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I can not let it go.

I can not let it go.

I can not let it go.

You are reluctant, have I ever been willing?

Shen Qiao turned her head and looked out the window, sneered softly and said, "So?"

He never knew that he could treat him so coldly and cruelly, treating this person who would rather sacrifice his dignity and freedom than let him down.

Behind him, Zhao Wenyan's hand holding him became weaker and weaker.Shen Qiao broke away from him, but was instantly stunned when she saw Zhao Wenyan's face.

Red spots and bumps appeared on his exposed skin, and his eyes were unreasonably distracted.He drank.This is a symptom of an alcohol allergy.

"Why do you want to drink?" He shouted loudly, fumbling for his phone to summon Li Xiao.

Li Xiao answered the phone very quickly. "Which hospital Zhao Wenyan usually goes to, call a doctor right away. We are now in the garage downstairs of his house. He is allergic to alcohol!"

Li Xiao knew the situation was not good when he heard that tone, so he hurriedly hung up the phone after saying yes.Shen Qiao breathed a sigh of relief, and turned to look at Zhao Wenyan.

He was not emotionally stable, and he was still muttering something, but Shen Qiao bent down and heard him calling his name clearly.

One after another.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here." He held his hand tightly and couldn't help comforting him, "The doctor will be here soon."

Zhao Wenyan looked at him, as if he was still recognizing his face.He suddenly smiled lightly, and his articulation became clear:

"16 years ago, I thought I was going to die...you're still not here."

The high-end residential area is well-equipped with facilities, and there is a private hospital not far from Zhao Wenyan's home, and most of the celebrities come and go.As soon as the doctor saw his face, he knew who was coming, and immediately pushed him into the emergency room.

Li Xiao supported the wall, still out of breath.After a long time, he tremblingly said: "What did you do?"

"Persuade him to give up." Shen Qiao said, "It's my fault. I will tell him when he wakes up."

Speaking of this, Li Xiao couldn't say anything else.Shen Qiao suddenly said: "16 years ago, Zhao Wenyan...has anything happened to him?"

"I was still in the United States at that time, you can ask Shao Hua and Yun Ying, they may know better."

"They're already on."

The actors of Feifan have always followed a rule, you are the character when filming, and all contact with the outside world should be cut off.If you really want to ask them, you have to wait until the end of the year to finish.

What's more, they may not know.

"But having said that, you actually cared about his private affairs?" Li Xiao's tone was slightly gloomy.

Shen Qiao didn't speak, he looked at the sign of the emergency room and said nothing.

There was a faint sadness in his eyes.If you want to describe it, it's like the waves of the ocean one after another, scratching your heart one after another, making you unable to help but immerse yourself in that ocean and suffocate to death, but the owner of this ocean is completely unconscious and instinctive. Released this look, as if it was normal to dress and eat.

"It's related to me." Shen Qiao said, "I caused him to become like this, I can't leave it alone."

Li Xiao left the next day because he still had arrangements.Shen Qiao called and turned off work, and stayed in the hospital all night.It was seven o'clock in the morning after a series of gastric lavage and infusion measures were completed.The doctor opened the door and said it was okay to go in.

Shen Qiao walked in, sat by the hospital bed, and held Zhao Wenyan's hand that was not infused.

He remembered that 18 years ago, when he was injured while filming, Zhao Wenyan rushed to take care of him.He was actually seriously injured at that time, but what he thought in his heart was that if he could accompany him more, it didn't matter how many times he was injured.

His thinking at that time was so simple, he had everything, and he got everything without any effort.He never refused to recall the past, the days when they were together.That feeling has long been washed into a tender wound by time, the beautiful part can be remembered, but it must not be touched.

It's just that at this time, he can no longer just care about him alone.

"I'm sorry," he said, "I made a mistake yesterday."

Zhao Wenyan's eyes brightened slightly.

He didn't say what it was.The ambiguity of the words is vague, but at least it indicates a loosening.

"I said before that being friends is sincere. Now I can only accept this kind of relationship. Take a step back and say, even if we are together now, can you adapt?" Shen Qiao said the second half of the sentence very quickly, almost in a flash But, "Take a step back, okay?"

His meaning was clearly conveyed, he was refusing, but he was not merciless.The reality can only go so far, but the future is unclear.

Whether to advance or retreat depends entirely on Zhao Wenyan's will.

He knows that this is a very dangerous approach. As long as he can't hold back in the process, what happened 11 years ago may repeat the same mistakes.But he cared more about Zhao Wenyan's present than the potential danger.

He has delayed him for too long, and there is no way to be selfish anymore.What happened last night happened again, who knows if there will be any accidents?

"Okay." Zhao Wenyan said, "That's what you said."

"Don't be too happy." Shen Qiao took a deep look at him, "I've been hiding for so many years, and I won't give up so easily."

"I've been waiting for so many years, and I don't want to wait anymore." Zhao Wenyan said slowly, "Thank you."

In Hong Kong 11 years ago, he said that he didn't need him, he respected his wishes, and tried to forget the world.

Those were the only few concessions he made.Even if they can't forget it later, they have always created the illusion that they are safe. No matter how much they love him, they restrain themselves from going to him.

If it weren't for Huo Lin's words, even if he had the opportunity of "New Moon", he would not break this tacit understanding.But maybe it was because he took that step first that Shen Qiao was willing not to block all opportunities.

Shen Qiao will not give up easily, and neither will he.

He recalled that Christmas many years ago, when he secretly kissed Shen Qiao on the windowsill.In the summer of the second year, Shen Qiao drove a helicopter to the roof of his house, and called him to say that if you don't come within an hour, I will jump off with a helicopter of roses.

Against the scorching sun on the young man's handsome face, his smile was so lively that it was suffocating.He stepped forward, took him into his arms, trembling uncontrollably: "Yes, I like you too."

Young love, pure, reckless, without scruples.He later traveled to many good places and met many good people, but everything he experienced could not compare to the joy he had obtained at that moment.

Shen Qiao will not give up easily.He will never give up.Even if he couldn't get the desired ending, he wouldn't.

Just like many years ago, he took Shen Qiao on the plane back to China, preparing for an audition with an unknown future.

It was like he had determined many years ago that Shen Qiao was his whole life.

The central idea of ​​this chapter is that Shen Qiao finally realizes that she is a villain, so she intends to take responsibility for it.

He loves Director Zhao so much, that's why he tried every means to avoid it.He is afraid that when Zhao leads the incident and decides not to avoid it anymore, the uncontrollable ending will be doomed.Of course, the two will not be happy and happy, after all, the host has to do big things (￣▽￣)~*