[Comprehensive] My marriage partner changed again after rebirth

Now that's the case, I can't go out.

After all, if you go out...Proxiet also made it very clear that he won't bother me, and Bugarati's side...should treat me as an enemy when they see me, right?

At that time, if something happens, I will deliver the food, and I will die of injustice.

And I can't run yet, my body will get hot when I exercise... Indeed, according to what Proxiet said, it's best for me to stay here obediently.

And based on the information I got in the last world, Buccarati will call me in Venice tomorrow, which means... on this train, he has nothing to do.

But I think I know Proxiet quite well, he is not the kind of character who will give up halfway... So, even if I don't intervene this time, the winner has already been decided?

But...according to previous experience...if Proxiet dies, it won't be far before I leave this world, right?Can I really do what I want to do?

My hand to get the ice cubes stopped.

Is there any... way to have both?

hateful!The time is too tight and there is not enough time, and I know too little, and there is no basis for trust on both sides, so there is no way to start!

There are no monitors on the train, so I have no way to observe remotely... Is there any way for me to get out...

This anxious feeling of powerlessness is really familiar to disgusting.

****

I didn't dare to waste ice, because I don't know how long the battle at the other end will last.

I can only bite one or two ice cubes when I realize that the degree of aging has affected my thinking.

The amount of ice cubes in this cup is not much, and it has been reduced by half now, and there are still parts that are melting, so we can't squander them recklessly.

And it's even more impossible for me to go out to replenish ice... Isn't this going out by myself as a target?

In the final analysis... Or, am I too weak?

****

The wait wasn't long, as the train stopped after my glass had almost run out of ice.

Still stopped halfway, not to the site.

I opened my eyes abruptly, staring blankly at my hands.No, the effects of aging aren't completely undone...that is, the battle isn't over!

I just hesitated for a moment, then stood up, opened the door carefully and walked out, holding my few remaining ice cubes, walking at a slow speed.

The aging people in the carriage hadn’t fully recovered, so I walked directly to the carriage where the restaurant was located, and saw a mess... and rice lying on the ground with a gun on its head and bleeding all over the place. Star.

This is nothing... The problem is that there is a little man with a bullet head the size of a thumb crying and wailing beside him: "Mista—don't die—Mista—"

Me: "..." I always feel that I still had a bit of grief at the beginning, but now it's gone.

This should be Mista's substitute, right?Since the substitute is still alive, it means... Mista is also still alive?

I first subconsciously took half a step back, and after calming down, I walked to the bar and found no ice cubes left, then slowly moved to the side of Mista, squatted down carefully, and took out a piece of ice. A small piece of ice was placed next to the little man with a 5 engraved on his head.

"...Huh? Did you give me ice cubes?" Little man No. 5 stopped crying and looked at me.

If I'm going to help Bucgarat raise them later, it's necessary to gain people's trust, and there's nothing wrong with me being able to see the double.

But voluntarily exposing yourself will look strange and conspiring.

Thinking of this, I pretended not to hear what the other person said, stood up and left slowly.

If my guess is not wrong... the main place of the battle should be the cab at the front of the car.

And now the train has stopped... Did it move outside?

No new supply of ice cubes was found, so I drank the last bit of ice water in one gulp, quietly returned to my car, looked out of the car window... and then froze.

Indeed, as I expected, both sides of the battle.

I'm not surprised that one of them is Bucciarati...but why, the other, is Bessie?

Obviously, the aging ability has not been released, which means that Proxiet is still alive, but since Bessie is fighting... I immediately raised my hand to cover my mouth to prevent myself from making a sound, and turned around quickly and leaned against the carriage, because Unable to hold on to the rising powerlessness, his body slowly slid down.

My side is not too close to the two of them, but they are professionals after all, and if there is a big movement, they might be noticed.

Calm down first, you must calm down——

The aging ability has not been released yet, but Bessie is singled out instead of Proxiet, which means that Proxiet cannot show up now, either he is fighting with other people, or...he has lost the ability to fight, and is just suffering It just maintains the substitute ability.

Mista was already like that just now, but the other teammates were not there, so fighting with other people should be ruled out.After all, the ice on the car is limited, and Proxiet's ability is still there, and other people will also be aged... The most likely situation is that other people are dragged by the aging state, and Proxiet is injured so that he can only maintain his ability , had to be singled out by Bessie himself against Bucgarati.

[If something happens to you, I will feel that it is my responsibility. 】

——Then, conversely, if something happens to you...

