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The funeral took place on June 2004, 6.

Shen Qiao stood beside Christopher in a gray suit, her eyelashes drooping silently.After more than ten days of back-and-forth, they finally reached an agreement to exchange resources. In addition, he asked Shen Qiao to temporarily take care of his godson, Alan Aldridge, who was only 11 years old at this time.

Getting involved with LH has already stepped into hell with half a foot. To protect Alan, he can only send him away temporarily.

At the funeral, Adam, who was considered a handsome young man, deliberately led Alan to his side. Shen Qiao knew what he meant, and deliberately talked to Alan.After all, it is a child who will get along with him for a long time in the future.

Adam looked at him, hesitated to speak for a long time before asking in a low voice, "Joe, are you sad?"

Are you sad that your grandfather passed away?

Shen Qiao suddenly chuckled.That handsome brow and eyes can't shake the loneliness.But the smile was almost alive.

He remembered that when he was 16 years old, he flew to England anxiously after filming "Nanshan".He didn't know how to face Charles, but he thought he had to get his forgiveness no matter what.

Charles is his adoptive father, who he respects and admires so much, how can he be lacking in his future life?

"Sad." He said slowly, "but I'm not for him."

I am for myself, and those things that I once thought I could not adapt to, that I could not accept, are no longer impossible.

His counterattack came in early July.The right time, the right place and the right people succeeded in one fell swoop.

He has no way to get back the shares in Nie Liang's hands, but if Nie Liang can't protect himself, will he still think that holding the [-]% of the shares is the most important thing?

The last time Nie Liang came to his house was the day before the board meeting.He locked the door, didn't say anything more, and dragged Shen Qiao to the bed in the room.

Shen Qiao grabbed the phone by the bed and threw it at his head, Nie Liang turned his head away and tied his hands with a belt.

He tied it in a hurry, struggled a few times and then broke it. He pushed him away, ran to the door staggeringly, twisted the doorknob vigorously, but couldn't open it no matter what.

Nie Liang stepped forward and dragged him to the bathroom, turned on the shower and poured water on him.Shen Qiao shivered and couldn't say anything.

He heard Nie Liang say: "If you want to face the people on the board of directors in this way tomorrow, I can do it for you too. There is a video camera in the bathroom. Do you dare to guess whether I will make this video public?" For the whole of Hong Kong to see?"

Nie Liang tried his best to keep his eyes cold.He was already familiar with this kind of intimidation, but for Shen Qiao, it worked every time.

Shen Qiao's reaction was a bit strange.

He stared at him, then casually took down a glass from the washstand and frantically picked up a piece of it.

At that moment, Shen Qiao really wanted to die.

Seven years of accumulated desperation seemed to overwhelm him at once, and he no longer wanted to face this intricate, intriguing world, and when he died, he would never have to think about it again.

It was Nie Liang who woke him up.

"You go ahead with the stabbing." Nie Liang said slowly, "You have endured me for seven years, and you are about to endure it to the end. If you think death is worthwhile at this time, then die."

Shen Qiao trembled, and slowly put down the hand holding the glass piece.Nie Liang pulled him in front of him and slapped him hard.

He picked him up and threw him back on the bed, being as rough as he could be with him as if venting his anger.Before he fell into a coma, he heard Nie Liang's voice: "You have endured me for seven years, are you still so careless?"

The voice was self-deprecating and sarcastic.For a moment, Shen Qiao couldn't figure out who he was laughing at and who he was mocking.

He just retorted subconsciously after hearing that sentence: He was wrong, and the part of what he said was wrong cannot be denied.

"I haven't tolerated you for seven years."

He murmured, like a wronged child.

He used to be addicted to this relationship too.Not happy, but at least at ease.

When he reached the critical point where everything was about to be cut off, he suddenly realized that he was also reluctant to part with those five years.

For Nie Liang, he also didn't want to look back at that time: he understood every reason why their relationship changed, but he still couldn't figure it out, why did this happen?

He tried all possible means and grabbed Shen Qiao countless times, but in the end he couldn't keep him.

When Shen Qiao expelled him from Hong Kong, Xie Han used some means to get George Lockett to agree that he would go to New York to replace him. Xie Han himself took Yun Zhao to Shanghai and began to expand the Qi Teng film industry. Deal with black money.Later, Shen Qiao brought Huo Lin and a distant nephew from England back to Beijing, and they seemed to be living well.

He heard Shen Qiao's name again. George Lockett's second son, Nick Lockett, brought a young man named Cheng Wang.He came to ask him about his cousin Nie Lijun, and during the conversation he revealed that Shen Qi was his elder brother.He remembered Shen Qi, he was Shen Qiao's friend, and it seemed that his friendship was not shallow.He asked Cheng Wang about Shen Qiao, Cheng Wang was startled, and said that he knew about Shen Qiao, but he had never met him.

"It's okay." He said, "Then do me a favor. If one day, you see him, tell him a word for me."

"I really miss him."

