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Huo Qiyuan pushed the door and walked out.There were only the two of them left in the box.

Obviously Shen Qiao was right in front of him, but Zhao Wenyan felt that he was still speechless.

Before Shen Qiao came, Huo Qiyuan had already told him Shen Qiao's situation in advance.He couldn't speak after listening, and it took him a long time to say: "Why didn't you tell me?"

"It's Qi Yu's decision not to tell you, and it's also Shen Qiao's choice. It's what's best for you."

Best for him?

He was dumbfounded, and there was no desire to refute in his heart.He abandoned Shen Qiao in ignorance, and let him struggle in the world, while he hid in the foreign land of Taoyuan, ignorant of everything, and even hated why he left.

After returning to Hong Kong, in order to satisfy his desire, he knew that Shen Qiao didn't want to be disturbed, but he wanted to appear in his life.

He dragged him into the abyss and let him sink and float in the abyss for 14 years. The bloody storms in the past and the current storms in the city are all the causes of his planting.

It's what's best for him, but it's not what he wants.

"I'm sorry..." he said with difficulty, "I shouldn't have gone to you. You said you didn't want to, but I'm still pestering you."

And the most unforgivable thing is that he did it for self-esteem, not for love.

"You shouldn't say I'm sorry, and I shouldn't blame you." For a moment, Shen Qi said lightly, his pupils floating with green shadows were as calm as lake water, "What did you do wrong? You were the one who saved Xiaolin. gratitude."

It was because he was so naive, thinking that he could be as desperate as he was when he was 16 years old.He forgot his responsibilities, forgot that he still had someone to protect, and at the age of 25, he was not strong enough to act willfully.

Rather than saying that he hates Zhao Wenyan, it is better to say that he hates himself who was impulsive for Zhao Wenyan.

"You shouldn't thank me, Shen Qiao, you shouldn't." He took a step forward, and Shen Qiao grabbed the armrest of the seat without dodging, "You don't know anything, you shouldn't thank me. I beg You, don't think so..."

At that moment, and for a long time after that, all he thought in his heart was that Shen Qiao should not feel sorry for him --- he was not worthy of all that, not worthy of Shen Qiao's protection, Shen Qiao's guilt, even Shen Qiao's guilt. It's Shen Qiao's love.

The person who was abandoned was never him.It was he who abandoned Shen Qiao, he ignored all his struggles and pains, and made everyone think that Shen Qiao was the one who betrayed his heart.

Shen Qiao lowered her head, a trace of sadness suddenly appeared in her heart: You said I don't know anything, so what do you know?

You don't know that I have slept with other people, and I have been someone else's lover, and you don't know that I have thought about forgetting you and living my life with others.

He finally raised his head and looked directly at Zhao Wenyan's face: for many years he thought that he was really that flawless white moonlight, so that he didn't dare to approach him at all, but it turned out to be not the case.

They can't tell the difference between right and wrong, but they can tell the difference between love --- he is his white moonlight, he is his heart, no matter what he looks like or becomes, he has nothing to do with him, They all like it tightly.

"If..." he opened his mouth, his voice stretched into a long line, and at this moment, it is not difficult to say, "If I give you another chance, can you love me for the rest of my life like I love you? "

Zhao Wenyan couldn't bear it anymore.He grabbed Shen Qiao's hand and knelt down.

He knelt at his feet, begging him with pilgrim devotion to accept himself again.

Shen Qiao finally couldn't bear it anymore, he took Zhao Wenyan's hand back and hugged him tightly.

It was a deep hug.After 19 years of struggle, longing, parting and strangeness, I found my lover again when I was young---in fact, people, what I want is so simple and so easy.

It's just not reconciled, but it's hard to calm down.No matter how big the vision I had when I was young, in the end, I just hope that the person I love the most will love me with the same strength.

"Huo doesn't have to die." George Lockett said coldly.

"The central government will not reuse him, but at least it will not hurt his life. But his existence will make people jealous. So many people are staring at him, fearing that he will destroy the business they have colluded with. This is the reason why he must die. Xie Han said, "If he fled to the United States, he would not have to die. But at that time, he was no longer an ordinary diplomat, spy and fugitive leader. What identity is he?"

Even if the United States does not know his specific status in Beijing, it will never let such a potentially valuable escapee go.Facing the entire state apparatus of a superpower, the situation cannot be controlled by one person alone.

Not only can he not go, but neither can his family.If he wants to survive, he must sell his belief and conscience, and such a life is worse than death for him.

"He almost didn't have to die." Xie Han said, "According to his initial arrangement, his family would not be a drag on him, but the prerequisite is that he must be non-threatening."

If he really accepted the escape plan, if he didn't still take care of his family, he might really win.But he chose to give up.

The price of giving up is too heavy, but that is what he has to accept---his belief and long-cherished wish will not allow him to live and die, at least he can save his family.But at that time, what he had to take into account was that he was dead. What should he do next with the protection mechanism he had spent his entire youth building?

George Lockett undoubtedly regarded him as a real friend, but the friendship was never pure.He didn't dare to pin his hopes on him, so he chose Xie Han.

He teamed up with Xie Han to make George Lockett spend years investigating without knowing the real cause of his death.After that, with his arrangements, Xie Han's process of coming to New York to take power was extremely smooth.

He entrusted himself to his enemy.

Even though he knew that his family would have no barriers if he handed over his authority, he still made this choice --- no matter how deep his grievances with the Nie family were, they were the only ones available.

Xie Han knows that he has won everything, but sometimes, he feels that he has won nothing.

"Nothing is as important as his compatriots and country, even his family." Xie Han sighed softly, "I won, but he was invincible from the beginning."

If Xie Han wants to gain a foothold and make profits in New York, he must rely on the system established by Huo Qiyu during his lifetime.According to this system, he always has the capital to bargain in front of George Lockett, and the Chinese in New York behind him will never be the target of George Lockett and the New York government.

After all, he did not violate his original intention.He was unwilling to be mediocre in the embassy in his best years, and he didn't want to turn a blind eye to the suffering of his compatriots. Thirty-one years later, his vision is still working.

"Nineteen years ago, Huo Er could only trust me, but now, you have to admit that no one can replace me, or without my permission, no one can replace me." Xie Han said with a very firm tone, "You The most dissatisfied point is probably that I am supporting Master Sidney, but a long time ago, you determined that Master Nick is the only heir."

"I assure you that my heir and I will not oppose Master Nick unless necessary. You can ask your beloved godson for the reason. After all, my statement should not be credible to you."

George Lockett was silent.

Xie knew too much about Huo's back then, and pinched his lifeline precisely: even Huo didn't know or believe how important he was to him. He wasn't everything to him, but he was the person he cared about most.

Everyone thinks that LH stands for Lockett and Hammond, but in fact, "H" stands for Huo.

It was a secret that only he knew, and it was a feeling that he refused to let go after that person had died in the ground.He cared so much about him that he chose Nick, whom Huo preferred as heir, and loved his son with a tenderness that even his own child had never enjoyed.He wanted to get rid of Xie because of Huo, and Huo and Charlie probably didn't expect this to happen.

"I'll ask Charlie." He said slowly, "But I hope you understand that no matter what Charlie answers, I will do anything. It is my bottom line not to hurt Charlie, even if you just make him sad."

The only child he loves, he can't bear to bear the slightest grievance.

"Don't worry. I don't dare to wrong him." Xie Han stood up, his expression finally relaxed, and he even joked. "How can I play him?"