For no reason, I thought of what Tsunayoshi Sawada said to me at that time, when everyone took it for granted that I needed to take on the important part of the plan.

——[Miss Shinomiya, you don't have to force yourself.If you don't want to do it, you can choose not to do it. 】

I later chose not to do it, but Tsunayoshi Sawada chose to do it anyway.

In the end he died, but I am still alive.

I still... still don't know if my choice at the time was correct or not.

If I did it with the determination to die, the plan might succeed, or he could survive.

I took a deep breath, leaned back on the car window, and watched the whole battle between Bessie and Bugarati.

This is the first time I have watched the battle of two stand-in messengers.

Bessie's stand-in ability is a fishing rod, the kind that can enter the human body to attack; while Bugarati's is a zipper, which seems to be able to put a zipper on everything and cut it open.

After Bucgarati got rid of Bessie, I found that the effects of aging were completely removed.

I was startled, and when I came back to my senses, I stood up suddenly, opened the compartment and looked out, and found that the people outside had also returned to normal.

According to Proxiet's character... unless he dies, he will not compromise.

In other words...Proxiet is dead?

My heart twitched, and after a brief moment of confusion, I was struck by a huge sense of fear and uncertainty.

After I slammed the door of the box and sat on the ground and waited for a minute, I panted heavily and slowly regained my composure.

The world has not changed, which proves that it is not that I will cross over after the person I am engaged to dies.

It seems that there are prerequisites, such as someone must personally tell me the news of my death... But, this is not a proof, will I still leave this world?

Even if I don't leave... In this world, what else am I left with?

I suddenly felt a little downhearted.

This is not the distinction between justice and injustice, and the people I want to save are not my companions at this time. Is it really necessary for me to save them in my self-righteous way?Can I really change?Or will I be treated like an enemy?

The point is...what's the point of everything I've done?

"Don't give up, Gloria."

……who?Whose voice is it?I froze, and turned my head to look over quickly, and what I saw was a red humanoid standing beside the seat in a very aggressive posture.

"Don't forget, what you really want to do." The red alien folded his arms, leaned back, and stood on one foot, "You restart again and again to save your own future. If you give up on yourself, Then no one can help you."

I was sluggish for a long while, I don't know if it was because of my previous aging or something else, my whole brain slowed down a beat.

"Are you... my substitute?"

"Actually, I don't really like being called that, but if I have to add a definition, I can say it that way." My red stand-in changed his posture, put his feet on the ground, leaned forward, and covered himself with one hand shoulders, the other hand on the waist, the body presents a perfect curve shape, "In terms of pure existence itself, I am you, and you and I are in a symbiotic and one-body relationship."

"I basically understand..." I forcefully stood up, not feeling very excited. I don't know if it was because I had a premonition about this matter, or the current situation made me not want to use my brain to analyze my situation at all. "From the very beginning... in the world where Bailan left, it was your ability, right?"

"That's right, my ability is to reset the world line. Originally, I shouldn't have come out so early, and I may not even come out in my life, but what Bailan Jesso did, and your regret and helplessness at the beginning The desire to correct mistakes has contributed to my growth." The red substitute vacated, and made a concave posture in the air, "And now, your desire to become stronger and change something."

"I am nirvana, born for you."

"Nirvana...what..." I was a little lost in thought.

Nirvana means nirvana, but in the sense of religion, there is another interpretation - the extinguishment of the fire of life.

I took a deep breath and tried to get the thinking of the strike to function again: "You said that resetting the world line...is there a premise? Is it related to the deaths of Bai Lan and Bugarati?"

"That's right, it must be the death of your closest person, and it will be activated passively when you are informed of the death."

Is it activated when I die... I slowly closed my eyes and recalled the previous occasion.

But... the closest person...

I think my substitute should not be called nirvana (Nirvana), but BlackWidow (Black Widow).

"That is to say...it must be conveyed by voice, letters or my own guess or even seeing it with my own eyes will not work?"

"That's right." My stand-in replied.

"So...the reset world line is not under my control, right?" I said with some difficulty, "Is it completely random?"

"No, Gloria." My stand-in faced mine and said in a calm tone, "You have your own brains, so you should be able to figure out this kind of problem by yourself."

"..." What's going on?Am I being ridiculed by [me] now?This substitute looks a little different from other people's, doesn't it?

The stand-in from another family doesn't seem to be able to speak...ah no, Mista's can, but they won't hate themselves like that, right?This thing is a bit arrogant.

