comforted him, and some He said angrily that the man wanted to die, but he couldn't die anywhere, but he wanted to jump off the building in the hospital.

"Whose phone number?" Xiao Jin held a piece of meat for him.

"He Yue."

"That little policeman, why do you still have contact with him?"

"Well, he said that he would take a day off today, otherwise he would come, and asked about the situation, and said that if his colleague asked me not to care, he comforted me a few words." Ding Muyan ate Xiao Jin The meat in his bowl, he picked up the spoon and was about to pour soup into the rice.

"Hey, no bibimbap with soup!" Xiao Jin clamped the spoon with his chopsticks, every time Ding Muyan didn't feel like eating or was going to do something, he would like to eat soup and bibimbap indiscriminately, Xiao Jin saw it right away His motivation, "I bought so many vegetables, don't waste them, eat well."

Ding Muyan glanced at his mouth dissatisfied, but still put down the spoon.

"You always eat like this without being afraid of stomach problems? You are a doctor, are you sorry? Also, I found instant noodles in your office. What's going on, please explain."

"I don't eat it, it's for entertaining guests." Ding Muyan said nonsense with his eyes open.

"You can still joke, which means it's okay." Xiao Jin put a lot of vegetables in Ding Muyan's bowl again, piled up into a hill, "Eat obediently, eat more."

At night, Xiao Jin walked into Ding Muyan's room with a cup of hot milk.

The lights in the room were not turned on, and Ding Muyan was lying on the bed, but he was obviously not asleep.

"Drink before going to bed." Xiao Jin fumbled for the lamp switch in the dark.

"Don't turn on the light."

"Okay then, drink slowly."

In the darkness, the two sat silently on the head of the bed, only the sound of Ding Muyan drinking milk, the curtains were not drawn too tightly, a gap was exposed, and the moonlight illuminated half of the room, making it extraordinarily quiet.

"My dad called me just now." Ding Muyan said.

"He must understand you."

"Why do you say that?"

"I heard from Shao Jun that you came out to your family members very smoothly, and he can understand you for such a big matter, so what is this small matter today?"

"It didn't go well either. My family is all medical students, so it's somewhat easier than other families, and today is no small matter, a life."

Xiao Jin did not respond, there are few people in the world who can catch his eyes, and he is not a sympathetic person. It can even be said that he who seems to be smiling is far more indifferent than Ding Muyan, who has a cold personality. He didn't care about a person's life at all, not to mention that the death of this person caused Ding Muyan great trouble.

"My dad has been very strict with me since I was a child." Ding Muyan said, "Maybe he didn't go to the end of his career as a doctor, so he has very high expectations of me."

"This is not a big taboo of being a parent, imposing unfulfilled wishes on children."

"Which parent doesn't have expectations for their children? Subtle influence will cultivate them into the direction of hope. He hopes that I can become a doctor with a benevolent heart, which happens to be my wish."

"Coincidentally, my father and I have the same wish."

"What does he expect of you?"

"He only has two requirements for me. One is not to go into politics, and the other is not to cause trouble for him. I happen to have no interest in the first one, and I am working hard on the second one."

"Do you like what you're doing now?"

"Of course I like it. I can go where I want and record what I want to record. What could be more interesting than this?"

"Yeah, I love what I do, too."

Xiao Jin looked at Ding Muyan, his face glowed softly in the moonlight, the stars were dotted in his eyes, and the night was quiet because of him.

Taking a heavy breath, Xiao Jin kissed the corner of Ding Muyan's lips: "For your love, I guarantee you are safe and sound."

Ding Muyan shuddered slightly as if the flames were scalding his lips, Xiao Jin took the milk glass from his hand, drank the last sip of milk, squeezed his chin, and put it into his mouth.

The mellow liquid slipped into the mouth, Ding Muyan had to open his mouth, the milky fragrance flowed between his lips and teeth, even the entanglement of his tongue was smooth and sweet, Xiao Jin perfectly controlled the rhythm, fed him the milk little by little, and slid into it. in his throat.

Ding Muyan was not used to this kind of trick, so he was choked up: "Ahem, can you be more quiet?"

"Will you settle down in 10 minutes? Let me kiss you a few more times." Xiao Jin bit his lips again as he spoke, as if his lips had been smeared with honey over and over again.

It was obviously a gentle kiss, but it was extremely oppressive. Ding Muyan had enough thoughts in his mind, but his body became limp, and he was weak even when he refused.

Suddenly Xiao Jin raised his head and took a deep breath: "No, it seems like I won't be able to settle down in another 10 minutes."

Ding Muyan raised his leg slightly, and bumped into something hot and hard.

It was just a slight touch, but Xiao Jin trembled like an electric shock. He froze for a moment, as if trying to hold back the energy, but failed.

"I... I'm going to take a shower..."

Just as Xiao Jin was about to leave, he was grabbed back by one hand. When he turned his head, he met Ding Muyan's gaze.He didn't speak, just looked at him with a pair of bright and cool but dark eyes.

The next moment, Xiao Jin gave up the idea of ​​going to take a bath again, and pressed himself on it.

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