He met Huo Lin once, he went to the American Drama Academy, and saw him fighting with two blond boys.He smiled brightly and wantonly, and he suddenly had the shadow of Shen Qiao when we first met.

He was a little relieved: after all, the kidnapping in childhood did not cast a shadow over Huo Lin's life. He stepped out and enjoyed the most wanton life at the best age, just like his uncle's boyhood.

He looked at the gate of the American Academy of Drama and smiled slightly:

Twenty years ago, Shen Qiao might have stood in this place too.

The reason why he returned to China was that George Lockett finally knew the cause of Huo Qiyu's death. It was also at that time that he knew that Xie Han had done such a thing behind his back when he was dealing with the powerful in Beijing.They met again after many years, and Xie Han confessed to him the specific details of the car accident and the real murderer of Huo Lin's kidnapping.

"I did it all. Brother Liang, if you hate me, you can do it. I... love you." He looked at him, with never-before-seen forbearance and affection in his eyes, "I killed Huo Er Because I want us to go better in Beijing, and also to let you...get him, I hate Shen Qiao, and I'm so jealous of him that I'm going crazy, but I know you'll be happy only when you're with him."

He handed him a stack of photos: "Treat him with this, and he will listen to you for everything."

The person in the photo is Huo Lin.Huo Lin was the quiet and introverted Huo Lin who was cute and beautiful like a ceramic doll when he was seven years old.

He looked up at Xie Han, anxiously waiting for his answer.He put away the photos and said lightly, "Thank you. But Ah Han, I don't want you to make your own decisions."

The light in Xie Han's eyes slowly went out.He understood his hatred, and his rejection.

For a moment, he really hated him to the bone: But hating Xie Han, does it mean that he himself is completely innocent?

What he uses is his love, and what he wants to accomplish is also his love.

He gave the photo to Shen Qiao, and revealed the cause of Huo Er and his wife's death to Sun Yang, and acquiesced in the crime when Shen Qiao attacked him.But he didn't expect Xie Han to not give up.

Xie Han called him, and he said that he had arranged the boat and he could take Shen Qiao with him.

He should have ignored it, but when he heard that Shen Qiao was already in the suburbs of Beijing, he suddenly wanted to see him.

He wanted to see him, for the last time in his life.Even if they met each other, they would hate and have nothing to say.

He didn't expect Shen Qiao to tell him that he liked him.He told a lie in the hospital, tortured him for the rest of his life, and tortured himself for 15 years.

Their only chance to love each other was destroyed by him.

When he finally understood all this, it was irreversible, and he did not want to.

It is impossible to restore his dilapidated life, and the love that has been lost between his fingers.

For half his life, he clearly loved her deeply, but what he showed was just liking.

He stubbornly wanted to keep him, wanted to hold him in the palm of his hand, and ended up hurting both himself and the other, and both sides suffered.

He couldn't undo all that, but Shen Qiao was different---he had someone he loved deeply, and he had unfulfilled dreams, and he still had time to live the rest of his life happily and recklessly as he had hoped when he was young, and live again as the person he fell in love with at first sight. appearance.

So in the end he didn't tell him anything.

Before shooting himself, he thought again: Why is this happening?

It seems that after meeting, no matter how he chooses, he can't achieve what he wants most.That is an extremely helpless fact -- even if it is the best time, the best opportunity, they cannot be the person who loves each other the most.

Before he encountered any misfortune, his eyes were higher than the top, how could he put his blue eyes on him; afterward, when he encountered an accident, how could he love someone with all his heart and soul again.

Unless it changes their encounter.

Unless Shen Qiao was not that arrogant young man when they met.There is no awe of the chaebol gangsters, and there is no pretending to be another teenager in his heart.

He finally found an opportunity, an opportunity that he had been infinitely close to Shen Qiao but missed because of his indifference: When the teacher asked him if he wanted to form an alliance with the Shen family on the outlying island, he should have agreed to him.

He can watch him grow up, participate in every detail of his growth, and leave an indelible mark on his life—even if it's not in the name of a lover.

When Xie Han was in the old house of Nie's family, telling Shen Qiao the truth that Nie Liang had painstakingly concealed, he suddenly remembered the night when he learned of Huo Er's death, he went to Nie Liang and told him that he could take this opportunity to get Shen Qiao.He first scolded in disbelief, but he saw the hesitation in his eyes.

So he continued to persuade, and finally succeeded.

If he had been able to hold on to his greed back then, and he would not have betrayed him, let alone entanglement.

Nie Liang and Shen Qiao were fascinated by the authorities, but he was always on the sidelines.

They all thought that they missed the opportunity and were engulfed by sudden fate so that they would never be able to love each other innocently, but they just missed it countless times in places they couldn't see, and they didn't know it until they died.

That's the case.

He has been crazy for the people he can't get for half his life, and he thinks he has no plans, but he falls in the hands of a young man when he hits the door.What he owed to Huo Er, he had to go to the underworld to pay back, but what Huo Lin owed to Nie Liang and Nie Yunzhao couldn't be as simple as death.

It's just that how to practice his revenge is something he can't see and doesn't need to see.