I slandered inwardly, but on the face I held back firmly: "When I was told about Bailan by Zhengyi, I wanted to find someone who wouldn't suddenly wake up with Chuanji at the age of 20 and feel safe...and then In the second world, what I met was Bugarati..."

And when Giorno told me about Bucciarati's death, my mood was... I wanted to escape reality and I wanted to do something... So will the current situation happen?

However, whether it is Bugarati or Prosciut...

"That is to say, it is based on my expectations as a prerequisite, and then develops randomly according to the possibility of the world... Are other variables uncontrollable?"

"Yes."

"...But, I'm still me. If it doesn't make sense to travel through parallel worlds, it's impossible for me to switch between the two worlds, so this is actually not a parallel world, but it should... be the same world." Reasoning out After understanding this key point, I didn't know whether to cry or laugh, I was a little dumbfounded, "Then, the previous world..."

"Since it is a reset, it will naturally disappear in the parallel universe."

"...I see." No wonder Bai Lan didn't exist in these two worlds, after all he disappeared without even his soul in the first world.

So, that is to say... the "I" in these worlds is actually me, and it is just the confirmation of the possibility of "I".

And every time it is replaced, the possibility of determinization before disappears.

So, what I'm doing now...what the hell is...

"Why did you come out now?" I noticed this, looked at her, and murmured, "Since you already existed...why did you come out now?"

Facing my questioning, the red stand-in looked very calm: "Because you are too weak."

Me: "..." This double is really annoying!

"Every time the world line is reset, it needs to consume a huge amount of energy. You don't have enough ability to let me show up. But now you have a strong will, the kind that is mixed with self-remorse and torture and then wants to The will to change by mastering everything." The red double looked at me, "I acted on your orders. So...now, Gloria, tell me."

Nirvana tilted her head: "What do you wish you could do yourself?"

"I..." I opened my mouth, memories from the past emerged in my mind one after another.

[Gloria, I really like you.But I have more important things to do now. 】

[Miss Shinomiya, you don't have to force yourself.If you don't want to do it, you can choose not to do it. 】

【It's your sense of justice. 】

[If I really die, that is my own problem, and has nothing to do with you. 】

——What do I want to do?

I closed my eyes, and when I opened them again, my expression had calmed down: "I want...both sides..."

"Both sides? I think you will die before they die..."

"Save both sides! Save both! Are you really my substitute and not the one sent by the enemy to piss me off?!"

Now that Proxiet is dead, it means that as long as anyone tells me about his death, my ability will be passively restarted... If I want to stay in this world, I must be on guard against this.

And the people who will know this... are Proxiet's teammates, as well as Bugarati and the others.

Although I don't know the inside story very well, but in the last world, I knew that Bugarati and the others would choose to fight against the boss, so Proxiet and Bugarati's goals were actually the same in the later stage. Maybe there's room for maneuver.

So... I have to be in this world and figure everything out.

Regarding the reasons why Buccarati and the others betrayed their boss, why Proxieter opposed them, what is the value and significance of the boss's daughter named Trixie... and, their stand-in abilities are different. what is it.

****

The battle is indeed over.The passengers outside were noisy, it seemed that they were making noise because they were dissatisfied with the suspension of the train, and the flight attendant reassured everyone that they were dispatching a new driver.

That is to say, during the period when the train is out of service, I can take a good rest on the train and see how to proceed next.

It doesn't matter if I lose Bugarati and the others now, I know the exact time when they will appear in Venice.

Just before that... figure out a plan to get the information I want.

At present, it seems that only a perfect excuse is needed so that Bugarati and the others can't refuse my approach... It doesn't matter if they are found to be wrong and want to kill me, because now I have a way to get out without any aftermath at critical moments .

Mommy once fed me the poisonous chicken soup I don’t know where it came from, and lamented that human beings must either seek death or wait for death...

Compared with waiting to die, it is more valuable to seek death.

I sat down calmly, took out the laptop in my luggage, opened it, and started searching online, muttering to myself.

"Men are such a troublesome creature—that's why I got involved with these men..."

— especially when a Mafia man!

"Hey - have you gotten involved with many men?" A strange, slightly slippery voice sounded, and I was startled. I looked up and found a man with long purple hair and a blindfold sitting Opposite me, he looked at me with frivolous eyes, as if looking at his inevitable prey, with a hint of joy in his tone, he licked his lips, "It's really...bellissimo (beautiful) !"