No.70 days

Chen Yimang lightly held Shao Wu's shoulders and got into the taxi.

"Master, go to Donghechun."

Shao Wu had calmed down a little, wiped the tears from his cheeks in embarrassment, and asked Chen Yimang, "Where is Donghe Spring?"

"A community," Chen Yimang said in a low voice, "I rent a house there."

After a while, the place arrived. It turned out that Donghe Spring was also at Guanyin Bridge.When the two got out of the car, Chen Yimang still held Shao Wu in his arms, and squeezed his shoulder: "Have you had dinner yet?"

"Eat... a little."

"Then let's eat some more. There is a small noodle shop that is very delicious." Chen Yimang smiled, "This is the first time I've brought someone to eat."

Shao Wu was in a trance, being led by Chen Yimang, and walked quickly through the night.They passed several fruit stands, several barbecue stands, and finally stopped at a street corner.

"It's here." Chen Yimang said.

Bench noodles.Shao Wu has already smelled the smell of spicy oil.

This small shop is very simple, there is not even a door after the rolling gate is raised, the concrete floor, plastic tables and chairs, Shao Wu even saw a few small horses lying messily under the flower bed by the roadside, obviously, when there are many customers, The wide fence of the flower bed has also become a dining table.

Chen Yimang said loudly: "Boss, two noodles, add eggs, two bowls."

"Yes—" A middle-aged couple stood behind the stove, responding somewhat lazily.

It was almost nine o'clock now, after dinner time, there were only two old people sitting and chatting, and the noodle bowls on the table were already empty.Chen Yimang and Shao Wu sat down facing each other, a dim light fell on their plastic table.

"Is it better?" Chen Yimang asked.

"Hmm..." Shao Wu smiled wryly, "I'm fine, it's just that it was too sudden... We only met during the May Day holiday, and he hadn't played with friends at that time."

"May I ask, which one?"

"The one with the backpack."

"Oh," Chen Yimang sighed softly, "He's really handsome, a straight guy...it's a pity."

The proprietress brought up two bowls of small noodles. The ones he used at home turned out to be cream-yellow enamel bowls and wooden chopsticks. Shao Wu remembered that when he was a child, enamel bowls were also used at home, but they were white, with a square red printed on the bottom of the bowl. The word "囍" seems to be issued by my aunt's work unit when she got married.

Later, this kind of enamel bowl was gradually eliminated, and the family began to use bone china tableware, which is light and fine in texture.

Shao Wu suddenly felt homesick, thinking of Yongchuan.

"It must be evenly blended to be fragrant." Chen Yimang said.

"Yeah." Shao Wu lifted the white soft noodles high, and spread a thick layer of sea pepper powder and fermented soya bean on the bottom of the bowl, soaked in shiny oil, minced garlic and some invisible seasonings.A few freshly cooked translucent cabbage leaves set against a golden fried egg.

Shao Wu picked up a pair of chopsticks and put the noodles into his mouth. It was a little hot, and the slightly astringent aroma of sea pepper permeated the tip of his tongue.

"I've liked him for a long time," Shao Wu said softly with this bowl of noodles, "It's been a long time."

"how long?"

"Let's start from the second year of high school."

"Oh...it's been a long time," Chen Yimang added some vinegar to the noodle bowl, "Is he that good?"

"How well you let me talk, I can't tell," Shao Wu smiled, "but it's just... hey."

"Is it stupid? I heard that you scored 631 in the college entrance examination?"

Shao Wu was taken aback: "You know everything?"

"Listen to what Ning Xiao and the others said. There is a strange thing. I took the 631 exam and went to major."

Shao Wu: "..."

Chen Yimang: "You don't come here to study for the sake of that man, do you?"

Shao Wu nodded.

Now it was Chen Yimang's turn to be speechless.

Shao Wu swallowed a mouthful of noodles, and said softly, "Don't tell others."

"Who can I tell—who will believe it?"

Shao Wu: "Oh, yes."

The two of them were eating noodles, and they were eating loudly. The door of the fruit shop opposite was open, and "Scary Bubu" was playing on the TV. The empress was very noisy.From time to time, a few cicadas rang into Shao Wu's ears.

After the noodles were finished, Chen Yimang went to pay the bill, and said, "Let's go."

"Where?"

"Go to my place."

Shao Wu hesitated a bit: "Let's..."

"Let's go, can I still rape you?" Chen Yimang sighed, "My place is spacious enough to sleep in."

Shao Wu followed Chen Yimang into the community and went upstairs. His house was really spacious, the balcony was open to the air, and several pots of aloe were planted.

Chen Yimang pointed to the sofa: "Sit wherever you want." Then he turned on the air conditioner, took out two chocolates from the refrigerator, and handed one to Shao Wu.

"Have you ever thought about telling him?" Chen Yimang asked.

Shao Wu shook his head: "He likes girls...you can see that too."

"Oh, so yes, you have a crush on him like this, you gave up a better school for him, and changed your life for him, Shao Wu," Chen Yimang paused for two seconds, "He doesn't know what you do, is it meaningful? "

Without waiting for Shao Wu to answer, Chen Yimang continued: "If he knows, do you think he will be so moved? No, he is quite innocent. Why do you sacrifice so much for him? You agreed with him." Is it? He owes you nothing by doing nothing.”

Shao Wu said: "I don't think he owes me, it's all my... voluntary."

"But the reality is you're giving up a better school for him."

Shao Wu lowered his head: "Yes."

Chen Yimang stopped talking, and after a while, he gently held Shao Wu's hand: "Actually, it's not your fault, it's fate, he's a straight man... Shao Wu, no one is to blame for these things, there is nothing you can do about it. "

Shao Wu said, "I know."

"The only way is, stop liking him, and find someone like us to like him—even if it's just sex. In this circle, there are not many people who are honest and honest with their friends."

The ice cream melted and dripped on Shao Wu's pants, the white of cream mixed with the black of chocolate.

"Do you want to try it with me?" Chen Yimang said.

Shao Wu was stunned: "Why?"

"Because, if you find out that you and I can do it," Chen Yimang sat down beside Shao Wu, getting very close, "it means that you can do it with others... After a long time, you won't miss him anymore .”

For a moment, Shao Wu felt a little aggrieved: "Does it have to be like this?" Does it have to be like this - to forget him through physical relationship with others like this?

"It's all like this in this circle." Chen Yimang moved closer, his thin lips almost touching Shao Wu's face, and he let his long hair spread out, like a sea monster.

"Just because we're gay?" Just because we're gay, we can't confess, we can't fall in love, we can only exile our bodies into dark pleasures, and do some fleeting things.

"Yes," Chen Yimang put his arms around Shao Wu's waist, "because we are gay."

He gently kissed Shao Wu's lips.

This is Shao Wu's first kiss.

But I didn't feel it.

Shao Wu pushed Chen Yimang away, and Chen Yimang came up again, and kissed Shao Wu's cheek instead.There was an indescribable cold fragrance on his body, Shao Wu was a little dazed, as if this smell did not belong to Chen Yimang who was kissing him at the moment.

Chen Yimang pushed Shao Wu back, put him on the back of the sofa, put his arm around his waist, and held his face in the other.The ice cream had already melted badly, poking sticky sticky on Chen Yimang's T-shirt, but he didn't care.

Chen Yimang went to kiss Shao Wu's lips again, this time he stuck out the tip of his tongue and lightly licked Shao Wu's lips.This is Shao Wu's first kiss.Shao Wu thought, so this is what kissing feels like?Is this what it feels like to kiss a man?If it was true what Chen Yimang said, he kissed a lot of men, kissing like this, maybe a little more passionately - and then having sex with them - then he would stop liking Yang Shuyi, wouldn't he?

"Is this okay?" Chen Yimang asked hoarsely.

The two of them had already collapsed together, body to body, breathing intertwined.But Shao Wu felt that his body was like a piece of rotten wood, and he became old in an instant, in an instant.Chen Yimang is very beautiful, very gentle, very - but not good.

It turned out that it wasn't his hand, and it wasn't the vibrato that provoked it.

This truth was verified by Shao Wu himself.